♥ freedom writer

Thursday, March 30, 2006
11:28 PM

Hey guys!
im finally back to update.
yeah, abt my new job.
i finally realized hw 'stressful' it is to be a perm staff at a company coz somehow or rather bosses will always be ard to set expectations. im speaking in general, not so much of a temp or part-time basis but yeah...expectation does lead to stress. n if we fail to meet all the expectations, it means schizophrenic. =/

to almost summed up what i did at office tis week.
well, basically sorting invoices and thts not all, i need to file them according to the diff customers they haf. im talkin abt one big pile of invoices here, not forgetting the number of customers i haf and simply hafta file them according to their invoice number frm small to big. its all manual n its juz scary ok. but at least now i had a better understandin of the diff biomed companies, labs, hospitals, the science faculty of ntu, nus, the various health institutions and also the different parts of biopolis thts running. quite useful though.

im supposed to be learning the new software database tdy, but ended up reading thru their products online the whole day. everybody seems so busy. haii..and i feel damn utterly useless like tht. =\ i think my mentor shld be teaching me hw to use the software tmr ba. hope she wld be patient enuff coz im simply a software idiot leh XD! all database. siao liao tmr.

everyone's quite friendly towards to me though. hahas.
at least now i can be slightly more open to them than i was on the first day. =s
and the company has simply more girls than guys =/
only like 5 guys..but only one of em frm sales i find...cute. i think i like his smile ba. if he dont smile then not cute le =x coz he smiled to me on the third day of my work. i think got 2 times le. hahas..then i came to work tis morning, he said gd morning to me and smiled. gosh. so kawaii neh. lols. oops. am i supposed to blog tis down? ok, pls ignore me. hahas.

Alright!
FINALLY, its FRIDAY!
yay! means a day tht i can wear smart casual and not formal.
I bought my first pair of heels and bag for less than 60 bucks i think. best buy. muz buy hahas.
the heels hurt my feet though. =(

Ok, thts all folks!
Ciaoz. i got to get ready for bedtime now! =)

Monday, March 27, 2006
12:04 AM

I regret myself for not goin to the event tdy.
was shocked when i knew how early it ended.
thanks huibing for the brief update.
you online later and tell me more abt it la ok? word for word. lols.
oh yeah, and i din expect joel wld help me wif the autograph yesterday. i tot he juz helped me to send regards thts all. hoho. zuan dao! =x thanks to him man.

hope to see leon on 8th april. wish to hear him sing, take pics wif him, take auto frm him ect;
feel like hearing his 'kiss goodbye' and 'jiu shi ai ni' again. V nice! =)
long time nv hear him sing 'ai wo hai shi ta' le. his revival song. =) dunno when can hear him sing tht again hor. lol!

My first day of work later.
9am-6pm.
no idea wht i'll be expecting there but hope it wld be sth tht can make me learn and ppl there are nice enuff then im more than happy alrd =)
Im off to bed then!
Nites all! =)

Saturday, March 25, 2006
5:50 PM

I've juz watched the sg women's table tennis juz now on channel 5.
the sg women's table tennis team rock!
esp zhang xueling and li jiawei. they rock man!
they clinched the gold medal for women's doubles!
im soo proud of them =)

Hope all goes well in his performances later and tmr.
the timing changed for tmr changed to 815pm liao. half an hr earlier.
i still dunno if i can go or not coz i dunno wht time everything will end and hw long will the fans 'mobbed' him until. though i reallie hope i can go down tmr. argh. i dunnoo!! how??! but i working on monday need to slp early also if not i will be late which i cannot afford to. haii..=\ tian arhh! why so coincident i need to start work the next day!!
miss him.

**listening to: dong li huo che - zhong yu ming bai**

Friday, March 24, 2006
1:33 AM

Please come and support Nathaniel Ho and our local act scene here.
Nathaniel is a reallie talented and friendly dude whom you've probably seen him on Singapore Idol I, brief appearances in the idol drama, Shooting Stars or even some of the M1 advertisements tht you haf seen ard...ect;
The movie, Smell of Rain. its acted by him and some other local actor/actress.
They will haf this special movie screening at Picturehouse this coming ~~Saturday~~Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. I do hope many peeps can turn up to support tis local production. it shld be gd ;)

For more info, pls refer to:
http://smellofrainmovie.com

12:54 AM

Its almost one hr past midnight.
My sister juz said tis to me, "enjoy ur last weekday later =)"
its sounds sarcastic.
yuck!

I can see tht quite a couple of ppl had alrd started work earlier than me.
I saw Josh's blog, he started work at Maybank alrd! so frickin fast cans.
im booohooo! one week slower. diao. nvm.
wonder hows Pengli's application for golf course worker. it simply makes me wonder wht tht position does...pick balls??! lols.

It was Ie wern's bday juz now.
had lunch over at her house. it was Pizzahut.
and before tht, i had major stomachache. went toilet twice. wth. so, din ate much for lunch.
just one piece of pizza and 3 drumlets. yum yum the drumlets. heh.
While bday girl went to doll herself up, we watched tis hk show on vcd. o.O! myolie act one. =D
the show frickin funnie la. simply love her to core! <33~
Then we left hse ard almost late afternoon, to Plaza Sing.
It was quite a bad choice? i dunno. well, to me tht is. din expected it to be soo plain there.
we spent like half the time at where?! Times Bookshop. LMAO! =x
but i also din buy any books there coz i still got Harry Potter at home. anyway wont haf the time since work is starting next week. zzz. sian.

But i bought sth as a kind of reward and relaxation for me over the weekend.
THE LIMITED EDITION ALBUM OF................

FALL OUT BOY!! =D

and i just learnt a malay word tdy.
COMEL~ ure so comel~~ it means ure so cute. lols.
thanks iylia and ain for translating. hahahas..

Thursday, March 23, 2006
12:40 AM

YAY! i passed all my modules! =)
GPA under safe zone. hoho.

Clinical Trial: B
Pharmacotherapy & Pharmacy Practice: C+
Pharm Legislation & Marketing: C
Sports Psychology: B
Project II: B

Not very fantastic but not bad alrd considering its PBL, and not lecture-based.
i hafta say i reallie hate PBL sometimes. but i've come so far le. it did benefited me in some ways.
and i think i've alrd did my best tis sem le.
last sem was disastrous. yeah, some of them shld noe why.
hahas, am so contented now.
new job and this.

Our motivator helped. =)

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
12:01 AM

I was soo happy wif yesterday's Star Idol's result. Bryan won! yayness.
but CSS result juz hafta disappoint me. why??!
Adriano's voice so nice can. and i shall not be mean by elaborating on the other two.
I still love Leon's version of 'Jiu Shi Ai Ni'. nobody can beat tht. =)
am so not lookin forward to the finals la.

Feeling abit sian now.
starting work in one week's time.
excited but at the same time also scared to face the working society.
ughh. im so contradicting.

Went down to office tdy and signed the offer of employment.
then later went down to find Jaddine to pay her the money.
Had lunch at Food Republic. first time eating there. woah. the food....damn ex! haii..broke =(
Also went shopping. Bought another formal clothes and skirt. frm Osmose.
Spent abt 100-120 bucks tdy. =s

Stayin home tmr to play gb and read my fav harry potter book.

For now, enjoy the pics i've stolen frm steph's blog =x
Edited version.

Ciaoz!

Monday, March 20, 2006
11:29 PM

a candid shot of me using the louya phone of mine. SIGH~

11:26 PM

this is me and steph~ dont be mistaken we aint t.a.t.u. =x

Saturday, March 18, 2006
5:24 PM

Nice to be back here and blog.
Reallie had nth to blog nowadays. life is getting boring. is tis the life i wanted?
no, i doubt so. school-less is soo not fun man.
if you think it is, think again.
you worry more than anything else. money issue, finding a job, sian and of coz some of my frens might be worrying abt whether they will get into a uni or not.
i hate to grow up. really. but i cant escape coz thts reality.

I went for interview.
this time is at a biomed company as Customer Service Admin. yeah.
well, i can say the interview was a smooth-sailing one. if not for the fact tht i forgot to switch silent mode to my phone. like crap la. I ACTUALLIE FORGOT SUCH IMPT THING! *slaps forehead* but guess tht did not affect the outcome. woo..oh yeah, i noticed tht the ppl working there are rather serious? hope they are not those v inapproachable kind or i will juz cry, literally.
my agent told me tht they say im bubbly. is tht so? LOL! =x

After my interview, i went town. preparing to meet slayer, steph and iylia.
They went to eat at iylia's hse, whereas i ate alone in town lo. mos burger! then went food court to drink. muz be wondering why i dowan to drink at mos burger, coz i can save money ma. im frickin poor! muahaha! cheapo me la! lol. Then msg steph to meet at Cine entrance. on my way to Cine, i saw caixia! then she saw me in formal la. so frickin funnie she say. ugh. not i want to wear like tht to meet frens one k. lols. but not bad la, she told me she workin at Cine and giving out flyers for some promotion now...chat abit la...the usual. hope her manager din see =/ then i say hafta go first. if i noe slayer, steph and iylia might be late, i cld haf talked longer wif caixia la. jkjk. the frickin air-con at Cine is soo not cold. and wif the formal clothes on, it juz gets even worse. then i msg slayer say im gg to suffocate. =x i nv lie, its true. the air-con like equivalent to no air-con. he replied sayin two more stops. liar la. 2 more stops where got so long de. make me happy only. =/

While we were singing at K-box, i kept receiving phone calls frm my agent.
she asked where am i and told me to come down taka to find her coz she wanted to hand me sth. I shared my gd news (tht i got the job, yeah) wif slayer, steph and iylia. they all so happy for me. haahhas. but slayer laughed at my salary. TMD! not bad alrd k =x

Tis morning woke up early to go K-box wif my jie.
i feel like a total 'Queen of k-Box'! LOL! =x
dum tee dum.

if only im half as hot as paris hilton. (in my dreams) lol!

Ciaoz!

Monday, March 13, 2006
11:33 PM

wickerEmasuriya tan joshua kane and me. this is what happens when you haf a frien wif VERY long names, you juz feel like emphasizing the letter. lols. woot!
and this is how the starfish wld look standing beside me. this is the second pic. well, the first pic was blurred!

Thursday, March 09, 2006
4:15 PM

I dunno if i shld be sad or angry?
sad coz i din get the job. dunno wht happened to it also.
i cant say i screwed up the interview coz they din ask me much qn also.
angry coz i waited for them for almost an hr. worse thing is they actuallie dissuaded me to take up the position after hearing my biomed backgrd coz apparently like wad i told kc juz now (juz sms him and told him the stuff), mayb my diploma in biomed sci is too gd for clinic assistant and they afraid i might not stay long? =/ am i holding too much doubts on this job?
my biomed sci diploma juz screwed it up. cant believe it man. this is so crap =s the HR peeps will transfer my application to some other areas instead...SOMETHING tht SUITS my diploma tht is. i dunno hw long can i wait.

IM SO DAMN ANNOYED NOW!!
nth is gg the right way.
was even more suay yesterday.
ran to many places to get my stuff for the interview done. sweat all over for tht.
and now this..

Maybe i juz ran out of luck.
but still, thanks to those who wished me beforehand =)
was so touched tht kc still msged me last nite to wish me again and hes first to ask me how was the interview. (piggy, honoured leh..i mentioned u so many times. LOL! =x)

-im in foul mood now-

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
1:26 AM

I received numerous phone calls frm my job agent tdy.
All thanks to the phone conference wif Keke and Iylia...i forgot to charge my hp last nite.
so i off it the whole morning. Jaddine called me many times...i can hear the phone ringing frm the living room but i din pick it up. Wow thank God she called back and left an sms as well. reallie need to apologize for tht. and YES, i got an interview this thurs!
Thanks Jen, Liang, the two Wilson i noe, piggy Kai chun ect; for the luck. i will make full use of it...well, i hope =)) esp piggy and Wilson..thanks for making the effort to talk some sense to me juz now. well it did! hahahs. To my friends, u all shall be my support.

Went down to 2 places tdy. TBP and Suntec. TBP trip is a waste of time, energy and money. the formal clothes are reallie ugly. So came to Suntec..Esther is totally right abt Suntec being the nicest place to shop for formal clothes, indeed. i bot my blouse and skirt within an hr and im VERY satisfied wif my purchases. I love the blouse i bot frm Dano =) I missed out the shoes! how crap is tht huh..Gonna run to PS tmr and get. Gg down Queensway Shopping Centre to photocopy my IC and certs as well. AHH. so many things to do. =s
the problem now is: How do i actuallie go to my interview place? goshhh! sigh =x

Should i go to bed or play GB?

Ok, pictures again. enjoy~

1:24 AM

jen is crushing ppl. lol!

1:05 AM

jen, xiuhui and me at jen's class. xoxoxo

Monday, March 06, 2006
1:16 AM

Haf finally uploaded some pics here.
pictures wif friends and individual pics of friends.
pls enjoy.
shall not update any further now. just look at the pics and decipher. lol!