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Thursday, July 27, 2006
10:50 PM

dear darlings and all!
im here to update. and yes, i know i haf not been updating. hahahas.
shall compensate by posting abit of pics up for u guys ok =D

ok darlings, where shall i start?
hmm..lets see..hmm. last weekend i din really bother to go out to shop or whatever. yes, juz me and my home sweet home. i wanna save money to buy my digicam! wanna get a gd one. exlim? maybe. few hundred over bucks. let me save up first. whats more wif all the upcoming hk trip im gg is alrdy worth more than 1k! fuck. im so broke. yes, i said tht f word juz to show how damn broke i am. 1k is almost one month of my salary duh. haii. less of my complains ba.

work's has been alright. cecilia actually sms-ed me yesterday early in the morning to ask me hows my work and everything. am so touched! shes like a real nice one. i hope i dont disappoint her big time since shes the one who recommended me tis job. i had my own lunch kakis now. the nus attachment grp. the pre-reg joined us tdy. enjoyed my talk wif most of them. but the attachment groupie is leaving us next sat, which is the day im gg to fly off! boo hoo! yeah crap i know =s i will miss them yups! board this same bus wif hazel tdy. shes so cool. ex-rj odacer and nus runner. yups. i always find ppl who excel in sports and books cool. juz generalizing. aint stereotyping the rest xD.

As i mentioned earlier, yup my flight to hk has been brought forward one day to the next sat instead of sunday. 5th july. coming back on the 9th aug. singapore welcomes us back! hahaahs. juz being lame and all :P then im back to work on 10th. how pathetic isnt it. not yet applied my leave. the HR peeps are kinda driving me MAD!! and seriously i dont really like the attitude they gave me tdy. grr. its so frustrating. when are they gonna give me my userid and pw so tht i can apply the leave?! damnnnnnnnn @#!

Elizabeth recommended me tis anime on youtube. rumbling hearts. sheesh dont ask me for the jap name i cant recall now. hahahas. once i start watching i cant stop coz its so fricking addictive! and im seriously a sucker for tis kind of romance (even for anime! lol) coz im quite actually a...perfectionist in romance kinda person. yup yup. basically im a dreamer. dreams dont really come true. ya whatever. wait till it comes. shall dwell onto tht another time when the right time has come.

Last night's idol performance, i think mathilda did the best among all. then paul and jon. im biased. im still rooting for paul and jon. hehheh. :P



7:11 PM

thats so YUMMY!
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7:09 PM

esplanade. its so pretty at night.
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7:03 PM

comment all u want. i've no comments. hahaahah :P
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7:00 PM

fullerton view. its way way nicer than this screwed up pic.  Posted by Picasa



6:57 PM

who wants to sponsor me to live here for one day? (guys, pls dont xiang wai. lol)
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6:54 PM

taken during graduation day. (30th May 06)





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Saturday, July 22, 2006
4:57 PM

Yes, started my first day of work on Thurs.
So far so gd i muz say. well, its only third day at work.
Am tryin to observe ppl ard me. Beware of hypocrites, thats impt.
My In-charge is pretty nice. I kinda like her.
im closer to the younger grp of ppl...the attachment students frm nus, huishan and huimin...showed me where the medicines are and taught me to keep the medication inserts. esther also taught me quite some stuff. shes same yr as me, frm nyp. bt too bad i dont haf tht much of experience at the pharmacy as her coz my sch dont offer attachments like theirs. sheesh. but nvm, i'll learn.

Everyday's pretty much like an attachment.
It feels gd to juz learn the stuff i wan to learn now and get to apply it, rather than doing admin in my days at biomed. My in-charge wans me to think abt studying one module of pharmacy tech course part-time. kinda interested to take the challenge but i wld be even busier. Will decide tht later part (:

I haf homework to do later. read up on antibiotics. dear in-charge is gonna test me on that on Monday.

Ok, im gg for a jog later. craving to go Holland V but too lazy!!
huishan was talkin abt the nydc's mudpie down there juz now. makes me drool! and its so near Harry's Bar. goodie. i like!


Tuesday, July 18, 2006
5:53 PM

ITs my birthday today!
alright. im officially 20 now and im feeling HOMEY! u muz be thinking yaa..like real. spending my day at home on my bday coz noone asks me out. and ironically i've been almost spending my days out previously celebrating like mad but when comes to the actual day...everyone juz shuns. mayb i was juz expecting too much. sounds really emo ya.

Thanks to the many peeps who has been sending me well-wishes ever since midnight. am touched tht didi still does rmb to wish me this jie. (:
Mr Reaver says:
i love my sister day lol (LoL!)

there is also a surprising sms frm liang tdy (: really nv talk to him for quite some time. im touched. thanks.

Watching videos earlier.
Saw some videos of Leon taken some time ago.
his performance really rawk. many a times i wld ask myself when will we ever get to see him again? seeing is alrd so difficult..let alone say performing for us wld be even 10 times more difficult. i literally forgot when was the last time we bid goodbye. the last time we saw him was a flop. din even haf the chance to talk to him. PSS is coming again. im so not lookin forward.

really miss him tons. hope he misses us too.


Monday, July 17, 2006
6:00 PM

Genki sushi. hagen dazs. esplanade. baybeats. one fullerton. supper at lau pa sat. temple. great world city. ichiban boshi. ben & jerry's mint choco chunk waffle cone. zara. holland v. otah @ katong laksa stall. kaya toast at Ya-Kun.

These basically sums up how i spent my weekend.
Saturday was a bore. nth seems to be gg the right way for us.
DXO is a flop. all thanks to junyang. shall not gonna elaborate further.
at least we gotta hear the rock bands performing for Baybeats. tht was a blast and cool shyt! Took some pics and u guys are lucky. i did not take alot wif my face in it, in fact only ONE.

One fullerton and Holland V wld be 2 cool places for chilling next time. I wish i cld stay at fullerton hotel for just ONE NIGHT la! damn.

Wala Wala or Harry's bar at Holland V one day, anyone? msg me if interested =D

Im gonna turn 20 tmr!
oh no. the thought of that digit '2' appearing simply freaks me out. grr!
But on the lighter note, im happy coz i will no longer be labelled as being a teenager! whees* but im still underage for R(21) movies. bah.

Am still waitin for someone to ask me out tmr. i still cant believe nobody's touching the actual day of my bday. zzzzz..
and one gd thing to mention tdy is i dont hafta start work on 19th. instead it wld be 20th. dont ask why. i've no idea too. HA!


Saturday, July 15, 2006
12:31 AM

I got a surprise sms frm weijie juz now. yes, jiejie! theres only one there la.
hahahas. think he probably rmb tht my bday's coming ba if not there wont be tis 'sudden' msg frm him! really out of the blue! lols. hope he saw my reply and grant me tht wish. im juz irritating HAHA :P

Im so in tht grumpy mood now.
why am i having mood swing at this time?
on my best fren's bday even. anyway, happy happy birthday to enxuan!
we'll be meeting in less than 24hrs frm now!
DXO is awaiting for our arrival! i sound like im so damn excited.
well, i really am. i juz wanted tht fun and chilling out. im too overly stressed-out the past few weeks. i went for my pre-employment checkup tdy. the doc said im light, only 45kg. like wth? i lost weight!? lols. -cheers- and actually i do realized tht im thinner now. but he's kinda wrong also. 45kg aint light. i haf a fren whos only 39kg. im not jk. high metabolism.

And one thing im unsure is who are the ppl whos been readin my blog coz i see the counter increasing everyday but nobody tags! not trying to ask everyone to start tagging. no worries. juz a random thought. HA.


Wednesday, July 12, 2006
10:33 PM

no more admin work. no more filing. no more data entry.
no more fake smilez, bitchings, and whoring anymore.
how cool is tht. im not sayin tht i wont hafta face hypocritical ppl anymore.
but at least one thing for sure now, i know how politics truly works and i hope i will be able to deal wif it more efficiently in my next workplace. cross my fingers and hope nth goes wrong. it was truly juz the experience here which i haf gained so far and of coz meeting all the salespeople and servicing engineer has made me realized tht life over here isnt as bad on a lighter note. ironically, i cant click wif my own dept. damn! too bad i aint in the sales dept.
really gonna miss the sales and servicing peeps. they are juz so great! hope to see them ard or sth. managed to get bugged by some salespeeps. first was vivian, then andrew and next was xiuhui and last two are kwang and vincent. can tell they are really concerned. esp vivian, kwang and vincent. their words are indeed encouraging. interesting findings abt the two married guys. lols. vincent wanted me to go further study so badly tht he hafta repeat thrice. someone really getting old. hahas thts a joke. thanks dude (:

my mentor gave me a bookmark wif thankful words.... right.
Dropped them Toberone chocs on the pantry table before i left the office, as well as email. juz hope they'll appreciate.
My BD supplier side, Kat knew im gg. she was so shocked. But nonetheless, i had a gd time liaising wif her. Gonna miss the US suppliers as well...ebio, clontech, us bio and labvision peeps. though i dont get to see em but its all abt liaising wif them every week tht i alrd had tht 'feeling'. wth. im such a f*cking emo freak! HAHAH.

Time to take a break from now till 19th.
after my bday tht is. i juz need this damn break!
Gg out for my last min shopping tmr before saturday! Skirt and eyebrow-trimming is on! whee*
i finally sense tht bit of happiness! aint u guys happy for me!

*starting afresh*


Saturday, July 08, 2006
7:03 PM

I love all my purchases tdy.
Though i admit tht i've spent alot on transportation..
frm holland v to tiong bahru and frm there to clementi bigshop.
damn so tiring. i forgo the SI roadshow (:

Went to holland v bank tis morning.
had trouble waking up again. i set the clock at 8.30am but ended up crawling frm bed at only ard 10 plus am. lol. and im tired again now. sheeshh!
I bought my 2 tops tdy frm Factory Outlet Store. love their clothes there coz they sell really affordable but trendy stuff. Bot one wif off-shoulder...one is for the 15th. dont be surprise as its pretty low-cut =x but i like it ok. i juz need a skirt to go wif it and im all set to go!
i think my mum will start nagging at me. for spending money on hair, and now clothes, recently shoes! she brought up my rebonded hair issue wif my dad juz now. I really really feel damn guilty for not giving them allowance. ok, i promise i'll do it once i hit tht 3k in my bank ok mummy?
hope she understands i need money to make myself happy first (:
(damn, i realized tht everyone's reading my blog will noe how much i haf in the bank now. lols.)

Then bought prezzie for enxuan at tiong bahru.
what issit? thts of coz a secret la. ahas. but its sth i nv bought for any frens so far. hahas.

I bought my drug book as well. simply gd buy coz its less than 10 bucks only =D
Gotta start revising my stuff before work starts. wish me luck man.

Approx. 10 days to my bday :P



12:15 AM

I think im having the monthly thing again thts y im sounding rather upset in my previous entry. not tht i wan to sound emo or whatever.

Everyweek seem like a spending week.
Here is my shopping list for this week:
1) Enxuan's prezzie.
2) Merci Choco for colleagues. (they may be nasty but i juz wanna leave wif grace).
3) Drug book/dictionary from Popular bookshop
4) A clubbing top to be wore on the 15th. a nite to chill at DXO. whees.*

Soo many things to get or rather these are the things which i MUST get. though the clubbing top is optional, depending whether i can find a nice top to go if not i can juz forget abt gg clubbing wif ie wern and enxuan tht day. i still cant forget tht toga top i saw frm Style mag the other day. its so tempting. 40bucks only :P

Im goin to the bank tmr.
So tempted to go for the SI roadshow can. ugh.
jon and paul =D


Friday, July 07, 2006
6:39 PM

Hi all, can nv imagine myself blogging in the office but well i really am.
Not trying to slack or whatever. Its non-office hr now ok. am supposed to be on my way home back but am still here. why? coz im still tryin my luck to see boss wld return back to office and im gonna tender my resignation personally to him, but i still haven seen a single soul of him back. or mayb i'll juz end up waiting like a fool. or probably i wld juz seek my sista's advice to place the letter on his table, i hafta make sure nobody comes to his office n meddle his table and i should be expecting to see a black face on monday. still not tht prepared to see tht but will overcome. I think many of them shld be throwing champaign celebrating if they know abt my tender. like i care much.

Oh and slayer sms me tdy again.
he only sms me when hes in ns, which is now.
last time like not even once tht he wld initiate an sms unless we were supposed to meet out and he sees noone then he wld.. hahas =x
I think hes gonna ask me to erase this para. Oh well, Shall see.

Its 6.46pm on my office com clock now.
AND dear boss is still nt back yet. shall leave the letter on his table and wait to see that black face on monday. no choice. and heres a qn, how do i go into his office w/o letting the rest who are still here know? I really think too much.

Finally got my pay yesterday =D


Wednesday, July 05, 2006
11:59 PM

Pls ignore all my weird titles highlighted in green.
Im not making any sense out of it. hahahs.

OH YAY! ITALY BEAT THE GERMANS IN WORLD CUP!
i didnt watch the live match tho. what a damn waste! kc's there to give me the first hand news. thanks dude! im just so glad tht they made it thru before penalties coz italians are juz well-known to be screwed at penalties. no joke. look at previous records since 1994 ull know what i mean.
for once i can get to see my fav world cup team playing in finals. what a surprise and i love it.
ahahas. ima nutcase.
and not forgetting abt azlan's call tis morning frm the delivery store. really shocked me to bits. he called me to ask if i've watch the match coz we are both italian crazy. we both seem happy tht our favourite went thru. i think im gonna repeat tis thousand times. hahahas. oh no, im not hoping to see france get thru but most likely they will. haii.

I went back yess after work to do my hair treatment.
bot stuff frm Old Chang Kee there to eat. then Patsy were commenting abt the food. oily..bla bla..hahas. shes such a typical lady can. so unlike me. i juz eat what i like to eat. I think its not tht outrageous for me to eat some sinful food coz i think i lost abt one or two kg these few weeks due to working. all thanks to biomed. haii..

Time for bed now.
im gg down to NHG pharmacy main office to sign the offer of employment (:


Saturday, July 01, 2006
11:58 PM

I cant believe meryl dropped out frm singapore idol.
ahhh..seriously i think its such a waste. anyway, best wishes to her.
and i think i saw primero and randy wif a grp of ppl tdy at sakae sushi (heeren).
oh dearr..i wld haf missed tht if not because he stood up. and i looked over to his opp.
i saw someone...ok, quite yandao. primero ang. but then again, i dont fancy him tht much. im juz saying tht to make it sound nice. no offence.

ONE GD NEWS!
im sure some of them alrd knew.
i got accepted by NHG pharmacy! omgosh.
im not dreaming. li peng called and emailed me the details to come down tis friday.
will be posted to jurong polyclinic.
i soo gonna thank kc. he know what it is. bet hes out now at clarke quay enjoying watching the match of england vs portugal. i hope portugal wins. ahahas. =x
the problem is how to tell boss tht im quiting. tis gonna suck.

Off to watch the match.
Its Brazil Vs France later. wow. shld be an exciting match =D!
And yesss..Italy won!


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