Thursday, September 30, 2004
4:48 AM
yeah...i woke up at abt 11am. and thts consider quite an achievement for me actually. hahaz! *clapsclaps* supposed to call enxuan to cancel today's appointment as i will be goin somewhere wif some other peeps. heh! cant split myself into half can! so thts done alrdy! yay! wee~ i wanna watch the musical, Mama Mia! everyone who watches it says it gd!! damn..no $ can! watch crapz lar! how i wish i can watch a proper musical at esplanade! tht will be pretty cool! yeah..alicia and i were discussing abt Mama Mia tis morning, those critics tht we heard so far..and right now, noone complains tht its not gd! and we both got the same fate. want to watch but no $$!..pretty sad rite? haiz..
So cool tht im doin multitasking here. typing tis, lunch, chatting wif marts(sorry marts for flooding ur tagboard juz nw. heh!)and listening to Clay Aiken's 'I Will Carry You' over and over again...thts life ok!..seems like im someone who gets satisfied easily. haha..
I almost forgot tht yesterday was supposed to be 'Mooncake festival'..im pretty slow can! was wondering why there are so many mooncakes in my hse..mooncakes almost everywhere!! tis is crazy..
Wellz, im goin out in a while..goin some lib to look for my friens and at the same time go return my bk. poor me gotta go look for them! haiz..
Ok. time to go prepare some stuff now. seeya!
-listening to: clay aiken - I will Carry You
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
11:36 AM
I nv really went to the lib todae. seems like the whole day i've been lazing ard the house and staring at the com screen like one retard, but i ain't one =) but hope to becoming one!! -evil laughter-
Im soooo bored!! one grp of my friens studying and another grp of them working part-time. then im at home slacking!? absolutely boring can!! OK! better hopes for tmr..weeeee! tmr's gonna be havoc! =X
Then juz now i tried clearing away those anonymous ppl on my msn contact list, making way for more ppl like daniel and angie. come to think it, despite knowing angie for like almost a yr, i nv tried adding her b4. lOlx! hw stupid man! and i got a hard time deleting cuz i got like 150 peeps on my list and thts the max. it can go! im juz lazy to even open my other a/c. =/
Exchanged bloggies wif kel juz now..love her songs section, so damn cool! shall steal her codes one day..haha! =P thankie kel! =) and i also did tis whole new arrangement for "My Friends" section. looks abit neater now. 'hees..
5:15 AM
I've realised tht my entries are getting shorter and shorter as days go by. tis means im lazy to update again. bah~ heck! juz hope tis entry can be long enough.
So yesterday was kinda boring, only manage to stay at home to do my report...think thts kinda screwed up for my report and everything, we are supposed to choose 1 qn out of 2 and the qns were like this:
1) The challenges faced by pharmaceutical companies in Singapore OR
2) Overview of a secondary drug production process
like some stupid geog kinda qn! and obviously for me i'll choose the ones tht i hav the model ans to refer to isnt it? chose qn 2, tho every single one and every students will end up having the same ans and juz diff phrasing. haha! Then was talking to a new-found frien called jake while i was doin my report. wellz, i cannot judge tht fellow as i only knoe him like 2 daes or so. yeah cant tell much, but he dont look erm..chinese to me? but he said he is a PURE chinese! cant believe a chinese would hav tht kind of features! life's nv fair! bleahzz! then brandon called..sorry to keep him waiting! i was trying to shut down my com(& wad a slow com ey!) and getting off the conversation wif tht jake person so tht i can call him back. wasted 15 mins and finally managed to call and explain some stuff to him.
Then iylia called like during midnight..telling me tht zach called. eh ger!..forget abt all ur plans, dont pissed le! at least he think of u in the middle of the night to call mar..lOlx! think abt it, its ur choice. =)
Im in love with Switchfoot's song now!! they absolutely rawk my foot! LOL! i meant it in a nice way =)
I better stop here to go for lunch nw. most prolly goin lib to slack ard if its not gonna rain later..hah! ciaoz! long enough? =X
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
7:02 AM
Hmm..Hmm..wellz! im online doing some report stuff which is gonna be due on this thursday. since when schools are tht nice to let u off juz like tht during holidays? right? RIGHTTT! =P there goes my plans for today. was supposed to be outside by now, but damn all my reports!! i frigging hate tis yea! after one week of rest last week, im back to the "busy mode" again tis week, but its not so bad tis week as i wont be dealing wif alot of deadlines and projects tis time round. at least =) sings: its oright~ im okay~ i think God can explain~ heh..ok my singing sux! oright. gotta go then. bye!
Sunday, September 26, 2004
2:10 PM
I HATE my hair!!!!! when issit gonna be cut?? wad?? yeahhh..takes ages! i dunnoe when, but soon. =) hate the SUPER LONG hair now! cuz ppl think i look like SADAKO (character in The Ring) when i let my hair down >.<|| thnx peeps for tht remark yeah..argh.
Thnx beth for listening to me last nite..i cannot imagine my life w/o u yeah. heh! u listened and gave me ur support. wad a GREAT PAL man! u rawk!...and hope everything will be perfectly fine for u. After A levels, guess wad? MOVIESSSS! and more movies!! hehe..
My sister and i actually stayed up until 2 plus to SING! gawsh! singing while others were sound asleep..haha. we were singing and recording it down wif her own hp...and wondering how screwed when both of us sound like we were almost the same! hah! MADNESS! hope we din wake any of our neighbours tho. haha..SO FUN!!
Saturday, September 25, 2004
8:16 AM
Im pissed!!!...fcuking unhappy abt what had happened this morning!!! damnation! wanna noe how i got cheated? yea. it goes like tis: last night, person A called me and ask me to go to tht freakin company tht i got interviewed last week, yea so she asked me to go wif her..i asked "for wad?" since i alrdy decided not to enter the marketing side. then she was like "oh Mr Lincoln(director of the company) wans to talk to u abt some stuff" then i was like "huh? abt wad? dont tell me its regarding the job and products again?" then she said "NO" i stressed the word 'NO'...she actually said no to me ok! and she said i better come cos its impt. damnit shldnt hav place so much trust on her then. I went this morning..i actually did bcos i trust her soo much! i met up wif Person B and reached there early and waited until Person A came. Then saw the lady who interviewed me the other time and she was like "eh..xy..u finally came!" like so friggingly fake! Person A din mention anything either. So i went breakfast wif Person A, B, tht lady and 2 guys...guess wad? after breakfast tht lady asked Person A and B to go up first and she will talk to me abt some stuff...Person A even smiled happily at me to say "bye"...damnit baby. i knew i felt sth not right then..after they left, the lady was trying to persuade me into this marketing line. like wad kinda of crap! i SAID MANY TIMES i've no interest in marketing and u're still asking me back! nonsense!! and i nv even agree tht im gonna work wif her! never did i agree oright! plus the fact tht i alrdy felt betrayed by my frien, u think i'll still listen to her! they can even buy my frien juz to get me in, cunning ppl!....
oh man! is this a joke? can u imagine ur own close frien doin tis to u? nv did i expect tht either...im so damn disappointed so much so tht im pissed! and of cos i wouldnt tell her straight in the face tht i felt betrayed..anyway whats the point? what has happened alrdy happened! it happen now, it may happen again rite? wads the point rite? i juz got to be street smart i guess.
- mood: confused and disappointed
Friday, September 24, 2004
10:03 AM
Haha..im finally back frm a dreadful afternoon. spent unproductive hours doin wad? err..nuts!..i dunno wht i've been doin either. bahz..wadever!
O well. i dare to hope and assume tht he's ok now. =) he called me back juz now..i asked him to sing some songs so tht he will feel better and everything. he did and hope he can sing away all his unhappiness. heh..be happy oright! :) half-way thru the conversation, stupid zach disguising his voice as a girl to talk to me. and i actually believe its some ger doin at brandon's hse. SICKO zachariah tan! =X stop gaying wif bran! hahaha. whoops! better stop here before someone scolds me.
Nel nel nel! hmm. another wheelchair person! ogling at girls or wad? anyway..juz 3 mc's mar. haha..owell, hope he get well soon =) same goes to brandon...my precious dear! pls dont rock ur wheelchair anymore! haha..;)
7:05 AM
Ok..i was supposed to meet my friens juz now, but wad? i woke up late again. phone keep ringing non-stop! sorri...i nv meant to stood u guys up. dui bu qi! =(
Hmm..owell..today's elizabeth last day of prelims! woohoo..she actually called me last nite to ask if im free to watch Dodgeball wif her in the morning! u see, i cant even wake up early in the morning so hw to go wif her rite? thts the thing man. so prolly gonna postpone it to other daes and see how it goes. 'jeez...but why Dodgeball??????? issit tht NICE? i hate to say i really dislike Ben Stiller!..Jim Carrey better rite? =Xx haha oright, cut the crapz now! =X
Hehe...very pleased wif my tagboard. i think my tagboard is the most active tagboard i've ever seen! haha
p/s: sorry to him. mayb i nv even tried or mayb i nv even tried hard enough. sometimes its juz so hard to reach u. what lies beneath is tht i really love u and miss u. hate to see u feeling hurt. hate to see u pissed..juz hope u feel better. =)
Thursday, September 23, 2004
9:52 AM
Argh! im so freakin bad mood today...or shall i say im alrdy like tht last nite. dont ask wad happen..u dont even wanna noe. i hope im not having my pms again..watched Titanic last nite..my sis complained tht shes sick of the show. but who cares rite! i mean its so damn touching! haha.
Sometimes i wish ure here, but ure always not here when i needed u the most..issit so hard to juz give me a 5 mins call? sometimes i even think he call more overseas than he's in sg. i wish i can juz leave singapore for a holiday nw, better than to stay here. i dont think my presence even make a diff to him anyway.
O well, enough of all tht, i gotta be happy rite? life dont necessarily go smoothly u see and i dont like torturing myself like tht. my emotions cant be kept always...i need a breather. so juz now, i went out wif a frien for lunch at queensway shoppin centre, cos thts nearest for me. heh' and we shop ard for clothes and water bottles. think i juz need to do some budgeting and stuff and thts it =) i wanna get the addidas water bottle and tht fila polo shirt..hiak hiak! BUDGETING!! gonna revise my whole wishlist again..hmm hmm..wad else? then i went to guardian lookin for moisturisers..no hazeline! only saw what anne recommended me the other day, nivea body - avocado oil...err...only for body? i wan face moisturisers too!! bahz..too much things to buy. im dead! hah..
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
8:24 AM
My Imagination
Awful Me
The mirror reflects
Catastrophe
My private thoughts
Vogue magazine
Human perfection
Imperfect teen
Unsaid truth
Homecoming scene
Everyone envies
The Beauty Queen
Silent secrets
My heart's a stone
If im not beautiful
I'll be alone
My thoughts feel ugly
I say good-bye
If i can't be perfect
I'll surely die
Until i learn
a truth more pure
Within is where true
beauty does endure
I'm lookin up
There is no storm
I'll trust my heart
To keep me warm
Mirror, mirror
Show me how
To love myself
Starting now
- leslie hendrickson
Nice poem...love this one! =)
Nowadays, i find ppl juz dont love themselves as much and yet claims tht they love someone alot alot and willing to die for tht particular person. thts wad i call pile of sh**! hw to love others when u dont even love urself! boo!....yes, ppl may think so and so who said "im willing to die for u" is such a romantic thing to do..think abt it, why would u wan someone u love to suffer the pain of living w/o u? thts so selfish rite?..well. i nv thot of tht until months ago someone said he wanna live longer than me, i was wondering why he wanna say tht, but when he told me tht he dowan me to suffer the pain living w/o him, i felt tht it make sense somehow. tho i dont think he rmbs wad he said tht day but i'll rmb it, always. =) p/s to him: thankew! for u are the one who taught me the meaning of love..
Trying so much to be like tht particular person tht u adore, so unprofessional! no uniqueness either.
Channel 5 is goin to show Titanic once again. as usual, im goin to watch Part 2 cos thts the part tht i find is most touching for me.
Contradicting thots goin thru my head nw, i think i dont even understand myself, or mayb i'll never understand.
::my childish thots::my wishful thinking::
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
7:39 AM
Suppose to go back to sch for some stuff but was really lazy, so continued my sleep and pretended to be sick. lOlx! was suppose to hav training for tht job im talkin abt for past the few daes, i've decided to turn down the offer. bleah! i dont really care abt being broke, since my parents said they are not gonna cut down my expenses for the next month. haha..wee wee!..but i still hav to make do wif my alrdy reduced expenses this month which sucks!
Well, yesterday was a special date..thot he've forgotten abt it, but on the other hand, i dont think he will ever forget, mayb sth happened or wad, was worried at first but told myself it wont happened and told myself tht prolly hes busy wif sth. waited and waited...minutes passed like hours..was abt to give up waiting for his call...but guess wad? he called at 11pm..was quite shocked! and he was like "hey hi..happy anniversary to u" i guessed tht he had juz reached home and he explained to me tht he fell down n was in the hospital for observation the whole day, so he onli manage to call me after he reached home. man! i tot tht was really sweet. i shld say i was like kinda touched. yeah.
**Thankew! the love u gave warms my heart**
-listening to avril lavigne - freak out
Monday, September 20, 2004
4:39 AM
Ok. Juz had this terrible dream or shall i say a horrible nightmare, shall not elaborate wad. I think im juz too stressed-up by some stuff recently..sch projects ect;...hope its sorely bcos of projects. Think im turning nuts soon. im really getting tired and tmr im goin back to sch for some stuff again.
So yesterdae was quite ok....juz feeling very tired. went to ITE(Dover) headquarters for the registration, mentor drove us there...din noe its so near-by acsi. haha. so yeap..aftertht i went home to prepare my stuff for goin out, while enxuan n ie wern went orchard for lunch..din really bother to follow cos of tiredness and anyway i will also be having lunch wif some other friens...rmb tht yuwen's gonna treat me and huimin pizza!! tried the Otah Otah Delight!..it was quite ok..tho huimin said it din met her expectation..nvm. mayb my expectation too low. was really starving at tht time tht i din really bother to take notice. yeah. its tht pathetic! Took some pics wif huimin's digicam and yuwen's new phone. Our poses were really screwed up..running out of ideas for poses..haha. rmb the 5566 pose..it was funnie! lOlx!
And todae's the 19th! =)
Saturday, September 18, 2004
10:10 AM
Went to Life Science Symposium talk todae..went to buona vista. haha. juz so near my hse..wee wee! Reached the mrt station and saw alot of rp peeps waiting for friens yea. im there waiting wif alicia, then enxuan came..din noe ie wern was juz behind us until she came over to find us. >.< The talk was frm morning 8.30am till evening which is juz now, 5.30pm..thot the talk was quite ok if its not tht long. I was shocked tht anne came for the talk! goodness crap! viki din tell me anything, said it was some surprise for me..like real lar! =X anne! Thnx for flooding my tagboard! =) hope it helps, tho im having some phobia talkin to my parents now. haha..im ok actually after u gave me tht shocked this afternoon. haha. ok lar. dont thicked-skinned...yeah so, i was actually listening to the talk all the way till noon, but ever since lunch and come back..i slept during some parts! =X oops. tho its rude but juz couldnt help it! not enuff slp!! josh, enxuan, manda and hanfeng also slept..lOlx. did catch some impt points during the sessions tho. hope im still able to do the report. bleah! i hope =) kept bumping onto ppl i dislike todae. urgh! screwed! juz pretend i nv see him..haha! wore this polo tee i borrowed frm my sistaz..first time in life in polo tee, can u believe..thot i look retarded at first. haha.
My schedule for tmr:
Goin to buona vista once again tmr morning..gonna meet up my mentor. crapz! i haven finish wad im suppose to finish!! doin it tonite tho =P last min work again. LOL! Then gonna meet yuwen and guys for lunch. pizzahut!! shes treating us. heh! i hope to leave early tho..cos im really really tired n i need to take a break frm all those outings organised by my sch for the past 2-3 daes. ok. guess u peeps noe my schedule, dont waste ur time calling on those times when im not home. to be exact for tmr, i will only be home frm 1pm - 2.30pm and frm 6pm all the way till nite...im accepting even midnight calls, but not too late like 1am. LOL! well. im checkin out frm here now. seeya!
Friday, September 17, 2004
10:11 AM
Once again, im feeling very sick!! stomach cramp....every month is bound to hav torture like tis. damn! hate tis idea man! but then its part of my life cycle.
Went to tis pharmaceutical site in the morning for tis so-called "excursion" but we are supposed to do a report on it which will be dued 2 weeks time..die! so many things to do, and im still think abt working! ahhh..talkin abt workin! sux! i think im getting really guilty abt all these damn thing i did....went to tis interview thingy todae..they actually accepted me and enxuan...kaoz! i tot it wont be tht easy. but wad. gave me nonsense! said we are in! =/ i feel guilty...guilty inside me. it sux! i lied to my parents to go for tis thing...din even discuss wif them. argh! tis is one stupidest thing tht i ever did! problem is how to tell my parents now? and if let say they goin to stop me and willing to give me pocket money, then hw am i gonna tell those peeps who had alrdy accepted me to tis part-time thingy? i think i suck!! normally i think b4 i act but tis time im not...i really feel bad inside out now. and plus the fact tht im sick now. argh! shitttt...i need comments frm u guys!! pls pls..tell me wad to do b4 monday comes!!!
So erm. the pharmaceutical site tht i went to for my excursion was erm.....ok i guess? slept on the sch bus all the way till i reach there. haha. the place was like sooo clean! tot some health freak would wanna work there =X cos u cant even see a single dirt on the floor or e walls. it sounds unbelievable, but its true! they showed us hw to make drugs and all tht, everything are all done wif machines..people are so lucky now. juz operate the machine and everything's done for them. hah...
Erm yeah..sound dead now. dont feel like blogging now. shall stop here. juz so stressed-up abt everything! everything! everything!.......urgh!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
10:34 AM
Hellooo! home again. ahhh. i miss my pillows and bolster, they are so huggable! =X i feel so sleepy nw..zzzz
I was late today again. im forever late!! argh! its not tht i want to! irritating alarm clock no batt! piece of crap! if not for ie wern's call, i wouldnt wake up...tried calling enxuan, but she nv switch on her phoneee..i was like "die lah!" then called her hse to check if shes home, =/ her mum said she went off...then ahh no choice call her hp again, nv switch on again. then gave up! after a while, phone rang again..tot mayb enxuan call...but its not. ITS HIM!!! nv heard his voice for like 2 weeks! n really miss him alot..alot! then juz now he called again...weeeeeee! im so happy! at least he rmb-ed tht its my holidays now. shit! im so not gonna write everything i feel onto tis entry cos its gonna be long and he's sure gonna tease me abt it..he amazingly can rmb wad i wrote on my previous entry, was damn embarassed by him juz now! he said he felt honoured tht he've changed my impression of ac guys blah blah and he was laughing away while tellin me tis! ah shit! tis is so embarassing anyway! besides tht, i really think he's so sweet....i feel like...haha nvm! =X brandon, wo ai ni! i'll wait for ur return on sunday!..haha
So today went to see tht job thingy, see wad they hav to offer..tht gal showed me ard like as tho i agreed to work there -_- i really hav to conclude tht working life is really sth diff frm schooling..*sigh* scary~ then rushed back to sch wif enxuan...late again! =X made ie wern wait there..sorry ger. then met my mentor discussed the crap project again..*sigh* boring stuff! the whole session sux....wanted so much to slp than listening to him. =/ sounds rude but seriously i dont feel listening to anyone at tht point in time. After everything, it rained..crapz..stuck in sch! ie wern asked her dad to fetch her, as well as me and enxuan. thnx =) while waiting, we went to the sch lib...borrowed bks again, one of the chicken soup series. LOL!..im craving for storybooks now
Crapz..im so slpy now! i need some jokes to wake me up!!....zzz! so tmr's schedule: goin to sch for some "excursion" in the morning (gotta wake up at 6am!! sian) and goin back to tht job thingy AGAIN in the afternoon. busy~~ ok. shall check out frm here now. byeee!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
10:20 AM
Hello peeps, today's marks the last day of semester 1..attendance was like..low? yeah..pathetically low! 9 peeps onli! lOlx. but class was quite fun today despite being the last day. kinda gotten use to it..anyway, Bye SM0205! i will miss u guys!! muack muack! heh.
Yeah..juz got back my new project organised by my sch mentor. shucks! help out stuff. so many manual admin work to do! *sigh* and the deadline is really tight! SATURDAY!! enxuan and i were appointed the chief of this whole event! Ok. blardy nervous!..i dunno hw it will turn out to be cos its really gonna be quite a big event organised on saturday and venue is gonna be at ITE Headquarters..eh peeps! do u hav any idea how to get to ITE dover campus?? i've no idea man! i juz noe its quite near to acsi! where issit? dunno..what bus to take? dunno and i hav to reach there by 9am on saturday..sheesh! why cant it be acsi!!?..hmph! save me the trouble at least. *sigh* but peeps, if ure free on tht day and if its really near ur hse, then come down kk? its gonna be a talk on entrepreneurship, student need to pay 5 bucks for registration fees, venue: ITE(dover) headquarter. time: 9am on Saturday. anyway i will be at the registration counter..haha. come down and support k! =P Gonna do my homework later. goin back to sch for tis crap thingy tmr again.
Received a phonecall frm Apex company juz now! they got tis part-time job offer!! gawsh! im broke n tis is a chance for me to earn money w/o beggin my mum for it(sound like im really desperate for money. hah) and its APEX!! APEX u noe!! its sth relating to the pharmaceutical side. ahh thts my interest u noe! woohoo. but then again. i dunno whether im taking up tis opportunity since its holidays or juz let it go! its flexible workin hours k! ahhhh..im so freaked-out! Even called my mentor to tell him tht, he was like so unsupportive "u sure or not?" i was like "yeah"..then he said "but u are studying" then i was like "yeah i know, but im having holidays now! and it will be real bored knowing tht all my friens frm other schs are goin to be studying for their exams, cannot even meet out" then he was like "do ur PP project then!" then juz hang up like tht. hmph! dont hav to give me attitude! slam the phone on me like tht..argh. *confused* anyway, think im goin down to see what they hav to offer first b4 deciding =)
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
11:15 AM
Juz had my dinner. came home frm orchard..return bks and browsing thru all those storybooks. thts what i always do b4 and during the holidays to prevent my myself frm getting bored. borrowed a book called "Wedded Bliss" lOlx. i feel so crappy..why am i borrowing tht kind of book? =/ haha. n now tht i got one whole month of holidays! first week is gonna be quite screwed..loads of sch activities. yeah think i told u guys b4. someone's coming back soon too..haha..i feel excited and at the same time, im nervous..haha. crapz! thinkin abt the times when i said i really hated ac guys cos the guys there always gave me an impression tht they are not serious! but tis time round, i tink i've met the right one =) think im juz prejudiced against them last time. well. thts alrdy the past. lets not trace back the past again yeah. im contented now...cos he came into my life. he simply rawk!! lOlx. Ok. n back to the topic again. so went to mac with enxuan...saw alot of peeps studying for exams and i start to wonder..."why am i so free?" n "why am i having holidays when others are having exams?" weird man! my sch's system is forever so screwed! noone ever understands! *sigh* But for those having exams now or later..n whether ure at australia or in sg, p/s: STUDY HARD! DRINKS LOTS OF WATER. HAVE ENOUGH REST! AND PRAY HARD TOO..LOL! yeah. these shld sound familiar to u then. but ppl muz JIA YOU K! dont drop dead so soon. heh! take care!
Hmm..n so yeah went home i saw tis lil' cute girl living under the same block as me...she was climbing the same stairs as me..i was wondering why she kept turning her head to look at me..then she finally asked sth "wheres ur hse?" then for a moment, i was stunned, tot why she wanna noe =/ then i said third floor when we alrdy reached the second floor. then she was like "ok..bye" with a smile..omg! shes so cuteee n innocenttt! haha. yeap and tis afternoon, i went to browse my frien's blogs..i like wad josh wrote on his latest entry. his entries nv fails to make u think deeper. someone really deep in thots yea. so unlike him in person! haha yeah. im not tryin to be sarcastic tho. the movie 'A Walk To Remember' rawks! u can NEVER get sick of it! yeah gonna get the vcd!!..but its so hard to get =( hmv like forever no stock..*sigh*
Haha..ok then. think thts enough for the day. i need to rest my hands now. tata! love my angels! =)
2:52 AM
Ok. weekends was ok. nth special abt it. I've become so numb I can't feel you there. I've become so tired so much more aware~~ went out on both daes. saturday went hmv orchard and went to 'Flash & Splash' shop at second floor...Quiksilver's shirts looks really cool! too bad its only for the guys. bleah. sometimes i tink its really unfair that why are the guys' shirts always nicer than the girls'!! take a look at Roxy and Rip Curl shirt's. really not as nice. but those Roxy skirts and shorts designs are sooo nice! haha. but too sexy for me =X. Then yesterday went to K-Box to sing. the Jurong East branch sux. so inefficient! wasted my time q-ing up and stuff. yeah....i feel like singing "VINDICATED! im selfish! im wrong! im right! i swear im right, swear i knew it all along! and i am flawed but i am cleaning up so well, i am seeing in me now the things u swore u saw urself~~~" then follow my sis for lunch at Holland V cos she misses the Katong Laksa there i guess. Spicy food rawks! =)
Chatted with slayer juz now. ok, i dont noe what language is his nick suppose to be in but he told me the meaning was 'Goodbye to Romance, We'll Meet In The End'....'Auf Wiedersehen zu romanisch, ich errate, daß wir uns im Ende treffen werden'....i was like o.O! tot he had fallen out of love or sth...hahahaha..oops! well..he didnt and thts y i dare to laugh. LOL! sorry yeah. =P
This entry seems abit too chim to understand..haha. bear with it k. juz ignore my singing =)
Goin to return my lib bk at orchard later. goin to town again! tht has become my third home!! yeah. =\ and once again, im mesmerized by tis song playing on my blog now =)) *melting*
Saturday, September 11, 2004
11:53 AM
We have our last lab session for mcb..jocelyn bot us chocolates!! shes soo nice! tis shld be the 2nd time she bot us chocolates! =) **grins-*
Me, wenyan, vivian, meiling, madelyn, sinlong, enxuan and revathi took a pic wif vivian's phone..not bad! it turns out oright. i will be putting it up on my dp! no worries, theres a chance to see. =) but i look.....shity as usual. haha. got tis bad hair day goin on tis month. well. no time to go for hair-cut..no holidays for me next week =( tons of sch activities to attend. no life! gonna switch classes next sem AGAIN! dunno i end up in which cls yet but surely i hope its not some ppl i dislike. ahhh..i will miss my class! *sobs*
Todae's the guys' fitness test for preparation of NS...girls exempted! yoohoo..poor guys! time to train hard yea! heh..
Friday, September 10, 2004
11:42 PM
Here's the brief summary of the show:
Cinderella never had it this bad. In A Cinderella Story - a twisted and hilarious update of the classic fairy tale - high school senior Sam Montgomery (HILARY DUFF) lives at the beck and call of her self-obsessed step-mother Fiona (JENNIFER COOLIDGE) and her sinfully wicked step-sisters, who treat her more like a servant than a member of the family.
With her sights set on attending Princeton, Sam finds her less-than-sparkling social life wonderfully complicated when she meets her prince charming online. But when her anonymous cyber soul mate turns out to be her high school's über-popular quarterback Austin Ames (CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY), Sam makes a mad dash back to reality, leaving her cell phone behind just before the clock strikes midnight.
Fearing rejection if her secret is revealed, Sam dodges Austin's efforts to discover the identity of his princess. Will Sam let fear hold her back, or will she find the courage to be herself and claim the life she's always wanted? Her chance at happily ever after depends on it.
4:52 AM
Hey...im now much better. i think..heh..shld be fine...having raging hormones nowadays! LOL! =X
First thing first, good news is tht i got a B for mcb(molecular cell bio)!!! woohoo...muz go celebrate! worked so hard for it, finally i've reaped off sth...finally its over and done with. tht dreadful module! tho our class hav got gd facillitator a.k.a "lecturer"! =)) love yah, joycelin! u rawk! haha..but my genetics is wayyy too sucky i guess, C+! haha. i thot i screwed tht paper up..but surprisingly still passed! wahaha..im so lucky! think im improving tis semester!! =)) but have to wait for my overall grades to be out as what im getting now is only the test grades. sheesh......i cant wait for my results!!! hurhur..
Piang! wenyan is absolutely obsessed by christopher!! -_- she put 'wings of love' as her blog song now cos christopher sang it in one of the rounds for singapore idol!
This is wad i tagged on her board and her reply:
**XuEYiN**: piang! this song again. :S
**wEnYaN**: Christopher sang that song sooo nice on singapore idols mah! I hear this song, i will think of him! Hahaha..
Viki wanna watch 'The Cinderella Story' todae...nv tell me earlier or mayb he can come along wif us yesterday. but then again its not his free day yesterday..lOlx. but no use tellin me now. i've watched it! =P
Thursday, September 09, 2004
10:16 AM
Im back frm a tiring dae. stamina sux! gotta go gym some other dae to train up.
Yeah. went to watch 'the cinderella story'!! supposed to meet wif ie wern and guys at ard 10am somerset mrt station, but crapz! 10am became the time i woke up! =X yeah. woke up and realised im terribly late and went to call ie wern to tell her tht i'll be late..prolly they can go and buy the tix first or sth and meet me at 10.30am outside cineleisure. lOlx. im really really unlucky todae! the moment i came up the mrt, one train left..sheesh! im really LATE! keep cursing myself for waking up late..by the time i reach there its alrdy 10.50am..the show happens to start at 10.45am..=/...but luckily we only missed the advertisement. lOlx!
Well. the show rawks but somehow the story resembles sth..haha. but do u think the story will ever exist in real life? =/ it really hav to depend on both sides.
Chad Michael Murray rawks the show!! the girls in my theatre actually went gaga over him..u can actually hear their screaming in the theatre! but i dont scream!..im calm! heh..! =P ok..im really tired now. shall stop now. tho im doin the webcam thingy wif yuwen now. haha. she looks funnie on the webcam =X..but dont worry. cute! =P
http://flashtracking.com/cinderellastory/default.asp?aid=2&pop=n&fla=y&bandwidth=
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
12:50 PM
Juz thot abt bloggin now. i knoe, my third entries for the dae. i juz feel like venting wadever i feel like on tis stupid keyboard now! **pissed**
I dont understand!! tell me! i dunno whether tht person's tryin to act blur, not knowing who i was refering to on my tagboard or wad. yeah fine! if ure still unsure who i was referin to, let me tell everyone here. i miss brandon lee. n whether u like it or not, i still do! hmph. wad do u not understand?
9:39 AM
Very tired..sleepy at first.....a call frm a frien(girl) of mine woke me up. haha pure crapz! juz ignore me will do.
Theres a change of plans man..was supposed to watch 'The Cinderella Story' next mon..but i guess i couldnt wait any longer! yeah. chad michael murray too cute!! haha...actually thts not the main reason tht im watching it earlier, but juz haf e HOTS for watching movie! aha. =P so have to wake up extra early to catch the morning show. urgh. the idea of wakin up at 9am doesnt interest me at all! haiz. hope i wont fall slp in the theatre tmr morning. yea. im crossing my fingers rite now. haha!
I bot Danhua Cake to eat!! hee..all thnx to meiling. she reminded me of Danhua Cake todae! =P...its so yummy!! if u love peanuts, then go and try it. non peanut lovers also can try cos im one of the non peanut lovers, but yet. i happen to like tis Danhua cake alot..hahaha. Danhua Cake.. it really sounds retarded anyway. haha well. i shall stop my Danhua Cake story now. lOlx. im wonder if elizabeth still needs tht econs bk or not? shes not bugging me for it!! heh ELIZABETH..if u dont call me. i'll hav to call u liao! ure the one having ur A levels, not me!..lOlx. *not tryin to sound fierce* haha. =X
Oright oright! i shall stop here as im really running out of stuff to say. bye peeps! will keep u update of the show tmr. =D
5:03 AM
Yoohoo...my understanding tests are OVER! yay! i din screw up the test *cross my fingers*! heh.
I've changed my blogskin!! i love this blogskin!! rawks man...*dance with me* *winks-*...hope u guys will love it like i do. =)
Class damn slack today! nobody understands everything. yes. of cos, we are not geniuses! holidays are coming. tests are over! dont expect us to concentrate now. bleah..
i dunno why i kept laughin @ wenyan today. hahaha..wenyan, pls dont overexcite urself la. esp when it comes to christopher michael lee. heez =P
ok lar...Dr Seow is here..lessons gonna start..seeya later. ciaoz!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9:36 AM
Arghz! having a gastric right now. din eat anything the whole morning! and skipped lunch to do my assignment! great xy! now tht ure having gastric now, blame noone but urself! bleah..ate my so-called "dinner" in sch wif enxuan and viki juz nw..well. viki only did the talking and we, two did the multi-tasking, but come to think of it. im the one whos multi-tasking. enxuan juz merely listened and i hav to talk, eat and listen at the same time. thnx to viki, my gastric got worst wif his stupid lame jokes...laugh and laugh like nobody's business. lOlx. viki offered to pay for our milo, but wth, i dont wan him to pay for my drinks! nvm. shall pay him back 1 day...haha. gonna study tonite no matter wad. i don care abt the gastric, juz hav to hang on! im panicked! i juz realised all the stuff tht i've been studying last nite are not goin to be out tmr, which means i studied the wrong topics..urgh! im such a sotong! lOlx. *ahbish myself*..*fainted*
5:49 AM
Guess wad....only 13 peeps out of 24 ppl came for class todae. oh man! seems like everyone are clearing their leave b4 the semester ends on the 15th. haha. well..im clearing my leave for genetics next monday..yipee!! goin to watch 'The Cinderella Story' tht day! cant wait anymore. heh..my last understanding test tmr...ahhhh...cant believe the semester is ending. next semester comes my specialization tracks n i haven told my sis tht im in pharmaceutical sciences! crapz! shes sure gonna nag at me for getting tht specialization...WADEVER! i wanna be a pharmacist next time! bleah...i dont care wad u think! i juz wanna be myself..Have been thinkin abt the pasts these few daes. crapz! i dont understand why i have to think back again since its alrdy the past. qns like: "will my life be much diff if i chose jc instead of poly?", "so wad im in jc, i'll juz be another arts student struggling for As now", "if only i study harder for my prelims", "i wanted so much to enter sajc", "i wanna get into nus after my poly, but not easy to get into top 5% for my course"..yeah..can u imagine...after 1 and a half yrs in poly, im still thinkin abt all the crap pasts! too late right? sometimes i wonder whether i've made the right choice afterall.
*sigh. hard to pls myself!!
Monday, September 06, 2004
9:14 AM
Heh. nth much happened today, i stayed at home n rot. feeling real bored..tried to call travis juz now to find out how he's doin, but crapz. i mixed up his number wif eugene's! -_-|| so ended up talkin to eugene instead. but phone sux. low batt! wondering when my parents gonna change new batt n stuff. really getting frustrated wif the phone nowadays! but anyway, i really hav to admit tht i hog on to the phone alot nowadays, like as tho its my own phone. bleah. gonna try to cut down my usage b4 the bill comes, dad's sure gonna nag and everything. *sigh
Uhm..besides tht, im really addicted to chocolate nowadays! crapz. dont wanna get fat! but seems like i cant control my way of eating chocolates!
My sis went to watch Garfield yesterday wif her friens at marina and GV is giving out souvenirs for those ppl watchin the show. Then she got a garfield piggy bank and another garfield container. but she gave me the piggy bank instead. haha thnx to her anyway! =) hmmm...im so lookin forward to watchin 'The Cinderella Story'!! chad michael murray looks cuteee. =X
And right now tho im typing tis, im actually thinkin abt someone else, its so obvious who. its been 1 week since i last talked to him! *sigh...wherever u are right now, i miss you alot.
Saturday, September 04, 2004
11:47 AM
First thing wake up, saw one big zit popping up on my face..Crapz! ahhh....hate tis crapz! *cries* why muz it be at tis time?? im freaked out!
Seems like i slacked alot tis morning, juz not in the right mood to touch my powerpoint presentation. Then at noon, rushed all my work..dont really understand much abt wad im presenting in the afternoon, juz managed to smoke thru all the way. luckily, jocelyn didnt ask qns on my part. heh. but theres a part which i was really malu, instead of saying the word 'extracellular'..i said 'intracellular' >.<||..i dunno whether im dreaming at tht moment or juz too tired to think abt wad i said. i din even realised i said the wrong term until my team-mates were like 'nono! its EXTRAcellular' then i was like really malu at tht point in time and juz correct it to the cls. haha but i din show my embarassment infront of the cls...juz laughed it off. hahaha. owell. then wenyan and i sneaked into the toilet while other teams were presenting. then suddenly she asked me abt brandon...i was really zha dao by her! she asked me
if i got his pic and whether he's gd-lookin or not. i think shes juz like my sis!! they both agree tht guys wif the name brandon are gd-lookin! LOLx! yeah. but i think its true. woops! haha better dont praise him so much yea. heh! =P
Went orchard for awhile juz now wif my gang and bot my 'sweet love' album..it consists of all the classic love songs. nobody actually believes i listen tht cos most of time my friens think im the sort who always listen to rock songs..but ure wrong! i listen to ballet as well kae. heh!
Well. Ch 5 din show The O.C last nite. haiz. tht makes it 3 weeks w/o The O.C! crapz! But guys, can u judge frm yesterday's Singapore Idol...eww. seem like alot of ppl are goin gaga over christopher michael lee! i dont understand. whats so gd abt him? hes so FAT! haha im being mean anyway! but wenyan love him so much. bleah. wadever! i think nathaniel ho looks so much better than him...
Im so love wif the song "Your Song" by ewan mcgregor, dont ask why, juz dont like elton john's version...and also another song tht i love it like crazy..its such a sweet song anyway. Come What May - nicole Kidman and Ewan..ok. seems like im having tis moulin rouge craze here! lOlx. not sure why. take note of the lyrics. goodness! its so damn sweet! ewan's voice is so gd!
Your Song - Ewan Mcgregor
My gift is my song
And this ones for you
And you can tell everybody
that this is your song
It may be quit simple now that is done
i hope you dont mind, i hope you dont mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is now your in the world
sat on a roof,and i kicked of the moss
well these verses,well they
they got me quite cross
but the sun'd been quite kind,
while i wrote this song
its for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse my forgetting
but These things that i do
you see Ive forgotten if theyre
green or theyre blue
anyway the thing is- what i really mean
yours are the sweetest eyes Ive ever seen
and you can tell everybody
that this is your song
it maybe quite simple now that its done
and you can tell everybody
that this is your song
it maybe quite simple now that its done
i hope you dont mind, i hope you dont mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is now your in the world
i hope you dont mind,i hope you dont mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is now youre in the world
Come What May - Nicole Kidman and Ewan Mcgregor
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
woo..listening to these songs wif my 6 speakers now! *relaxing*
Friday, September 03, 2004
9:10 AM
Arghz. another piece of crap! u will be noticing sth diff in my blog now. my avril pic gone! yeah. *sobs* dunno wht happen tho, blog always goes abit on off at times. cant be bothered! But in replacement of my avril pic, i've put up a pix frm the movie "Mean Girls"..i like lindsay lohan!..shes sooo sexy!! woot* heh. ok. shes actually the girl frm the movie "freaky friday" n i din noe abt tht. juz found out recently...check her out, shes the second frm right. =) so chio rite? weeeeeee..haha. im not les! =/
6:11 AM
Someone's sick. sigh* take care ok? go and see a doc a.s.a.p =) hope to hear ur voice back to normal again. miss u lots! =) lesson ended early todae. waiting for my friens now. but luckily brandon's online and sending me a song tht i like, he actually downloaded it ever since tht day when i told him the song title on sunday. aww! such a sweet guy. my grand-son and a nice bF! lOlx.
I screwed up my genetics test in the morning! think everyone feels the same like i do, except for some donkeys whom i dowan to mention their names. sigh* oh wadever!
The O.C will be resume either tonite or next week. *sigh. 2 weeks w/o The O.C bcos of the olympics. cant really wait for the next episode. dunno whether its showing tonite. lets pray hard tht its showing tonite. besides tht, there will be Singapore Idol tonite! haha. hope there wont be too many "gays" tis time round =P can see how "mean" those judges are. haha...
Im gaining my freedom! part of it yeah cos i still have one more paper to go which is on next tues. but for now, i wanna relax myself. *breathe* im cool..heh
Song by Maxi Priest - Close To You. (thnx bran, love the song u sent to me) :)
She was A Jezebel,this Brixton queen
Livin’ the life like a back street dream
Tellin’ mi lies when the truth was clear
I think she knew what I wanted to hear
Spinnin’ mi ‘round like a wheel on fire
Walkin’ on tightrope, my love’s high wire
Fatal attraction is where I’m at
There’s no escapin’ me
I just wanna be close to you
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you
And show you the way I do
I feel love
When I’m lying in the midnight hour
Holding you just like a dream
Love is never what it seems
When we touch
And you’re holding me the way you feel
Girl, you make my dreams come true
You make my dreams come true
I just wanna be close to you
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you (Huh)
And show you the way I feel (Huh-huh-huh)
She was a Gemini on the cusp of Mars
She holds mi back or she too far
Windin’ mi up just to let her down
So emotional, gagged and bound
There’s more to this than meets the eye
A devil woman locked inside
With the full moon rising, I was scared
I think I was possessed
I just wanna be close to you
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you (Huh-huh-huh-huh-huh-huh)
And show you the way I feel
I feel love
Every time your body’s next to mine
Something deep inside of me
Wants to love you endlessly
When we touch
Girl, you don’t know how it makes me feel
I just can’t believe it’s real
I can’t believe it’s real
I just wanna be close to you
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you
And show you the way I feel
She got an attitude, I can’t explain
You never know if you’re in frame
Tying me up with elastic words
I’m on the countdown till I get heard
Her blood was hot, she burned so bright
A neon sign there in the night
It’s hard to say if I went too far
My heart still bears a scar
I just wanna be close to you
I just wanna be close to you (Huh-huh-huh-huh)(I just wanna be close to you)
She was A Jezebel, this Brookstown queen
Livin’ the life like a back street dream
Tellin’ mi lies when the truth was clear
I think she knew what I wanted to hear
(I just wanna be close to you) Spinnin’ mi ‘round like a weed on fire
Walkin’ on tightrope, my love’s high wire
Fatal attraction is where I’m at
There’s no escapin’ me
I wanna be close to you
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you (I just wanna be close to you, baby)
And show you the way I feel
I wanna be close to you (Baby)
And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you
And show you the way I feel
Thursday, September 02, 2004
4:27 AM
Hahaha..writing tis at home now. hope it wont get too naggy. supposed to wake up early to study for genetics but i juz simply cant wake up ar!! i only juz waken up, not willingly but more like im waken by a phonecall frm iylia. thnx ger, if not i'll still be slping right now on my bed. =P
Gonna study for awhile later. @#%^&...goin back to sch again for some talk at ard 4.30pm..a really impt talk regarding my third year specialization. freak! i hate goin to sch at such a weird timing. cant they make tis like slightly earlier! hahaha. but the talk only gonna last for awhile i guess. targeted time to be back home: 6pm..heh. hmm. think thts all for now. ciaoz..miss me!!! =P
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
11:50 AM
=). my mcb test's finally over! hmm. passable paper i guess. hopefully can get a B or a B+...nv ever demand much for mcb. Bs wld be enuff. but on the other hand, i dont wanna put high hopes for it cos i simply HATE DISAPPOINTMENTS at the end of the day if i dont achieve a certain target i wan.
I dont like my grp today. wenyan left the cls early to go back to her sec sch, no choice, hav to combine grp wif another team today. heh. i really cant *toot* tht girl, not wenyan but someone else..yeah. shall not elaborate more. yeah. then after cls, went to meet my mentor. think he's more like a father to me than a mentor. hahaha. prolly im LOL = Lack of Love. fatherly love i mean. =P..talked to him abt the CE(creative engagement) activities wif him..dunno whether i shld cry or be happy abt it. he got alot of school n industrial activities for me to participate so as to gain more points which are really impt for graduation criteria. More activities means lesser time for enjoyment. and those activities happens to be on my sep holidays..luckily its only the first week of holidays. n talking abt holidays, sad to say im not goin overseas cos my mum couldnt find excuses to take leave. sObs* disappointment, i hate! but well nvm. its only a china trip, not australia! sigh* really wish i can fly over to australia. but sad to say im no pilot nor an aeroplane. so cant
do much abt tht. lOlx. dying to get there partly bcos tht special someone's there. i miss him!! wondering if he misses me now...hahaha im so bhb! =Xx
