Thursday, March 31, 2005
3:58 PM
These 2 days haf been like crap! sigh..Went jogging 2 days ago and ppl haf been like so shocked tht i went for a jog. like argh! im not having some mad cow disease k! i juz wanna make use of my long 6 weeks hols to train up. realized tht my stamina has been declining tremendously ever since i quit badminton last yr. cant afford to get my arms and thigh all flabby. yeeks! and wht adds up to the reason why i wanna train up is bcoz of my interest in rock climb. thts a rock pls! -nod- i believe i can climb. =) lookin forward to tht very day. for now ill juz hafta concentrate on training. elizabeth said she dont mind doin rock climb wif me. hahas. yeahs.
Lesson learned: Nv drink coke after my jog, esp i din had anything heavy for lunch. had stupid terrible stomachache after finishing the whole can tht day. was too desperate for a drink at tht time tht i din really care abt the consequences. but i do rmb there was once a few times i drank coke after my badminton training but my stomach din hurt. ahh. contradiction. anyway ill juz haf my 100plus and plain water will do. thanks to those who concerned tht day. =)
Went down town wif my sis yesterday. been forced to anyway. she bribed me wif green mint ice-cream yesterday. ahh felt so sinful coz i've been eating all fatty food these few days. she bot tis swatch watch which kinda looks nice. =)
Im supposed to get my classlist yesterday but guess wad? the sch totally screwed up! gets so frustrated the whole nite and even till today. i tot it's supposed to release for everyone? why issit tht some ppl dont even haf a class assign? some of my friens who din get the classlist too, complained. practically huo bao i tell ya! somebody burn rp down now. pls! T_T crap! bahh. sighh.
Today is the 31st of march. sad to say i've come to the 3rd week of my hols. 3 more weeks to go i guess. cant believed half of my hols are gone. time for all my projs to be done. my laptop is practically collecting dust at one corner of my room, time to open it up and start typing my report for ppm. i need pushing pls! kok how's bday today, tht reminds me i hafta send him a happy bday msg later, i hope i rmb. ;P and anne's sis bday as well! happy bday clarissa! lOlx! =)
Oh and tmr's Happy April Fools' Day! im meeting nobody. thnx! hahahs.
Think thts abt it. hafta call elizabeth soon.
new season of the o.c tonite, cant wait lahs! and im counting down: 2 days to avril lavigne's concert. whee! =D
**Listening: Kelly Clarkson - Since You Been Gone**
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
4:54 PM
Did tis outta boredom. A - Age you got your first kiss: when i was a baby? hahas. =P
B - Band listening to right now: - not listening to any band now.
C - Crush: frank lampard and mark chay. =P
D - Dad's name: like u care!
E - Easiest person to talk to: easiest? all my friens?
F - Favorite artist at the moment: avril. ahh cant wait for the 2nd april gig. hahahs.
G - Gummy worms: gummy bears =)
H - Hometown: Internet is the MOST dangerous place to expose where i live so yeah..can i say lala land? ha..
I - Instruments: fav? drums, electric guitar and piano.
K - Kids: argh! tis is crap!
L - Longest car ride ever: err..
M - Mom's name: like u freaking care!
N - Nicknames: lamester, jo, mrs sim(LOL! i wish!)
O - One wish: be successful.
P - Phobia[s]: deep pool and sea.
Q - Question you last asked: 'ma..how to steam chicken?' (stupid eugene asked me to ask my mum k!)
R - Reason to smile: friends.
S - Song you sang last: stupid cupid stop picking on me~ =Pp
T - Time you woke up [today]: 1 plus in the afternoon.
U - Unknown fact about me: keep it unknown then.
V - Vegetable you hate: err?
W - Worst habit(s): i bite my fingers when i get nervous. hahahs.
X - X-rays you've had: 0
Y- Yummy food: good food! =)
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer
i am: Xue Yin.
i am not: a biatch. lOlx!
i love: my friens and family.
i hate: PBL!
i always: slack. sigh..
i never: did any immoral acts so far. as far as i noe. hahas..
i have: my friens
i give: you my care and concern.
i hope: all the jerks and hypocrites can juz disappear right frm my sight! yuck.
i want: you and ur beautiful soul.
i need: your care.
i miss: someone. (not wad ure thinkin)
i crave: for ice-cream. hahas.
i long to: search for my spiderman-wannabe.
i search: for someone.
i hear: jesse mcCartney. hahahas..=X
i say: wad i wanna say.
i feel: lost.
i hide: my feelings.
i think: i need to start doin my report for ppm.
i learn: the hard way.
i know: how to dance. (like real! hahas.)
i succeed: because i work hard for it.
i fail: because i din try hard enuff =(
i wonder: why.
i worry: for my projs.
i care: for my friens and family.
i sleep: everyday.
i dream: of sly. (hahahs =X)
i play: online games.
i fight: for my stand.
i regret: choosing rp. argh!
i hurt: myself (talk cock coz i dunno hw to complete tis line. hahas)
i cry: when im feeling hurt.
i feel alone: when nobody's home.
i listen: to music. songs which can make me shake my bon bon. not ricky martin pls.
i sing: horribly. hahahs.
i dance: terribly. (undeniable!)
i drive: toycars! yay!! -.- ok, not funnie.
i read: storybooks.
i write: words. duh.
i wait: for the day when i can learn rock climb.
i breathe: oxygen.
i can usually be found: at home, cine, heeren hmv and shopping malls.
i can't help the fact that: im nice. LOL!
Shower: Day or night?: both?
Soap: Liquid or bar?: both. (kiasurism! thts me)
What brand? dove and lux.
Shampoo & Conditioner: 2-in-1 or separate?: separate.
What brand? Herbal Essence.
Shaving: ...
Standing or sitting?: Standing. -.-
Singing: In your head or out loud?: sing OUT LOUD!
Washcloth: Yes or no?: Yes.
Shower Entrance: Curtain or sliding door? : Sliding door.
Shower Layout: Wth? come my hse and see. i dunno hw to say it here. lOlx!
combo?: Huh?!
HAVE YOU EVER..
...fallen asleep while showering?: Nopes.
...taken a call while you were showering?: Yes. Its irritating.
...showered in your swimsuit?: No. tis person who set tis qn muz be frm craze town.
...showered with a sibling?: No.
DO YOU...
...share a bathroom with someone?: Yes.
...have one of those detachable massage shower
heads?: Yes.
...sing in the shower?: sometimes.
...listen to the radio in the shower?: No.
9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
01. Be spontaneous.
02. Care for me.
03. Make me smile.
04. Noe when to be serious and when not to.
05. Sense of humour. (muz haf the ability to "lame" wif me and tolerate my "lameness" ha..)
06. Surprises.
07. Romantic enuff to watch the sunrise or sunset wif me wld be enuff =)).
08. Random hugs!
09. Random simple messages =)
Done! boo! i din noe some of qns are actually so lame and stupid. bahh wadever!
Goin for a jog later. ;P
Monday, March 28, 2005
5:02 PM
Im blogging not bcoz i got interesting stuff to write or neither are there any happening things ard me for me to really blog abt. Monday blues! sigh! super sian at home. helped mum wif her 'basic food hygiene' course application form finally. task completed. went lib to borrow some books few days ago but got caught in the rain. projs practically left untouched, guess april's gonna be a hard chore. Ironically, theres always an 'extra' person playing as the supporter actor btw us. tht person showed care for us, asking me hows stuff, my decision and everything but not anything frm him, the lead as hes the only one i wld wanna hear the most outta him. it sounds abit craze but its not. irony. crap. dont get me wrong, im not changing my decision or anything, we are still gonna be friends no matter wad. im better off alone anyway. once again, i said DONT read btw my lines, stop the guessing ard AND DONT ASK. ha..thnx. is tis another entry? (x oops!
Starting to enjoy the "singlehood" life i haf now. wheee! unexplainable. studies, family and friends had became the most impt thing to me rite now. i juz love my life now and i wanna enjoy as much as i can. wheee!
all the lovey crap will hafta wait. hahahs. ;P
Ie wern's coming back frm malaysia today. finally! wheee..miss our crapping session lahs! (x Haven been seeing enxuan online, she has YET to send me our neoprints. dont pentium 1 alrdy! SEND ME QUICK! =P hahas. and heard anne's back frm aus. are we gonna visit iylia for sure? hahas..tis sounds craze. shes making 2 person to go all the way to the east to visit her. big shot lahs! hmph! dont bring up the queen mother story to me k, i knew ure gonna say tht. we'll see. hehh.
Listening to wad kc had sent me on Good Friday, Jesse McCartney's 'Because You Live'. wahh. sounds like some typical clay aiken song can! its quite nice actually. shall put tht on my blog song someday. ;) for now, its jesse's 'Shes No You' on my blog, preety RnB style i guess. check out! and before i forget, i hafta thank kc for being my future FREE driver-cum-cher! LOL! see im so nice lahs, so dont charge me fees k! hahahs. ;P
Okays. think i really can crap stuff on my entry and tis is one. bahh!
XY out! (am i copying josh's format? pengz!)
**Listening: Jesse McCartney - Because You Live**
Friday, March 25, 2005
4:36 PM
Results officially released on Leo webbie yesterday. thnx yiming for telling me if not i wont give a damn to log in. she got better result than me and still not satisfied. tsktsk! demoralized me to bits. stupid pengli is even more atrocious, showing off his result to me last nite and demand me to tell him my result. argh! qi si wo le! my tis sem's GPA dropped, but luckily it din really affect my overall GPA much. thank God man! =) tis result kinda unexpected yet expected. -shrugs- i hafta say tis cls really made me work alot more harder than i was in previous cls. thts like a DUH thing! but wadever lahs! we are goin to split classes next sem anyway. Sigh. why issit so hard to even get an A in my sch? thts why i dread the sch's system so much. others polys seems to be getting A so easily but my sch's like DEAD DIFFICULT. sigh. sux! if only rp teachers are like Dr Girija, doesnt show much favourism. if only rp dont set qns which req us to apply and if only they set qn which req us to memorize bio facts and allowing us to copy and paste those facts to our ans. tht wld be SO WONDERFUL! bahh..im dreaming anyway. i needa to be realistic frm now on. (aim for a straight Bs)
Why cant our life operate like the 'backspace' key on the com keyboard? if only. u noe i dont mind goin back to sec sch and doin all my streaming exam and O's all over again, at least life isnt as complicated as wad life is now. if only i got a chance to do my O's once again, my eng wldnt be so f-up as it was 2 yrs ago. if only i got a 3 for eng, i wldnt mind doin jc arts(now), but of coz dont giv me sch like cjc. i still dont like tht sch if u hafta ask me why. its juz me. sajc is still my dream sch tho, but like i said it'll be more likely to happen in my dream. =P
Set realistic dreams. Goals. =)
Thursday, March 24, 2005
3:28 PM
Yesterday was FUN FUN FUN! it was ie wern's bday! -sings the birthday song to her- yay! wheee..ha. so went out wif my 2 best buds the whole day. met them at chinese garden mrt station at noon, beforetht, i saw kok how wif his friens at the clementi station, hes at the platform and im inside the train. then i kept staring at him hoping tht he will see me, hahas and he really did. anyway he still the same old "kow"(dog) as he was in sec sch lahs. oops! (x bleahs..so at first i tot i wanted to be punctual tis time but i ended up being the first to reach there. tsk! hahas. u shld look at hw enxuan dressed and ie wern's new funky hairstyle!..super stylo! (x hahahas..but think she need to get a better wax to spike up her hair huh? cool shit! went to ie wern's hse. wheee! eh i tot her hse's kitchen kinda resembles my grandpa's kitchen. ha..anyway its big k! i got a small kitchen. =( hahahs! listened to abit of Energy's songs..watched sly's 'its my life' video during the final showdown and not to mention some of the jpop stuff ie wern has. shes the super jpop freak and me? im the 'ang mo' freak now =/ im practically not into jpop nowadays. then we ate a piece of fruit cake and looked at ie wern's childhood and sec sch pics, wern looked so SWEET on her kindergarden grad pic, we tot it was her sis then. lOlx! saw her sec sch pic, revathi was inside her sec 2 class! then i said theres tis gal and a guy in her sec 3 and 4 class tht i think look gd. muahahas! ie wern's comment for the guy was like 'eeee..' -.- okok my taste rawk ok! =/ after all these nonsense, we did abit of make-up. wheee! fun fun coz we acted like some amateurs. hahas! then we went off straight to cine to catch 'Spongebob Squarepants Movie'..wheeee! i love the goofy goober kids! hahahs..it was super hilarious i tell ya! spongebob's really spastic and plus his best frien patrick star's clueless look really made the show doubly funnier! the peeps in the cinema practically cant stop laughin in every scene. lOlx! esp the guy beside me and the grp of gals sitting infront of us, we were laughing like hound dogs! ha..the show really made my day. after the show, we went heeren to take neoprints and later we walked back to cine and haf pastamania. the spicy chicken spaghetti is yummylilious! =D i was the first to finish all the food lahs. (x hahas. then walked to taka..saw wing ka wif tis guy at the crystal jade restaurant but we din wanna disturb lahs (x we went to venezuela and haf ice-cream. hahahs! the stupidest shit tht happened to me when i was eating my ice-cream was theres tis ac guy wif tis bunch of peeps kept staring at my direction, staring as in he gave me tht diao look! tsktsk! and of coz i diao back. its so damn STUPID lahs! stare wad? nv see a gal eating ice-cream b4? and its coz im anti-ac so u can juz imagine hw irritated i was at tht point in time. tsk! Aftertht, we went back home. i was supposed to pass the cheezel to enxuan but i forgot, all bcoz of tht bus 111, came too early. @!# but luckily i managed to catch a bit of american idol on tv mobile. wheee!
Monday, March 21, 2005
7:24 PM
Wheeee! itchy fingers are back! me me me!..sounds damn ego. wadever. u noe wad? im doin perfectly oright on tis chair, juz got home tho..i think its time to blog sth since ppl are complaining i've not been doin so nowadays. ha..okok. Anyway if u do read my previous entry, if u happened to, im sorry its juz for "somebody"..u noe wad tht means. i hope u guys din try to read btw my lines coz mayb some things aint wad exactly im trying to convey there. so pls dont try to decipher wads behind it yeahs. thnx. so sorry, i hope tht cld be the last time, cant help it but to blog abt some emotional parts. time will heal all the pain.
So i went to westmall wif huimin tis afternoon, too bad the other 3 werent here, dont blame them coz they gotta mug for schwork, so left the two of us. passed huimin her cookies. had a movie..watched 'A Series of Unfortunate Events'. bahh..wasnt tht keen to watch at the begining..tot it wld be juz the same old draggy plot again but ha..it isnt. =) bless me. i caught a gd show, not fantastically gd but worth it, tho its kinda an unpleasant plot. got some parts which are kinda funnie. i hope the girl who was sitting in the same row as us in the movie dont get to read tis, AH! UR LAUGHTER IS GD GRACIOUS ME! =X anyway, think those actors and actresses were really gd. Jim Carrey esp and those kids. yeahs..love those ingenious kids..violet, klaus and sunny. find violet quite sweet and intellectual. klaus's knowledgable, love the part where he deciphered the code in the letter. incredible man. sunny's damn cute! ahaha..at times i juz feel like pinching her cheeks. wheee! juz cute lahs! well, mayb i believe some ppl's life may seem like a series of unfortunate events but i still think gd things come by. why ppl get so conscious abt the unfortunate things thts happening ard them but they neglected the gd? even if life's like a series of unfortunate events, i think it will come to an end. all things wif a start will hafta come to an end isnt it?
So then we went to tom and stef...wheee! fortunately, i found some gd stuff. wheeee! unfortunately, i wont tell u wad issit (in case somebody's reading it. shh. its supposed to be unknown to tht person. hahas! =P) so happy! i saw loads of 'em but i've no idea which to get. anyway i still got loads of time to do my "research". im sucha gd frien. wheee..right? RIGHTTT!
I MUZ blog tis! i was chatting wif josh a few nights ago. then he was like 'ure ALWAYS online', 'dun u ever NOT come online!' HELLO! i mean can u sense tht double meaning in there. tsktsk! it juz happens tht whenever hes online, its ALWAYS the time i come online! then shall i say he also ALWAYS comes online? and like how u noe im always online unless u, urself also comes online rite? wheee..i win lahs! ha..=X
Im in a jesse mcCartney craze now. my sis were making fun of the lyrics of song, 'beautiful soul' last nite. it was SO damn hilarious! i couldnt stop myself frm laughing(was competing wif justin's shouting. ha..=P) figured out tis: 'i dowan another preety face~ i wan an ugly face to hold~ i dowan my love to go to waste~ i wan u and ur beautiful soul~' LOL! shes another one who believes looks do play a part. hmm..wad do u guys think? is looks really tht impt if u were to choose a partner? nah wait! i believe it only plays on a 'first impression' kinda basis. for me, it is..but if i were to choose a partner, i wan personality, gd-lookin ppl will come in as a bonus. sounds like a frien who juz told me tis last week. hurhur..think wad he said was so true. anyway, if u ARE reading tis, pls rmb to send me tht jesse mcCartney song u recommended me few days back. ha..=D
Think tis entry is enuff for u ppl to read. i hafta go prepare dinner soon and get on wif lotr on ch 5. wheee..love! =)
Sunday, March 20, 2005
2:47 PM
Sorry im not gd wif words either. i juz wan u to noe, things are not exactly as bad as how u think it is. i cant deny tht the fact i still like u, but fate is juz not on our side now. Fate..if fate allows us to be together once again..2 yrs after, i'll be yours. anyway, thanks for the poem u wrote(really) and im still waiting for ur call if u shld noe, think we juz hafta haf a gd conversation. Its oright, im okay, i think God can explain.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
4:21 PM
Lindsay Lohan rawks! dont u think so? mayb most of em juz cant stand her, but who cares? ppl are juz prejudiced against her. so wad if she really did a boob job? it doesnt even concern u rite! so be it lahs..not everybody can accept every artiste's doings, not tht i like britney either. if u dont like it, juz fcuk off will u? as long as ppl perform their best? why do u care? enuff of my whines! get back to normal. hee..Ha..my life's been preety ok rite now. thanks for those who haf been asking how i am and stuff. i guessed it really makes a deeper impact if ur friens asked u qns like tht. at least its part of concerning. =D
Yesterday afternoon was super boring! i hafta freaking faced the com for the whole day and i still dunno wht to do. coz i've alrdy surfed wad i wanted to surf. =/ i cant stand tis kind of life sometimes..its worse than slacking i tell ya. im goin to town tmr, anybody wanna tag along? i hafta be specific here, im goin to do MY OWN shoppin tmr. -grin grin-
Wing Ka was telling me tht she was freaking bored and depressed yesterday coz noone's there to listen to her probs recently. heh..i hope shes feelin better now. at least u noe, im there to listen. =D Im feelin darn remorseful yesterday coz i was more like "disturbing" kc wif msg-es the whole evening when he was supposed to mug for his exams next week? it went on for like 2 hrs or so? ha..so sorry frien! im juz freakin BORED! T_T and juz so happened tht ure the only one who replied my msg-es at tht point in time. tsk! hee..
Im feeling damn homo nowadays and tis is no gd. i dunno? im starting to admire chio buS recently on the mag and pics when in the past i DONT! argh! but if let say i gave u the wrong idea nw, sorry i hafta explain, IM STILL STRAIGHT AS EVER! tsk! =)
I wanted to get some of the makeup stuff one day, but i dunno when. =/ coz right now i still hafta worry for my frien's bday expenses tis month..like movies, pastamania, neoprints and i dunno wht. -shrugs- kinda sux for someone wif no daily allowance huh? "economic downturn" for me. =( and oh yah makeup stuff im gonna get like a black eyeliner and eye-shadow, basically all black. my fav color symbolizes mysterious-ness(is there such a word? bahh!) cool shit! =D
I SERIOUSLY need some exercising..SERIOUSLY NEED SPORTS NOW! i miss PE! and i miss my cca badminton..i miss my coach! i miss being FIT! lOlx! one thing is tht i DONT miss rugby and bball, i hafta say i kinda sux at these 2 sports. ah..im desperate for a tan now! someone pls..i better hope elizabeth hurry organize the badminton game for us so tht i can start kicking ppl's asses! hahahs. kiddg! anyway i seriously need a tan but cant get a tan! damn melanin production! i wanna go for a jog one of these days. superlicious duperlicious serious~! ha..
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
1:18 PM
Lindsay Lohan - OverI watch the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're
the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know
Over,over,over
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
Chorus 2x:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
honestly tell me, honestly tell me
don't tell me that it's over, don't tell me that it's over
Monday, March 14, 2005
1:33 PM
"u get hurt once, hurt twice and its gone" (quoted frm tiff's blog) i guess the only frien who can really understand me now is her bcoz we are both under the same boat. well cheer up frien! Tis is for him...
By the time u read tis, u shld prolly noe where exactly we are heading towards. things wld nv be the same after tis. im serious tis time and im sure tis wld be the last time, last entry im gonna write abt us. sorry i couldnt bring myself to talk to ya so i shall blog it here to let ya see..hopefully u'll see it...
Some stuff had got me thinking all these while and i've finally figured out some of the ans myself.
I think i dunno wad ure thinking anymore and neither do u noe wad im thinkin now. i kept wanting to revive tis relationship and i've told u im willing to try no matter wad but wad is exactly stopping ya? dont tell me u nv tot of breaking up, ask urself..its abt telling the truth now. i noe breakin up was alrdy on ur mind ever since the begining of the yr but wads the reason behind it? was it juz bcoz we are drifting apart? or was it bcoz i was alrdy insignificant to u? why do tis to me when it cld haf been avoided? i feel like u've changed. u wont let tis kind of thing to happen in the past, well at least u'll try but wad now? u dont even update me wif how busy u were. mayb i shldnt guess further the ans to all these qns, its preety obvious why. im jaded.
But i dont blame u bcoz i understand confusion and in circumstances like tis. no point holding on to a relationship when its alrdy one-sided and no point staying wif me coz u think theres a need for u to. i decided to leave u alone and hopefully i wont be ur burden anymore. thnx for all the memories. hereby, i wish u all the best(biomed isnt so hard for u to achieve, u dont really need me wif ya)..tmr's ur bday, sorry if i din wish u last yr, hope its not too late to wish u tis yr. happy birthday. lastly, goodbye to u.
P/s: U wont be hearing frm me the next couple of months or so juz to prevent awkward moments, i cant heal as fast as hw u think i shld. if possible, u can delete all the no. i had wif ya. Forgive and Forget me. u'll find someone else whom u really love and love u in return.
Tis is our one last..
**nothing in this world is forever**
Listening: Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down
Saturday, March 12, 2005
4:18 PM
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
 You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
Try tis out! got tis frm kitty's blog. hee..preety interesting! ;)
Friday, March 11, 2005
10:52 PM
Yeah! finally im done wif my yr 2! tis is fast huh? i feel like i've got so many things undone. so craps! anyway im gonna "enjoy" tis 6 weeks break even tho i've got my fyp and ppm projs to do which kinda sux! but wad to do? i need them to graduate. sigh..poly life aint as easy as wad u think yeahs.I was late for elective class today. class was NOT exactly tht slack! due to the fact tht tis is LAST lesson, we get really kinda tone down abit during presentation today. worse still, tss brought along 2 guests tis afternoon. our performance were kinda disappointing yeahs, tss said we can do better.
Tis morning bran called, was having my breakfast then. hmm..guessed tht hes doin preety fine over there. hahas. he told me hes prolly staying to do his private A's here. hahas im gonna wish him all the best if he wans to enter biomed sci course in local uni. i know he can do it lahs. =)) and the bottom line is 'i suck at bio ok!' i dont even noe simple definition like wads cell! wad the heck ritee! tis is so embarassing man..ha..
I think i'll juz end up being friens wif him. i can say tht we will be better off as friens than anything else more. some stuff are SO not goin well tis yr. ns is always the problem! the main and BIGGEST problem! mayb i'll juz enjoy my singlehood now and who noes wad may happen in the future, let fate decide. even if thts the case, i'll still miss him. perhaps its quite useless to say anything now, i juz hope i wont hurt him much.
And one thing i hafta clarify, me and TIS GUY FRIEN of mine haf NTH! NTH BTW US YEAH! stuupid cyril always make fun of me. bleahs..
Hmm i think im gonna keep some stuff private here, gonna jot it down on my diary later. hee..its juz me, myself and the diary. =))
I think im preety contented wif my life now. my rawking world! ha..
Im out! tata..
Thursday, March 10, 2005
6:28 PM
Yeahs! today marks the second last day of sch b4 the holidays are here. 1 more day, counting down. hehh..parted frm sm0105 today, tmr will be parting wif those in my elective class. well..even tho i dislike my super duper smart class, i still hafta say one thing gd abt tis class is tht WE ARE REALLY BONDED! =D had loads of craps and laughter tog! we share notes and stuff (except for some ppl..bleahs!). im not sure whether i'll miss tis class coz part of me wants to get out of tis class asap. im weird. i cant study in a super smart class, i dunno why. thts juz me. i love my last sem's sm0205 class. still think they are the best! ahh..i missed those 'biitch talks' wif the sm0205 gals. mayb bcoz i love 'biitch talks' and 'gossips' so thts why i love sm0205 more than tis class. ha..am getting so "bitchy" nowadays. yucks! ha..tis is no gd. =P Dont be too shocked why i came to class today even tho HALF THE SCH DIN attended lesson today, can really tell frm the number of ppl walking ard the sch, much fewer i muz say. am coming for the sake of Dr Girija. =) my fav teacher-cum-fac! she rawks man but then shes not gonna teach us anymore. *sobs* sadd..honestly speakin, im gonna miss her lots. really really..she bot us ice-creams frm downstairs juz nw. so sweett! even tho nachamma gave ie wern's class brownies today. ahh!
Tis sem's result is gonna be bad, its the gut feel. hope to maintain my GPA even tho tht sounded impossible. ha..i cannot blame rp for setting such difficult and brain-torturing qns for all the tests. hafta blame me for being so slack tis sem. bleahs..promise! if let say my GPA do dropped which is like a touch-wood thing, im gonna strive hard next sem and get back the GPA i want. i wanna be nerd. ha..
Hows anne? hope shes doin fine over at monash nw. can tell shes not been enjoying much herself over there. hmm..mayb God has a plan for her? most likely yeahs? anne! do take caree oright! =)
Stuupid james! i saw him running the sch track wif 3 other guys juz nw! tsk! at least he still rmbs to say hi to me! wad the..tis junior of mine really CMI(CANNOT MAKE IT!) ha..=Pp
Im gonna DO STH NW and thts choosing wad modules im gonna take next sem. hahas. tough one but kinda haf sth in mind nw. most likely i wont get medical microb even if i choose bcoz its not supposed to be related to my specialization. -shrugss- gonna try anyways. okays lah..i guess its time to read up my prospectus before i start filling up the module selection form. thts sth i haven done for ages. ha..
I AM ADDICTED TO JESSE McCartney's 'BEAUTIFUL SOUL'. been playing tis song quite alot and i've been singing tht quite alot. its freakk..ha..theres tis band called 'The Used'. been checkin them out recently. i tot their songs are preety cool! and the new song by darius is nice i find =) keep a look out yeahs!
Im outt! seeyaa!
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
10:35 AM
Finally its a wednesday morning! gd morning everyone! =) well...some peeps shld noe im rushing some proj last nite. was damn slack at first, but we ended up rushing like hound dogs! ha..craps! did managed to finish them but of coz we haf to sacrifice our slp first. slept at 2 plus, mind-activating at tht time so we are kinda like half-dead zombies which are alive. we ended up having crappy talks instead. ie wern and i are really gd dreamtalkers seriously, trust me k! we can dream and talk and do work at the same time. multi-tasking. thts us. tried encouragin one another to stay awake. ha..now im feeling so damn unhealthy coz i only had 5 hrs of slp and not to mention the fact tht slept LATE! supposedly had lab class today but i skipped it. slping like a pig juz nw...thts me. sophia was giving me tis 'happy slping..haha' msg, dunno why she still gave me a missed call aftertht. ha..well! our final draft of proj is done. tried our best alrdy. ahh..but thts only the begining part of the proj and we are alrdy so busy! cant imagine the later part. >.<Some of my friens gave me encouraging words last nite thru sms-es and msn msges. so sweet! thanks guys! muack. hahas..my friends juz rawk lahss. =)
Oh yah. kc's having physics a level pract today. hope he do well. ;)
Monday, March 07, 2005
4:35 PM
Im supposed to decide whether to study now or to go get my prepaid..but why the heck am i bloggin here?! my fingers feel like exercising now. preety lame excuse. hah..well..i shall blog abit now and make my decision at the same time. hopefully i can come up wif sth rather than juz slacking away the whole afternoon. bahh!I admit i did miss a particular someone yesterday. was talking to his frien and it reminded me of some stuff and dunno why my tears juz cant stop flowing aftertht. damnit. i hate times like tis. thnx 'u-know-who' for concerning. at least u noe u can be nice to me sometimes..hahahs juz kiddg! anyway ure nice now =) keep it like tis lahs k! dont do it juz once in a blue moon. hahahs. ^_-
I think im getting brain malfunction today. cant seem to be reading fast enuff. wthh! whts wif me? my tiny weeny brain juz contain much things. sadd..
Anyway guys! im doin a small advertisement for my friens now. pls support nat ho's frien in miss sg universe! her name's Ling Lee, contestant no. 2. and also support contestant no. 13. Jaclyn Ng..shes christine's frien frm cjc i think. well..yeps thts abt it. anyway if possible juz support BOTH by sms-ing. for more details pls visit the following webbie: http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/msu2005/
Thanks alot!
I shall stop here. Decided, i shall stay home and study. shall get my prepaid tmr. =) whee.
Peace out!
Sunday, March 06, 2005
2:15 PM
Im bored! Im bored! Im superbly bored! i dont think i'll even study now, thts gonna make it worse. holiday mood..listening to keane's album on my sister's com..well, my sister went jb one hr ago, i asked her to take note of any vcd..and of coz most imptly, get 'A walk to remember' if she happens to see it. hahahs..chatting wif tiff now but her slow reply can make me fall aslp. lOlx! she juz told me she got 6 points for her o's! think shes one of my smartest frien out theree. smart tiff! well done! =) im wondering to myself..why does the time passes so slowly today? -shrugs- Im addicted to keane recently..of coz not them but their songs. x_x did a chorus bathroom version of 'This is the first time' when i had my shower yesterday nite. thts a rocker btw =) but im addicted to 'bedshaped' as well, cant really make up my mind. love those songs.
Keane - Bedshaped
Many's the time i ran wif u down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether
Dont laugh at me
Dont look away
U'll follow me back
Wif the sun in ur eyes
And on ur own
Bedshaped and legs of stone
U'll knock on my door and up we'll go
in white light
I dont think so
But what do i know?
I know u think im holding u down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
But i dont understand the same things as u
But i do
Dont laugh at me
Dont look away
U'll follow me back
Wif the sun in eyes
And on ur own
Bedshaped and legs of stone
U'll knock on my door and up we'll go
in white light
I dont think so
But what do i know?
What do i know?
I know.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
2:33 PM
Roughly know how 2 friens did for their A's so far..one of them prolly be goin america, its either tht or shes staying here for private uni. but what the heck! if shes leaving sg! i'll haf 1 less frien in sg and somemore shes considered my gd frien. damn! tsk! i dunno hw the rest did! now im screwed! possibility one is tht they mite be too preoccupied in their celebration, they dunno hw to reply me OR! possibility two..u noe wad! i hope its not possibility two. well..i heard tht one of my sec schmates got A, A and C or sth like tht which is like wthh lahhs! hahas. Its all abt A levels here.
Im changing my blogskin today! wheee..its time for a change. who cares abt tuesday's enterprise test!
Friday, March 04, 2005
9:10 PM
4th March 2005, FridaySecond entry of the day..hardcoree! love the word! hah..
Ended enterprise class preety early today. yuva is weird recently, he likes to "disturb" me nowadays. ask me crap qns! like wthh..he dissed me abt my height today and stuupid hanming was laughing cheekily down theree..dumb! hahahs. anyway yuva's weird. he like to borrow my earphone recently but i purposely din wanna lend him today. bahh! he surprisingly had breakfast wif us today.
I realized ppl like to do weird things at the wrong time. first was the smile thing frm tis person tht i noe..now is all these dissing shit frm yuva. craps lahhs! went for proj after my class. kinda slack. hah!
Wonder hw my friens did for their A's..kinda worried for themm, but din wanna phone them in case they din really wanna talk abt it. the way they told me last nite was really scary lahhs. freaks me out even tho im not the one taking the result. hahahs.
Its weekends! yay! rawks! =)
11:31 AM
4th March 2005, FridayWheee! its the last sch day of the week! time flies preety fast. zoomm..its march now. holiday season..for me lahhs. even tho i haf loads of projs piling up during the holidays, im goin to be year 3 preety soon. =( saddd...gonna be damn broke tis month bcoz of all the frien's bday and stuff..not to mention abt all the expenses..hate the month of march and oct lahhs..argh.
Some stuff happened btw me and tis person. seems to be getting cold shoulders frm tht person. in other words juz attitude lahs. its weird. shall not elaborate on tht so DONT ask! tsk..
O's results out. some of my friens actually did well and some did not. well..i guess thts not the end. getting an o level cert is juz the begining..fundamental stuff..haff long way to go. whether it is diploma or degree. Dr girija sparked me wif wad she told our class yesterday. i believe life is juz not all abt studying and getting gd certs, doesnt mean getting a degree, we can succeed later on in life. Life is not abt doin all the routine stuff like goin to sch...go to work..slp..eat..it wld be so boring isnt it? wad places can we go to chill out? pubs? movies? arcade? fastfood? its forever the same old places! spare me plss..i need sth moree interesting than all these, but i guess thts hw the whole thing works over heree. Boring wif the capital letter B!
3 and plus hours more to go b4 the A's results are gonna be release...ahhh..juz wanna wish all my friens all the best later..hope they really do well and get into the local uni..if not some wld prolly be goin to america..sighh..if thts the case, it wld be preety sad me lahs. cant do w/o them lahss..hahahs. ^_-
Its damn slack and cold in class today, but luckily i got my skittles! =)
Peace out!
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
7:04 PM
2 March 2005, TuesdayWassup!
Im so tired, got home early today juz to finish my 2 assignments..one of them was supposed to be due tis noon but i've absolutely forgotten abt it. hahahs. was busy wif our urine experiment tis morning(LOL!)and weixiong was using my laptop tis morning for some lab stuff. luckily serene didnt mind me handing up late..im still a first-timer lahss.. =P
Am i juz TOO OVERLY EXCITED last nite tht i cant slp or wad? some shld noe why lahhs. euphoria is the word! booo..=)
Josh's frien went for an op and lost alot of blood recently, so his frien's kinda in need for an O+ blood type..chatted wif josh abt tis matter yesterday. well..he seems nice enuff to help his frien so haf decided to help him look up for ppl wif O+ blood type. ah pengli is O+! yay! at least theres one extra hope. bhb josh asked me to be their middleman -.- hafta help them arrange a meet on fri i guess..sighh! kinda sux to be the middleman sometimes but for the sake of his frien's health, i'll be nice =P well, pray hard tht his frien wld be oright. =)
Module selection is out..-shrugs- no idea wht electives im gonna choose tis time round. too many varieties or shall i say too limited? im kinda stucked wif those choices, but most prolly i will end up in christina's class which is like 'oh crap! im goin to slp wif my eyes open in her cls next sem AGAIN! lOlx!' but by then i'll be expert in it alrdy. so no worries! lOlx! hopefully she wont pick on me so much if im really suay suay under her next sem. -cross my fingers-
Im so tired now, i wonder if i can hold on somemore. i juz got so many things to do! did my assignments and i hafta do some studying for my test for tmr. no hopee..my brain is shut.
p/s: hi ppl! please try not to call me tonite..anything urgent, please msg or sms me. thanks!
Bye guys! im out!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
9:01 PM
1 March 2005, TuesdayHelloooo..its high time now tho im super tired now. i can juz fall aslp anytime now. bleahss.
I hate bastards! well..bastard are even too nice a name for a person like him. tsk! if the guy i like does sth like how tht bastard treat my frien, i'll bite and i'll make suree he rot! *cough cough* hate tis thing lahs..guys are so hard to trust. sighh..
Been wanting to relocate my blog but i guess its senseless. i'll stick wif my "so-called bhb" addie, rawkwithme. =)
Our sch's internet was down freakin badly the whole day. msn kinda cocked-up sometimes. got signed out several times. its useless even when i come online coz i can only talk to ppl not frm my sch..those messages i sent to my cyril, yiming, joshua and aqid all got bounced back. tsk..josh still can tell yiming his msn rawks. yeahh. i wld like to assume tht ^_- i can get thru jennifer and mardhiah tho..hahahs. but all thnx to the f-up internet, we actually enjoyed a day of movie in class =P preetyy cool isnt it? watched 'the shutter' and 'silence of the lamb' tog wif my class. 'the shutter' is funnie even tho its not supposed to be..hahahs. cant believed i actually laugh til i cried while watching the show. LOL! the show's preety cool still lahss..but the guys were scaring us wif those "screams" they made PURPOSELY whenever the climax are reaching, juz to create tht atmosphere. meihui screamed the loudest. hahahs. pl was super funnie, he covered his face whenever the lead male and female were saying mushy stuff and gets intimate. wahlau..hes really useless lahhss! -shake head- 'silence of the lamb' is really psychotic man! anthony hopkins acted as the cannibal..yucks man. the 'lamb chop' scene is gross but hes a smart guy tho. i almost puke in tht 'lamb chop' scene, i mite juz puke..lOlx. luckily yiming bot the preserved plums. relieved. =) ah i still cant stand psychotic show like tis...i'll go mad. lOlx.
Had crapping session wif my mp clique juz nw..frm now on, i shall call them my mp clique =) hehh..
Speak of the devil, tht person called juz now after i've mentioned abt him in blog yesterday. x) hahahs.
