Tuesday, November 29, 2005
10:14 PM
Its raining outside the window now.I love the smell of the rain and i love the wind blowing against me.
I love the raining season.
Lets see wad i've done during the weekends.
Went out wif Bing and Germ on Sat.
Met at Queensway Shopping Centre lor..to print the FC shirt.
We are a reallie kiasu bunch of ppl coz we were the first to made the shirt. wahaha..=p
So crap wif them for 2 hrs at the Mac. Saw Wenyan and Esther. kinda weird man coz i noe Wenyan frm Poly but i noe Esther frm Sec sch and juz so happens tht they both knew each other. lol. Singapore is sucha SMALL place, no wonder its juz a small red dot on the map. lol.
Then me, Bing and Germ ended off the day taking lots of pics!
Muz thank Bing for her digi cam worrs!
Its nice to meet up wif u guys. See u all again tis Sat during FC meeting!
Its the end of Understanding Tests 2 for all modules!
Time to chill and PARTYYY!! =D ohwell, need to re-charged b4 the new year comes.
I finally successfully completed MP8 of Sports Psychology tdy!
Was so tired tdy tht i cld almost give up and zhao class halfway.
But tiffany persuaded me not to so i stayed. It was convincing enuff for me to stay bah.
So wad i did to keep me awake was to blast some reallie loud music into my ears. I love rock! it keeps me awake! =D juz dont play me The Rasmus...even tho i like them. but somehow when i listen till track 7 onwards, i will fall aslp. no idea.
I think my presentation was pretty hilarious tdy. I used the hokkien word 'hiong' for my presentation to explain guys being more agressiveness. then the whole class started laughin away. lol. The part on goin gym was funnie. It seems to be targeted towards Carie. hehe..poor Carie! =p
Wooohooo!! im so excited abt holidays now!!! hahahas..FINALLY and probably it wld be my last holiday coz soon, i'll hafta work. i'll make sure i reallie enjoy myself tis holidays.
Gonna drop by my sch tmr to return my overdue books. Im frigging forgetful. This is like my second or the third time alrdy. =s Then afterwhich, im goin Westmall to get my Loreal treatment. frickin ex but its a jem. Definitely worth the dollars! heh..
Submitted my PP report yesterday!!
The presentation wld be scheduled on 4th Jan, second day of sch reopens.
dunno if its a gd or bad thing. haii..
Agnes Phua wld be my accessor. Ok, she sound like a nice person. hahas.
I saw him tdy. Haiii..reallie dunno hw to describe the feeling lor.
its kinda fading? issit? or am i juz escaping? hmm..
Thursday, November 24, 2005
1:10 PM
Guys, try tis if ure free. add smarterchild@hotmail.com onto ur msn messenger contacts."These are automated "bots." You can ask about the weather, stock quotes, and other information and it will instantly give you back the results. It's pretty fantastic." and "And what's really cool about it is that you can ask it all sorts of random questions and it has a pretty sarcastic/funny attitude when responding." - got this frm Howie's blog. juz tot i might like to share it wif more ppl. hehheh.
Today's Pharmacotherapy lesson is pretty interesting. the new fac Miss Chua come and take over us. actuallie she isnt tht bad. i tot initially it wld be boring but she proves me wrong even tho i got selected by her to be the pharmacist for my grp. role play. -.- then Miss Chua was the patient. kinda tio stunned by her wif some unexpected demands though but overall i think shes not bad as a fac. I think my performance was quite ok. better than expected. dunno why i din feel pressurize at all to act as the pharmacist. weird me. lol.
I cant wait for sch hols!!! arghh...am counting down the days. lol.
These are things i wanna do during this holidays:
1. Hang out wif Bing and Germ. (hopefully will haf an flfc meeting too. miss zoelene they all XD!)
2. Haircut (still deciding whether to save money to let my mum cut or go to Iewern's usual saloon)
3. Go crash nus, k-box-ing and arcade wif my sister.
4. Meet Huimin to watch Harry Potter.
5. Probably meet Steph to pass the VCD back to her. thanks babe!
6. Ask JY to bring me ard ntu
7. Hang out wif Ie wern and Enxuan at Fareast or movie. watch Pride and Prejudice pls!!
8. Probably ask kai chun out for movie and gym. lol. cant imagine he being my gym instructor. lmao. im evil. i laugh at him. =x
9. Finish PP poster and presentation
10. Finish up final draft of FYP. yay.
Excluding the rest part. lol. need to replenish myself before the new year starts. =D
Gonna miss Daniel so much. hes leaving sg on the 10th =( argh!
Im better compared to yesterday. muz reallie thank afew ppl. Daniel and Kaichun mostly. esp kaichun, he kept me company till 1plus am. he keeps thinkin abt ___ and his snag theory. stupid founder of ayidas (he shld noe wad it stands for..hahas). he reallie did a great job in cheering ppl up man. somehow or rather when im sad, he will always be the first to msg me on msn to ask me if im alright. aww..sometimes abit irritating though but still a gd frien afterall. the type tht can crap wif me. thanks bud! : )
Oh no, i haven submit my PP report. got stuck wif the format. argh. and what the hell is a milestone? how to do the milestone? haii..fan si ren le!
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
5:04 PM
Im torned and shattered to pieces.Story-telling time:
Is there ever a time when u found out tht u like someone, but didnt dare to say?
When u saw this special someone appear, even though u guys haf never knew each other as a frien. God knows why U juz feels kinda attracted to him/her...? like wad they call it love at first sight.
I tot it will nv happen to me. BUT it did.
Tht process of liking someone is miraculously undescrib-able. its wondrous hw liking somebody can make such an impact to me. Be it juz a crush or not. Seriously, i dont even noe the ans myself.
I cant explain tis...its like when u see him/her, u'll automatically go on a cloud 9.
Every morning, not every but almost. i will always sit on the same bus wif him to sch, but noe wad, i juz dont haf tht courage to approach him or wadsoever. Even my friends gave me tht courage but it still didnt work. Im sucha freak! Anyway, i juz found out sth abt him. he HAS a gf and i guessed tht they juz got tog recently. haii..i reallie dunno how to feel towards tis news. Sham was rambling to me juz now. Initially, i was ok wif it (the news of him being attached). but after awhile, i realized tht i do care. If i said i dont, thts juz probably self-denial.
In terms of alot of things, we are always so close but fate is juz lacking somewhere.
Its proven.
Judging frm his profile, hes definitely a nice guy. I cant say hes the best of all. but judging frm everything, hes definitely a gd catch and a rare kind.
Abel, his name.
Ull haf my blessing.
Im so suay recently.
alot of mishap.
I stepped on a live snail tdy.
Poor snail. wo bu shi ku yi de. =(
Missed my medication juz now. oops.
haii..actually no mood to blog lah. wadeverr..
If u hopped by my friendster page, ull eventually found out tht i deleted most of the profile.
I did it outta of impulse coz i see it too wordy. Its shorter and easier to read now anyway.
damnit.
Im juz so emo now. Not sad. arrghh..actuallie wads the diff?
I dont feel like meeting anyone else for now.
Haii..
theoneiwillnevergetandwillneverbemine.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
12:25 PM
Im having tis one patch of blue black and wif some scratches on my right hand. After some rubbing yesterday, it changed color to red tdy.Went Far East wif Ie wern on Friday wif a heavy bag.
Tht day wasnt my day at all. Got stepped on the toe several times by ppl. and best of all, it rained when we were to go off. I had to end up carryin the stupid umbrella wif one paper bag, laptop and sch bag. super heavy can. @!#% The bruises came when i was abt to reach home. I ran across the flat frm Blk 88 to 89 bcoz i din wanna open my umbrella. so u noe. i FELL lah -.- in an awfully weird position (fell backwards). heng. only my butt kena the impact frm the ground. my poor hand as well, but at least i din suffer frm any internal injury (i think). lucky man.
Im so excited to see Ie wern's hairstyle tmr. sure very jin bao! she dyed her hair le! omg. i dunno why im more excited than her on the day she went to the saloon.
My sister helped me think of a new hairstyle. I like it so much but i dunno which hairdresser can do a gd job abt tht. the hairstyle is weird and more suitable for models. urber cool!
I cant friggin describe it. =D
8 more sch days. 2 more weeks. 3 more tests to go.
Hang in there xy!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
12:15 PM
Im thinking if i shld attend lab session tmr. lab never triggers any interest in me.well, i mean im juz not the type who can stay in the lab for more than 8 hrs doing experiment or research.
its juz awfully boring. duncha think so?
Counselling is so difficult.
i wonder if im fit to be a pharmacist next time. or probably not. =/
probably next time ull see being in a totally different profession to wad im currently studying rite now. mayb i can go become a nurse. who noes? hahas.
My life is simple. i juz wan a stable job wif a good income. buy my own apartment and start building 'my dream home' -> my own 'bar counter' wif dim lightings, a dolby digital surround sound system. to me, its enuff. thts LIFE! hopefully thts not an unrealistic target : ) hmmm..maybe go get myself a rich husband. wahaha..nah jk! i still wan a guy who loves and cares for me whole-heartedly than someone whos rich but throws me aside. guys wld normally think girls are materialistic because we always say we wan to marry a rich husband. of coz who wldnt wan to rite? its nature. but tht doesnt mean we are material. theres no such thing as guys being always superior than girls now. Girls are getting more independent than guys nowadays in fact. dont cha think so?
I saw him a couple of days on the bus. I was SO near him. Ain was juz standing in btw us. So me and Ain were talkin, i keep having this feeling tht hes eavesdropping our conversation or sth. anyway, fine. theres tis point when we both turned our heads to one another and eyes MET. tht part was super embarassing. omg >.< can u imagine tht tension? wanted to smile at him but failed to. im such a failure eh! -.- then afterwhich, he also alighted at the same stop as us, rite behind us xD! his new pair of nike shoes is SO striking. <333 the color combi =D
Ain and Shamima added me into their conversation juz now.
So Ain told me she saw him at 7+..she took the lift whereas, he came out of the lift.
o.O! so-desu! my friens are always luckier than i DO!
for me, its SO NEAR YET SO FAR! you yuan wu fen ah!
Why God always love to play such tricks on me? haiss...
Tested my eyeliner yesterday.
Followed Tara's instructions and apply it at the rim of my eyes.
Its weird. I dont look like xy at all. but i like it. lol.
Im so affected by makeups nowadays.
I wanna get a haircut to accompany wif it. SOON =D
I so love Joel. Benji and Billy.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
2:51 AM
This wld be a long entry. U dont hafta read all if u dowan to. If u wan to read then go ahead wif it.Met Daniel at Orchard MRT station tdy, but i was slightly late.
Dunno y meeting daniel isnt so stressful. its like meeting an old friend. lol. i haf no idea why either. lol. i was extremely goondu at the station man. i called him when i reached the station then he told me to turn right but i went left and still insisted tht im right. then he was like 'u sure or not? how come i dont see u one?' then i realized im at the wrong direction. lol. there was quite alot of ppl down there thts y i got blurred. =p then the first thing i saw him was to ask him where was my report. im so mean. the report like more impt than him. lol. i tot he din bring coz he was only holding his mp3 when i first saw him. then suddenly he popped out tis file frm his back. i din noe he does magic. hahahs..so nice of him. he actuallie punched hole for me and put them into tis Victoria School file which was supposedly frm his bro. science somemore. lol.
Then at first we wanna haf lunch at macs. but i changed my mind to Mos Burger. he told me he ate yesterday but dont mind eating again. so yup. now i noe his eating habit. eeks! hehheh. then i asked him to show me the songs in his mp3 player. he got friggin 900+ songs inside. damnit. I finally found out the title of tis Fall Out Boy song. im so not used to his eyephone lah. its so weird. then i requested his phone coz i wanna take pics. but tis guy is so retarded and doesnt wanna let me take pics of him eating. so fine. i asked him take one for me but din turned out well. argh. its either he seldom take pics wif the cam (most likely) OR his cam phone sucks (partly). he followed by showing me msges of tht girl sent to him. omgosh! the first one was *ahem*(cannot say) and second was hilarious, i cldnt stop laughin. after finished everything, he followed me to Watson. i went to the makeup section so he kinda excused himself. then suddenly he did magic again and stood rite beside me. i asked him if i shld get the eyeliner.
he said: "how much?"
me: "look urself" -showed him the price-
he said: -kinda shocked- its juz a pen wad.
me: "so shld i buy or not?"
he said: "dont ask me girls stuff lah"
Thts y i hate goin shopping wif guys. -.-
So in the end i bot it. yayness. thank god i bot it. its 20% discount =D
Afterwhich, we walked down to heeren. HMV. went to English rock section. second level.
He got so tempted by the CDs bt he only got $3.20 in his wallet. LOL! im finally like richer than him for once. I promised to send him 3 Doors Down and we can exchanged =D
While we were lookin at the cds, he said sth abt tis girl who walked past being short or sth. >.< wth. like indirectly criticizing me lah although tht girl was indeed shorter than me. hee..
Then went to the shops upstairs. Went to tis shop tht sells watches then i realized he doesnt wear any watches so he was like "u buy for me lah". i said: "yeah sure. i'll buy u the $10 kind. the ones at pasam malam.lol". he replied: "i dont mind". i was shocked: "serious? ok. next yr ur bday i give u tht' wahahah..(gummie part skipped) alright. then i gave iylia a missed call while i was at Action City. tht was when dan was over at other side. we left and then he suggested to sit down somewhere coz he said his foot hurt. lol. flat foot. =x then iylia called and i kinda asked dan to say hi. lol. it was so damn hilarious to see them bicker. oops. me and dan talked awhile, then went back to Orchard MRT station then along the way he keeps complaining abt Orchard. boring...ect; along the way, there was tis guy who stopped us. he was like "im not a bad guy...blah blah.." i was like DUH so lame. in circumstances like tis, i wld haf ignored but dan was nice enuff to stop. So he actuallie wanted to sell sth for some fund-raising. Emily, the strange key chain for 10bucks. the conversation goes like tis:
Dan said to the guy: "uhm...we got no money."
the guy replied: "u all two can share. each of u pay $5"
I said tapping onto Dan's shoulder: "he got no money" -smile-
Dan doesnt even haf 5bucks in his wallet lah. cant expect me a girl like me to pay more rite?
And we juz walked off like tht. lol.
So Dan went for his guitar.
I went to Outram and got my Energy Final Fantasy Concert VCD!
yayness. am so happy abt buying my stuff.
Pharm marketin new grouping isnt tht bad. in fact it seems to be better than the previous.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
5:38 PM
Joel Madden wif Power98 DJ Soo Wei. The dude and the babe. i wish im her. lol. <33 Joel. 
5:26 PM
Good Charlotte and the DJs. they are so cool.
5:23 PM
I juz came back home. lethargic is one word to describe how im feeling rite now.Slept at 3am tis morning. do the report.
The stupid me went to the sch lib early in the morning to continue.
And then Kaiyie came and joined me. we sat tog.
Muz thank her so much for helping me do the stupid roman numerals for the page numbers.
At noon, we went to Annexe for the talk. its total waste of time coz half of the things we had alrdy in week 5 so yeah.
Argh. finally met Uncle Phillip juz now. btw, for ppl who dunno hes actuallie my mentor. he allows us to call him tht so yeah : ) i gave him two missed call. so yuan lai hes over at Phoenix Park, asked me to come over. wahliew. i nv even went there once! bo bian. so i went. then gt tis bunch of dunno Year 1 or 2's standing rite infront of the gate. I dont feel like walking past them but no choice but to. =/ While i was walkin past them, one of em said to his friens: '-laughs- i like disturbing girls'. i was like -_- these ppl are reallie gross! so i quickened my steps abit so as to avoid them asap. Then make a big round at Phoenix Park. its so ulu can and big o.O! Block G look more like terrace hse to me. lol. but i like coz it doesnt remind me of sch. =p Met my mentor and saw his research..on lobster. lol. hahas..then me and him were the ones talkin down there while some other students or staff were there too, and Uncle Phillip keep reassuring tht my report is ok but i may just need to add in certain things. he nv read also noe my report is fine. pro rite? hahas -.- so fine! then tis student keep lookin at me when i was abt to go off. so weirdd!
Talkin abt my bus-driver tis week makes my blood boil. Shall not elaborate wad he did. reallie CMI! argh..
Someone looks great in white tis week. like xiao bai ma wang zi. hahas..actuallie i prefer him not to wear cap. he shldnt wear a cap to "hide" his hair. thts wad i think.
I hope Shan reallie saw my email last nite coz i emailed him b4 his Late Night Show tht i wan to listen to any song by Simple Plan. and he did played it tho i missed the front part of the song. lol. tuned in late. argh. but its still so great tht he played it. wheee..!
I forgot to include 2 of my idols in my idol list (previous entry).
Nick Carter (BSB) and Joel Madden (Good Charlotte).
Can anyone believe tht someone in my sch is trying to act like Joel wif the eyeshadow? *ahem* lol.
GUYS WHO WEAR MAKEUPS ARE KINDA SEXY. to me.
Welcome to the emo side of me. dope! -grins-
Sunday, November 06, 2005
7:24 PM
The Straits Times - 5/11/05I like the report on the first page of Recruit 'Be a "Social Animal"'.
It speaks abt our social behavour when working. how ppl treat each other when it comes to working life. After reading it, i did some reflection on myself. Am i competent and "fit" enuff to be in the workforce if im not gonna do anything abt my behaviour now. It got me thinking.
Im like tht now: -
1. Bo chap. cant be bothered wif ppl i cant stand.
2. I try to avoid talkin to these kind of "stuck-up ass".
3. I dont button-up ppl. esp the popular ones. ('do you think i care')
4. I dont delibrately socialize wif these grp of ppl.
5. I tot i can breeze thru wif "this kind of life".
6. I can be nasty to certain grp of ppl i dont like.
I realized thts not the case when comes to working where the world is so diff.
I think my sch is some kind like the "working world" alrdy. too much shit.
The article tot me alot of things.
I muz learn to be a "social animal" frm now on.
Be nice to everyone i see.
Be it ure short, fat, ugly, pretty, old, young, kind, hypocritical, stuckup..i'll all be nice.
The key to success: "U expect wad u get. Be treated like how u treat others".
"if u call he/she an idiot, then you urself is one big idiot"
"if u call he/she nice, then ure nice"
I MUST LEARN- no dislikes-
My friends haf been asking and telling me stuff like 'how many "hubbies" do u haf?", "u like alot of ppl eh", "how many idols do u haf huh? like countless". So for convenience wise, i shall reveal the names of my idols aka "hubbies" here so tht i dont get "harrassed" by all these qns. lol.
Not in order:
1. Leon Lim (idol but not "hubby" else i'll get 'hoot' by ppl =p)
2. Hironori Kusano frm NewS
3. Kunda frm Eg
4. Ron Ng (hk)
5. DJ Shan Wee
6. Frank Lampard
7. Sly (he looks so cute in 'jin qu jiang' omg =p)
8. Edison Chen
9. Nakamaru Yuichi frm KAT-TUN (hes my tentative "entertainer")
10. Ian Thorpe
11. Mark Chay
12. Jesse Mccartney (hes cute wif a his sexy nasal voice -grins-)
13. Brandon Flowers frm The Killers
14. Lee Hom
Thts all i can think of. 14 not many rite? lol. =p
Its international u see. hahahs..
Lots of stuff to do this week.
Checked my email late. see lah..
Second draft of FYP report to be submitted end of this week.
Settle PP report.
Test- Pharmacotherapy and Pharmacy Practice. (the most 'dunno wad to study' module. haiss)
AHH so many things!! omgosh! =(
I dont think im goin out wif iylia and dan tis wed. sorry guys! =(
Friday, November 04, 2005
7:35 PM
Last nite was having tis major insonmia prob.Dunno why juz cant seem to sleep! bleahs.
Its either i had irregular slp hrs during the hols or cld be tht im too vexed abt whether shld go for class tdy. i reckoned tht its the latter.
Called slayer, marts, jy, dan and sms-ed iylia but none of them responded to my calls or sms.
Crap man. its like im the only one still awake at 2am in the morning.
Anyway, b4 i forget. its MARTS BIRTHDAY!
Happy birthday to my dearest didi~!! =D
Enjoy ur day at Orchard or Dhoby Ghaut wif ur parents ya!
So basically i did ponteng tdy.
Ie Wern and Enxuan pon as well.
And Ain said he din come to sch as well. seems like having our long hols. lol.
Great mindS do think alike ya? hahahs..
I spent some time surfin friendster and blogs juz now.
and i realized friendster has become a whole lot more crappier now than ever.
doesnt make sense to me anymore. esp they haf re-ruled tht 'who has viewed me' thingy. wahlau. its totally crap now. whichever rule states tht i muz 'off' my anonymous status in order to view those ppl who has viewed me. tis is weird. in the first place, tis 'who has viewed me' thingy shldnt haf started.
Was surfing blogs aftertht and i found TAY's blog (i think only iylia noes who im referin to =p)
omgosh lah, his blog is full of his PICTURES! so narcissist!!! -.-
then i found kailong's xanga blog. lol.
and MARK CHAY'S blog. found two but one of which he has not blogged for ages.
the other one im not sure if its him but sounded like him. ohman, wht am i talkin abt? hahas..
i left a comment there askin him if hes the swimmer mark chay. (lol. i noe it sounds not right and retarded)....BUT...
i dont care le.
Energy's in Sg.
Kunda came down despite his injury. *so touched*
Y muz tis kind of thing happened to him? haiss..Hope Kunda get well soon.
Jin Qu Jiang starting soon. Energy JIAYOU!
Pharm Law module changed teams tdy.
My new grp is horrendous lah. all of em so smart except me. (im the stupid one there. sigh)
And im not close to any of them there. wrong frequency tht kind. DIE!!! how am i gonna survive?!
why muz i get tis kind of grping??? its frm bad to worse.
Why yvonne not in my grp??! *screams*
I NEED THE PUNCH AND CONFIDENCE NOW!
