♥ freedom writer
Sunday, December 31, 2006
3:31 PM
Im proud to say im thinkin lesser of him these few days.
he alrd put me off to BITS everyone! i deleted every single smses tht we exchanged, not a single trace of it! tis is a lesson for me and to him. to my male friends, pls dont ever play wif a girl's feeling coz if u did, u can nv reverse everything back and pretend nth has happened.
I dont want a guy whos sweet to me everytime anymore, but someone who can be "mean" (mean -has its own thinkin, doesnt hafta follow to suit my 'needs' and be able to banter wif me every now and then) and "sweet" at the right time and probably doesnt mind making a "fool" of himself every once in a while infront of me. since im like tht. laughs. how interesting can tht be. and one more thing, i hate guys who uses pick-up lines. but so far, the guys i know they used those which doesnt impress me alot. ew, hair stands.
and just a few days back, me and fifi saw a malay guy who looks a tinge like cristiano ronaldo!
tho we both aint a big fan of him but to see someone who look like him IN SINGAPORE is like 'woah crap u cant believe tis pls'. until u hafta see it for urself. and the incident was hilarious man! pls refer to 'my links' under fizah's blog for info. and find the 30th dec entry. as i think abt it, im laughin to myself. im a tad too nutty.
Went down to Jeffrey's place for hair-cut and highlight.
He seem shocked tht i wanna cut my hair coz apparently, he doesnt wan to. He asked me, "U dont want to keep ur long hair? confirmed or not??!" i was like, "yaya, but well not too short tht is..mayb till shoulder-length(points at my shoulder)". He's still amazed at me. everyone else's too. "XY! WHY U CUT SHORT??", "IS IT VERY SHORT?", "URE MAD, U NEED TO SEE A DOCTOR"..i got tis sort of replies like tht for one night. funnie thing is tis aint the first time i got my hair cut short. and tis isnt shortest i can get pls. doesnt matter, my hair tends to grow v fast. in a weeks time, it will be longer and cny time i dont haf to cut again. hahs, and i muz thank Jeffrey for the layering coz in tis way, i get to style messy!! =x hahas. im exploring new ways of styling. lol.
no more strands of gold, brownish hair but strands of copper red now. woosh, new start of the new year (: and half the time at the salon is jeffrey talkin to me and not the other way round. he's so not him! ie wern is gg down tdy so she might hafta see the 'change' in him. he's much talkative now. aiyo. and half the time im thinkin of hw to ans his qns coz he always ask qns i dunno hw to ans and same for me. lols.
Will be meeting up hb later at TBP to buy stuff for dearest leon coz will be meeting him in few hours time. wad a great new year it will be.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
8:41 PM
After tdy, i can reassure myself something..
is that he aint worth my time.
now i know why despite all my efforts in letting him know how i feel,
hate the fact when he keep things to himself.
if not for the fact tht i knew it frm another girl, i'll probably be still kept in the dark.
and yes u dont hafta expect anything coming out frm a girl u dislike.
I got hit to the bottom and he doesnt even know why.
thanks for the belated christmas pressie, dork.
time heals wound. what cliche isnt it. yuck.
i bought my $36 bag frm the wallet shop.
absolutely lovee.
Friday, December 22, 2006
7:14 PM
I found my earring on the same day eventually. dont ask hw it happened.
it just DID. miraculously. Thank God(:
I got my bonus juz few days back.
Yayness. gonna buy myself more things for my bonus.
I haven been shopping much these few weeks u see. heh.
Went one round at Jurong point last night after my training at JMC, and bot tis phone pouch at The Wallet Shop. I wanna buy the myuk bag as well but i realized i haven got much money left yesterday and atm card isnt wif me. Gonna get tht bag by hook or by crook! tmr or sunday. yeah (: if possible, shan wld be following on sunday. pray hard.
Christmas is almost ard the corner.
Gosh, my fav season pls. rented 'Ultraviolet', 'High Sch Musical' and 'Take the Lead' to watch on the christmas night. yes, kinda like a movie marathon. enjoyment (: hope the movies are gd.
I gave up finding Summary concert. its nowhere to be found.
and if i pre-order frm Mise, it wld cost abt $125. hw to buy. =(
and the saddest thing is MNG sale starts TDY, i dont even haf time to go down can! damn.
im so sad la. grr..
Friday, December 15, 2006
8:15 PM
DAMN!! I lost THAT earring catherine gave me tdy!!!
well, i lost one side of it and the other is still intact.
how can i be so freaking careless??
its the only earring that works like screw and i can WEAR it coz some ppl shld noe i haf no freaking earholes. and yes, its nice coz its diamond-like.
Called up FOS juz now, the place tht i might haf lost my earring there.
I hope they found my earring and give me a call. but i doubt the possibility is high.
im so damn suay tis week i tell u all.
i juz broke a bottle of cough syrup yesterday at the dispensin area!
gosh, what luck i've got tis week!
I found out tht Mise is relocated at Level 9 of Orchard Cineleisure.
and tht is why i cldnt find the shop juz nw. =.=
I needed tht Johnny Summary Concert very much la...!!
Im currently comtemplating whether i shld cut my hair tis festive season or shld i juz wait till next year. Wanted a shorter hair coz i might look more refresh tht way. I wanna re-highlight my hair again, hair color is fading. My fringe is growing long and i hate it coz they curl. zzz! Im complaining abt my HAIR yet again. right.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
7:11 PM
Dinner at Internation Business Park in JE wif my family on Monday.
We went to the restaurant called 'The Penang Place'.
The food there is damn worth i tell u. and good service too.
Perfect ambience for couples. =x damn. like what am i thinkin abt huh. lols.
Its quiet and they played music like classical and sometimes christmas songs.
Gaves me the very 'christmasy' feeling. i CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
Yups, i will bring my frens there during my bday if possible. coz i like it there. the ambience esp and food. yums.
Training at JMC last night. boringboring.
Another 3 more sessions to bear. Crap!
On the lighter note, yes im finally on leave tis FRIDAY! yippeee!
and sister is another follower. shes applying the same day as me. funnie woman!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
11:55 PM
My last weekend was pretty well-spent.
Went in search for 'Summary' DVD concert but i STILL cldnt find it. frm Laserflair, Sembawang, CD Rama to Music Junction...HMV heeren, citylink and god knows where.
its irony when sometimes u aint lookin for sth, it appears RIGHT in front of u but when u start finding them, ull find tht they're gone alrd. i regretted totally! i miss NewS!!~ at least im satisfied tht i bought evan, cai ming you's cd. my prince charm. =))
Met up wif Sir and Steph aminah last sunday at JE. No nice movies there so decided not to watch any of em. Walk ard the shophouses and find tht they are alot of shoe shops but we didnt buy any. lucky tis time rd Steph didnt influence me anything =x lol. Had dinner over at Pizzahut. yumsyums. <33 hawaiian pizza. Bought again another new game at Popular. and know what, i regretted buying coz the game itself lags big time! darn.
Tomorrow's K-box session!!
This week's rather slow. gosh.
Ciaoz!
Saturday, December 02, 2006
11:35 PM
Catherine said tis to me yesterday: "U look tired and so stressed...tht ur pimples are popping out alrd" =.=" beats me. i haf one on my nose and other near my lips. wad a place rite! @!#
Dinner & Dance is finally over..not much happenings down there except for the FOOD and the eye candy at my table! a dentist frm bbk but too bad, attached.
took quite alot of photos wif my colleagues tht day wif tht indian baju. will upload some of the nice pics on friendster. love them lots! im starting to miss them alrd! in fact, there are more like frens to me.
My first day posted at clementi branch tdy.
boring place. i dont really like dispensing over there.
the lights there are so dim! and so damn small! =.="
"complained" to fizah abit tdy n i think we kinda haf a 'bad feeling' abt the place now.
i hate the word 'ADAPT' coz thts the only thing i can do now and sometimes it may juz backfires.
we shall see abt tht. its time for me to THINK POSITIVELY. its only for 2-3 months (:
Meeting 2S tmr! finally..
p.s : im in love wif evan yo though i think i fell in love wif his violin first.
play me canon in d and i'll juz go gaga at u instantly. anyone.