Tuesday, August 31, 2004
5:08 AM
Been very lazy these days. dont seem to be blogging..no mood and stuff. Starting to feel the stress now. final tests coming my way, esp tis week. dont think i can slack thru like wad i did in year 1. gonna work extra hard for mcb and genetics, cant afford to have lousy grades. urgh! dreadful mcb! its so damn difficult to understand! genetics is the worse. gonna cover whole 14 topics. *dead*...prolly more sleepy look u'll see me in the morning. bleah wadever! i'll try not to come online tht much like til tis thurs?. yeap or maybe ard there. gonna mug like crazy these few daes. last battle b4 i end my sem 1.
Today. i had my genetics lab! Totally sian-sational! lookin at worms..blah blah..dont seem to find any difference in them. >.< bah! wadever. everything seem so wadever now. sigh*
Tmr's is those sec sch and pri sch's teachers' day celebration...sigh* but unfortunately, i have tis stupid test tmr in the morning + the fact tht my lessons gonna end late tmr. definitely. Dr Seow can go real naggy sometimes =X dont think im goin back liaoz. really miss sec sch like crazy!! Everyone seem so busy abt schwork. esp elizabeth...nv seen her so hardworkin b4...but of cos shes having her prelims real soon. hope she hang on. JIA YOU! oh. and im supposed to ask my sistaz for tht macroecons bk for her. hope i rmb yeah.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
12:31 PM
Thnx lijun for tis mail. :D very touching ending. sad ending..haiz. treasure the ppl ard u kae? =)
Peter and Tina are sitting in the park
doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved
half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend
now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the only person who isn't with a date now. (both
sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my
boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your
girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for
the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward
to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is
a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
movies and sent each other home)
Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.
Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and hugged each other for the first time.
Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by. Tina mumbled something.
Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house
and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of
Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.
Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in
to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play
a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments around after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just
said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.
Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their first kiss with each other just as the sun
is setting.
Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding to have a walk around the city. They
sits down onto a bench.
1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over
his face and her apple juice still in his hands.
The ambulance came and she went to the hospital
with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.
11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
He is still breathing now but God would take him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.
The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak
but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.
Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with you during all these days. Although you may
be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these all brought happiness into my life. I have
realize that you are a really cute girl and
blamed myself for never taken the time to
knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for,
but I just wish that we can extend the day. I
want to be your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me all
the time. Tina, I love you.
11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't
leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.
NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the live you have imagined"_ Henry David Thorean.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
7:14 AM
Hello guys. im still stuck in sch. waiting for my songs to get transfered to my laptop. getting abit impatient. dunno where the sender have gone to. stewpig joshua!! send me thru sch mail lah! urgh! but since he's so nice to send me alrdy, i shall not grumble. heh. thank seh joshie!
Doin this crap msn audio conversation wif viki today. haha. of cos my team mates, elton and wenyan were playing wif my microphone. hahaah. but it was fun! poor viki. think he cant stand the chaos. but one thing bad is tht he can actually eavesdrop my conversation wif others! no privacy eh. haha but well nth to hide for me anyway.
Ahhh..wheres josh!!?? wonder when hes coming back. sick of waiting for him n for the songs to finish its transfering. heck! decided to leave him a msg to ask him send me thru sch mail. heez. but whether or not he will do tht for my sake is another thing. lOlx. i really wan the songs so muchhh! haha. spiderman 2 soundtrack rox! ok. gotta go now. ciaoz.
Friday, August 27, 2004
8:57 PM
Haha. finally got my songs!! weeeee..the happiness written on my face! =D once again. thnx to josh!
2 of my fav tracks in it are Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional and Meant To Live - Switchfoot...its really nice!
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated,
I am...
[Chorus]
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am...
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]
[Chorus]
Like hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
Meant To Live - Switchfoot
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
[Chorus]
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
[Chorus]
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
Thursday, August 26, 2004
10:35 PM
Hey. im back for more! haha. felt so damn awake today. dunno why. really paid full attention to mag's lesson today. but she's so different now. see the grades she gave me for my grp assignment. too much i muz say! my vb test today. aniway. after this test, im not gonna touch vb anymore!!!! =) yay!! and gawsh. my laptop really giving me headaches! gonna find a day to reformat it. =(
Watch 'pirates of the carribean' wif enxuan, weihar n alicia in sch today. guess ard noon time. tommy's cls were there too. but hes not watchin, instead. hes slping. -_- haiz. sch's so tiring yea. =P
And after our 3rd meeting. watched 'spiderman' wif again enxuan n ie wern. this time we saw lionel n guys watchin harry potter..haha. oh gawsh. spiderman is soooo nice!! great show! kirsten dunst is soooo sexy! haha. i kinda like her whether u like it or not. peter parker n MJ were sooo sweet!! haha. n guess we were like having tis whole movie mania thingy goin on in our sch's audio room today. haha. but kinda interesting to watch a show over there. gonna find more time to watch more shows over there next time. heh.
Its my dinner time now! gonna ciao. bye!!
12:28 PM
hey. gonna study for my vb test tmr. but b4 tht, i need to blog. i've been complaining abt the vb test to enxuan cos we were out the whole day today. i think im the "pro" one..haha i was tellin her anyway my vb alrdy suck like shit liao. why bother spending the whole day studying. anyway they are juz testing us another whole new "alien" stuff. its not like bio where u have to spend hrs and hrs studying n u'll understand. yeah its juz diff!
Woke up at abt 11am. sheesh' realising tht im meeting enxuan at 11.30am..oh no. pack everything n go....raining cats n dogs. no choice. gonna meet the doc at paya lebar coffeebean hse. its so damn far! haiz. first time met tht doc. goodness me. he look haha. funnie =\..anyway, the begining was quite screwed bcos we wasnt really prepared to ask him qns n i think hes quite impatient wif us for not preparing cos he thinks tht we take this apportunity for granted. ahh. ok lah. i still manage to ask him stuff n this makes him in a much more happier mood. talkin abt his personal stuff, his business n all the crap. i really pei fu him. knew his wife ever since sec sch. whoa. its so unlike the peeps nowadays. haiz. times had changed.
Managed to go to orchard for some shopping. went John Little for awhile. think i juz went crazy. i actually went to the male's section! went to see those guy's suits n ties. was so into all these thing today. haha. i think enxuan almost think tht im mad. then went pastamania to eat. ate my tiramisu. its so damn nice!! yum! =)
Went home. feeling damn hyper. haha. weeeeeee....i feel like im myself again n thts GREAT. was so not myself the past few days. feel so disgusted. yeah. brandon called!! hahaha. talked to him. he's soooo sweet considering the fact tht he have this assignment due tmr n still called. oh. pls be careful when u fight! =X oh what else. oh he told me he love kids. weeeee...i like guys who love kids!! cos prolly i have this idea of guys loving kids, they care alot for ppl. heh. oh no! i think its time for me to go. seeya!
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
5:34 AM
heh heh. try out tis quiz when ure free and find out which good sch u shld be in? let me emphasize thissss....when ure free!! =P heh mine is Crescent Girls' :P if only i studied a little bit harder last time..haha. well. no comments lar. tag my board or sth to tell me whats urs yea. the link is below i think :P
Crescent Girl's School
http://quizilla.com/users/buckethat/quizzes/which%20secondary%20school%20(singapore)%20should%20you%20be%20in?/
Monday, August 23, 2004
8:20 AM
Been thinking juz now. thinkin abt what i said last nite. said the wrong things to the wrong person. BAD! too tired to think whether wad i've said is appropriate or not. so inconsiderate n so insensitive of me. guess i shldnt have talked when im sooo tired, but partly its bcos i miss tht someone so badly tht i cant help it. try my best to keep awake. really think i sounded dead last nite. n its not tht im really sian talkin to him. juz tht im really tired. went out the whole day + not enough slp. bleah. but wadever it is, had back all my slp todae. slept till 2pm in the afternoon. hw "pig" i can get. bleah. wadever.
I better remind myself to copy the song "My Happy Ending" to my laptop later. wenyan keep askin me for it. haiyO. zhen ma fan! =X *shh* ^.^ heh..
self thought:
I think im sooo blessed to have him. damnit xy. ure realli lucky this time.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
10:38 PM
I cant believe it!! Li Jiawei lost to the Korean's again! those Koreans are far too noisy! keep shouting and screaming during the game!
But heh. its really heart-warming wif the advertisement lining up after the game. the speech goes sth like: "Ronald Susilo, Li Jiawei and Zhang Xueling, all the hardwork n blah blah..u all get the whole nation mesmerized. thank you!" yeah. sth like tht. aww..tht advert really touches my heart. seriously..dislike some peeps who said they are lousy bcos they lost. think those peeps who said tht are actually bunch of losers!! bleah..n yeah. Li Jiawei rocks!!
9:45 AM
Woo. freakin tired now. Having leg cramps after spending 2 hrs at HMV(citylink) standing, listening to songs..blah blah. those english songs are getting cooler and cooler. its real cool man. not in the cheena mood these days cuz chinese songs sux big time nowadays. =P...saw this real cool guy today. he's sooo omg. =X haha..get this very marist's guy look. not so much of an ac guy look tho. tanned. tall. but too bad in my opinion, hes not tht muscular..lOlx..but wadever it is. tht someone's is better. heh..=))
Before tht i met JY for lunch at BK(marina). kinda stupid. was supposed to go PS for Pizza Hut lunch, but ended up goin marina. JY lost his senses due to tiredness n i lost my sense of direction too(as usual) p/s: to blah blah who may concern, if u wanna go out wif me. better have some sense of direction n thts a warning to u peeps. haha. Chit-chatted there. and hes damn "mean", keep complaining tht i eat very slow. haha. wadever then. shld train myself to eat faster next time. i hope wad he said is right. "eat wif speed will enhance ur metabolism rate". yeah. cuz i think i got too low metabolism rate n thts damn sad. damn everything! why cant everyone hav the same metabolism rate? haiz.
Rushed home juz now to watch Table Tennis. haiz. crapz. Li Jiawei lost to tht North Korean girl. kinda disappointed cuz she played quite well but juz tht the luck wasnt there. and there goes singapore's hope of getting a gold. =P
Saturday, August 21, 2004
4:14 AM
Gonna make this a fast one. yeah. have to do some stuff later. will be very busy frm now on cuz today's presentation due at 1.30pm. finally can reach home early =))
My old bloggie is pathetically screwed up cuz of some virus thingy goin on. wadever. pls dont go in anymore. creating new stuff here. all the old memories will still be kept in my heart. promish. dont worry. heh.
Yesterday is my 3rd month anniversary wif him. heh. =)) . having a great time in sch btw cuz prolly its 19th. 19th rocks! ppl congratugulate like as tho i got married yesterday. >.< well. have to act blur for a moment. haha..lOlx tho he cant spend much time wif me on the phone last nite, as i got some stuff to tell him blah. haha. eh. finish ur essays first. thnx for spending half of ur afternoon chatting wif me tho. cant tell u the speech at tht time. too shy. friens all surrounding me. bleah..tell u some time soon oright. =P
Err..guess i have to go now. see. im fast right? heh. anyway bye.
