Friday, October 28, 2005
1:20 PM
Lazing infront of my laptop and listening to DJ Shan Wee on Late Night Show as i typed tis piece of entry here wif the wireless network. Wad can i say? the wireless connection sucks here! I keep getting signed off for no reason. I din even move my laptop a single bit noe! Anyway, things like tht do happened at times so i shall not go abt rambling sth i cannot control. I changed alot rite?! lol.Finally can relax myself listening to Shan's show. i wanted so so much to listen to his slot ever since long long ago but u noe Late Night Show is reallie late and usually i haf class the next day so i will refrain myself frm gettin 'hooked' to the radio. esp its our dear darling Shan so cfm will get 'hooked' by his voice =p i caught his slot a few times b4 and tht was when he first debuted on 'Late Night' and hes still quite amateur then. wad to do..hes still new then. but NOW? hes SO SO much better now and lively! i see SO much improvement in him man. so happy for him anyway. hope to haf a chance to see him in person too. mayb his roadshow if i get the chance to go any of em? WELL DONE SHAN! i love the songs tht u played. I cant believe i blogged so much on u! Irresistable Shan he is ;P
I think i kinda tongued-tied during presentation tdy. sucks!
'u...u...uu...imagine my..myself..'
I think more like i stuttered. wadever! i think i nv stuttered so much in my 3 years in rp presentating. wads wif me??! argh!
Im so happy! finally finished my CE points!
Left PP and FYP report.
Plannin to finish PP asap. juz wanna get it over and done wif.
I think i reallie like him. dunno wad makes me like him also. -shrugs-
I guess we dont need a reason to like someone huh. its juz unexplainable. the fatal attraction.
ohman, wht am i talkin abt?? lol.
My friens keep asking me to take initiative to talk to him >.<
but HOW? i juz cant do it!! and its juz me lah. and if i were to go up and talk to him, then thts so not me alrdy u see..haiss!!
i dunno if we are fated coz in my opinion, i think we are not! and wads more, hes younger than me! thts double sadness and tragedy for me alrdy! i knew tis is impossible!
Well, he may not noe tht i haf a thing for him. but still, nth can stop me frm liking him!
unless im outta of tis sch which wld be in months time le.
HE's cute (like Anthony Federov. his face shape. lol)
HE's cool
HE's clean
HE looks abit dao (abit of bad boy look =p)
HE's purely dark hair
HE's NOT ah beng
HE wears black frame glasses (nerdy specs is indeed cool!)
HE's always in his own world (i think lah =p which makes him so cute =x)
HE's nice (my judgement cant be wrong)
HE's mysterious
HE's quite a 'gentleman'! (let ppl alight first b4 him. so sweet and nice!)
HE is pretty brand-conscious (one thing i dont like =/)
HE lives near me (hehheh..)
HIS voice is gentle (soft-spoken. LOL!)
HIS hair very jing bao! (rooster-head..keke!)
没有见到他,我心里很难受.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
1:51 AM
I love this Crumpler bag (The Barney Rustle Blanket)! i think the color combi simply rocks! but quite EX. =( 
1:48 AM
His bag. it reminds me of him. Crumpler Wonder Weenie!! loves!
1:44 AM
Stussy Cap. his fav. thts the nearest design tht i can get similar to his. In black. NICE!
1:36 AM
beige color. same design as the black one. prefer tis beige one though.
Monday, October 24, 2005
10:38 AM
I din go for class tdy.but i din go and get an mc either coz i wanted to save some $$.
am feeling half-sick rite now. argh.
stomach churning frm last nite till now.
all thanks to all the junk food i ate yesterday.
i think its more like a diarrhea-cum-stomachcramps.
AH thts freakkK!
I feel tht last week's Clinical Trial UT was easy.
managed to finish on time and b4 times up.
Was so paranoid when i got home coz i realized LEO din show my submission which normally they wld show. So i panicked. Told kc abt it and so hes trying to make me feel good by saying tht i did submit. well, tht din help. Went to email Dr Girija abt it, and luckily her reply was: "it was submitted relax :)" I've been paranoid for nth. argh.
Hope i can get a B or sth. HOPING...
Oh and i've decided to keep tis blog. but mayb i shall not update tht regularly anymore. maybe once im free i'll update or sth.
I hope my friends will still remain to check out my blog.
I promise i WILL blog.
School has been alright.
I simply enjoyed some of my modules.
Sports Psych is SO fun.
Well, my hopes now wld be to do my best for all my modules. esp Clinical Trial and Sports Psych.
The rest i will still try and i need ur support.
Pls ppl help me pull thru tis sem : )
LEON - my motivator.
Still half-sickish.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
3:32 PM
Its been eons since i last updated. 2 weeks? hahahs..abt there lah. been busy wif schwork and stuff like desktop problem (for those who dunno, my desktop has been send to ICU =P) so im v sorry for not blogging for tis long. esp i noe some of u haf been buggin me to update. argh. =xOhwell, actually i dont fancy abt bloggin nowadays.
first is due to the blogging issue on the papers nowadays. if u haf been followin the news few weeks ago, u shld noe wad im refering to.
second is due to my privacy. i dont like the idea tht everybody, any fcuking idiots can come in to access my blog and read my entries when some of the stuff are meant to be matters of the heart. i juz hate tht. but if u wan me not to blog abt them, then wads the point of having a blog then?
Im comtemplating to close tis blog down n start my own personal diary, but cant bear to leave tis place. so how? im juz fcuking paranoid.
Had the first Sports Psych understanding test tdy.
I heard ppl at my table sayin tht its easier than SAS paper..
I agree wif tht but only to some extent.
tht wld be frigging complacency if i were to say tht.
I hope to do my test "in peace" w/o tht you-know-who in the future. ARGH!
I read tht girl's blog and saw wad she wrote to blah blah.
And i dunno why i can get so affected by it.
He doesnt haf anything to do wif me now, but yet i still cared.
I dunno why.
I hate tht feeling. Juz pray tht it'll fade away.
Tmr's my Clinical Trial understanding test. hope it wont be tht difficult. wish me good luck! : )
Saturday, October 08, 2005
6:13 PM
So far the first week of school was ok. All my modules are alright except for Pharmacotherapy and Pharm Law & Marketing.
Had my first clinical trial lesson on Thurs.
Dr Girija wasnt ard bcoz she took mc for his son's having PSLE.
So Miss Sumitra took over. Shes nice! and shes the module chair for tis module. hahas..Kinda enjoy her lesson but of course i cant wait for Dr Girija to be back to take us.
First lesson of Sports Psychology was slacko.
Richmond is in my grp again. Also for Pharm Law & Marketing. Twice in a week. HAHA! how lucky rite. but Sports Psychology's indeed quite an interesting elective.
A good start. Hope to maintain tht for the subsequent weeks to come.
President Nathan's coming to my sch on Tues, which means lesson ends at 3pm! slightly earlier. wheee..hahas.
Got back my fyp thesis(report) on Thurs.
So many comments in it lah.
I screwed up. *frustrated*
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
2:40 AM
Ok well, this is prolly one of the few rare occasions now when i do bloggin at tis hr..1.31am..kinda having some brain blockage now due to lack of slp but still insisted to blog sth abt tdy. my memory is getting poorer! if i dont blog now, i'll forget the next day so yeah. much tots tdy.Ok, today's first Pharm Law lesson. my class? i can only say its c.o.m.p.e.t.i.t.i.v.e! and God noes why im studyin LAW! and its medicine law. awfully BORING! and wif such a class for the next 15 study weeks? ohman...i cant imagine how my life wld be like seriously. luckily we are only gonna cover law for 8 study weeks and then marketing. mayb marketing wld be more interesting? I hope i wld at least get a B today. bless me. and today tht Pengli came to my grp and disturbed me...noe wad? our class did court scene role play tdy so he asked wht my team wld be doin on, i said Judge. and best he told Alex tht he dont like short judge (if u dont get it, hes of coz referin to me)! -_- stupid idiot lah! my face was as red as tomato then lah. damn him. anyway, i juz hitted him on his back and its not pain..damn. i wish i can hit him like how i always hit Hanming. the 'PIAK' sound. LOL!..but my whole grp was having abit of tis commotion. heck..
Next, i saw tht person TWICE! how lucky rite?!
the first time was when he entered my class to find his frien whoever..he stood abt one metre away frm me and giving me a look. tht look seems like tryin to draw my attention. so i stared back at him and ignored his look or wadsoever. he ALWAYS give me tht look like i've owe him big time. and then second time, he became so nice out of a sudden. saw him when i was climbing up the staircase wanting to find Ie wern, then he appeared again. -_-" and tis time he gave me a hi wave sign. i dunno if he really does tht to other girls but seriously i juz ignored him and said 'YOU AGAIN?" and walked off. i noe u may say im rude or wadsoever. i dont freaking care. i juz freaking dont understand guys! esp HIM! wahlau. one time he can be so mean as in freakin mean and one time he can really be so nice as in real nice tht kind. can he be more consistent abit? i noe he cant stand my dao-ness towards him at times but wad do u wan me to do? give all my attention to him? pls lo..i mean he has so many girls revolving ard him every now and then. why care abt me? why do so many things in the past to make me pissed off at him and not tell me why. WHY?! im not bai chi or idiot. he juz making me think of him once again. those memories. haiss..
Then went to the IT helpdesk to fixed my sch webbie prob. its frickin bothering me the past few days and prob lies wif my firewall. how lame rite! and i nv even tot of tht. but tht guy frm IT helpdesk quite cute la...i mean the way he talk to me..its like talkin to a frien. and hes so awfully impressed wif my OpenOffice.Org. hehheh..
I think i shld hire Pengli as my servant now coz he helps me clean my laptop screen juz now.
How nice! >.< in a sarcastic way. wahahah..
Dan sms-ed me asking me when i wanna him to leave for America juz now. im like totally stunned when he asked me tht. i actually tot he was jk abt it. im so honoured lah. he even asked me to send him off tht day and he can pay my taxi fare. Thanks dude but i still feel bad abt doin tis. Frm the small short sms session wif him, i really do feel a tinge of sadness. I juz sent an Elizabeth off and now Dan. Omgoodness! when is tis gonna end? I miss my friends overseas! and tht ZHUTUO too! forever MIA~!
Oh yeah. and Dan promised me he gonna buy me present down there! YAY. i feel like a small kid waiting for my papa to come back frm overseas business trip. HAHAH! anyway, thanks Dan. i owed u an advanced hug. hahahs. mayb not. later he faint. HAHA..=x
Goin down Heeren HMV to get my sis's present tmr. YAY. no lesson on wednesdays! : )
I got an unexpected B for my fyp presentation.
I din present tht well actually. as in not my 100%?
Yup. but i tot its good if i can get a B like tht. heh..whee..
Time to slp.
*listening to: Leon Lim - Wei Yi*
Monday, October 03, 2005
7:43 PM
I juz got back frm the first day of sch. well, i muz say i haf not much of comments on the first day coz i still dont really noe those modules and classmates tht well yet. KY is my facilitator for Pharmacotherapy & Pharmacy Practice. actually i cant really say i dread his lesson, although hes really strict i muz say and im sure others taught by him b4 wld also agree wif me but at least i do understand his lesson and miraculously i can do better for my Understanding Test under him. I've gained some insights of wad pharmacists, pharmacist technicians and pharmacists assistants does. Hopefully when December comes when im not tht "lazybum" anymore, i'll consider working as Pharmacist assistant at Guardian Pharmacy to haf a taste of wads its like first before thinkin if i shld take a Pharmacist technician certified course after i graduate frm RP. I think i've been thinkin alot abt wad im gonna do "after graduation". IM JUZ PARANOID! IM SCARED! Scared tht i cant find a proper job. =/ Ohwell, maybe its good to plan early too yeah. If im really not into Pharmacist, then i wld switched myself to Nursing and start my Diploma all over again. Part-time or sth. And mayb after graduating, i may work temp at a private clinic first while finding a job! wahahaha..Carie gave me tht idea. Thanks ger! i tot it was cool. mayb i shld give it a try. hehheh..these are all my after graduation plans baa. hope it will come true eventually. Juz knew how i fared for all my last sem's modules.
Horrendous!
Terrible!
Outrageous!
Oh My Goodness! >.<
3 out of 4 modules were not up to my expectation.
In other words, i din really do well. haiss.
GPA dropped by 0.2! >.<
tell me whats life?
I think i let alot of ppl in my life down lo.
Thts why i muz pia.
And the tot of Leon, makes me wanna pia even more.
He said he wanna see his fans put their studies as piority and work hard wif him. Yup. his words really motivated me. Im sure other Leon fans will jiayou as well.
Gambette to those having major exams coming up too! : )
AHHh! cant wait to watch Super Funkies later.
LEON!!! <333!
