Wednesday, June 28, 2006
10:47 PM
I HATE THEM!! WHEN CAN THEY SHUT THEIR MOUTHS UP?!
ITS MY LIFE!
ENOUGH SAID!!
and im ok. im used to this kind of shyt.
i haf my friends and family whos here for me.
who cares abt those witches?
Sunday, June 25, 2006
11:38 PM
Oh man. just came back after a long day.decided to come here and blog abit.
Nice weather to lie on bed tdy. hard to get up on time as usual.
although was dragging my feet the whole time, i still manage to wake up at 11plus.
called yess to make a booking. i decided not to look for gary coz hes always booked by others.
its still the same la. overall, im like pretty satisfied wif my hair. its damn straight now can (: hafta go back on the 10th to do the treatment. ahh..sian. weekday somemore.
the shoes i bot frm URS inc yesterday is giving me hell alot of crap tdy.
and one thing is bcoz is a BRAND NEW shoes and also coz i walked alot tdy causing all the friction to my feet. damn blisters i tell u! orchard was having some 'orchard jam' dang gg on juz now. i believe its until 11pm. pretty cool the bands. much better than the ones we see in superband. wayyyy better!
Met kc in the evening. compromised wif him to meet half and hr earlier.
had nydc at wheelock. he's super funnie la. can nv get bored wif him. hahas.
and he better watch out coz he suan me many times tdy.
nvm, i'll always rmb tht waitress part. i'll leave tht out for reader's imagination.
i saw pamela and sabrina there. can u imagine im juz sitting next to her and we nv realized it until some time? so kc and me were chatting at nydc for 2 hrs or so. didnt realized the time passes so quickily. went down to Borders aftertht. bought my pen. i wanted very much to get the pen. hahas. and surprisingly who we saw? PAUL TWOHILL. well, actually i saw his backview la. kc saw the front!! ahh. nvm. next time.
thanks brudder for bringing the joy tdy man. i had fun talkin to u. hahas. and i lovee the car you've drawn. no worries. i think it was well-drawn. hurhur..(:
12:46 AM
I cried for nearly 2 hrs last nite.cldnt help it. was hurt to the max.
im not sure if what they say its true or whether they are juz prejudice against me.
mayb im juz aint gd enuff for anyone. enuff said.
i accepted it.
im gg to self-groom myself frm now.
presenting gd. isnt tht what everyone likes to see?
character wise, i still need to work harder on tht. too nice? probably i am.
trying to be a not-so gd girl now.
Talked to dear boss on friday.
had a bad customer complain abt me.
im totally saddened and i nv felt so bad in my whole life.
i didnt mean to be "rude" to the customer or whatsoever. ohwell.
dear boss still needs me to improve more. i told him i needed 1 more month to brush up and keeping up wif his high expectation. i understand how bosses feel at times. at least i told him how i felt over the months, the misunderstandings he had on me (i have to clarify, some of it isnt true) and he promised tht if i haf any problems, i can go to him anytime. he's making me like and hate this work now. i dont hate this work as much now after talkin to him. in fact, i felt abit motivated. this is miracle. he wld be out of town the whole week. he said he will buy me shampoo. =
Went 2 places tdy. Chinatown and TBP. yes, again.
Went Chan Brother's at Chinatown. booked air tickets for my family's trip to HK in Aug.
hoping tht dear boss wld approve my leave. subjected to my performance la.
hoping can save more money nxt time for japan trip! (:
Bot La Bi Xiao Xin and jesse mccartney's album on the way back. Chinatown's stuff is always so cheap. lol. then at TBP, i bot shoes frm URS inc. love the shoes big time man and wif sista's UOB card. 20% discount. so damn worth! hahas.
Im out early in the morning tmr once again.
this time im gg to saloon. yes, im not satisfied wif my hair again!
think im gg to yess this time. the chemicals shld be stronger ba.
and i dunno if i shld pluck my eyebrow again or wait for my sista to go wif me next week.
Gg out for dinner with Kc later on. shld be nydc ba.
and slayer booked out juz tdy!
miss him like hell la. im sure im not the only one. heh.
he complained tht he booked out for shit tdy coz noone jio him out.
he's trying to hint us sth. get tht? lol.
Im out for now.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
10:00 PM
Tonight's Singapore Idol result is such a disappointment.
why is Emilee Kang in? i will only appreciate her if she change her old-fashion style of singing.
poor meryl. she chose such a difficult to sing..did it quite well but yet it didnt put her thru.
wild card, wild card! im waiting for tht. i want gayle in too! i cant stand primero and geraldine. i hope they dont go thru. though i muz say i know alot of ppl who will like them coz of their looks all tht but its nono for me coz of their so-so attitude.
Still no calls frm them yet.
this is soo saddening! =(
yay. tomorow's friday! cheers 100%*
why is Emilee Kang in? i will only appreciate her if she change her old-fashion style of singing.
poor meryl. she chose such a difficult to sing..did it quite well but yet it didnt put her thru.
wild card, wild card! im waiting for tht. i want gayle in too! i cant stand primero and geraldine. i hope they dont go thru. though i muz say i know alot of ppl who will like them coz of their looks all tht but its nono for me coz of their so-so attitude.
Still no calls frm them yet.
this is soo saddening! =(
yay. tomorow's friday! cheers 100%*
Off to watch Italy Vs Czech.
what a tough match. GO ITALY!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
11:24 PM
He replied tis morning!
even though im happy tht he replied.
he sounded quite indifferent.
well, he claims tht he dont like sms-ing early in the morning.
i dont want to doubt anything. and i hope he isnt reading my blog and discover tht i was refering to him and abt missing him..blah blah..
thts wld be soo damn embarassing. so, i shall stop here.
lets talk abt the rest.
still waitin for the call frm nhg. be patient and i hope they wld provide me wif gd news.
i read gracie's blog juz now. i feel the same way as she does.
doin science is always a life-time. mayb thts for freaks like us. hahas.
different ppl different interest. doin sth u like is definitely a gd thing.
and even though i do dread studying science sometimes. i hafta admit its sth which i wanna do for long coz working in the hospital is still one of my wishes.
even though im happy tht he replied.
he sounded quite indifferent.
well, he claims tht he dont like sms-ing early in the morning.
i dont want to doubt anything. and i hope he isnt reading my blog and discover tht i was refering to him and abt missing him..blah blah..
thts wld be soo damn embarassing. so, i shall stop here.
lets talk abt the rest.
still waitin for the call frm nhg. be patient and i hope they wld provide me wif gd news.
i read gracie's blog juz now. i feel the same way as she does.
doin science is always a life-time. mayb thts for freaks like us. hahas.
different ppl different interest. doin sth u like is definitely a gd thing.
and even though i do dread studying science sometimes. i hafta admit its sth which i wanna do for long coz working in the hospital is still one of my wishes.
12:17 AM
I miss him suddenly.
juz had this sudden urge to sms him juz now.
wanted to tell him the truth, but sth tells me not to.
he hasnt replied me still. probably had used up his sms again. nvm =s
I feel like this is getting nowhere coz i can assure tht tis is juz one-sided.
maybe i juz miss talking to him since we used to haf tis habit of chatting every nite, and dunno what happened now. felt so bad for rmb wrongly which day i sms him tht day. he was so worked up by tht. hahas. surprisingly he rmbs exactly which day i sms him. tootie me (:
guess watching videos on youtube juz isnt of any help to 'erase' him off my mind.
Shall try and go to bed. this wld definitely help coz im soo dead beat.
Hope Spain wins the match later (:
Till then.
juz had this sudden urge to sms him juz now.
wanted to tell him the truth, but sth tells me not to.
he hasnt replied me still. probably had used up his sms again. nvm =s
I feel like this is getting nowhere coz i can assure tht tis is juz one-sided.
maybe i juz miss talking to him since we used to haf tis habit of chatting every nite, and dunno what happened now. felt so bad for rmb wrongly which day i sms him tht day. he was so worked up by tht. hahas. surprisingly he rmbs exactly which day i sms him. tootie me (:
guess watching videos on youtube juz isnt of any help to 'erase' him off my mind.
Shall try and go to bed. this wld definitely help coz im soo dead beat.
Hope Spain wins the match later (:
Till then.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
10:31 PM
Quite a few things happened tdy.
Kc asked me out for a dinner last min, and it happened to clash wif my date wif sista.
really din mean to postpone it. next time book me in advance la brudder (:
At least you had fun watching movie tdy. not too bad eh.
Went TBP with sista.
shop and had sakae sushi there.
we both realized tht the salesgirls tdy juz simply lovess to smile at me.
so amusing. not saying tht friendly is no gd, but juz dont over-doing it.
She bot many stuffs tdy. wonder if its the stress factor causing her to spend so much. at least she enjoyed it. hahas.
I bot eye shadow. the salesgirl recommended me to take the more natural colors and so i did.
i suck at doing eye shadow! Juz experimented with it juz now. and Oh no! its not turning out professional. sheeshh. shall experiment more when i haf the time then. i've decided to read more fashion mags next time. less teeny weeny mags.
Super suay tis afternoon, fell down at the staircase near my house.
No idea how i fall! im soo damn unlucky these days. nth turns out right. ugh!
Tmr's the DREADFUL MONDAY again!
dunno if boss wld come and talk to me. he seems unhappy. bah. why shld i care since i wan to leave? cross my fingers tht tis wld be the LAST week i'll be staying.
mentor's coming back tis thurs which means both bad and gd. =
prayin hard for tht call.
Kc asked me out for a dinner last min, and it happened to clash wif my date wif sista.
really din mean to postpone it. next time book me in advance la brudder (:
At least you had fun watching movie tdy. not too bad eh.
Went TBP with sista.
shop and had sakae sushi there.
we both realized tht the salesgirls tdy juz simply lovess to smile at me.
so amusing. not saying tht friendly is no gd, but juz dont over-doing it.
She bot many stuffs tdy. wonder if its the stress factor causing her to spend so much. at least she enjoyed it. hahas.
I bot eye shadow. the salesgirl recommended me to take the more natural colors and so i did.
i suck at doing eye shadow! Juz experimented with it juz now. and Oh no! its not turning out professional. sheeshh. shall experiment more when i haf the time then. i've decided to read more fashion mags next time. less teeny weeny mags.
Super suay tis afternoon, fell down at the staircase near my house.
No idea how i fall! im soo damn unlucky these days. nth turns out right. ugh!
Tmr's the DREADFUL MONDAY again!
dunno if boss wld come and talk to me. he seems unhappy. bah. why shld i care since i wan to leave? cross my fingers tht tis wld be the LAST week i'll be staying.
mentor's coming back tis thurs which means both bad and gd. =
prayin hard for tht call.
Friday, June 16, 2006
12:05 AM
I got an MC tdy.And i was really really sick. down wif fever and flu.
yet i can sense tht certain ppl are not believing me.
I feel like i've no sense of belonging there.
One more thing is my interview. it went on quite smoothly, tho qns asked were kinda tough and the whole thing lasted for 1/2 hr. talked until my saliva almost dry up. really put in effort. juz hope manager cld see tht.
was abit scared initially but managed to scrape thru. and Dalilah was in there too! what coincidence! then made a new fren whos there for interview too. wonder how she did for her interview. hope all three of us will get thru :P
will be anticipating the outcome next week. I'll PRAY HARD FOR IT!
second step closer to my dream.
One last thing, i wanna thank my friends once again.
you know who u guys are. thanks for being wif me. i really had a tough time recently. w/o these people, i really wont be soo calm sitting down here blogging. and grace for her understanding all the time. one of the few trustable colleagues i find. thank god (:
As for the rest of my friends, i know you guys are busy wif work, ect; i understand.
no worries. catch up soon (:
Thursday, June 08, 2006
11:21 PM
This entry is goin to be solely dedicated to our dear Leon.he's going to ns tmr le.
really dunno what to say. time flies.
the last time we talked was what? months ago? waa..dunno whether he still rmb me or not.
better not know. lols. hehe..and dunno whether he still come and read my blog now. tht time really stun tio he said he read my blog. tht time was the happiest moment la. whee! but if he tag, i will be even happier. hahahs. jk la. the sim lim event is the best ok. lol.
but anyway to our Dearest Leon, do take care in ns ok. eat more! u can only get fitter but not any thinner ya. hahahas :P
the songs/videos/mp3s and pictures you took wif us will keep us company for now.
"Enjoy" ur ns! lol.
Most imptly, Stay happy! (:
12:00 AM
Im getting so disoriented of the things i do recently.Work, relationships wif people for both guys and girls are on my top 2 'most troubled' list.
I shldnt be ranting much abt work since im alrd counting down the days to quiting. yeah.
and next, the relationship problem.
I realized tht i can relate more to the guys than to my fellow species, girls.
I can click wif CERTAIN type of girls only.
the girls whom i like to hang out wif now. they are the ones (:
i can accept girls wif acceptable level of bitchiness and thts abt it. i can accept ppl who are loud though. loud people does not equate to bitchiness. guys often got mixed up by loud and bitchy. they actually isnt quite like the same.
Ok as for guys, i can click wif almost any kind, unless he's the atypical kind. hahas.
thts why i haf more closer guy friends than female friends.
AND THAT DOES NOT MEAN IMA BITCH OR A BIG FLIRT!
my frens shld noe tht alrd by now. im not. juz how ppl see it.
mayb thts due to my bo-chap character thts y i can relate more to the guys.
but then again, it wld be hard to find a bf coz i prefer a more mysterious relationship wif my guy rather than being wif someone whom i treated him like a brudder before. cant really accept tht. =/ i like the process of courtship and at the same time getting to know each other. mysterious! =D Or i can even say i prefer excitment being put into a relationship.
So, i really really dunno how to go abt finding a bf next time.
mayb i'll juz shave my head bald and be vegetarian one day. HAII...!! >.<"
anyway, take care traviss!
time to serve the nation starting tmr.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
11:12 PM
I received calls frm nhg pharmacy tdy. woOhoo!thanks the lady who called. i cldnt ans her phone the first 2 times coz during tht time my mentor was telling me sth at her table. when i came back to my desk, i saw 2 missed call. o.O! and its frm a this strange number. goodie. the first thing tht pops into my mind was the nhg call. was really anticipating for them to call me these few days and finally they did =D! im taking the second step closer to leaving the place where i am now. good.
position applied being pharmacy technician at ttsh.
cecilia still say jurong polyclinic. =/
job scope is to mainly assist pharmacist to dispense drugs and prepare medication to patients.
sounds challenging. both pros and cons.
interview will be schedule 1 week later frm now.
have to start revising my stuff sooner or later, in order to stand a better chance at this.
Wonder whats wrong wif me tdy.
keep committing to mistakes. yes, i admit im super blur today can.
mentor keep calling "xy!....this", "xy...that..."..
=.=" hope tmr wld be a better day. and im NOT goin to buy lunch for anyone tmr le. sheesh.
*stressed* i've been eating alot recently and reaching home late these days.
and i wanna eat more on weekend to replenish my energy.
C'mon the two girls, lets hang out to go Seoul Garden for dinner tis week! HAWHAW! *evil evil*
Sunday, June 04, 2006
11:44 PM
Elizabeth's back frm SF! (SF = San Francisco)was on the phone wif her few days back and she lied to me tht shes still at SF.
tsk tsk! luckily she isnt speaking wif an american slang. im so glad. hawhaw!
Yay! i finally caught up wif cy just now.
hahas. i simply miss him and his jokes lots la!
was so happy tht i told him directly on msn just now tht i miss him. diao!
i think he muz haf thought tht im insane or sth but i dont care la. lol.
what can i say after these few weeks of silence frm him, he's still as nice sending me songs and listening to my whines. sorry boy for putting up wif me.
hope all tht courage he gave me works, i hope (:
I sincerely pray tht everything wld be over smoothly.
7:06 PM
Woke up at 1pm tdy.Brushed my teeth and washed my face first thing.
Switched on ma phone. *BEEP BEEP*
o.O got sms frm someone! fuck it. i'll just go change first. *attitude*
then house phone rang. wtF! then iylia's voice on the line, told me abt some gig event gg on.
anyone wants to go for this local gig which happens on i think the last week of june hols? forgot which day though. it wld be held at Whitley Sec Sch. you might be wondering wth is the gig held in a school! no worries. NO teachers ard so it wld be absolutely wild there just like any other concerts! for more details, pls look me up. i wont be goin though *not a local band lover* :P
yup. after hanging up, finally can get change into my clothes in PEACE!
went back to ma phone and check who sms me. its kc! he wanna jio me out for a cuppa for sth later in the afternoon. when everything's all set, his sms came in again and said he cldnt come out bcoz his parents gg out as well and he needs to be ard to take care of his younger bro. AH. sian diao! i think he also sian diao la. say until everything so happy alrd then cannot go out in the end. bah.. so he shall owe me a BIG big mocha next time! im waiting for that. in addition to that, would be my testii (:
I think i've no idea how to type proper on a normal keyboard on desktop.
im just soo used to using a laptop. sheeshh. thats bad.
and, I wanna meet PAUL TWOHILL! =D
