Thursday, September 29, 2005
5:52 PM
Hi guys, i wanna recommend my blogsong to u ppl now.if u really like noisy stuff, guaranteed tht ull like this track.
I was actually watching MTV channel 20 yesterday, and then heard of this song by My Chemical Romance. titled Ghost of You.
Not sure if FM radio's been playing this. Nonetheless, enjoy!
Rock stuff. <33!!
Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together now
I cant always just forget her but she could try
at the end of the world
or the last thing I see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are never ever
ever get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
if i fall
if i fall (down)
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are
never gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna... I'm ok I promise
I bot a new cassette walkman tdy.
Due to my budget, i can afford the cheapest rite now. haiss..quite pathetic eh.
Pls stop askin me to spend any further for now. Im broke.
I miss my mini Sony Walkman, i saw it juz now. It cost abt 49 bucks. haiss.
Sis's bday coming soon and i dunno wht to get for her. fan si ren le!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
6:20 PM
5:53 PM
<33 my new blogskin!juz find it urberly cool. and i kinda fell for tis skin when i first saw it. lol.
AH me getting crappy again. =p
Went to the Fire Flies Health farm on Monday.
It was quite boring facing under the hot sun for nearly 1 hr plus and also being "alone".
Josh and friens were there and he even ask me why im there alone.
YEAH. why am i there alone eh? something crappy. signed up wif Ie wern and Enxuan actually, but they din get the confirmation email but i got it. Josh said he din receive also but he zhao came and said nvm lah, he even asked me to call them down and i pay the taxi fare for them. haiss..but i didnt do tht. partly bcoz its not neccessary to ask them to come down for my sake bah rite and also its alrdy too late at tht time.
And in my opinion, its not tht impt to whether im coming alone or wif friens bah..im still coming to learn sth. and next time when i go to work its the same thing again.
I guessed its due to my high independency level frm young bah.
I dont think doin things alone = antisocial or lonely. Yup.
Then after the event, the sch bus dropped us at CCK. so i sms steph if theres lib at Lot 1. She said haf..i heng lo! hahahs..if not i hafta go all the way back to Queenstown. tht wld be so inconvenient for me. Returned my book there and tried to find if theres any book on Basic Jap but cant find any. haiss..mostly are all other languages like French, German and even Mandarin, Hindi and Malay also have. jiu shi mei you Jap! T-T stupid lib!
>.< dreamt of Leon on Monday. how i wish it was real =x
But im so happy!! coz Leon replied me on friendster! yayness. and he left a msg at the forum too. woah. i told Huibing the content too and she said it was so gan dong. we are really a bunch of Leon fanatics. hehheh..i cant wait to watch Leon on SuperFunkies le lah. argh!
Made a name of Leon on tis construction paper last nite when i was really bored. tot of putting tht on my desk once i've finished. im crazied. hahas..
5 more days back to school. haisss...and i will only noe my classlist on tht day itself.
im so screwed. i so not wanting to get certain ppl back in my class again.
and i hate to find out my results too..SIAN.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
11:40 PM
foreverleon~ he rocks!
11:38 PM
derrick and leon. the good buddies. <3 this pic!
11:30 PM
I feel like singing tis:forever love~
forever leon~
wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni~
Bu yong wen wo 'Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta',
ying wei you 'Wei Yi' de Leon,
cai rang wo men kan dao 'Forever Love'(Forever Leon)
-Quoted frm our FLFC president, Noelle.
Anyway dont be mistaken, not in tht sense but as a fan way of love lah! hahahs..=p
Went to the Superstar Concert Hand-shaking session at Tiong Bahru tdy.
Reached there abt 1pm sharp. then waited for babyface to come but at the same time, HuiBing told me on sms to ask me hurry up coz theres quite alot of ppl down there le. i was abit panic tht i cldnt get a gd view to take the pics as hardly i got a chance to use my sis's cam to take pics bt tis time she need to finish her film so bo bian. xD! i was thinkin wah heng ah! can take pics of Leon (main aim) =p YAY! then waited till 1.15pm, i called babyface but she switched off her phone. wah diao! then no choice, i go myself first =x then i saw a big crowd!! really BIG CROWD! o.O! i almost fainted when i saw the crowd. WHY SO MANY PPL?! was initially standing at the right hand side of the stage but security chased us off saying tht they muz leave a space there for security reason. i almost wanted to shout WTH! shld haf told us earlier rite?! so bo bian, i see v few ppl standing at the left hand side of the stage so i went over. abt almost 2, then babyface came and helped me buy mac over. after so long, finally can eat sth..lol! xD!
And my view's consider not bad. Nv regretted choosing tht place bcoz along the line where i stood was where the superstars gonna come up and down the stage. its sth like the red-carpet where u can see them real closely. I kept seeing tis guy wif another guy frm Kelly Fc lookin at my direction. esp tht particular guy. always see him ard one. then dunno wht hes lookin at also =/ quite sian all the way till 3pm then finally saw PeiFen up the stage. she dressed until so sexy tdy o.O! =x so pretty. then the superstar bus came..YAY! CAN SEE LEON! =x So happy to see Leon again and somemore so upclose. its the first time! And Leon came and heard me shouted his name and he waved and smiled at me. Was too excited until i forgot wad HuiBing said to me earlier, MUZ STRETCH OUT UR HAND TO SHAKE LEON'S HAND. omgosh! i actually forgot abt tht. nvm.later. tried to take pics but dunno if it turned out gd not. really hope its gd if not i'll cry coz they are mostly on Leon =x When theres Leon ard, i always forgot abt JY. haiss. cant blame me also coz Leon is still my first superstar i supported all the way but got eliminated. very sad u noe. =/
The event lasted for awhile, abt half an hr. =/ wah really sian 1/2 lo..its the shortest superstar thingy i went to. cant they juz let me spend a longer time taking their pics?! =/ haiss! then when they came down their stage, i was alrdy anticipating to shake Leon's hand liao.
*waiting waiting for him to come over* again, i shouted his name 'LEON!'. omgosh! then he smiled back again! his smile really dian dao wo! n his hair dyed until v nice! =x then i think he got stretch out his hand abit so i went to grabbed it and shaked his hand. tis is the first time i so "jian". hahahs..but when he hafta let go tht time, he turned his head back at me and smiled once more, tis time ish wif a nod or salute sign..wadever u call tht..hahas..his eyes seems to be telling me sth when he shook my hands, but i dunno wad issit! haiss! i guess i was abit too carried away by his smile lah i think. but his action is definitely a Friendly one wif big big capital F! Leon is really so nice lah. then babyface told me she also cheng ji touch Leon after i let go his hand wor. i was shocked! hahahs..
After the event, i went and took their signature board. hopefully can show u guys after i've developed it. yups. then while i was asking babyface to take a pic of me standing infront of the board, tis guy frm Kelly FC appeared infront of me again. wif the same guy somemore. i almost fainted and their action is like so -_- i almost no mood to take pics bcoz of them liaoz. hahahs. =p
I dazed all the way frm MRT to home, and even until now.
Hope can Leon perform really soon but when issit? haiss..i really dunno coz i cant even go for the concert. sian diaoz man!
Tried asking Zoelene to help me ask Garett for Leon's signature wif my name on it. hopefully can get bah..no guarantees.
I MISS LEON! *screams*
well, now time to go to his forum and post a msg..or mayb go friendster msg him even better? :S feeling all so disorientated.
FLFC rulex!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
6:17 PM
kussa with massu : )
6:14 PM
ohboy. kussa looks sexy here : )
6:07 PM
To be the Girlfriend of Kusano:you like soccer -> yay. i do : )
you are good with your hands and in particular you can sew -> i cant : (
you have a drivers licence -> ohman, now thts hard. i cant even drive properly : (
you support yokohama baystars -> ??!
people tell you that you are a good singer -> erm..yes =x
you like basketball -> sucks leh. haiss but Kussa like. no choice =x
you like karaoke -> of course!
you want to go overseas with me -> sure! =x
you can make curry or easy dishes -> err..i can try =/
you like to play with children -> children?! -_- omgosh!
you listen to hiphop and r&b -> yea!
you are pretty, and natural someday you want to go in a cessena to see the night sky -> im not pretty, but im natural..maha =x
you know yourself well -> i hope i do?
you want to take a cruise in hawaii -> woah..np! =x
you don't forget to think of others -> yea..i guess.
you are naturally nice to people -> duh =x
you are polite and well mannered -> YEA..
you really get hyper -> yea sometimes. but if kussa stood infront of me of course i will : )
you are a good whistler -> i dunno how? =/
you will point out my bad points -> i would like to =x
you don't waste money when you shop -> thts not a prob..i hope =p
if I catch a cold you will take care of me -> yes yes! of course =x
you will run things like you are a manager to me -> erm?
you have big dreams for the future -> hmm..
you like the stairs more than the elevator -> oh my..=x
more than a shopping bicycle you like mountain biking -> sounds fun.
you are interested in cartoons -> anime yes. not cartoons =/
you are always bright and happy and pretty -> ehhh..?
you are human -> duh! hes so cute. =x
I love Kussa!! <33!
I dont care how others think.
NEWS rock and always will.
AHH!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
5:13 PM
Went back to sch for CE activity tis morning. Was supposed to be a workshop which is gonna last until 5pm tdy, but it turned out to be so easy and crappy tht we can actually dismissed ourselves once we knoe wht we are supposed to do. And of course, theres assignment to do and deadline is by tis saturday. haiss! the assignment simply can kill all of us lah. easy yet so tedious. haiss!! Im only did 1/3 of it and the rest are all quite the same procedure! ohman! so to be continued tmr in sch coz i cant even open one of the programme using my desktop here. I finished the one evaluating on Modzilla Firefox.
ALL THESE SHIT WHICH IS SO DAMN LAME!!
IT programme SUX!
Had gossipping session wif Ain.
We practically started crapping even b4 the workshop began. lol. i actually told her tht the facilitator is cute. she said wait till i hear him speak then its even funnier. lol. but its true! he looks...cute..as in chubby tht kind! look abit like Dr Jim at certain point. hahahs.
Slack quite abit.
Then gossip abt other ppl.
Main character = Jason.
lol! so he isnt tht bad yah.
Crapster said he got the chairman seh there.
Anyway, I had fun wif Ain tdy! Its so fun being wif her! hahas. thanks ger for brightening up my day!
My cutie candy is still cuter~! :P
Saturday, September 17, 2005
9:23 PM
YAY. IM BACK HOME! : )My sis went out to watch 'Snow Wolf Lake' now, so tht i haf the opportunity to blog early.
Genting trip was greeaatt if not for all the cramps and some other shit. shall blog more abt the trip later.
Wed: Departure day-
Woke up late in the mornin and so din haf breakfast. Off we went to take the taxi to Toa Payoh Lorong X. Went to the nearest Cheers outlet to get some food wif my sis and then board the bus to the Tuas checkpoint and changed another bus. frickin troublesome! then reached Genting at abt 2pm. The first thing i felt was the cool air there, real refreshing! so went to eat at tis foodcourt b4 checking in. ate the vegetarian store's food and it suck! yuck! horrible food! dont ever wanna come back to the same store and eat i promise. Then we checked-in at Resort Hotel. aiya..only 4 star, not 5 star. but the hotel is really not bad still. love my bed and blanket..toilets, mirror and the shower room man! the tv shows there woohooo! i miss them so much now. =/ Caught Maid In Manhattan the first day. Walk ard at First World Hotel..i rmbed tis mly guy coming towards me smilin and grabbing my hand o.O! i tot its some hum sup lo at first, but hes actually wanting me to try out the hand wax at his store. maha =x but due to the fact tht we are rushing to Snow World so i rejected him. he grabbed and pulled my right hand and my sis pulled my left. stupid rite! i almost can tear apart bcoz of tht -.- Snow World is frickin AWESOME! -5 degrees celsius it says but i bet its only 0 degrees celsius at most. too bad its not allowed to take pics there. we took one and got warned. baha =x the winter jacket, boots and gloves is frickin cool. we gotta to redeem tis drink which taste like Yakult wif our tix there. Nice drink! Then ish SHOPPING aftertht and bot clothes! its not exactly cheaper there ya.
Thurs:
Nice weather to slp. Woke up at 7am and caught A Cinderella Story and A Few Good Men. Chad Michael Murray is frickin HOT esp in A Cinderella Story. Tom Cruise rock in A Few Good Men. Gorgeous! went for buffet breakfast at Resort Cafe. lots of variety to choose frm and they are delicious! YUM! had major stomach cramp aftertht, took my mum's panadol and got better. Thank Goodness! but i missed the rides at the themepark lah. felt abit wimpy to take all the rides wif a stomach cramp so yea. save the $$! went to play arcade instead, stayed there nearly half the day. spent alot there too. not my $$ anyway =x im only responsible for playing..wahaha! Played one of the shooting game (forgot the name of it tho), KOF, Crazy Taxi and Initial D. i got serious probs wif steering wheel. i hate driving! but i still love cars. =/ played throwing balls. i cant stand the idea of missing an inch away frm the green bowl which im targeting. my mum and sis missed out quite alot in throwing. at least my throwing's better than driving. bah..redeem tis eraser there as momento. went 'Be A Star' in the late afternoon to sing. the room looks more like prisoner ward than anything else, but BIG! had Udon and Sushi at tis jap restaurant..the food and the service are ichiban neh! =x r0cks my s0x! Shopped at nite and bot tis jeans' chain frm Radioactive, my fav shop! the things there are frickin too cool!! Hang ard at Safari Disco aftertht. the LIVE BAND R0X! L0UD MUSIC R0X TOO! the atmosphere there is greeatt! ah, too bad we forgot to take a pic of tht. haiss!! we din stay long at the disco bcoz mum din really like it. HAISS!! its really disappointing man! then mum and sis got some disagreements at the hotel room..boring! then watch tv..crossroad! sian..britney in the movie. switched ard and saw the Malaysian Idol advertisement..theres tis guy named Daniel which reminds me of Sly -.- but a gayer version..of coz Sly is better! watched Fear Factor then the Mediacorp's Ru He Dui Ni Shou repeat. surprised tht they showing even showing after so long. Alex really look damn Pai Kia there.
Fri:
Packing up. watched some mtv. had breakfast at Coffee Terrace. BUFFET AGAIN! yayness. nv had such variety of food in my life b4. then walked ard to take pics. did abit of last min shopping. bot a bag frm Padini Authentic..then went to haf Spaghetti, very salty. i still prefer those buffet food. saw some tp students at the mall..board the bus again saw them takin the other bus. 5 stars somemore -.- down the hill, i almost died bcoz of the pressure goin down. felt my lungs and stomach compressing and preventing me frm breathing like tht. but it got better when i reached the bottom. i tot i may faint then.
A part of me is still at Genting seriously.
I miss my hotel room.
And i miss the buffet!
I miss arcade-ing, shopping and lastly, the movies there.
Elizabeth went over to America to study on thurs. =(
not tryin to sound les, but I really miss her so so much!! was so sad tht i cried abit on wed morning after i hung up on her.
sad.
Get well soon Marts! : )
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
1:58 PM
I reckoned tht tis shld be the entry before my departure to Genting. YESSS!! finally can get out of SG! =x
My departure tmr ish in the morning, 6am.
zzzzz! but who cares, i dont think i even can slp the whole nite. maha!
My sis had alrdy planned out the time-table when we reach there. it wld be like a marathon thingy coz it seems like we haf SO MANY things to do, yet given so LITTLE time.
Bad news ish mayb i cant even haf the chance to try the XpeditureWall! ahhhhh..like wth man! *SCREAMS*
as compensation for it, i may only go to the gym there to work-out or mayb badminton? haiss..tho i wanted to rock climb so much : ( but thts for the exercising part only, the rest i shall kept it a secret. -grin grin-
But main thing there ish to SHOP TILL I DROP!!
Im gonna behave myself like a QUEEN down there!
-devilish smile-
I will be so busy packing my bag tdy!
besides tht, i still hafta watch a dvd and later i hafta call elizabeth coz i promised her to. i dunno whens the next time i'll be able to talk to her again as shes goin over to America on the 14th and come back prolly next mid yr..damnit, im so gonna miss her and our bitchings! 8months!! haiss..
I HATE DEPARTURES!
Thanks Crapster and Babyface for the company yesterday. Had sang quite alot of songs i wan at K-Box. We'll be back for MORE sometime soon alright!
Seeyu all!
Friday, September 09, 2005
10:29 PM
My day was fully packed wif activities. Went over to the Biopolis Open Hse tis morning.
Institute of Bioengineering and Nanotechnology.
Tht place is urber cool. the researches interest me to the extent tht i feel like takin part in their Youth Research Program for attachment. attachments can be so fun where we can learn things but my sch obviously dont think so, they think attachments are for ppl to play! and i say tis is juz another piece of CRAP!!
Sec sch, JCs and Polys attended today's Open Hse.
Some were accompanied by the Science Centre.
Then at ard noon, we got mixed up wif a batch of peeps frm Science Centre and eventually got lost wif Benny Koh. Then luckily Bruno called Dr Siow to get Benny's number, else we'll be stranded at Biopolis the whole day. lol..
Came back home in the afternoon to rest awhile. not really resting actually but was starin at the com screen, wondering i shld go for juz now's fc meeting at 5pm. But in the end i still went coz got convinced by Elynn to go. lol. and i convinced Zoelene too as well. we muz make ForeverLeon FC united! we MUST! : )
The first FC meeting aint as bad as it seems. met ppl like Zoelene, Ee Ling, Jasmine, Berlinda, Germaine, Karman, Kailing, Elynn..ect. theres more but i only can rmb these amt of ppl ya. Zoelene was the first person i met. shes not even fat but claims tht she is. initially i tot i recognized the wrong person coz she told me on the sms tht shes FAT! wad lie! =x Ee Ling, Jas, Berlinda came later and joined us..din noe Jas also frm rp and same course as me >.< zha dao! Berlinda is spastic like omgosh! =x she even read out my bday msg for Leon! >.< make me paiseh like hell! hahahs..Germaine is another one but shes more to the madness side! now i juz rmbed tht her look resembles someone and thts Cindy! the crazier version. lol!
Mainly these are the ppl i clicked most esp Germaine! initially i tot shes the quiet sort but she proved me wrong. me and Karman were practically SO amused by her on the train back home juz now and she kept saying im LAO WAN TONG coz im older than them, yet so childish. LOL!
FC meeting summary: Yups, we each of us decorated our bday msges and binded them into a booklet for Leon and got him tis car model. hope he likes it. Happy Advanced Birthday to Leon! : )
Ok, im forum-ing! bye!
packing my stuff for next week's trip tmr.
stayin up to watch 'Tale of Two Sisters' later on Channel U. woohooo..
OUT!
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
11:12 PM
Science Symposium Eureka'05 wasnt as fantastic as last yr. those speakers and topics were so boring, except for Ophthamology. the speaker for Opthamology, Dr Goh showed us tis 5-10mins video of his trainee operating on someone who has cataract. 5-10mins has been like 5-10years. its so gruesome to see someone operating on another's eye. eeks! i swear the first thing i wanna protect are my eyes. i dun understand why some of them can even laugh while checking out tht video, trying to get some excitment over it or sth i guess? i think thts so stupid. i wld rather close my eyes. i admired the courage of opticians seriously coz i can nv specialized in wht they do.
During lunchtime, me, babyface and crapster went over to the nearest shop where they sell titbits, mags and drinks. I asked the shopkeeper auntie how much is the Ferrero Rocher, she said $1.40. man, i tell u shes damn friendly. but i din buy the Ferrero Rocher, i bot Tronky instead coz its cheaper xD! i sound real cheapo but wadever. then she spoked to me at the counter. she even suspected tht im a jc student. wahaha..i almost laughed inside my head. i look like jc student? LOL! okok, but seriously shes not the first person to say tht. dan even said i look smart! wth! im hyperventilating man! hahahas..still cant accept the fact i got the smartie look. thanks guys! ha..
Din noe our fyp time-keeper was the actually the Eureka'05 president *impressed* he doesnt look tht kind..u noe? ok, im being mean thts all. xD!
Ok, im too tired to type somemore. another day.
Tata!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
5:12 PM
Im feeling shagged. dun ask me why. i juz feel tht way.
To make tis worse, im down wif a cold nw. bah!
maybe i got it frm him. ha..
Owell, i kinda miss his presence and everything.
wonder if hes still sick.
i think im having my own foolish thinkin again.
Changed my blogskin guys!
no more superstars for u! lol.
hope u all like it anyway : )
Finally borrowed The Notebook frm the lib.
had real high expectation on tis book.
hope it rocks big time as A Walk To Remember. yadayada.
Im goin for the Science Symposium tmr.
which means WAKE UP EARLY! dread the idea of waking up early during sch holidays. it juz sucks!
luckily bouna vista is pretty near my hse. one mrt stop and i'll reached :D
Wonder if i'll be able to spot tht cute guy who wrote my cheque the other time. lol xD!
Pls remind me and myself to finish my drug design rj by fri. God bless! : )
**listening to: Hong Junyang - Liu Shiu Nian Hua**
Friday, September 02, 2005
3:45 PM
WL won Jue Dui Superstar last nite. ohwell, pretty much expected actually.
i muz really say one thing,
tht Singaporeans din really vote wif their ears, but wif their heart.
Wads ur definition of a Superstar?
a pretty much of a jian ren jian zhi topic.
Pls listen carefully to the performance last nite. its so obvious tht Kelly did so much better in most of her songs than WL. WL only touched me wif tht Jacky Cheung song 'Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le', but compared to the rest of songs he did, it juz isnt tht great! ask the judges, ask urself.
I hope everyone can treat WL like a normal person. we all believe tht hes good, i think so too coz i was touched by his performance once. but i believe theres an extent to it. how long will ppl be touched by his songs and not get bored? 1 yr? 5 yrs? or 10 yrs?
Kelly and JJ sang the song Nu Nai Yi really well.
They so got the chemistry : )
JJ performance was BRILLIANT!
WL, Winner - Play Music Contract
Kelly, Runner-up - Universal Contract
im happy wif tis long-term plan. YAYNESS!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
6:12 PM
Today ish so-called the my last lesson b4 the holidays bcoz im not coming tmr!! i think its so point coming when my brain alrdy cant contain much stuff. lol. and also lots of ppl in my proteomics class are gonna skip tmr!! im so happy tht im finally done wif tis sem, and now's the time to wait for my module grades out. thts so shitty man! i hope my GPA remains. *prays hard*
whereas, i got 3 CE activities next week. im so busy. lol.
Went back Queensway wif the ex-403-ians yesterday and surprisingly not much has changed. really miss Queensway alot alot. it juz feels nostalgic to be back in the sch again. well, at least ish SO SO much better than POLY LIFE!! rite? im sure everyone in poly will agree wif me.
Mdm Cheng treated us to Crystal Jade restaurant at Taka and we ate a setmeal which costs 100 over bucks. so nice of Mdm Cheng : ) the fried Wudon ish so nice.
He's down wif a cold.
sigh.
hope he takes good care of himself : )
i guarantee i'll miss him loads during the holidays.
super <3333 his new hairdo! mr cool.
Its finally the 1st Sep! ohman, cant wait to watch the superstars grand finals in one and half hrs time. am so excited to see leon and jy's performance. boy, they rulez : )
