Intro Oh, how bout a round of applause? Yeah Standin ovation Woah oh oh yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Verse 1 You look so dumb right now Standing outside my house Trying to apologize You're so ugly when you cry Please! Just cut it out
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry 'cause you got caught
Chorus But you put on quite a show Really had me goin' But now its time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
Verse 2 Grab your clothes and get gone (Ya better hurry up) Before the sprinklers come on (come on) Talkin' bout girl I love you you're the one this just looks like a re-run Please What else is on?
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry 'cause you got caught
Chorus But you put on quite a show Really had me goin' But now its time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
Bridge And the award for the best lie goes to you For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me lets hear your speech
How bout a round of applause A standing ovation
Chorus But you put on quite a show Really had me goin' But now its time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
But it's over now.... (less)
I saved a draft of what i wrote. I guessed i'll never haf the courage to post it. i wish someone can juz erase away tht part of my memory.
Monday, May 26, 2008
12:20 AM
作詞:方文山 作曲:周杰倫 The song lyrics and tune really can move me to tears. Now that we are proclaimed good frens. Sorry to those who dont understand what im talking abt. pls go figure urself. im too tired to explain everything out. mentally and physically tired. Go ahead and say girls are emo, i dont care already.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
10:31 PM
I feel very insignificant to him. Lack of attention. I din wanna approach him abt it and neither do i wanna talk abt it. Im trying not to feel upset over it, still trying. Give me some time alright. I dunno if this gonna work out. Anyway, im taking a new strategy now, 'No strings attached'. I dowan to be badly bruised and hurt. Hopefully, he returns back to his old self soon.
Thanks Zixian for bearing wif my smses tis afternoon. I hope i can be back as the happy ms attitude again.
Monday, May 19, 2008
2:50 PM
Last week wasnt tht fantastic. the only good thing i rmbed last week was Fizah came and visited us at Jurong. I miss her alot! Recently i feel left out at work coz alot of my colleagues like to converse in malay, and not english. Feels stupid when u cannot take part in their conversation. When can i learn my malay?! My company's been saying they are gg to sponsor us in learning languages but up till now, still no news. bunch of cheaters!
Bought the tics for The Click Five concert last thurs wif Enxuan and Ie Wern. Had dinner at Tiong Bahru's Rajah Inn, the steamboat were made individually. cute concept and not tht exp. Poor Ie Wern who ordered the chicken broth, cant smell hers coz it was covered up by our herbal broth. lol! Happy to see the both of my frens happily attached. and what abt me? im still single, but unavailable. maybe not for long i dunno. cant believe i honestly told him i dowanna get hurt. hahas! and i think he shaked his head and said no to tht. i dont quite understand tht though.
Out wif Mr M last night. He was kind of tired and has been feeling like this the entire week already bcoz of work. tired and awake at the wrong timing. I do miss the 'old him' where he can be more attentive to me. as u can tell frm here, he hasnt been the entire week but i dont actually blame him for tht i know. im learning to put myself in people's shoes. I felt bad bcoz he has to come and meet me despite being tired. He said he din wan to see me shop alone so he will come. SHO SHWEEEET! =) but dislike people calling him one. anyway we ended up boarding the same train coincidently. shopped at Far East Plaza. I bought like 4 bags of stuff, 2pairs of shoes, 1tube and a bag. The one we bought the bag at the pushcart. There's one uncle and a lady attending to us. They kept saying in mandarin to Mr M tht he got good taste bcoz he liked the bag i bought. the prob wif some people is they always mistaken him as chinese. I told them tht hes malay only understand abit of what u guys were saying. The lady then said, "hen li hai lei" (means very clever tht he knows abit of chinese) uncle even rubbed it in and said, "dang ran lah, bu ran zen me jiao hua ren nu peng you!" (means of coz lah, if not how to haf a chinese girlfriend) and the uncle kept eyeing the stuff i bought. this uncle damn sebok sia. make me paiseh half the time and made me buy his stuff. Mr M juz kept busy smiling at them =.= Had dinner at Ramen-ten. Tht sillyboy thinks tht the spicy chicken ramen not spicy enough and kept adding alot of chilli. lucky he din had diarrhoea for tht. lols. Walked to Borders, then to HMV heeren. Still cant find Leap of Faith can! when is the stock gg to arrive? I come to think tht Mr M is scary, i realized only yesterday tht he got ears sharp like Nurul. I'll better be careful when i talk ard him. oh, he actually knew i got frens like Stephanie and Slayer and im meetin them this week, tht psychic boy. anyway thank him for carryin all those shopping bags for me. tht boy actually worried abt me not reaching home. SILLYBOY =)
Btw, I've been overly thick-skinned nowadays tht he compains. heh sorry. thts juz me =)
Im SICK again. influenza yet again. the similar strain of virus. doc refused to explain to me what kind. probably he tot i will not understand but hey, i do ok. he juz dunno tht i specialize in biomed. if its the other doc which i go to, he wld haf told me coz he knows i work at the pharmacy. anyway this flu sucks, affected my vocal chord making me lost my voice. now i talk, nobody understand. i think i juz shut my mouth. zzz. and luckily theres technology like instant msging and sms now. Im on leave today and was supposed to plan on gg out wif Steph and Slayer but i obviously cant go coz i cannot talk =.= need rest, i think. I wasted my half day leave like tht. bummer! Hope i recover soon. I have not been working out for the past 2 weeks! feeling really unhealthy and fat ok.
I think im gonna stay at home tis weekend. B.O.R.I.N.G.
Get-together on Thursday night wif Fizah, Casey and Jeannie. Was at Jurong East Mrt station wif Mr M until he saw Casey wif Hanlei coming towards us. So coincident! its all abt praises tht day. Casey told me tht Mr M look better now already. I told Hanlei she look slimmer now. and one impt part to note is, Casey told me tht Hanlei said i look good now, my dressing and hair. Made my day ok, though shes not the first person who said tht =) Casey and I reached Cityhall and met the others. Had dinner over at Secret Recipe, whined abt jurong and talked abt entertainment.
Went town after work to meet my sis yesterday. despite the fever and i was coughing like crazy. Ate sth light at Sakae Sushi then went to buy the Mother's day present. Walked frm Isetan to Tangs then to Wisma. Finally we bought a Guess handbag and Anna Sui's Fancy of Flight perfume for mum. Both of us are happy wif our purchases. We bought each a new watch at one of the pushcarts at Wisma. Im actually in shopping mood nowadays but im sick. it juz spoils my mood for it.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
10:12 PM
We are somehow back on good terms again. Just when things were lookin good, problems muz arise. I really hope good things dont come to an end, at least not for now.
Btw, for those who dunno and for those who din ask me why i was upset during the weekend. lemme tell u now, i got my letter frm NUS, its negative. guessed as much coz tis year's competition is really tough due to the dragon year babies coming out fresh frm poly. I was indeed abit disappointed. I shld haf ask people to write me a recommendation letter as it'll put in better position coz thts what some of my frens did. i was too complacent to even thought of tht. Anyway thanks for those who were there for me or tried to be there for me=) I will not stop frm here. Am now starting to plan for part-time private course at PSB academy. Interested in the Molecular Bio & Biotech course. Planning still in the midst. Need to gather as much info for the sch as possible. Sad tht i still cant live my workplace and tht sucks, BIG TIME! Might be meeting Casey and Fizah tmr at Starbucks after work, like finally a get-together =)
Monday, May 05, 2008
11:57 PM
Why cant lovers be together when they realized they like/love each other? Why must obstacles always come into the picture?
'Love knows no boundaries', can u really defeat tht? Turn Romeo and Juliet's story to live if u can. I would love to see the 'twist'.
the writer
"im not cool. i just think that being cool is so uncool."
miss attitude
23
18th July 1986
UWA student frm PSB academy
biomedical science grad from rp
pharmacy tech
txy25@hotmail.com
<3 family
<3 friends
<3 rock, emo, rnb and soul music
<3 fashion sense
<3 shopping
<3 eye makeups
<3 accessories
<3 my zen nano
<3 my canon ixus 70
<3 my idols
<3 to laugh
<3 to stone and;
<3 my bed
im blessed with love :)
wishes
good health
balance of life
save enough money for studies
pass all my exams with flying colors