Monday, November 29, 2004
5:50 PM
My mind is filled wif 'Singapore Idol'! how howw? im feeling really excited abt what is goin to happen on wednesday night. the songs which they are goin to perform. who is goin to the first Sg Idol and so on. WAAAHHHHH!!...all these excitement cannot be missed mann, tho im still quite disappointed the fact tht i cant go on wed. @#!#$@ STEWPIG RP!! WHY U GUYS HAVE TO GIVE US A TEST B4 THE DAY OF SG IDOL!? arghh..im so gonna miss Sg Idol after tis week. i wanna join Sg Idol next yr!! =X of coz im kiddg. my voice cmi! haha.
I muz rmb to tune in to Perfect 10 tis wednesday, 5.30pm onwards. they got Live update of whats happening at the stadium all the way till the show starts. 7.45pm!! then LIVE ON CH 5! \m/
Sis went for the jay chou concert on sat. it was quite a blast la! JJ was sitting infront of her. haha. she took pics and videos and sent it to my laptop yesterday. haha how nice! tho its abit blur! haha. Yepp. talked to elizabeth last nite..her A's finally ended! happy for her. planning to go out wif her one of these days during dec. =)
Class quite ok. got disturbed by yong quan several times tho. irritating! =X Then christopher nv come for class. GREAT! =X he was supposed to be in my grp todae and he din turn up. im not tryin to be sarcastic or wad. sometimes i think its gd tht he dont come, rest of the team members will have more say at least. yepp. class ended early today so i went to the near-by Mobil station with enxuan and bot the Lime Mag! got tempted to buy coz of the cover, its sly and taufik! haha! i shall control my excitement when i speak of them =X
Nonetheless, enxuan and ie wern's gonna start their new work today. haha hope they'll feel happier working over there compared to tht asshole company. WADEVER! i juz HATE tht company bcoz of wad they did to my friens and created the whole 'betrayal' thingy. b4 i get mad, i shall stop myself frm elaborating on tht matter. if ure a follower of my blog a month plus ago, u shld noe.
I dont have the mood to mug for my test!! how howww? i juz dont feel like it! =/ and im not even panick! thts the prob!! ahhhh..sheeshh.
Im having tis skin peel after last week's 'sun-tanned' wif steph. its so itchyy! boo..
Sunday, November 28, 2004
4:43 PM
I woke up late tis morning!! arghz! =( was supposed to meet steph at the q at abt 9am, i woke up at 9.15am instead. damnit man. shld have slept abit early last nite..ahhh. but anyway still no pics allow to be taken wif them during autograph session tis time. heng! =X then i reached there at abt 10.40am like tht. =/ then saw steph and stace quite infront of the q. the security are sooo smart tis time round, they actually issued a q number to everyone so tht ppl cannot cut in. @!#$@$ then i have to stay outside the q wif other taufik fans at the side, also quite infront. hehz. felt so awkward at first coz im like the only sly fan at tht side. but i dont care. can see sly infront is enuff for me =) yeap. those girls standing beside were friendly tho. then when sly and taufik came out, everybody at my side all pushing! blardy hell! so rowdy mann. sly wore until so sporty today mann...wif the headband and everything. woo..then when sly and taufik are giving out tix to the audience. wahlau. theres tis guy or shall i say hes a sissy? oh wadever. yeah so he was pushing me and other few girls whos beside me. arghhhh. so rudeeee lor! i actually asked him not to push. then he stopped pushing for awhile and after some time, he still did. but tis time he only pushed the girl beside me. blardy hell! i hate tis kind of guy wif no manners! bahh..not fit to be a guy at all. =/
Yeah. then the autograph was real short..i cant get enough of them!! everyone agrees wif me im sure. the bishan autograph session was so much better than tis time. sigh. sad. then they left the stage. And i actually went outside of jurong point and waited for their bus. not long after, i heard alot of screams frm fans and i bet they were alrdy on the bus. The bus drove out while everyone chased after it bcoz the bus stops near the traffic light. WAAAHHH! then i saw sly! tried ways to catch his attention and all tht and finally =) he looked at my direction. ahhhhh! he smiled and waved back! hahaha. =) went back to jurong point and saw steph and stace. then we talked. basically we were really walking real aimlessly coz half the time we are thinking abt them. haha. cant help it. steph wanted the tix sooo much.
But then again. everybody wans to win the tix to the grand finals so much, but i cant go =( coz im having another test on thurs. sigh.
I saw donovan wif the mum juz nw. haha!
**Its okay who wins. They are winners to me**
Saturday, November 27, 2004
10:22 PM
Whoa! time to blog sth..=P haven been doin tht for quite some time. im updating nw!! woohooo..nobody's gonna steal the powerplug frm meee and so i can use the com..its MINE for now..hurhur! sis went for the jay chou concert..i went to his concert last yr. no big deal to me anymore..haha. im home alone now. best of the best. nobody nags. rawkss mann! hahaha.
Im watching the Sg Idol Reloaded..asian pop repeat. ok lah. watch for sly that is. dick and douglas have absolutely no taste. i prefer ken and florence =)olinda fans, i need to tell u guys this: olinda can sing but she cant go far! geddit! like what ken said, she can be a professional singer next time but not an idol. and worse of all, shes fake! SHES FAKE! she said sth in a recent interview: she was asked if bad publicity plaguing sylvester will earn him sympathy votes at the finals, she said, "i dont think Singaporeans will give sympathethy votes like that, they'll vote because they like you, if you ban ke lian(act pitiful), nobody will like you" wahlau! can u sense tht sarcasm there? my blood almost boiled when i read tht. =/ im not saying anymore.
And yay! goin to see sly again tmr! with steph..shes goin earlier and im goin later. can help me to chop place. haha. =X hope i can spot her tmr if not i hav to call her or worse gotta join the q at the back. and oh no! worse of all. steph's got the cam wif her! i dont have! wanna take pic wif sly! hopefully can wake up on time. its early tmr. =/ ure right slayer! im now planning to bring a shirt for him to sign. heck the idea of bringing a mag there. haha.
Then recently i've been much wanting to get my prepaid but i spent too much on unnecessary items. -regretted- =( told iylia to get tht for me instead. hope she can send it to me by tues or wed.
And i gotta talked to brandon tis week =) haha thanks for brightening up my day. concentrate well on ur exams k! we can talk more after the exams! -vroom vroom- i feel like flying to aus and give u a BIG HUG!! ^^ and i still wanna thank him for praying for my pharmacology paper on monday night =) greatly appreciated. hehz. and thanks anne for getting me tht song! its really difficult to find. haha. oright my typing is abit slow todae..wassup mann!? im tired.
Ciaoz!
Monday, November 22, 2004
8:35 PM
Stewpig blogger! din response to my earlier post juz now. wrote so long and in the end its not posted. argh! angry man. hope tis time it works.
Im gonna make tis a shorter entry of what is written earlier, not being able to post earlier on. cant really recall what i wrote but wadever la.
Heard the 'morning madness' today. daniel ong's morning show. and he actually video-ed us when we were at the sg idol thingy yesterday. then he played it on air, tho we cant see them but frm the screaming..mann..its crazy. the screams were really loud. haha.
Oh yah then wad? had lunch wif some peeps frm ie wern's class and of coz i know some of them coz they are my ex-classmates..haha kitty, wenyan and kathy. haha miss them man. lOlx! really! haha. talked to kitty most of the time during lunch, wah..tis 'hello kitty' asked me so many qns man! =X like interogating some criminal. haha. then teased wenyan abt some stuff. she refused to tell me. okay i can infer myself. =P
And i really really cant stand those really anti-sly fans man. all the criticisms coming out frm their mouth. sux man. childish ppl! pls wake up man! criticize ppl and calling ppl names when ure better than them can. coz it only portrays u guys as being a bunch of LOSERS! like as if i go ard tellin ppl tht i dont like olinda. >.> at most i only write on my blog tht i dont like her or unless u ask me abt her. bleah. FOS! i cant be bothered nw.
Im a happy girl nw coz i got my A last week frm Dr Girija. waaahhhh..she rawks man!
**listening to: Perfect 10 (Michelle Branch - Game of Love)**
Sunday, November 21, 2004
7:27 PM
Waaaaahhhh! juz got back frm home!!! wheee..im soooo damn excited todae. ahh..okay i have to blog sth abt todae coz its special. got to meet sylvester and taufik in person! all the way to bishan..15 mrt stops! juz FOR SLY! yeah. i guessed its totally worth it man. wanted to meet sly in person sooo much..my wish came true. =) then I GOT TO HUG SLY!! my first time asking my idol for a hug. coz steph and i were making tis agreement b4 we went up for the autograph "we muz hug him ok!" haha..my first time goin Bishan coz its damn far frm my hse! but its FOR SLY! first time see him in person. first time doin a CD cover for him n i wanna put his debut CD inside..yes yes! limited edition cover wif his signature ok. mann..so many first times..juz FOR SLY! he look great in person man! bad boy rawks! and realized tht sly got more fans there than taufik! waaaahh..haha. ok
Ok. so the day was like tis. hmm..woke up at 8 plus am todae. then got stomachache. i wonder wad i ate last nite. =/ then packed everything and chiong-ed downstairs coz i dont want to be late. i think mayb i chiong-ed down too fast tht i din realize i nv bring my ez-link card! oh sux! then went up again. then chiong-ed to the mrt station straight away. oh and lucky im nt late. the mrt reach there at exactly 10am. haha then immediately saw steph standing there. shes really the early-bird man. went straight to the q-ing up. sit and wait..read the lime mag steph brought. then read the paparazzi's report on sylvester on newspaper. stewpig reports man! they got nth better to do, juz to write crapz abt ppl's family. screw themmm man! =X yeap. thn moved to the open plaza. so mafan can! then waited and waited, took pics wif steph even tho the sun is shinning directly at us. then we talk. sing..she said she can sing better under the sun. haha. aiya. steph dont lie! im sure if u cut an album, u'll hav more fans than stephanie sun! LOL! =X Okay. im out of the topic a lil. back to square one! heh. then saw daniel ong..like finally? we waited for sooo long! he entertained us. then idols finally came in man. sly is the first! then everybody started screaming. right after tis is taufik. everybody start screaming again. whoa man! the atmosphere was SO HOT! everythings sooo HOT! fans, the weather, idols and everything. even aunties were there! kids were there too! sg idol..HOT MAN! =X then games wif the idols. the fans absolute gone crazy over tht. saw my pri sch-mate, chui ling on stage. wahaha. then those who went up can take pics wif the idols. autograph session cant take wif them. ahhh. so unfair! sheeshh..=/ hope next time they let us =) i got taufik to sign first on the postcard wif his pic on it. its given to us coz i din prepare anything for him to sign. LOL! ok. i feel bad in a way. whoa man. sly signed even faster than taufik! i started giving sly tht CD cover when taufik is signing mine. damnit. then i kept lookin at sly until i almost forgot to take taufik's postcard. lOlx! luckily i realized it aftertht. then finally asked sly for a hug..waaaahh. he stood up and we hugged. first time huggin my idol! cannot help it man. =X yeah then aftertht steph and i were really thirsty man. bought drinks and came back again. thanks steph for helping me to take a pic of my signatured CD cover of him..haha =) daniel ong were entertaining us wif his lame jokes aftertht. hes super funnie! haha. then b4 everything ends, those idols posed and fans took pics. waaahh..they are really cool man. got their destressing method nw. heh..
whoa..daniel ong asked those girls in uniform whether they are frm st nics. they are really ON man! really the sg idol-followers. and even daniel ong say whoa they rawk. everybody who went for the autograph session rawks la~ haha..
Now im admiring the CD cover wif his signature on. hahaha. sylvester sim xiang long 'shi ba zhang' rawksssss man \m/
Im sure i'll hav a major muscle ache tmr coz im alrdy feelin the stretch everywhere. tis event is gd when u wanna lose weight. haha. and sheeshhh..im having a sun burn w/o even realizing it at first. =/
I think tis entry is really LONG man! shall stop nw. haha. \m/
**i feel good~~~~~**
Friday, November 19, 2004
11:09 PM
Im depressed. it isnt a gd day afterall. =(
-disappointed- the thot of tht word makes me cry even more. sigh.
4:16 PM
Went tiong bahru plaza juz nw. shop ard. went to the starhub shop to check out some stuff. im still nt sure whether im getting my top-up card. if i get my card, its only more for me to sms. i have to pay everything on my own. haiz. sux big time. =( eh. slayer, im no better than u can! parents are the same. X_X
Then went music junction. they are renting vcds and dvds now..wheee. theres hope for xmas liao. gonna go rent some dvd to watch and heck all other things.
I wonder wht happen to enxuan. think sth happened to her family last nite tht she sent ie wern a really weird sms..hao bah..shall nt elaborate on pp's family affair. lets pray tht her family's fine.
11:19 AM
Todae...7 ppl skipped pharmacology lesson, me, yiming, enxuan, valerie, cherylene, jasmine see and jasmine ang. haha. notice they are all girls. haha. frm here, u can infer hw "interesting" is christina's lesson. =/ haha. well. okay la..i dont hate her as the grades she gave me is still considered one of those reasonable ones compared to some other facilitators, some dont like her coz she gives awful grades, like her for her unbiasedness tht is. HAHA! mayb i may sound abit biased nw. wadever u say, i dont care. juz hope to produce a gd grade in my coming test to show her tht im worthy of all the grades she gave me. bleah. notice tht some facilitators are juz being BIASED! like tss for example..tho shes giving me better grades now, still think shes damn biased. sux man..-whines-
I got back my damn immunology test result yesterday...totally cmi! T_T cannot let tis carry on la! i muz read up for my immunology during dec hols. for now, im gonna concentrate on next week's pharmaco test, like i said b4..i wanna show christina tht i can do it!! i can i can..heh.
Everybody's talkin abt 19th nov. coz wad? its the last day of O's..mann..why so fast finish? i rmb-ed my batch finished on the 25th. 6 daes difference! bahh..wad the heck! hm. wad else? i still love 19th coz thts the date when i got attached to him ^.^ haha. happy 6th month anni dear! =)
Oh and im starting to play monopoly tycoon. got tt frm peng li's thumbdrive yesterday. haha. thnx to him. getting really bored nowadays! =P
*p/s to a frien whos having relationship problems nw..hope shes reading tis (i'll keep ur name confidential here): i suck at tis but oright pls be happy ok! dont brood over some things. go wif the flow. if its yours, it will eventually be yours. cheer up for nw =))*
**TOP 5 REASONS why i didnt do well for my immunology test (hoping tht i wont repeat the same mistakes in my next coming tests)**
1. Didnt really study hard for it b4 the day of the test.
2. I got the concepts, juz dunno hw to apply (application failed)
3. Team members ****! (u guessed it.)
4. Didnt read enough resources
5. dont understand the topic 'antibody diversity' (i simply dont geddit! crapz!)
Thursday, November 18, 2004
1:29 PM
Hi peeps...i skipped class todae.....and planning to skip another one tmr. =X wans to haf a long weekend ahead. haha. i dont understand how some ppl can attend all 64 (16X 4) lessons in a semester without fail. never understand. i used to be soooo guai when i first came to rp. but i've changed. some ppl may say its a bad thing..yes..sometimes it may be a bad thing coz when u skip too much. u dont understand a single crap when test or exam comes. but my 'logic' is diff, thot tht studying in rp is totally a waste of time. no spoon-feeding frm lecturers. most of the work u haf to learn independently, nobody cares if u dont initiate ur own learning. all u can do is to work wif ur team-members if u dont understand a heck or u cld even ask ard other classes who has done tht b4 or the least, ask the teachers a.k.a facilitators, take note tht they dont tell u the ans directly..so thts part of life in rp. sux rite? getting tired of problem-based learning (PBL)! its hell!! booo..
Went Tanglin Mall for breakfast juz nw..as usual. i din noe theres tis guy eyeing at my laptop until her 'dunnoe who' came up and asked me stuff abt my laptop. at first i tot wht -_- then she asked qns which i donnoe hw to ans..."hw many inches is the screen?" mann..stunned there for awhile. said im not very sure despite it being my laptop..i noe nuts abt their measurements! serious! bleah..then she asked abt the model and i told her. she told me tht his 'dunno who' (the guy whos eyeing my laptop all along) wanted to get a laptop for christmas..hurhur..then they thank me b4 goin off. nice peeps.
Im still deciding whether to come for class tmr or not? =/ damnn..indecisive me. shall see the whole situation tmr. but then again..christina's lesson is always so boring. we all hav to admit. haizzz..
**MIA princess is back! bing bing bang!**
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
10:14 PM
maia and sylvester rawks! heh..
maia and sylvester at backstage..haha
maia and sylvester at bottom 2..maia went out in the end..sad!
Love sylvester's blonde hair! thts the time when i started admiring his style..sth diff frm other contestants. heh..
Wahh..sylvester says hi to u guys out there.."VOTE FOR ME!" haha..
Ahhh..basically i got nth better to do, post pics..sly's pics! =X haha. sorri if ure nt one of those sly fans out there. =P using my sis's com rite nw. so cant post more. haha!
So so so..shall blogged abit abt today. did some window-shop at heeren..oh sheesh..forgot to buy my hair pin. =/ anyway...was pestered by afew peeps to do some surveys today. one at somerset mrt and another 2 at heeren. -_-|| irritating peeps! bahh..
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
10:46 PM
Hmm..its been quite some time since i last blogged. haha. i'll make it up for tht. hehz..im forever so lazy, cant help it.
The holiday was cool..but not so cool. wht am i talking abt anyway? =/ yeah. i stayed home all the while, tried finding the time to study. so out of the norm lah. cant help it. biomed sci yr 2 is a whole lot of a disaster to me! shldnt hav chose biomed in rp as one of my choices! ugh...if only..
Then steph called me on sunday asking me whether i wanna go see sylvester on thurs. but damn. i got class tht day =( i haven even met sylvester b4!! dont care!..i ought to meet him in person someday. haha. msg-ed maia last night thru friendster. she said she cant accept any authorization frm anybody coz her com is practically very slow and it takes a long time for the page to load -> thts wht she says. tried msging her and hope she reply back soon. =) I felt so high last nite tht i dunno whts wif me! i've no idea..feeling high is a contagious disease, stay away frm me and pls quarantine urself if ure wif me the past 2 daes. im not lookin forward to slping. not at all. can even watch vcd and try diff ways of tying my hair last night. lOlx. its slightly better todae. not as bad as last nite, prolly coz im abit tired. wasnt paying full attention to enterprise lesson todae. mind drifting all over the place. dont ask why. funnie thing is tss like to pick on me when im not listening in cls. prolly its a small class and its obvious if i dont pay attention. but we did role-playing which was fun. haha. we guys managed to get the concepts quite oright. and hanming cut his hair today! ahaha. super funnie can! =X the gel..haha. cmi =X
Tiff went sg idol wif her pl friens last week and she sat right infront of maia lee and her fiance can! @#$$%@! haha owellz. her 'hatest' daphne got voted out of the competition. i still think she got the potential to do well. =) btw daphne's in mass comm(ngee ann poly)..sooo cool can! i wld LOVE to go there. provided if my eng is gd. hah! =X
Whao..i guess i've blogged alot of bullshit todae. not of the correct mind. but blog for the sake of blogging thts all. explored the geocities web builder tis afternoon. hmm..seems interesting, but i bet if i've got the time to make one. heh. exams for bran, anne and zach tmr. hope they rawk the paper yar! =)
My free day got pushed to wed which is tmr. bleah. bcoz of the deepavali and hari raya holidays. hope its a gd thing. hafta go breathe some fresh air tmr. wheeee!
Friday, November 12, 2004
4:34 PM
Back frm the Deepavali holidays! its friday todae! back to sch again. didnt feel like coming for immunology class todae bt since i skipped once and coz of the dreadful test i had earlier on, i decided to be studious now. hehhh. like for once. lOlx! anyway, Dr Girija is really a gd facilitator(teacher) ! =) like goodness me, she din give us any homework todae which is like out of the norm in rp. boo! ahhh love her man! SM0105 loves her! =)
Juz realised like theres alot of guys in my sch who failed their napfa! its really screwed i heard. ppl failing like nobody's biz, even those in Sport's Club! yeah! lucky we girls were exempted coz tht napfa is only for guys, juz to prepare them for NS and stuff. hate napfa! nv ask me to do broad jump. this is the only station tht i suck at it. bleahzz..hate broad jump! nv ask me to jump far!
Haiz. things are fine nowadays. nth bad i guess. bran's mum went over to aussie to check on his work. he got pissed for some reason. heh..hope hes fine there now. bless him. =)
Woo..watched the Sg idol last nite. daphne's chinese really cmi. u noe wad tht means. haha. but still think shes better than olinda! bleahz..wads so gd abt olinda?! my gawsh! she loves sucking up to the judges and audiences and behind the back, shes 'bitching'! CMI lar! i love sylvester's version of 'an jing' (for those who dunno, its a song by jay chou)...he rawks my sox! heh..taufik is as usual...gd i muz say. hes getting better week by week! dark horseeee..beware of him! and todae's the result show, cant waittttt...ahhh. and i finally found those Sg idol contestants' BLOGS!!! =D i mean ALL of them. includin those who had alrdy been eliminated! haha. SO COOL OK! then i can peep in everytime. sorry i cant tell u guys the links here. its somewhere, SOMEWHERE..haha. hav fun searchin!!
Im so so hungryyy. skipped lunch todae coz of work. ate chocolate biscuits instead. blardy hell! lacking of glucose level in the body. tired. gonna get out of tis place a.s.a.p. SCH LIB IS REALLY A SCREWED UP PLACE! ahaa...
Its a long weekend ahead. HAPPY HARI RAYA peeps! im gg back to sch for enterprise elective on tues. booo..enjoy while i can lar
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
8:41 PM
Haiz. my immunology test was quite screwed. misunderstood the qn. damnit! bcoz of tis, i've lost 9 marks! argh! i hate tht topic on antibody diversity!! mann! juz tht topic can kill me alrdy! and most of qns in the test are relating to tht topic. nvm. sux! its juz not my day! one thing for sure its tht i've answered correctly for tht antibody(immunoglobulin) qn..like more or less. haha. =) the rest are all mcqs lah! tricky mcqs..boooo! i told pengli tht i screwed up the test and he was accusing me for not studying! but i did! juz tht i misunderstood the qns in the test! damnit for not goin to bed early last nite. ahhh!
Haha. i saw wenyan at the canteen! =D b4 tht she msg-ed me to pass her the anatomy ppt, oh well she asked the wrong person. i dont do anatomy. -_- shes giving me tis "amusing" look tis morning..haha. prolly cuz of wad happened last night when brandon was using my msn to talk to some of my friens and shes one of them. HAHA! she said brandon was super funnie last night! for wad reason? i really haf no idea. haha!
Class was super boring! esp todae! and esp after tht stewpig test! and this is the first time i see cm so friendly. like at least he interacts wif the grp more now! heh..haha. super weird lah! so not him. haha! used to be quite scared of him coz he got tht 'dao' look on his face, but dont think so anymore. lOlx!
After cls, i got tis real bad sore eye. i wonder wad happened. =/ went canteen wif enxuan, jen and her frien, elaine..then saw james on the way. but was covering my sore eye and was hoping tht he din see me. but i guess its too late. he walked past me and said(in a joking manner)"zhe me 'dao'!"(meaning he said im so 'dao')..bahh! hmph! i hope my han yu pin yin is correct here. hah!
Wanted to wait for jen and elaine to go home together. but they kinda made us wait and wait and wait until we gave up. then saw josh playing bball at the court. haha. i was making tis observation of why he looked so small wif those basketball players but when u see him wif other peeps, he looks so tall. =/ haha and then ie wern said prolly bcoz those basketball players are taller than him, thts y he looked small there. HAHA! super funnie and lame but i think she've made the right point there. whoops! =X *shh*
Got a phone call frm a frien nw. blog some other day. bye! happy deepavali! oh its tmr btw. heh..=)
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
4:28 PM
Haha. love my blog song! in fact those songs tht i play on my blog are all my fav songs! wad a lame thing to say but came across this song on radio while i was talkin to brandon on the phone last saturday. it really catches my attention and everything. even tho this song is quite long ago alrdy. but it totally rawks! yeah. bran, this is the song i heard tht day! =)
Nelly Furtado - Try
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
4:09 PM
Okay. gonna make tis a fast one. guaranteed! after this, i hav to go study for my immunology test tmr. damnit man. its all sooo complicated!! my gawsh! microbiology is alrdy screwed up, cant afford to screw up another test..again. pls pray...prayyy for meee. ahaha! do i sound happy here? hmmm..i doubt tis qn for a long time. coping wif hectic sch work is bad enuff...not gonna elaborate on some stuff tho. ahhh! busy busy!!...i dont hav much time to go online nowadays. cant help it. if u cant find me online todae, means im most prolly studying. yeah. so u guys can give me a call to encourage me lah. hehe..=X
Heard frm eugene himself saying tht he didnt screw up his sub chem paper todae..ahaha. so glad man! coz im supposed to be his "tuition teacher" for tht subj..like pls lor. i dont even rmb whats atomic number! haha. shhh* dont tell others frm outside sch tht im a science student. bleah! =P
Ahhh..okok. its enuff i guess! the more im typing tis, the more i think abt tmr's test. its best if i stop here. heh. dont complain if it looks abit too short. =)
**always look on the bright side of life**
Monday, November 08, 2004
1:53 PM
Hey! Hello! Hi! haven been online and bloggin much. yeah. exactly! my sis took the modem plug to watch vcd. she finished it last nite. like finally? haha. considering this is the month for important exams like O's and A's..friends mugging like mad, SOME friends mugging for poly exams. yeah. kinda motivated me to study as well. haha. reminded me of my O's..haiz..time flies! im alrdy 18! 2 yrs past away juz like tht and i haven even done anything productive yet. like hw screwed life can be sometimes! haiz..
Okay! i finally recalled whos weijie! haha. nad, i really forgot ma! if i dont go to ur blog and see those links there, i wouldnt noe till now. bleahz..=P
So..yepp! something happened recently. something which i cant tell whether its right or wrong? so far, all of 'em i told said its wrong and i shldnt tolerate tht kind of nonsense. yeah. mayb u guys are right! i need tht kind of advice sometimes! some things are just meant to be kept here. dont wish to elaborate stuff here. thnx bran for making me feel better yesterday. loveya! =)
Yepp! same thing later. gonna study..study..study and study! i din really do well for microbio test last week la! tho tht paper was really difficult! i still did passed tht test, but thn again its still under expectation! SO! im gonna buck up! ugh! cant stand it. cant take it anymoree! i dont blardy hell noe hw to handle my OWN probs now! so pls DONT ADD ON to my existing probs! thankew..juz to let some ppl noe.
Okay. i got to stop here. getting kinda pissed alrdy. gonna study later! dont really hav the time to play tis semester. bye!
**life is juz like a bed of roses. full of thorns. be careful not to step on it too hard or u'll be the one getting hurt the most. life juz looks nice on the surface. thts all.**
Saturday, November 06, 2004
1:49 PM
A picture of my whole class being uploaded. crapz! haha. and im not the shortest there! lOlx!
1:21 PM
Wooohooo! finally can blog! =) great! i dont know wht happened to my blogspot a/c last nite! practically i was quite screwed last nite coz of tis. even tried to fix the blog frm yesterday's 6 plus to 8 plus, yeah until singapore idol was shown..ate dinner abit later last nite. in fact, its 1 hr late! okay. luckily my gastric din come and haunt me last nite. heh heh! =P but then brandon tried to called when i was starting to hav my dinner. bahh..sheesh! cant talk to him =(! called tht no. to check if he's ard, but anne picked up! =( she said the phone was wif her. ahhh! nvm. waited and waited for his call but no phone rang. guessed he shld be asleep coz its really late over there at aussie. i dunno why i miss him so much nw! ah crapz! howww? i wanna call him but im nt sure whether the phone's wif him or not!?? ahhhh..
I like the song 'angel of mine', if im nt wrong, it shld be tis one playing on my blog rite now. heh..i still prefer tht version by the grp eternal. ahh! but i cant find. theres only monica's version! bleahzz!
And u noe wad! i heard frm the perfect 10 dj's tht those Singapore Idols are coming down to RP next fri! omgosh! would it be real? or juz a hoax? but my sch din even make any announcements abt them coming!..ahh..i hope its real then i can take pic wif sylvester, taufik and dalphne! muz plead someone to lend me their camera tht day coz my sis surely wont lend me hers. bahh..=P
**sylvester is still inside the competition..wheee**
Friday, November 05, 2004
1:34 AM
Haha. thot abt doing quizzes! boring! din went class, so went out to chill inside Mac at Tanglin Mall..okay..go try the quizzes!! quickk..funnn! hehe. stole these quizzes frm kelly. ahaha.
Haha! am i ? i dunnoooo...
No Comments! haha
I bet this muz be some kind of an indirect insult! haha. but at least it manages to put me in some good JC! Hwa Chong! haha..u shld go and see kelly's, hers was -- Where will you end up: RJC, How will you get in: You Paid Them Off...LOL! funnie..hahaha
Thursday, November 04, 2004
9:36 PM
After finished watching sg idol! wheee..i think it was gd overall..i like taufik and sylvester's performance the BEST! all the contestant sang 2 songs each! wheee..most of them did better in the second song i guess, except erm..dalphne? yeah..but i still think shes quite constant in all the weeks. juz dont understand why some girls dont like her..?_? beats me. =/ think dick lee was true in a way when he asked olinda why she nv sang the chorus part of 'superwoman'..thts the nicest part of all! boo..anyway, she isnt my hot fav bcoz i still think shes the BB!('bitchy butch')!
U go..sylvester! u got me rocking wif tht justin timberlake song!
Songs that sylvester sang tonite: [i swear] & [rock your body]
I Swear - All 4 One
i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky
and i swear like the
shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there
i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear
i'll give you every thing i can
i'll build your dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there
you won't have to ask if i still care
'cause as time changes the page
my love won't ever age at all
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart and i swear
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there)
for better or worse (better or worse)
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart
i swear i swear i swear
Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake
Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
Got time, but I don't mind
Just wanna rock you girl
I'll have whatever you have
Come on, just give it up girl
See I've been watching you
I like the way you move
So go ahead, girl, just do
That ass shaking thing you do
So you grab your girls
And you grab a couple more
And you all come meet me
In the middle of the floor
Said the air is thick, it's smelling right
So you blast to the left and you sail to the right
Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
I don't mean no harm
Just wanna rock you girl
Make a move, but be calm
Let's go, let's give it up girl
See it appears to me
You like the way I move
I'll tell you what I'm gonna do
Pull you close and share my groove
So you grab your girls
And you grab a couple more
And you all come meet me
In the middle of the floor
Said the air is thick, it's smelling right
So you blast to the left and you sail to the right
Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
Talk to me boy
No disrespect, I don't mean no harm
Talk to me boy
I can't wait to have you in my arms
Talk to me boy
Hurry up cause you're taking too long
Talk to me boy
Better have you naked by the end of this song
So what did you come for
I came to dance with you
And you know that you don't want to hit the floor
I came to romance with you
You're searching for love forever more
It's time to take a chance
If love is here on the floor, girl
Hey
Dance with me
Yea
Come on baby
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Don't walk away)
(Come on and)
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
(Let me rock your body)
Please stay
(Come on and)
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
(You don't have to admit you wanna play, just) Dance with me
Just let me rock you
(Do do do do)
Till the break of day
(Come on and)
Dance with me
Talk to me boy
No disrespect, I don't mean no harm
Talk to me boy
But I can't wait to have you in my arms
Talk to me boy
Hurry up cause you're taking too long
Talk to me boy
Better have you naked by the end of this song
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Just think of me and you)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(We could do something)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(I like the way you look right now)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Come over here baby)
Are you feeling me?
Let's do something
Let's make a bet
Cause I, gotta have you naked by the end of this song
He rawk the whole song! yay! the "sylvester clan" rules! =)
4:53 PM
Hello hello!! finally found the time to blog..cant blog much in sch nowadays la!(even tho im doin tis in sch now! lOlx!)..cant blog much at home even! cant use the net and stuff often..troublesome sis wanna use the modem plug to watch vcd! okok..not porn in case u ppl ask! haha..=P
I feel good todae u noe! juz dunno why lah..even tho im struggling wif my immunology todae..like what the heck man! complains and complains frm one of my grp members tht todae's problem is really difficult! haha..but luckily Dr Girija is kind enuff to teach us thoroughly all the points b4 she left the cls. WE LOVE HER! haha...
Then u noe wht? sth's really wrong wif me todae. i seem to be quite excited when christopher M. lee was on perfect 10 tis morning..like so out of the norm can!! i cant believe myself..haha..mayb he reminds me abit of brandon. aha..but of coz brandon is still the best la! like DUH! lOlx! (p/s: girls who like christopher lee, no offence pls!) listened to the 'show' and listening to Dr Girija somemore..luckily she din catch me doin multi-tasking..
And then we were supposed to wear our sec sch uniform or tee to sch..but not everyone did! chris nv turn up for class somemore! hmph..made us wear and he nv turn up himself..prolly he cant find his CJC shirt and RI pants..okay. like what kind of combination rite..haha. haolianer! =X but tht doesnt bring back any of my sec sch's daes, prolly the people, teachers and atmosphere are diff..QUEENSWAY ARE JUZ UNIQUE ON ITS OWN LAH! haha..well. im sure it goes the same for other schools.
Haiz. i wonder hw my friens did for their GP paper tis morning!! esp elizabeth, miss those 'gossips' wif her! =P like u noe. its always either GP or econs tht ppl are fear of. i mean more like fearing of the grades than the subject itself la..dunno..i dont take GP and econs, so how wld i possibly noe! thts juz complains i heard. bahh. okay...thts one thing for sure why i dont choose jc as one of my choices. my english juz SUX! GP juz isnt my thing!
**sheesh...raining again! im destined to stay in sch todae..-_-**
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
11:09 PM
Omgosh! its been a blardy time since i last blogged. crap la..too busy. with schoolwork and managing my own stuff. too many stuffs happened at one shot i muz say..haha.
I went K-box on Sunday and sang some real stupid crap songs...songs which dalphne, sylvester and taufik sang during the Dance and Disco night. haha..it was really 'shiok' to sing tht kind of fast song! aha..whether i sang it nicely its another thing la. lOlx.
Then some stuff happened btw me and brandon. in fact we have been thru quite alot recently..yeah. some stuff tht i shldnt say here. after all these things tht happened recently, i really hope these somehow rather had made us stronger in terms of our relationship. i really hope things work out. really really hope so! but somehow rather i still feel the fear of losing someone like him. (i noe i sound like abit despo here, but im juz stating hw i feel rite nw) mayb its right to say tht if he had nv did "something" to me, i wouldnt hav given him a chance. yea. kinda figure it out. but bran, wadever it is rite..it doesnt stop me frm loving u. it juz keeps getting better each day and im falling deeper day by day.
Last week's grade was totally awesome can! i managed to improve almost all of them! ahaha..kinda brightened up my day..aha..motivation counts! but i like kinda screwed up todae's test..bahh..nobody seems to be studying the correct thing! the test asked us qns tht we've nv came across! wth! imagine my horrified look when i first look at those qns! crapz..im hoping for a miracle nw.
Yeah..i dunno wht else to blog liao..too much stuff happened and i juz cant simply recall all of them. bleah..oh well. what i can say is..pray hard for the next test coming up next week.
Jiayou brandon! i'll give u my force tmr..do well k! *gives u millions of kiss* not juz 10! ahaha! love ya!
Jiayou O level and A level peeps la! if u guys still hav the time to read these. =P yeah. steady steady pom pi pi ok! this one is for u guys! heh..
i'll try to update more..
**age is not important**
