Monday, February 28, 2005
11:40 PM
28th Feb 2005, MondayAh..juz hung up on iylia.
Here i feel like bloggin. bahh..haven been updating for days i know. Been goin out during weekends, went k-box wif my sister and bot the '3 doors down' album on sunday. its a rocker! =) im addicted.
Sometimes we need to live life to the fullest. its true. im begining to see tht. all thnx to one person who haf made my life so much better now. haven heard from tht someone for many many days, its gonna be 3 weeks tmr, i've counted =)..i've accepted the fact tht he wont be contacting me..i dunno wht will happened to us once hes outta of tht horrible place. but wadever it is, its for the gd. definitely =) i hope hes doing fine for now. =) im lost.
Im feeling crappy now. not much stuff to blog abt. lemme see....its 2 weeks more to my holidays. i can easily say im doing preety fine in my recent tests, its a rocker ok and im preety safe nw tht i wont drop much frm last sem. x) hahahas. actually i cant imagine im turning year 3 in april...im still as bio idiot as ever. tsk! well..its the specializing year for me, so meaning more stuff to learn...more crap to come. bahh...on the otherhand, i cant..i repeat I CANT wait to change my tis sem's class. it sux ok! lOlx..
The stuupid blog music site is down so i cant change my blog song..=(
A smile makes wonders. =)
**Listening to: 3 doors down - father's son**
Thursday, February 24, 2005
6:51 PM
24th Feb 2005, ThursdayXueYin is paranoid. shes gonna explode at u anytime. why people like to dissed me off today? sigh..
This morning's test is preety cool! was abit running out of time tho. lemme get a grade better than the previous plss..unfortunately im not the one deciding. bleahs.
Had lab session today. i wonder why immunology lab session is always so slack..i mean slack wif the capital 'S' wif it. seriously in other words is called SIAN! -.- look at my msn nick today, it tells everything. i practically hate someone in my class, hate his disgusting remarks everytime! craps..its dissing me off like shit and i've nv felt like tis b4. the feeling of punching someone straight in the facee, i repeat! I JUZ HATE HIM! BOOOO..
WK kinda demoralized me today i guess. bahh..
Went down to orchard for lunch today..had mos burger there wif enxuan..my so-called "twin sister" in name -.- i dunno why some ppl say we look alike. issit true? ahhh. i think i hafta ask my parents tonite. -grins grins- bahh..checked out the latest album by '3 doors down' hmm..well. preety nice =) esp track 1-4..i shall say track 1 is a rocker =D nice in other words lahss! i hate the way they list down the track songs..its in roman numerals! example.,track 1 they put as track I and ect;....wth ritee? i cant even read roman numerals for nuts!
I think i saw a mark chay look-alike at hmv. sheeshh! my eyes playing tricks on me. i can cfm its surely not him coz mark chay's still at overseas, mark chay definitely dont look tht short AND he dont look tht FAIR! basically thts it =)
I juz realized sth recently...marists is supposed to be affiliated to cjc. am i rite to say tht? -_- kinda
spoil my impression on marists tho. woot! but no offense lahss! =)
If u happened to chat me up on msn and u realized tht my typing has changed, dont panic. its still me coz im exploring ways of diff typing...i think im kind of
a poser now, coz im begining to type like
someone now...shes influenza! hahahs.
Im far frm cheena now. far way behind..i forgot how to read proper chinese words now. call me a chinese? im not even fit to be one. mayb bangladesh suits me better..^_-
Im hungryy lahss..cant think of stuff to write. i need food. loads of rubbish..enjoy reading.
chiew yen sent me a blank zip file of sly's video -.-
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
12:33 PM
Pon class today wif enxuan. im the mastermind of it. *evil devilish laughter* aqid saw us tis morning, told her we are not coming for class today. hahahs. went lib to slack ever since 8 plus till now. was playing 'wheel of fortune' and i kept failing to reach my target. ugh..im not tht patient anymoree, shall continue tmr. hafta study for my immunology by hook or by crook, i mean ritee after i finish tis =) haf not been touching the module for like weeks? and i din study last nitee which brings me a more convincing reason why i shld study later...and i got test tmr =) tis smile i put is fake btw. lalalas..Im still thinking abt tht crap incident yesterday. ahhh..whts wrong wif me?! tht killer smile. goodness me! ^_-
Why is he still stucked in my head?..i mean stuck wif the capital 'S' wif it. his name kept repeating itself over and over again in my head. i feel like a totally shithead now. frm NOW, i hafta CONCENTRATE on my studies, seriously...im juz a girl =)
Orights! heck..i gotta go study abit now and get back home b4 3pm and study again. or mayb i shld snooze awhile. hee..tata..
p/s to some the peeps who went on listening to my CRAP story yesterday: pls do keep tht to urself okies? promise ;) i cant stop ranting abt tht person la. bleahs..
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
7:31 PM
22nd Feb 2005, TuesSometimes i juz dont understand some stuff, why do people have to disappear and then reappear again. its like they left silently, nv even leave u a note or msg telling u where they are goin to and how long they might not be contacting u and stuff..juz left like tht. im not a superwoman! i wont know where u've gone to ritee? instead i hafta go ask ard to find out. do u even noe hw screwed i am when i dont even noe where u are? its heart-chokin. melancholic.
Refering to tis particular frien of mine, hes such a jerk and asshole. shld condemn such ppl frm knowing me. hes getting on my nerves..yuck!
And some hilarious thing happened today at the canteen. hahahahs. shall not elaborate coz its kinda malu to say it heree..hahas.
Gonna pon class tmr..damnit! i juz hate pharmaco lab session. sux to the coree man! i dont understand wth is goin on in cls and i cant get things ritee. sometimes i dont even understand why i scored for my quiz. its like u've 'ti kam'(guess) everything and u got it correct tht kind of feeling. moree of tht kind of feeling lahs. gonna try using tht SAME luck during the pharmaco test next week. hahas and talking abt tests, today's microb test was not so gd, i think i kinda screwed tht up...hahahs well. hoping for another 2 moree weeks to holiday and yes! say goodbye to the yr 2 modules! =) i'll still miss some of the peeps in my sch during the holidays and thts for suree.
Is there anyone who melted my heart today? =)
I "hate" your sweet smile =) **melting hearts** and once again i repeat! i HATE ppl wif sweet smile. *evil grin* get it? ;)
Saturday, February 19, 2005
5:28 PM
Are You Game?Hellooo..im on duty in sch now, but its gonna end soon. finally tis yr's open hse has come to an end. im so so so boredd. orights all thnx to those year 1 guys who came and support awhile ago. hahahs. kept me entertained for awhile. =) was doin survey and chit-chatting wif them, then i started asking tht guy stuupid qn,'wad zodiac sign are u?' then enxuan was so -.- by me coz i asked irrelevant stuff. lOlx! she tarnished my reputation infront of those peeps! crap lahs. cant help it when i got nth to do ok. cant write much coz shes juz beside me peeping. ahh..peeping tom! yucks craps..shes hurrying me. but the more she ask me to hurry, the slower i wanna blog =P thts me.
Open hse sux like hell! so many guys came over to our sch bcoz wad...we got tis gaming competition goin on. so our open hse has become more like an arcade than open hse. no wonder they name the open hse as 'Are You Game?' -_- tis mornin theres tis bunch of guys frm sher's sch, they are so super funnie! cant stand it...make me laugh like mad when i was doin the survey for them. and then evonne almost 'kidnapped' my mentor's daughter juz now, she took his daughter ard for more than 20 mins. wad is she thinkin abt man? lOlx! bleahs then me and yvonne hafta go all the way to the lab and find her but mag said she shld be at the main building. -_- then came back to the main building again. waste our freaking energy can! argh.
Glennie juz reminded me of the show 'White Noise' tis afternoon. he was talkin abt it and like i also wanted to watch it but its not shown in sg yet! haiz..glennie said he actually can dl but scared to watch alone..LOL! funnie lahs. i din noe hes tht type. hahahs. =P i showed tis cool webbie to him on tis device which can contact the dead ppl. so scary! argh.
Gonna meet ie wern for proj later. busy lahs. =)
Friday, February 18, 2005
12:15 PM
18th Feb 2005, FriChatted wif elizabeth tis afternoon. i guessed the 'bitching' style of me is back. been cursing and swearing abt stuff. told her hw i feel abt stuff. i noe shes there for me.
Its a really SLY SENSATIONAL nite for me and everyone who went for the cny gig juz now. went there early to chop the places for myself and my sis. jio-ed my sister there coz of her hp camera. =) it rained heavily in the evening but luckily the rain stopped b4 the gig started. so glad. =) bot packs of tissue papers to wipe the chairs..diy -.- damn! bot chips there. hahahs. thts a MUZ! then my sis changed into her tee, came down and meet me. show started, front part was quite crappy. all the performances damn draggy and so not interesting. was talking to my sis and we were laughin at those 2 gays performing. yucks lah! the MP came and we welcomed him. the lion dance and cai shen ye, got lots of chocs frm the cai shen ye..hahahs. it went on until almost 9, finally theres sth decent and thts the only time i appreciated olinda coz those previous performances can kill. tho she looked abit poser juz nw wif tht headband. argh. Oli sang 4 songs altog..bleahs. the only song tht i like was 'Cant Take My Eyes Off You'. thts nice =) then after her, was sly! ahhhh..*screams* its totally SLY SENSATIONAL! din expect the crowd to be so damn ON despite tis being a neighbourhood cny gig, tis shows tht sg idol is HOT! sis went infront to snap shots of sly and did video-ing on her hp. all thnx to the wonderful discovery of hp =) then i sat there listening and looking at sly, really cant take my eyes off him lahs ^^ did recording on my phone juz nw..'He Aint Heavy, his my Bro'..my sis fav and sly's father fav. =) Sly sang 'Its My Life', 'He Aint Heavy, his my Bro', 'An Jing' and 'Picture of You' and a few lines of tht mly song. wheee..his voice so damn rawk lahs! hes sooo cutee when he greeted the MP juz now, sound more like greeting his parents. =P he even asked us to request him to sing wad song juz now, then the crowd was like 'I DREAM!' then he was like 'no 'i dream' lah' hahahs i was like -.- how can he possibly sing taufik's song ritee? even tho he really did a better job than taufik the other time. then the crowd shouted numerous times the song 'AN JING!', he was like 'u all really wan 'an jing' ah?' can tell hes abit sick of singing tht. but he still sing tht for us..so sweet =D the whole time i was screaming and doin the \m/ as usual lahs. sheeshh..im gonna miss him. when can i see him again? cant wait for his debut.
Im tired. gonna go down to the open hse later. so craps, hafta finish 500 surveys frm ppl. zzz
Thursday, February 17, 2005
3:03 PM
17th Feb 2005, ThursIm freaking sad and pissed nw. i dunno whts wif the ppl ard me nowadays. when is it gonna end? juz 3 sms-es frm tis person can place so much an effect on me. i juz gotten tht msg-es after i woke up. i dunno why tht person had to mention abt stuff, reminding me abt stuff when things are not EXACTLY goin rite and worse it had to remind me of wad happened in the past. i feel like i've put down to the lowest pt nw. i dont like ppl not appreciating my efforts and listening to my advice, instead they hafta say things to hurt u. i helped coz ure my frien, not some rubbish. i wan to tell my friens tht they are not alone, there are ppl ard who are having or been thru such probs b4. i hate to say the cliche 'Time Heals..' but its true. time proves them all. i've tried forgetting, it took me years. thts alrdy the past. if things tht i can do, i dont believe why my friens cant do it. yes..it maybe difficult, but after u've tried letting it heal, u urself wont feel tht way anymore instead u'll be telling urself 'its helping me'..dont tell me ure different. we are all human beings, whats so different? girls can understand girls better i shld say.
I feel so much better after writing tis. sense of satisfaction =) im goin down to meet enxuan and ie wern later on for proj..orights gonna go scan my com for virus nw. ciaoz!
Love is not all abt possessing tht person. Its abt sacrificing. Putting a smile on the face of the person i love is also called Love.
RP Open Hse [17th - 19th Feb]
Time: 10am-6pm
ARE YOU GAME?
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
6:13 PM
16th Feb 2005 WednesdayThe momentum for bloggin is back! i guessed im becoming more and more atrocious. been slacking alot nowadays. tons of projects piling up. gonna concentrate on my 2000 words report and poster, gonna start either tonite or perhaps tmr. was so panick-strickened last nite tht i went to msg my mentor asking abt the deadline for the proj and the formal presentation. argh! rush of adrenaline.
Damn heck today! wore a shirt and a short and juz headed off to sch. damn causal la but cant be bothered. atrocious me. last sch day for the week, open hse for the next 3 days. heck lah! i will not be helping out in the lab but i will be somewhere else in the sch on sat, gonna wear tht orh biang shirt to Open Hse..asking ppl to do survey. lOlx! so craps la! im actually interested. 2NDA points. i actually sacrificed my DA points(helpout for the lab) for tht and DA points are supposed to be the hardest to get. i can do stuupid things sometimes. will be doin stuff wif jas and yvonne again, enxuan too and the rest. its jas, enxuan and me again lah! lOlx! we helpout tog last yr for the open hse and now again, 3 of us. hahahs. joshua outkast tis yr. think hes having IVP for the next 2 days. tmr's a goner for suree. RP Vs NTU! hahahs. hope we dont get thrash. jiayou bball guys! ;)
I saw tht forgetful james TWICE today! argh.
Cant wait till fri..hahahs. goin for the belated cny gig near my hse on tht nite itself. wheee..
"We can do no great things; only small things wif great love" -- courtesy frm wenyan's blog =)
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
9:05 PM
15th Feb 2005, TuesdayIts 'Ren Ri' for the chinese today! orights, Happy birthday everyone! =D
Iylia went to the airport to send anne off last nite wif jiamin. i asked her to send my regards to anne. all the best over there once again! miss u! then tht same nite, after some time, iylia called me frm the mrt and told me some stuff. got me excited the whole nite la. craps!..=P
I went to class first thing tis morning, christopher looked at me and commented on my appearance and dressing today -.- first thing he told yiming was 'wah..look at her expression today, she muz haf gone dating last nite..somemore wear until so nice today!', then yiming still agreed wif him -.- stuupid chris go and pretend to be the paparazzi reporter and interviewed me even. lameee!! damn suay lah, came into class, settled down everything, a spider came invading my table. how shit can! then pengli helped me to catch. hahas..i was terrified. =Pp
Some of us actually haf the Open Hse meeting today, but alot of ppl ponteng including me myself. hahahs. got influenced by revathi's idea. not a single peep goin. whats the point ritee? tot of skipping. and skipping today's meeting meaning we dont need to help out anymoree. perfectt idea! wheee. rest and playy..=)
Yesterday was valentines, guess wad? some guy actually gave his gf a CARPET! weird huh? come to think of it, its the tot tht counts la. hahahs. its still weird tho. =P I realized tht tis year's valentine wasnt a gd one for all of my friens. feel sad for tiff, she din celebrate wif him and instead she cried yesterday bcoz she doesnt even know whts wif him recently. i was so shocked when i knew wht happened. ahh guys! i hope everything will be fine and dont cry anymore ok tiffy *huggies* then pengli told me he went out wif M yesterday and got rejected. unexpected.
Sad. enxuan's been so distracted in sch recently bcoz of her work. i dunno whts wif her, wanted to help her but shes not even helping herself. i dowan to see her like tht. haiz.
Orights i gtg go watch tv soon! tmr's another day. =)
Monday, February 14, 2005
7:55 PM
Happy Valentines' Day! Love u all! Spread the love ard yea =D First day of sch kinda sux..monday blues! i guess too much of rest can really cause more harm than anything else when sch starts on the very first day.
Was feeling kinda moody in the morning. having abit of a bad hair day and almost late for class..crapz la..was too rushed until i forgot to bring my addidas water bottle along. hahahs..wasted my money on buying mineral water in sch. i hate the mineral water in sch la! juz sux. was damn moody tis morning tht i kept stoning most of the time. to me, moody = scold ppl. so yeahs..sophia even asked me why im so exceptionally quiet today. hahahs. think she tot i got some probs, but not really la. juz moody thts all. =P heh..i tot thts so sweet of her to ask. =) thnx sophia! valerie was SUPER funnie today! she made a stuupid sarcastic remark to those year ones who are doing the 'Song Dedication' the year ones walked into our class to ask us to dedicate some songs la, then valerie was like 'where can we hear the song?', then the year ones were like 'at the annex hall, only ONE DOLLAR PER SONG!' valerie was damn sarcastic la, she told us tis: 'eh come come everyone pay one dollar and walk to annex hall to listen' LOL! made us laugh like mad. we were alrdy in class la c'mon! still ask us to chip in one dollar and walk to another place to listen to the song. so dumb an idea! lOlx!
Nad gave me a Valentines' Day sms. tht was so sweet! =) thnx naddie!
Im chosen to help out for tis year's open hse again. damnit! *toot* hafta come back to sch again. Got chosen to be one of the lab assistants -_- i hate tis seriously! why cant they choose others?! luckily the peeps involved in the helpout wasnt ppl i dont like. if not...@!$% hanlei, eleanor, revathi, cherylene, kaiyie, berenice, josh, jas, kh and pengli are gonna suffer wif me. LOL! tis is gonna be interesting! but im still not suree which shift im in. most likely i wont wanna haf shift on fri coz of sly la =P *ahem*! dont tell u guys wad issit. =P whee..
Mum's calling me for dinner! i shall sign off frm heree.
p/s: pls bear wif my blogsong, its kinda sadist to play it on vday i noe. i juz likee tis song! =D i've copied pasted the lyrics, sing along if u noe. its an oldie btw. Olinda sang it during sg idol once. hhahas..i dont like her.
Karyn White - Superwomen
Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are over easy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!
I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...
Sunday, February 13, 2005
8:21 PM
Im still missing him. Im still waiting. =) Happy Vday to him. lala land..thnx zach for updating me wif his stuff. Been listening alot to damien rice's cannonball. really nicee. =) the song wif the melody tht can soothe my mind frm everything. too bad p10 dont play much in sg..sucha pity la! i wan it on blogsong but currently the blogsong webbie is down. so freaking annoying! argh..stuupid leecher!
Been busy wif cny these few days, forever theres guests coming. went over to slayer's hse to bai nian on fri..waited long enuff for steph and sher to come, by the time they reached, we started stoning alrdy. hahahs. =P got an ang bao frm his mum =D hahahs..had bah ku teh, some qian bian games and took some pics wif a lil content of parental guidance. hahahs! then slayer's tua pek gong pose is funnie la!
Shall blog again another time. its vday tmr and sch for us. sux lah!
Anyway, farewell to anne, zach and mayb tht someone if hes goin over to aus tmr. i think he has to la. i'll miss u guys! keep in touch again kaes! =) LOL = Lots Of Love! =P
Damien Rice - Cannonball
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
Thursday, February 10, 2005
11:08 PM
10th Feb 2005 Thurs
Im missing him. i tot the idea of keeping myself all occupied wif stuff wld actually stop myself frm thinkin abt him. i mean not stop, juz lessen it. i was wrong, i realized im living in a world of self denial. noone believe me. i can act like nth happened frm the outside, but in actual fact it isnt like tht. I've been thinkin abt us..us as in him and me. too many stuff happened b4, im accepting the fact tht hes busy. yes he is. i hafta be understanding. but how long can all these last? im not even updated wif his life nw. wad a screwed gf i am ritee? yes i am. juz shut ur mouth and say yes. i cant get things right, wonder whens the next time i'll ever get things right. the tot of getting a sim card is actually to keep in touch wif him(i admit tis is my first piority)so tht he dont hafta spend time calling, mayb he can juz sms or sth. but now it seems like getting a phone serves less purpose now. wads technology for man? anyway i'll still be waiting for his call..juz a simple one like wad he did on chinese new yr eve will do. i juz hope he rmbs me thts all.
I dunno whether hes gonna read my blog at the end of the day, prolly not..coz wads so nice to see on blog anyway ritee?
Ah well..one day i shld get one personal blog absolutely for MYSELF only..bah..tht prolly gonna take me ages to make one. hahas..
Im gonna be oright. I juz miss him.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
10:59 PM
9th Feb 2005, Wednesday
Im back frm my gramp hse. It was so hardcore boring in the afternoon. not much ppl till a certain time, evening..relatives start coming -.- why muz my family be always among the first few to reach my gramp's place! sianz..Ate alot of junk food juz now, all bcoz of my relative. hahahs..the sight of the new yr goodies now can make me puke seriously. can u imagine hw much i ate? lOlx! the exciting part is getting the ang baos, i think i got one extras frm one of the family. lOlx! Huiyun look gd today, like her dressing. its different frm her usual dressin but suits her. heh..his bro keep asking me abt my sch..asking abt my specialization -.- blah blah and caught up wif some of cousins. i like yin hui! hahahs..shes sooo funnie and bubbly! hahahs..brought me lotsa of laughter today. like her man! Ivan...tht guy forever so "act cool"..acting more and more like nich tse. oh wadever. luckily i dun like nich tse anymore. LOL! Our clique got so bored tht we watch the vcd 'KungFu Hustle'. LOL! its such a crap show i tell u, cant stand it la! diana actually fell aslp while watching the show. its CRAP! n yucks! not nice at all! i walked out of the show half-way anyway. bleahs..
Oh and hahahs..i dunno its bcoz of the rooster yr or wad, justin actually did a rooster head tis afternoon. u guys shld come and see! his rooster head! =P hahahs..i wonder hw many bottles of gel he used up today. funnie la! i even told my sis and she was practically surprised by his hairstyle! i wanna see his rooster hair once more! LOL! ONCE MOREEE! hahhas!
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
9:17 PM
Got tis frm nad's blog..do tis to find out wht 2004 hit song are u. the link is below..thnx. Happy New year guys!
|
100 Years by Five for Fighting |
"Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live" 2004 was about thinking and reflecting - but isn't every year? |
Monday, February 07, 2005
7:23 PM
Have anyone seen MTV Asia Aid? i din noe MTV Asia Award was renamed MTV Asia Aid until recently. Tis yr's MTV Asia seems abit low profile, me and my friens din even noe when issit showing until i was bored on fri and started tuning the channels and saw Good Charlotte and Simple Plan performing. i realized tht they can actually "shuang jian he pin" tog. lOlx! i think the Good Charlotte lead singer is cute! hes cute ok! i like their mascara, wadever u call tht makeup. lOlx! Have u guys watch Kelly Clarkson's performance tht day? shes gd man! i tell u shes totally changed! into a rocker chick now, shes much cooler wif her new image nw..juz tht she needs to shed some of her fats off. bleah. oh well..shes cool in her own way i feel. Kelly Rawks! =) Since u Been gone. =)
Cut my hair yesterday. my hairdresser = my mum, believe it urself. tot of tryin a new hairstyle tis yr? tho its kinda risky to ask my mum to cut. i rmb-ed how zanEE's mum cut for her..its omgosh! but tht hairstyle make her look cuter la. its a compliment. Kinda happy wif my hairstyle now, not much ppl have seen it. yvonne said i look diff wif tis hairstyle and asking me to spike it up, i was like "ppl wan to staighten, u wan me to spike it up!" i cant imagine my hair being spiked up, its too long to spike it up la, its not like sher's length -.-..i'll look atrocious! hahas..im gonna develop tis habit of blowin my hair in the morning, make my hair straighter? now my straighterner can be put into use. hees..extreme makeover. actually not very extreme. hhaas. who caress..
Went help out tis morning wif the blotter boxes we had to give out during our sch's open hse. we rushed altogether 2,000 boxes tog. we girls totally rawk man! me, jas, yvonne, natalie, berenice and two other yr 1 girls. hapreet and sheena left earlier. Mr Phee and Dr Alwis did praised us. aha..its hardcore for us!
I got tis 2 friens A(girl) and B(guy), B used to be my gd frien and i know tht he has tis gf studying at other poly. but recently, hes a totally changed person. he got close to A and broke up wif her gf bcoz of A. i wonder why such a thing can happened. i was disappointed bcoz B told me he likes his gf alot and yet they broke up, was it a lie? or does it goes to show tht guys and girls nowadays they got tis "dun care" attitude? or are they not making enuff effort to reconcile? i dont understand or mayb i'll nv understand why couples take each other for granted. one moment they can say sweet-nothings to one another, another moment they can juz place u at one corner. it dont work. dont they? well..i can say tht me and B werent so much on gd-terms now. times change. ppl change. haiz..
Stuff been happening, it got me thinkin. i wanna do my best in whatever things i do. in terms of studies, relationship, family or friendship..everything. i'll make sure i'll haf no regrets in my life later in the future. *Im no superwomen but at least i'll try to make everyone ard me to feel happy*
Cant wait to eat those cny goodies..i haf chocolates, sweets, cakes..ect.,at home..and my mum's cookin of coz. brilliant! =D
Friday, February 04, 2005
10:25 PM
Friday, 4th Feb 2005.
Have heck of alot of fun todayy. the last day of sch. been waiting for it. yay..gives me a reason to smile again. was sick a couple of days ago. got mc..doc said i got viral fever..argh! 37.7 degree celsius. see! ppl dont believe my hse thermometer is spoilt! its useless! im better now after all the medication =) hahahs..sch reopens on the 14th Feb..ah. which means Valentines Day! doesnt really haf the effect on me. i wont be goin out tht day(im quite sure?) so aint lookin forward to tht day. i dunno whether tht person will still be in Singapore or not..i've no idea. On the bright side, im gonna rot and wait for his call tht day. hahahs.
All my kakis din came for lesson today, can u believe it? i actually still came to sch! hahas..the typical act guai kia is ME! =P tot todays gonna be boring and all but IM WRONG! hahas..it was one the funnest day i enjoyed! wheee..i like my microbio grp. forever so crappy and lively esp wif joe ard. hahas..poor joey! always kena bullied by us. he said hes gonna dye his hair blonde after e holidays. then chris was giving him comments on dyeing brown instead, suits him more. today was damn slack! hardly did any work, ok i admit =P most of work are done by the guys, well done chris and joe! =) i was busying myself talkin to yiming, sms-ing, starin at the com screen and walking ard the corridor..hahahs..theres once when joe was resting on the table, malcolm came our class and looked for him..funnie leh. malcolm still can ask me and yiming whether its him whos lying down or not coz he said doesnt look like him frm the back. i wonder whether malcolm did tht on purpose to make us laugh or wad. LOL!
Freaky Friday for me. kept bumping onto joshua today. *shakes head* hahas kiddg! =P first time was when i went toilet wif yiming and joshua appeared right behind of us. so yiming stopped to talked to him abt stuff..lalala..then i di siao(make fun) joshua after tht. lOlx! hes juz too fun to be bullied, but in a jokin way la. hahas..then second time went toilet, saw him again and got suan-ed by him for not pronouncing his full name correctly. joshua wick..ker..ahh damn i gave up! hahas..panadol! =P
After sch was supposed to haf FYP meeting wif Dr Michelle Siow, but when i asked her abt it after her class, she told me she didnt receive any mails frm other grp abt the meeting. i was like -.- made enxuan and ie wern come all the way. hahas..i dunno hw ie wern walked when she came to sch juz nw, one of her shoe was spoilt, the leather came off! ahahs..then bot superglue and glued it back. ah! wad a smart idea huh? since meeting was cancelled, we decided to hang ard at TBP, ie wern bot a pair of nice slippers back! i realized TBP is TOO SMALL for a person like me to shop. im too spoiled nowadays. all i think abt now is TOWN..TOWN..TOWN! i mizzzz town even tho i juz went like 1 week ago? im nuts la!
Anyone watched 'The Shutter'? the vcd is out! juz realized tht. hahas..anyway i feel like watching. Been lookin ard for the song 'Missing' by Evanescence. nobody seems to haf it. =( whoever has it, muz send me!!
Owell its holidayssss! woohoooo..i feel gd man! anyway, Happy Chinese New Year! its a long entry today coz im happy. lalalas..
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
1:39 PM
Im feeling tht the sch workload is piling up day after day. tis is too hardcore man! im counting down for my chinese new yr holidays, thts the only thing tht i enjoyed abt cny. yeah and also the ang baos...sweetss..all the food!! yummie! gets me hungry. hahas.
Had KFC tis morning...went wif enxuan all the way to TBP to buy. boring shit. lab is even more boring than last week's. aint gotta kick in the head man. no fun! we didnt hav the result to show. bleahs..who cares. got lab report to do later. stupid internet at home is down, cant do anything abt it. im dumb at fixing com..shall wait for my sis to rack her brains. the only thing i can do is msn-ing..cant even open up my internet explorer, its practically DUMB! it hangs everytime. bah. muz thnx pengli for submitting my TCM journal last nite. hah..if not i wont be able to get my points, he lent me his charger today coz i left it in the hse. stuupid me. argh! tht reminds me i hafta return to him later. got to help out wif the production work later at 4 till abt 5..i still got some time to go back home and goin to clementi to return some stuff. shucks i got test on thurs! tht stupid enterprise juz sux to the core! got back my pharmaco test, it was ok, i actually did better than some of the peeps in my class. it wasnt tht bad. hahahs..He's wif me all the time. =) u gave me the strength to carry on. lala land! =P ohwell..on the other hand, im plannin to screw tis morning's paper. heck.
My class is having tis ryan cabrera's and mockingbird craze coz we play the song 'true' and 'mockingbird' in class every now and then. mockingbird is nice! =) iylia ure supposed to RAP to me!! when are u goin to rap it???! im waiting!
Okay..Ciaoz. shall update if i haf the time and if my com's finally fixed.
