Wednesday, July 30, 2008
10:37 PM
Poly Jiemeis!
Part 2.
im acting hiphop?
I can look garang, too. yay.
now this is much better. my fav photo tht day =)
More photos coming up.
7:27 PM
1) I've beaten my own record for meeting TWO traffic jams tdy. one to work and one back home. both haf similarities as they are due to car accidents and juz nice both of them happened on the sides and at the same time tht i took the bus. one hour bus rides alone are soo not fun. 2) Period came, thus i cant go for aerobics. AHH.
3) On the way home back, wanted to buy some choco waffle. but auntie said she needed to make 10 waffles for a customer and thus asked me to walk around first and come back later. due to the stomach cramps im still having now, i bought sth else thts not of my craving. =.=
I had a little dream this morning. I dreamt tht im still wif him. A long time since i had a dream abt him. Im not feeling as upset now as i was. Its juz too much for me to take alr. but somehow, my subconcious mind cant help to think abt what if we were still together now.
Im starting to miss the people whos leaving the pharmacy soon. When will it be my turn, freak.
Pictures soon. I wont be posting the ones at Lee Koon's bday party coz its long overdued and i haf yet to retrieve my pics frm Joleen and shes abt to leave. tht few nicer ones were alr uploaded in friendster some time ago.
Singapore Vs Brazil's match was a brand new experience for me. Ronaldinho playing right infront of us and not forgetting abt the kaka-lookalike kid sitting next to us =D
12:07 AM
All men and women are born, live suffer and die; what distinguishes us from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come about...We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing. We do not, most of us, choose to die; nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death. But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live. - Joseph EpsteinBe contented to know tht at least we can choose how we live our lives so stop wasting the precious time.
The current song tht keeps on re-playing inside my head.
Hearts <33!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
2:31 PM
Come up to meet you,Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh let's go back to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Heads on the science apart.
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.
I was just guessin',
At numbers and figures,
Pullin' the puzzles apart.
Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh on I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' our tails,
Comin' back as we are.
i miss him, i really do.
but no matter how i do, and how much i do.
I know i juz hafta keep on moving.
Back to working on my presentation.
Friday, July 18, 2008
7:14 PM
Happy happy 22nd to myself ! Many thanks to those who wished me last night and today! Apparently my inbox is so full tht i hafta delete some of my msges away. I esp thank those who rmb my bday every year without fail. Even those who seldom msg me will even msg me tdy to wish me which is like...woah! thts-nice kinda thing. Thanks to the wishes again; Enxuan, Ie Wern, Huimin, Huibing, JY, Steph, Slayer, Kc, Peng Li, Mel, Noora, Fizah, Jeannie, Nurul, Joleen, Momo, Casey, Eileen, Yanfei, Junior, Jac. I saw Ailan's email msg too, thanks. I hope i didnt miss out any. I've got a feeling there will be more to come. So busy wif msges tdy. In case, i dont reply or reply slow. pls forgive me. =)Just when i tot im not having any plans tdy. i did. lunch wif Mel at paragon. Went to shimbashi Soba there. Its all bcoz of my random food craving all of a sudden tht i decided to haf some japanese food. One thing abt jap food is not tht fattening, i like =) After tht we window-shopped at Taka shopping centre. Nth really nice to be bought over there now. I think i kinda saw Sher wif her bf near paragon too but she didnt saw me. Then Mel decided to go home by herself then i went to Anchorpoint to buy food and went back home. Feels good not having to work.
Goin out again tmr noon. Meeting Ie Wern and Enxuan at JP. Jap food again.
St james outing will hafta wait, i guess. sighs.
Well, 22 is just a number, Im still forever like a 12 year-old. laughs.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
7:41 PM
I took half day off to do my powerpoint for next week's presentation. Noora, one of my colleagues said "its only us, dont need to worry abt it". But hey, precisely the people i know, thts y i worry. im probably one of the weirdos, i know. My superior 'shoot' me a qn juz before i left her room, she asked me, "are u goin to study or not?" im totally stunned ok. i mean thts juz so random. i told her the truth tht i wanna take part time. then she gave me the shocked look n said tis, "oh u mean those night classes, once or twice a week tht kind?". i nodded. she said, "but ull still be staying wif us rite? i mean we've trained u and u've been wif us for almost coming 2 yrs....ect;" (she sound like as though im leaving now) ok guessed my ans is only 'errr..ya". lol i really haf no idea how to ans ok. =.=I wanna blog abt tis foreign worker(malaysian) which i did dispensing 2 days ago.
Me: Can tell me ur work permit number?
He: 9#######
Me: Huh?
He: U wan handphone number rite?
Me: ehh no ! ur WORK permit number.
why wld i wan his hp number, for goodness sake!
D is still irritating me like ****(inserts censored word). Tdy i was like counting Librax, 224 tablets ok and he went on and on saying 'xy ni ke yi de, ni ke yi de, yao bu yao wo bang ni'(means u can, u can. wan me to help u or not) He said tht not only once WHILE i was counting. if tis line comes out frm anybody im fine. but frm him, no hes never sincere in his words so it gets really irritating. N jx happened to be ard to help me wif the other meds and he 'shoot' him wif tis, "if she lost count now, then ull help her to count ok" D kept quiet. Nice.
Im experiencing some kind of a emotional rollercoaster right now. Instead of keeping things to myself, i told people how i really felt juz now. those who really know whats gg on recently and those who cared to ask. Thanks to those whos been here for me. I hope after all tis, i'll be a much more stronger person. I know i will be, juz a matter of time.
Im so glad Fiz is okay already. =)
2 more days to being 22 ! i've already received advanced wishings frm people already. thankyou all !
Sunday, July 13, 2008
11:31 PM
One of the worse feelings, ever. again.Is this like a karma thingy?
If it is, then tell me what and what i shld do.
Just when i thought this doesnt affect me anymore, it did.
Will i be happy again on 18th july? yet to tell. though i hope i will be.
I should haf listen to her(she shld know who she is), instead of what my heart says.
Meeting Angie after work tmr for some religious activity. Hafta wear sth white and formal.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
11:58 PM
To sum it up. Good frens, Seafood Platter, Shopping(though i din bought any stuff), Dark mocha frappuccino frm Starbucks is awesome. taste too good to be true, addictive mocha indeed. i want more =DThe cream puffs frm chewy junior really means chewy. thanks kc for telling me abt it. Good food always meant to be shared among people =D
Being emo isnt a good way to solve any problems.
Screw them all. Life is juz too short for any unnecessary dramas.
I want more dark mocha frap frm Starbucks. sheesh.
