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Saturday, September 27, 2008
12:08 AM

What can i say abt myself this week? im TIRED! Relief at Hougang branch is real tedious. All the waking up early, travelling time, ridiculous mrt fare, overwhelming patients there, having all the BIG basket to dispense is like terrible! but great experience there. i guess i wont complain much abt big baskets when im back in Jurong. its is juz too commonly seen at Hougang, even can have the extent of having 2 or 3 big baskets to dispense =.=" Most of the colleagues there are friendly, esp Sharon, Margaret, Amanda, Tracy, Kaleen, Samuel, Weiting, Sze Hui, and not forgetting Joyce! Shes juz so funnie. Her reactions nv failed to make me laugh. and for some reason, she simply love disturbing me. TSK. maybe im too nice to 'bully' there? N then she's frm Phillipines but doesnt speak like one. me and Amanda kept thinking tht her english sounds like American. Even patients thought so, when i dispensed next to her. Anyway, im missing Jurong pharmacy peeps now. Ok, honestly only some.

Today i received a phonecall. I wondered who at first. then it was Jac calling frm Jurong asking me if i wanna and watch tis free movie screening for 007. first reaction i told her was, "007?! no!". then she go and tell me tht 16 people are gg including Charles and she already put my name. But she told me its on 12th Nov which i so cannot go. I explained tht i haf exams on the 14th nov which is true. I need the time to study!

Orientation juz now went on fine. I went wif Amanda and Weiting but they are not starting class tmr coz they have exemption for organic chem since they alr took it in poly and i dont? sigh. I saw my ex-rp classmate, Donovan there. Different course but we will still be sharing the same Level 1 modules and hes coming for class tmr as well. Class starts tmr and im abit excited for it. im excited to study? I think im crazy.


Friday, September 19, 2008
7:43 PM

I've booked the airplane tics wif the travel agency yesterday. Rushed down to meet my sis after work and spontaneously we booked on the spot. So its confirmed, i will be flying off to Japan on the 4th Dec, night. So i hafta rushed back home after work tht day. I'll be touching down SG on the 10th Dec, evening time. Luckily, we get most meals provided by the tour so lucky for us. I targeted tht i shld spend more time on taking photos than shopping there. Too exp to shop there u see. Just admire will do. Contentment.

And so i heard frm Eileen tht HOU is not as bad. condition there is bad but people there are friendly so good for me next week, i hope? N on Wednesday, my superior sent the attachie student, his name Charles and the locum pharmacist, Mr Lim there. N Eileen msg me during my lunch time, "u all so free? still can send 2 more people here? muawhah". Then i heard tht afternoon wasnt tht bad at HOU so dunno why we send so many ppl =.= So Eileen's back wif her new hairdye. I like I like ! Red and Brown. I call her 'Chao Ah lian' temporarily now. Jkingly =x But i think tis color combi suits her juz nice now.

Im very irritated wif someone at work tdy and its not D.
And I, 99% dowan to care, really.

Today i bumped into the trainee PT, Ivy at the washroom TWICE. and it was the same sequence tht i came out first, then her and shes in the cubicle next to me. Super coincident. N i always find it very nice talking to her coz shes like always smiling. Makes people feel good too.

And Charles board the same bus wif me juz now bcoz he needs to go German Centre to get HIS car. I can sense the rich kid aura in him =x So yeah, had abit of small talk wif him on the bus juz now. Actually quite a nice chap to talk to coz he doesnt beat ard the bush when talking and hes quite willing to tell me stuff. the quiet kind of friendly. Told him tht i'll see him next next week coz im going HOU then he said he also wan to go. what the! then tht time he still told us tht the place is cramped and smelly now say wan to go there again. Tht boy muz be kidding. And then I still told him to alight at the wrong stop, but luckily hes smart enough to tell tht its not his stop yet. =.=" Haha lucky! if not i feel guilty. (tht rhymes. heh)

Tmr's stock taking day. Staying back after work to count stocks. And im in charge of the same thing again. Of coz, LOOSE TABLETS section again. Ok, at least its not as bad as Noora's section which has more loose tablets and CNS drugs tht muz count.

Science centre and Sakura buffet on Sunday!
One more week to sch ! im so not prepared for the first module, organic chem coz i haf not touch chem for eons. Crap. Why cant they put some bio module first.


Monday, September 15, 2008
3:50 PM

Been too busy these few days tht i couldnt find time for myself.
Movie on Sat. Boys over Flowers is not as bad as what it seems to be. Though i think one of the parts was rather boring. Overall, still watchable even tho the plot is quite crappy. Who cares, happy ending anyway =)
Siloso Beach wif Ie wern and Enxuan yesterday. $3 entrance fee. quite nice to be there. I think its better than Zoo or Bird Park. Im juz not the kind of animal or bird lover ure looking for. Due to the fact tht Ie wern didnt haf her proper attire on for the beach, we didnt stay long at the beach. Wasted ! As a result, we cant tan much there. sigh okay next time perhaps when im having my sch break or sth. next time when we are not so tight wif our budget, we'll go again ! i wanna try go-kart, sky ride, songs of the sea and perhaps we can go cafe del mar to chill next. Sounds good. Im making things more motivating for me when sch starts. Cant wait for the sch break ! Ok sounds unreasonable, i haven started my sch and im yearning for the break alr. How crappy is tht. Who ask me to haf such a crappy time table for this unit! Guess ull see me online less after sch starts. N if u still see me online everyday, pls pls spank my backside for me. I mean it. i really need alot of time to adjust myself to be ready for both work and sch. Hectic, its gonna be. No joke, and my exam for this unit is in Mid-Nov. Ohno, and how long haf i not studied for exams? Since Sec 4? 5-6 years? Forget abt poly days coz RP dont freaking haf any proper exams. ahh.

On leave today and tmr. Juz came back home frm National Dental Centre for checkup. Then my root canal therapy is going to start on 16th Oct. Im very scared, actually though doc said its not pain since im goin to be on local anasthetic. I simply hate the feeling of having my gums injected. Wish me luck man. Im so going to be broke bcoz of this freak therapy which will cost in total of 1.1K. thts more than half of my pay. =(

Sch starting in 2 weeks time, and meaning to say alot of things to shop and buy. So im going to be on VERY tight budget frm now on. Need to save money coz my sister also said she wanna go Japan wif me end of this yr for hols. and Japan is definitely not going to be cheap.

Ohyah, and i wonder how is Eileen at Hougang branch tdy. She will be there till Wed. and actually also half the week after next. but in the end i did a very kind thing by covering for her the whole of next week at Hougang branch. Initially i was not quite happy bcoz my superior is always asking me to help out other branches, be it BBK or Clementi. But since Eileen is even further than me going there, then no choice but to cover. But sian, its the week tht im starting class so its going to be more tiring for me. =(

Im going out again later to sch, to register for my lab groupings. Hope to get the group i wan. Then going to rush and meet Jeannie, Fizah and Noora for dinner.
Haircut and Rebond tmr. I so cannot stand my overgrown, messy and frizzy hair.


Wednesday, September 10, 2008
10:57 PM

Life taught me not to be serious.
Life taught me how cruel reality is.
I've learned so many things in many aspects these few years, i cldnt ask for more actually.
but i know thts only the beginning. As im learning, im getting wiser each day.
Certain things in life has taught me to become stronger too.

Im looking forward to the challenges ahead.
Well, i intend not to talk abt my past already, unless i feel like it which i dont anymore. I dont think i will be in the next few mths or so. That will actually help me alot. Dont ask why either. Thanks.


Monday, September 08, 2008
10:54 PM

'The best damn thing' concert was a fantastic one ! Fabulous crowd were present last night. Me and my sis took bus frm town. It was actually quite fast, abt 45mins. We were considered lucky coz we didnt spend much time waiting for the bus. Juz our luck! heh.
One interesting point to note is tht I always wonder why some guys like avril when most of her songs are quite 'sarcastic' towards men. I shall save the ans tht my sis gave me yesterday which i think might be controversial. whatever it is, lets not bother. We had all different color lightsticks and a lanyard wif the 'Avril The Best Damn Thing' print on it, all at each of our seats.
Waited really long for her gig to start, supposed to start at 830pm. but at ard 8pm, some local band came onstage as an opening act for the gig. Good effort being put up by them but tht was not what we really were there for. The female vocal dont sound like shes singing rock at all. =.=" The gig finally started at ard 915pm. the latest i've ever been for a concert. Avril managed to cover not all, but most of her songs frm her latest album. N good thing is tht she sang her famous old songs like, Complicated, Sk8er Boi, My Happy Ending, Im With You and my all-time fav, Losing Grip. I can truly relate to tht song now. Ohwell, i shall put the bad aside tdy. She played both piano and drums last night. Great showcase anyway, Shes juz too rocking awesome btw ! =D

We had a new Fillipino(i think) Pharmacy Technician (PT) trainee and a new TP attachment student tdy. The PT trainee will only be here for awhile, whereas the TP student wld be wif us for 5mths. Both of them look rather approachable. The TP student is a chinese boy who has hair resembling some jap anime character. Haha. My superior even tot tht hes not chinese, but mixed. Ok, enough said. I hope hes nice, since hes gonna be wif us for the next 5 mths. So far tdy i see tht he has been quite polite(ke qi). We shall see. heh. Heard there will be a new PT frm JMC coming over too. She's another of my RP junior, i think. So looking forward to see how shes like.

Okay, finally able to access Leon's blog after soo long. So glad we made him happier tht day=)


Thursday, September 04, 2008
11:39 PM

Im superly off at work tdy. Stomach cramp and Lacking of sleep. Even the vitamin i took was not of any help tdy coz usually it has a 'wakening' effect on me in the morning. as most people who know me shld alr know tht im NOT a morning person so vitamin B complex is a 'must'. hahas. in short, im super blur tdy ok.

Im no longer mad wif him. I think i cannot be mad wif a person for too long. Its juz too tiring. I juz tend to forgive easily, BUT never forgets. The best thing is he doesnt even know im mad wif him. =.=" See how slow guys can be? Im not trying to stereotype the guys but sometimes guys are juz not sensitive enough to our feelings. Then the guys will start grumbling abt girls being too sensitive. See the difference? Anyhow, im still trying to understand tht part abt guys and girls. But at least now i haf a better idea of how to deal wif my current situation.

Awaiting for Avril's 'The Best damn tour' concert this sunday.
Shld be my highlight for the week. Need to 'revise' her songs, after mths. heh.


Monday, September 01, 2008
3:53 PM

The weekends was great ! Celebrated Leon's 22nd bday at Imperial Treasure and then he drove us to Mind Cafe at the one near Paradiz Centre but tht was fully booked. Then drove to the one at Boat Quay and finally settled down there. Had lots of fun there playing cards games like, fast fingers and think-a-ma-bots! Never forget the part when Leon made us ate the CHEESEFRIES, (yes including me). imagine me eating cheesefries? never rite? i'll never wanna touch cheesefries plssss ! choose another food as punishment next time ok! ok? hehe. Hope Leon had fun wif us too.
Went to the prayer hall yesterday wif Angie. Few people were present partly bcoz its on a sunday. well, hope to gain more wisdom soon after attending more prayers =)

Due to the fact tht i've lost alot of photos, i will not be able to upload certain photos. Alot of problems arising as i was trying to save back the pics on emails. we'll see it goes alright? U see, Im not good wif computers. *grins*

I so cannot be bothered wif people who dont give a damn abt me. I know im worth more than jz a one-liner. Never bothered to ask me abt tht night and never even ask me how i am right now when im sick at home. At least thts what a normal fren wld ask, but no. N theres more to why im mad wif him and i so dowanna bring up. I used to think tht he cared for me. Not anymore now. Whats the point of me making the effort to be nice when thts what im gonna get frm him. Lack of mutual respect i shld say. Boys! oh whatever! =.=

I juz typed whatever i want now coz the medicines doc gave are so not helping me to think well.


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