♥ freedom writer

Monday, July 30, 2007
11:22 PM

He came to the polyclinic tdy.
Gosh, i was so shocked.
and yes, hes the one who commented on my hair last month when he came.
Recalled back one month ago,
-he was lookin at my nametag and commented sth abt my hair, "i think u look better wif ur hair ...." (actually i wasnt sure what he said for the last part..its either he said i look better wif my hair up, or wif my hair like tht..apparently he not only was lookin at my name but also my photo on the nametag. n i look horrifying there seriously but damn, i dont care la. if i were to continue the conversation wif him then, it'll be endless. HAHAH)

And today,
he made me really embarassed infront of my colleagues.
at least infront of fizah at tht moment coz shes the one giving him the medicine. n hell, i din know he was so conscious of me tht he can even turned and say hi to me while others was giving him medicine. =.=" n he shocked me when he came back to me again. ohmy.



I cant stand the CSS judges!~
they are juz bloody BIASED!
Im so pissed coz i think tht guy frm my sch did improve tdy.
but he received bloody 'insults' instead of proper comments.
insults ok! not even considered a critic.


Sunday, July 29, 2007
6:06 PM


i dislike candid shots.


trying to be fierce?


smile to the camera!(:


the "pissed off" gesture. lol.


Caught off guard.

Random photo shoots we had at slayer's bday party last week.
Finally, its rest week now and time to get ready for busy weekend again.


I must be kiddg if i said i dont misshim.


Friday, July 27, 2007
11:42 PM

My blood was sucked until theres nothing left!
Cranky and irresponsible people.
totally irritable to me.

Long day tomorrow.
Will be going for the seminar talk at NSC after work.
how therapeutic to go after work when im supposed to be home slping. =.="

p.s pardon for the lousy bad english i had in this entry. too pissed to be bothered alright.


Thursday, July 26, 2007
7:34 PM

The new PA frm my workplace, David said a very random thing to me this morning while we were packing medicines. =.="

He: Today Ben not around already hor.
Me: Yalo...nobody to disturb already. (In my mind: So random, I thought u shld know yesterday was his last day at pharmacy)
He: Nevermind la, U can disturb me.

How self-sacrificing this is!
ah, im so sarcastic.

Yesterday was Ben's last day at work,
Lucky the last two days he was ard when Fizah's on leave.
If not nobody walk wif me to the bus-stop alrd. thank goodness.
Fizah came back to work today.
N good news, she passed her driving test yesterday!
I was so happy for her la. My 'HUAT' sms does work ok.

I realized i broke my own record for the number of people viewing my friendster profile this month: 192 views since 1/7/2007

Ok, im missing my lunch click alrd.


Listening to: Rainie Yang - Zhi Xiang Ai Ni


Tuesday, July 24, 2007
11:10 PM

Had slayer's bday party at his kembangan hse on sat evening.
met steph, rc, marts, cindy and nad there.
haven seen some of them for eons. supposed to haf glenn coming but he was too late to come down by the time he finished his bathing after his soccer and church =.=" and i din know tht missed call was frm him until i called back and glad to know tht its not dad who called frm somebody else's phone. heng! =.= i think my parents is startin to think tht i haf a bf outside or sth coz i haf been out late and coming back home late these days. not tht they wanna care but more for wanting to know who im dating wif. =.= but seriously, theres noone la =.= The catering food at the party is good and my fav drink tht day was the Bailey's mixed greentea offered by Nad. makes me wanna haf more actually =x Interesting fact is Marts actually gets red after drinkin. ahahhas! i think tht night was kinda awkward for us all and slayer's family coz their family keep insisting us to dance wif them and we keep resisting. >.>

Sat was Esther's "last day" at pharmacy though she came back to help out tdy n tmr.
bought her stuff frm precious moments.
glad tht she like it(:
Tomorrow wld be Ben's last day at pharmacy.
Bought for him some chocolates. i think he will take a longgg time to eat finish em since it took him so longg tht time to eat our almond gold choc. in the end, the father ate it up. =.=" so powderful. thts benzydamine aka difflam lozenges who freaking freak us out wif his bird sound. i mean yes, he really knows how to mimick the sound of a bird. lol.

Harry Potter season is here once again.
Watched 'Order of the Phoenix' last night wif Fizah, Yayin, Esther and Ben at PS.
i guess it wasnt up to my expectation of the book i read. the movie's like the 'copy and paste' version of the book and some of the parts aint even focused. abit disappointing. I think its bcoz 'Goblet of Fire' was too good alrd. i miss cedric diggory laa...
The Deathly Hallows's out and im only interested in the ending.
roughly know what its gonna be like thru the spoilers and confirmed by one of my patients who read finished the book. ahahahs.

New changes to the new work roster.
and i HATE it when my lunch is later than anybody else.
to worsen it, noone has the same lunchtime as me.
2-3pm. okay, im self-proclaimed a 'loner', soon =.="

Im so sleepy today after reaching home late last night and was late for 20mins at work. gahhh.


Thursday, July 19, 2007
6:20 PM

 


my two aiai(s).
prata without yayin will never be the same.
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6:17 PM

 


yy and xy.
sound genetics.
just our initials. baah.
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6:15 PM

 


taken on yayin's last day at jurong poly.
im gg to miss her!!
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6:14 PM

 


HUAT HUAT and me!
i will miss her after sat! =(
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6:12 PM

 


my first ice-cream cake!
my 21st.
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5:23 PM

Had my 21st bday gathering at Haagen Dazs on Sunday.
Thanks to those who came down all the way and brought prezzies.
Cant thank u all enough in fact.

Colleagues shared money and bought me the mannequin accessories hanger.
not normal hanger ok! dont play play hor. =x hahahhas. thanks, i really haf alot of accessories at home. no joke.

Steph, Martin and Slayer bought me a big bag!
and i love big bag coz it gives me "sense of security". even though i dont carry alot of stuff :P

Sec sch frens bought me accessories, perfumes, figurines.
Poly frens bought me accessories, cartoon stickers wif my name printed on it.
N i think Winston spent the most on me. a bouquet of flowers, a bottle of stars and a key hanging on top (creativity=)), a LeSportSac pouch and perfume. Really combo, can. Thanks dude! pls dont ever spend so much again. i feel bad =.=
Pengli gave me a book bought frm Times bookshop. and guess what, its a "sex" book, with explanation, guidelines and pictures. okay, thanks. tht "helps" alot =.="

MY dearest huibing and germaine wrote me a huge messageboard.
and not to mention difficult to carry home =x and when i was dining wif my colleagues at swensens, this auntie frm our next table asked to lend them take a look. i really wonder what the auntie's thinkin abt.
but the msgboard is really heart-warming. those were the enjoyable days man! THANKYOU GIRLS. =)

Cyril and Casey also shared a Perlini Silver choker for me. Sweet, thanks!

My sister bought me the 'Love at First Glow' JLo perfume and a tiramisu cake!
<33!

Will be on leave for 3 days, started yesterday.
Had a shocked when i received one missed call frm boss and 10 smses.
I reckoned tht boss's call is always impt and acts as the best alarm clock. thts y when i saw tht missed call, i woke up immediately.

I love the following people who wish me early in the morning;
Pengli
Slayer
Steph
Fizah
KaiChun
Benjamin
Enxuan
Zixian(Markie)
Junyuan


N those who wish me late;
Martin
Huimin
YaYin
(this girl claims tht she wants to be the last to wish me)

N not forgetting those who send me msg on friendster and msn =D!

I dunno why alot of my frens this year wish tht i cld get a proper BOYFRIEND soon.
its like almost everyone's hoping me to haf one now. =.="



5:21 PM

 


ah huat(esther), me and fs!
happy girls! =)
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5:19 PM

 


my fav lunch click.(excluding yayin in the pic again)
ben, me and fiz.
and dont hafta remind me i look weird there coz im finding balance in BETWEEN their chairs at tht time.
lol.
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5:15 PM

 


LOVE THEM MANY MANY LA! <33.
too bad yayin not there.
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5:12 PM

 


bro and sis.
but not in blood.
he isnt as narcassist as me! haahahhas.
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5:11 PM

 


ok, i cant help but to laugh at this picture.
ps: look at slayer.
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5:09 PM

 


one of my first AIAI.
and she has one of the cutest english name ever, JELLY! =DD
seeyou on sat, fangshi!
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5:06 PM

 


MY FAV "MAID"!! muahaha..
benzydamine(benjamin)!
thankyou for helping me call for the cake knife, helping me carry the stuff which is so heavy and hailing the cab for me. sweet of him tht day.
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5:02 PM

 


glennie boy and me.
thanks for coming, still(:
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5:00 PM

 


OK, I LOVE THIS 'SISTER ACT BLUR' PHOTO MANY! =D
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4:59 PM

 


we look like we are in some 'ms singapore' contest. LAUGHS!
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4:57 PM

 


some of my polyfrens.
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4:55 PM

 


pengli never fail to make me look weird in photos.
thanks for giving me tht kamasutra book wif pictures. *roll eyes*
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4:50 PM

 


our decent look :P
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4:49 PM

 


sec sch frens trying to look funnie. i think i look the wackiest. ahahs!
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4:41 PM

Pictures taken on Saturday night, on enxuan's celebration.
went back home at ard 2plus in the morning.
feeling slpy. i think its the ice-cream, tummyache followed next.
im such a glutton :P



4:40 PM

 


our 21st birthday girl, enxuan!
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4:38 PM

 


drools!
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4:37 PM

 


<33 ben's and jerry's ice-cream. yums!
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4:36 PM

 


sisterhood =)
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