Sunday, March 30, 2008
12:34 PM
Im so excited to go out later ! i hope i'll be able to catch the fashion show afterwards. Never seen a proper one before. Maybe i'll bump into one of the hottest dudes or babes here. cross my fingers lah. LOL! ok in case u guys dunno, i DO look at hot girls sometimes. obviously to envy them, their hourglass figure, fantastic fashion sense and great looks. but looks aint tht impt to me nowadays coz i go for a person's confidence more to bring out the certain x-factor. confidence makes damn ALOT of difference. I was on the phone wif Mr M last night for the FIRST time. of coz he initiated to talk coz hes bored. =.= dont be mistaken, he wanted to call but i made the effort to call instead coz i got no free incoming. ohwell, he better be appreciative.
Whenever you try to resist sth, you'll fall for it more. Im against my so-called 'belief' and i dunno if im doing the right thing now. My belief used to be so strong abt it but now im actually hesitating. Maybe not thinking abt it wld be the best solution for now.
Monday, March 17, 2008
11:58 PM
Im very grateful i haf very good frens ard me. Godsend frm heaven. Im really grateful for them. Everything.
I've received really nice, sweet msges frm people nowadays.
For i know it somehow brightens up my entire week.
one example is a really long pleasant msg frm kc when i woke up tis morning for work. msg being send ard almost 1midnight while i was slping. very heartwarming indeed. i thankyou again =) now hes officially famous on my blog. laughs.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
11:51 PM
Met up wif Steph today at BBK and i came earlier than her. surprisingly, i tot i was abt to be late but she was even later. So went to buy the tics alone first. Not so boring at least, coz momo telling me abt EPL matches on sms. Chelsea Vs Arsenal and Man U Vs Liverpool next week. ALL the damn good matches lining up. I know right frm the start since Mourinho left tht Chelsea wont be clinching the title this season. the whole thing abt him leaving is juz TOO sudden, making us true blues fans all so fed up, and team's not performing well at the start of his departure. juz so glad they can still make it third now. So its between Arsenal and Man U this season, Man U better win this. N yes, point is i hate Arsenal. =) And back to the meet up tdy, it was a good one. Caught the movie, Rule #1 at Westmall. Its not really tht horror, but more of disturbing scenes and gore. Sound effect wise is damn good. Im juz so glad the audiences aint the 'screaming' kind as there were more guys ard. Fiona Xie did quite alright. Her look of horror can be quite terrifying too. Ending wise, quite predictable. I wld give a 3 out of 5. Nevertheless, Steph likes the show. or maybe Shawn Yue? laughs! Then followed her to get her weights. the 3KG one. lucky din get the other one and lucky u clarified wif the salesgirl coz the other one is juz TOO light. Got her sports wear as well. I wanted to get. it isnt too exp or isnt my size. darn it! =x Rest of the time were spent talking, eating away. Am relieved tht the week's over. Tough week i had. Din wanna elaborate on it though. I've become tougher since the incident. Thanks sis for enlightening. N kc, if ure reading this, thanks alot. im 99% okay now =)
Planning to cut my hair soon again. but i called Patsy tdy and shes over at malaysia now! means i hafta wait for her to come back which is next week. I cant wait for her to be back seriously.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
6:35 PM
Sometimes i wonder why im always in such a sorry state when comes to the subj of love. The feeling of loving someone is juz unbearable sometimes when u dont get what u want and disappointments. No wonder people always say its better to be loved than to loved. when will we ever get the best of both worlds? Thts y i chose not to start. at least not now.Been very tired the past few days. Im juz tired of thinking.
And i wonder whens the time i'll ever stop worrying. like paranoid.
Whats wrong? im juz hoping for the best of everything.
Stock take is this weekend.
bad news is im gonna stay back after work to count the tablets. and im in-charge of counting pharmacy-only med, the whole column of eyedrops, some of the non-standard item and loose tablets. like alot seh. =.= hope patients "eat" up the loose tablets so tht me and fizah wont hafta count like crazy on sat. MP3 is a must this sat. Good news is i dont hafta go back for stock take on sun! woohooo. means i can meet up wif steph again for movie!
MJ replied me on friendster yesterday.
"haha.... no prob... u take care... may pop by jurong when i get posted back for relief..." he still rmb me. hahahs =) how i wish i can bump into him again at Borders. I'll make sure the next time i see him, i'll smile. its a deal.
Im giving myself time to be quiet this few days.
I really need to sort out what i really want.
Its all in a mess now. Gonna clear this up once and for all.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
12:25 AM
Watched 'The Leap Years' with Steph juz now.
A hopeless romantic movie, we can all say this. Cant really find it in reality. Who in the correct mind will wait for the person in 4 leap years? and every 4 years meet only once. Its like what they call it, 'together and yet apart'. Although its still quite romantic. Ananda's character(Jeremy) is such a sweetheart in the show. Li-Lin's character(Li-Ann), on the other hand has a strong belief. Ok, im more or less drawn to Ananda's character more. Qi Yuwu's character(KS) not as appealing as how he look. lols. I can never be as 'da dan'(brave) as Li-Ann to partake a date wif someone she ever knew. Joan Chen's acting is brilliant even though its only tht various scenes.
Heres the old wives tales of the history behind 29th Feb i found.
http://www.snopes.com/oldwives/february29.asp
Quite interesting.
Im so amazed by poets. their languages. metaphors. serenading words they used now.
How they make up something so beautiful.
How i wish i cld turn back time to appreciate literature more.
Watching Rule #1 next week with Steph again. Officially movie khaki. Finally someone to watch horror flick wif me. =)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
8:43 PM
Everything's not going on smoothly today and something's amissed.Me and Momo talked less than 5 sentences and those were all short answers.
I juz find tht extremely strange coz we were still talking last night online then today hes so out of norm. like he talked to everyone except me. After work, he still can msg me abt avoiding man in blue but too late. In my mind i was like "STILL GOT CHEEK TO MSG ME". and he ended off wif a unusual short reply, "ok, take care". thats all he has to say to me! greaaat! The more i talk to him, the more i dont understand him. so i reckon i SHLD talk LESS to him now. Silence is gold.
Anyway i gave man in blue my email coz i tot it'll be easier for me to tell him off without having to tell it to him face to face. I have my reasons.
I heard 'Time after Time' by Quietdrive tis morning!
everytime when hes back, the radio will play tis. like a reminder sounding.
Anyway, managed to get POSITIVE outcome tdy. i FINALLY added MJ on friendster yesterday after sooo long and he accepted me tis morning =D
Opposite attracts me.
Im sooo into Mike He and Rainie Yang this TV couple. Soo cute!
And he is so HOT.
I wanna get Huan Huan Ai VCD ! *crazied*
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
9:39 PM
MJ is back today. what can i say? im quite happy la coz never seen his prescription for soo long.
although its juz a pathetic piece of paper wif his handwritten words. Did not see him for like almost 3 mths? Cant believe he still can make me go excited every now and then. Still keeping track of his blog and realized he took part in the recent NUS biathlon' 08. Hes juz soo all-rounded. idol =)
Tht man in blue asked me for my email juz now and i juz gave him some dumb excuse for me to think abt it first. and of coz thts not the reason i gave him. i dunno if i shld give. i hope we can be frens and tht he dont pressurize me further abt waiting for me ect; coz no matter how long he wait and what he do, my ans will still be the same. im stubborn.
I juz send a friendster msg to Nana. hope she reply.
and i did sth crazy i never tot i'll do. but with much psycho-ing frm frens i did. if i got a positive reply frm him, i'll blog abt it.
Another random post.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
12:43 PM
Im getting abit indifferent towards him. I guess waiting isnt a terrific thing to do, esp in the long run.
Gets me rather weary and tired.
Im treating him more like a fren now although i get people telling me "no, u shldnt give up", "u dont even know how he feels, u wanna give up first", "u gotta fight for him". there are some parts u guys aint aware of and thts the part which got me thinkin tht giving up is probably the best choice. Think Fizah knows the most here so therefore, shes the one who always say i shldnt think of him alr.
N i can sense he still cant get over the girl. WHY HER?! Sometimes i feel tht if its other girls on his list i'll feel whole lot better coz at least i lost to someone with substance. but of all people, HER.
Watched L the movie last week.
me and my sis both thinks tht it shldnt be called 'shen tan, L'(detective L in chinese) coz it makes it sounds super corny, cliche and old fashioned.
Think the show is good. not as brain-racking as Death Note. But still nice overall. I cant take the fact tht L died. i juz got teary when he said he wished he cld haf live longer at the last part. I love L and, I love the song too. 'I'll be waiting" by Lenny Kravitz <33.
Came to work earlier shift the whole week.
Surprisingly met Steph near my house coz shes on the way to work.
so cool i haf a fren who works so near my hse but she get to go home much earlier than i do. sigh =x
Went to Joanne's hse for eyebrow.
Haven been seeing her for 2 freaking mths! I miss talking to her and she juz likes to tease me alot when she sees me. always ask when im getting a bf and even jokingly wants to intro his cousin to me once =.=" i found out the truth yesterday tht female dogs do have their period. and they get extremely tired to bark when their period comes. Her dog loves to bark at me whenever she see me but did not bark yesterday coz of tht. new discovery for me. i nv tot abt tht in the past. pardon my ignorance, can.
I went to buy this white knitted crop-top yesterday.
Wanted to buy this type of top long ago but cldnt find. Found it somewhere near Joanne hse, which actually cost abt 24 and with 20% discount. Good buy!
Slayer's gg off on the 7th and i tot its tdy.
he cheated my feelings!! but then im juz glad its not tdy coz i haven been talkin to him the past few days and hes leaving for 2 freaking mths training. TSK!
Last but not least, congrats someone on passing his driving ! Juz so glad u did it =)
