Sunday, June 29, 2008
9:47 PM
I've broken my record for not coming online on msn for a week. It does free my mind in a way. I've jus too many things lining up in my tiny brain. Im not emo-ing btw, juz dont feel like sharing or talking abt them. Shld u all be asking me this, dont worry im okay. This week's another busy week. stressful week. Infection control, audit. drives me nuts okay.Went for retail therapy the whole day. Bought mainly accessories and a cap. I love accessories to match wif clothes, thts me. Bought a pair of shoes for work. Covered shoes are soooo damn difficult to buy!!! Its so fewwww and designs are so plain ! and for some reason, i find it difficult to get the size i want, tht is comfortable. Bought eye mask as well. Hopefully it helps to relieve the puffiness of my eyes. Btw, Im alr feeling damn ugly the entire week coz of my puffy eyes. N this colleague of mine, David juz hafta come and rub it in, TWICE. Dunno y hes been FAR too irritating tis whole week. Tak boleh tahan can. =.="
Im going to sleep now. Waking up later to watch finals. GO SPAIN!!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
9:25 PM
Im already sooooo lacking of sleep and i hafta wake up and watch semis later. Spain Vs Russia. Kinda looking forward to it as i hope Spain can make it to finals eventually. Break the spell pls.Alright im gonna sleep early tonight and wake up at 3plus later to watch the second half then nap again. Be prepared to see myself more shagged.
I cant think straight now. Goodnite.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
9:57 PM
For some reason,IM GETTING PISSED OFF !!!!!
and next, this is going out to Mr D, pls stop asking me to go party wif u, on a freaking wednesday night. hello, im NOT as free as u. i got work the next day. and im even more not comfortable gg partying wif u coz im not as hardcore as u. im not gonna repeat myself anymore, twice is the max i can go and im not gonna entertain any of those msges any further.
I had appraisal tis morning, one of the first few who went into the room. All went well. tot its gonna be negative but its better than expected. My superior actually quoted to one of my colleagues abt me being one of those making major contributions such as being an IC champ. Seriously i juz wish she dont quote my name =.= If u think its a good thing, think carefully again.
9:25 PM
My fav patient came yesterday! Mr GBK(mark-chay-look-alike) btw. If u do follow my entries last year, u shld know who he is alr. Reason him being my fav patient is bcoz he rmbs and talks to me like a fren, i still rmb the third time i dispensed to him, i told him tht i rmb him, and he replied, "i rmb u too" wif a smile, thts how it started. and he's damn polite, even to Auntie Lam. Good thing is he came and STILL rmb me since last oct he came and good thing is i sat at counter 2 juz now(swopped with Jeannie), if not he wldnt haf seen me even. He made afew big hand gestures to me tht even some of my colleagues dispensing saw. hahas. Ie wern was so funnie, i told her abt him coming wif an indian girl tht day, she got even more concerned than me and said the girl might be his sister and tht hes mixed blood, actually. =.=" she really got me LOL! And before anyone gonna ask me tis, i had to clarify tht hes only my fav patient, thts it. Im happy he came(not in the romantic kind of way) =)
Sunday, June 22, 2008
11:11 PM
HAPPY 21ST TO LEE KOON! =DI think i SHOULD just hang out more outside these days as it keeps my mind away frm those tiny little stupid things dangling there. Came back home frm Lee Koon's bday party at her hse. Took many photos wif Joleen and my cam. Went down to the kopitiam for a drink and took pics near the playground. Practically we went up and down her flat 3 times in total coz there were TOO many people crowding at her hse. Really had fun meeting some of my colleagues over there. Esp Jeannie, everything abt her is just soo funnie pls. hahahs! Not forgeting the fact tht i saw one eye candy frm NUS, Lee Koon's fren. Me and Yanfei spotted him first, finally i found someone wif similar taste as me, besides Fizah. LOL! Jeannie tot tht he looks abit like Zhenbiao though. ohwell, hes juz another friendly cute chap we know, but attached. hahas. Conclusion, NUS guys are generally not-bad looking. To me, guys who can pioritize and wif brains are the most attractive people on earth =)
Thanks to Joleen's bf for driving us back to Jurong east station juz now.
Will upload the pics we took when its ready. Stay tune ;)
I've stopped thinking abt the unneccessary right now =)
And i think i wont be on msn so often this week. Pls contact me thru my hp instead, will get back as soon as i can. Many thanks. =)
And btw,
i think Toma Ikuta is damn cute.
Enough said.
=D
Im going down to PBS academy tmr after work. Hope i can gather the info i wan over there. Goodnite world!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
6:38 PM
Im actually in a daze right now due to juz waking up frm my afternoon nap. I really need sth to do now! keeps me frm thinking abt stupid things. maybe i'll go think of the FAQ's to ask PBS academy when i go down next week. wanted to go down tdy but yet to think of any qns to ask. i soo wanna study, at least thts the thing tht can keep me busy. i think after so many things happening ard me, its good i shld bury myself wif work and books. of coz hanging out wif frens while i can. Met up wif Steph last evening. We had some things in common. Its like we are undergoing the same emo issue, and getting better wif our own lives at the same time together. Most of the updates were frm her and i think its juz me, i do care for my gdfrens alot. Hope she will be totally okay soon =)
I dunno what happened to us. Suddenly he told me hes feeling uncomfy wif me. If anyone asked me, yes, im feeling confused and at a loss now. I wish i know the reason why coz i've absolutely no problem wif him now. I dont even know why he didnt come to work tdy. Its like we are online now, but we are not talking. I know if i were to make the first move talking, it might juz worsen everything like how it always do. Somehow in other words, i cant pacify a guy in my own way and no use embarassing myself infront of the guys like what my sis always tries to tell me. All i can do now is to leave him alone and wait for him to talk to me.
Hopefully i can join some of my colleagues for Lee Koon's bday party tmr at her hse coz the damn hives on my hand and body is irritating me to core and reason being its obviously ugly and itchy. when i try to scratch it gets worse. SHIT lah! =.="
This week has been fine until tdy. Sometimes i wonder why im so irrational when comes to certain issues. i've lost like 1-2kg in the past 3 weeks and my sis came up and said my collar bone looks obvious now, making me look frail. How i wish i can control the place where im losing my fats. Been thinking too much already and its getting better now. I juz need my daily dosing of chocolates and im heading for it later, and some biscuits too. Need to produce some endorphines in me, really.
Labels: stop thinking
Monday, June 16, 2008
12:21 AM
Now i know how its like to care for someone's well-being and yet it backfires. Whether u like it or not, happy or not, I really dont deserve being treated like tht. I told my sis and only my sis, she said i shld not make myself look bad by being nice to him anymore. she said im embarassing myself infront of him by doing tht. Im not elaborating further coz somehow i dont feel comfortable bloggin here anymore. it seems like someone whos not supposed to know my blog is here reading it. Maybe i shld juz lock this blog someday. well, dunno when. Today is 'Goodbye to bob hair' day.
i went to trim off my bob away, too lazy to maintain it.
Went for eyebrow tweezing after haircut/treatment, Joanne's not free so i went to Hollywood Secrets at Paragon alone. Think Melody did a good job in analyzing and defining the shape of my eyebrow. Really detailed one. Might juz visit her again =)
Saturday, June 14, 2008
9:36 PM
The Click Five - Mary Jane
I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
(had to fall)
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
(tell me how)
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had
Tell me how
(mary Jane)
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary jane
