Wednesday, February 20, 2008
11:51 PM
Am on leave tomorrow ! like finally a break in btw work. the last time i went on leave was like the last HK trip which was like...in november last yr? and ever since then been working like a "dog", literally. no MC, no nth whatsoever. =.= although thts juz a one-day break. better than nth. Meeting up people in the evening. hope all goes well.
Aerobics was a rather 'xiong'(agressive) one, but a shiok one. feels rather 'energy-less' now. i feel hungry easily recently, and i know i shldnt be eating much.
Im finally ALL done with my NUS application.
juz so glad and relieved now. its time to sit back and wait for the end-result which will earliest be released in early april. i dont think im gg to get in but im still hoping. and i cant imagine i did a crazy thing of filling up the choices coz i din wanna leave so many choices blank. and i filled in pharmacy, as well as arts and social science, anyhow. crap. juz hope tht i wld get my first two choices, life science or chem. but am still kinda worried abt the financial part. even if it means studying private. MORE money. GOD, PLS ENLIGHTEN ME.
Monday, February 11, 2008
11:33 PM
Been so bothered about friends and studies issue tht i fell sick recently.so terribly FAN(troubled) by the preparation of uni documents and applications.
Had a 'cold war' last week wif momo bcoz of some insulting jokes he made. and later, i found out tht he didnt meant what he said tht night and he felt terribly sorry. i didnt think tht he was serious abt the apology at first until the eve of cny. tht was the time i think i shld forgive and forget what happened. i totally agree what fizah had blogged abt GUYS! sooo true. anyway he gave me a "shocking surprise" on sat. never expected him to come when he kept saying hes not coming the day before. he also bought us chocs. good one!
I've been into this guys' issue recently.
To steph, i think she shld know what i meant here.
we are so alike in many ways.
Im terrible at expressing my words, esp to someone i like.
the more i tried, the more i resist it.
Cant be bold enough to face my true thoughts/feelings at times.
Cant face the reality when someone likes me. Feels scared. avoiding it is always what i do but not a good way, when it may hurt the other party even more.
Im just a very confused girl.
Sometimes we, girls just hope guys can show us more thru actions. instead of words.
as much as girls are naturally attracted by sweet flowery words. excessive amt of it cld kill. sometimes by giving us a little surprise helps.
as quoted: "dont ask, just do it".
