♥ freedom writer

Saturday, April 29, 2006
10:41 PM

I finally did my hair! yesss..i've straightened it. but its more of the natural kind of straightness. sth like soft rebonding or anti-frizz treatment. i hate those super straight hair, it juz reminds me of sadako frm the ring. lol.
Before i went down to Far east to get my hair done.
i went to the bank and saw Dr Girija and his husband! gosh. cant believe sg is THAT small.
then talked awhile. her husband is quite gd-lookin can :P
waited for the q at the bank for one hr. fuck. totally waste of my time but got my money.
din even haf time for my lunch coz my salon appointment is at 1pm. and im still at Holland V ard 12.30pm. but luckily i still reached there on time. not much ppl there, only one customer.
this lady (jeffrey's assistant) helped me to wash my hair first coz jeffrey always say my hair is VERY dry. =.= so hafta make it wet first. lols. then talked abt my job wif tht lady. sian, i juz simply blabbered the suckiness of being in customer service. then after washing, jeffrey took over. both applied treatment to my hair. but tht lady is tooo chor lor(rough), pulled my hair so hard tht i can feel the pain in my scalp. tsk tsk. still prefer jeffrey to do my hair..hehe. but tht lady is nice though. she helped me order food up. i din noe they got such additional service catered, but the food muz be frm Far east la. lol.
I hafta go back there for highlighting 2 weeks later coz jeffrey said its better not to do rebonding and highlighting/dyeing of hair together, it will cause damage to my hair. but he advised me not to highlight blue coz it requires bleaching and hafta bleach twice. bleaching means my hair wld be dryer =.= as usual, he said my hair is dry AGAIN. he recommended me copper coz tht one dont hafta bleach. but copper is too RED and i hate red! too auntie-rish. =s thinking of unique colors but i cant think of any besides blue. haii. need to do more research on tht.
Jeffrey brought me next door to do eyebrow trimming. o.o
then this pretty lady helped me to pluck my eyebrow. painful* and red at my eyebrow area.
but her skill is really gd. i like the shape she made for me. nice. shall go back there again for more plucking next time =)

Overall, i still think i haf not change much. lol.
On the way back home, i bot an ice-cream cone frm tis uncle and auntie.
i realized a guy standing near me, was lookin at me. i returned back the stare. mayb he thinks im weird ba. HAHA.

Last nite, theres tis VERY DISGUSTING pervert added me on msn and sex harassing me for almost half an hr. i've never seen such a fucking PERVERT, DESPO cum LOSER in my life before!! i pray tht these ppl shld be the first to be wipe off frm tis earth. i dont fricking trust guys who look at girls profile and anyhow adding them on friendster or msn wif no sincerity. PLS, i dont even noe u all! and these people juz go ard adding ppl like oh fuck, do i even noe you sir? stop interfering our lives. our damned life! tis is so annoying.


Wednesday, April 26, 2006
11:24 PM

Yayness!
i finally got my pay back!
and the pay's better than expected.
its like my eyes literally glittered when i saw the amt.
i think i haf not seen money in my whole life. hahahas. im nuts.
Now i haf abit more motivation to work OT on friday le. hahahas!

Im goin to do my hair tis weekend. well, either days when im free.
HOPEFULLY can finish stock take on friday. if not hafta go back on saturday again. =s
i feel like trying sth new. like...goin to a new salon! probably gg to try Yess Hairdressing at Cineleisure but at the same time im not too sure if its gd. on the other hand, i also miss jeffrey cutting my hair, but i scared his place wld be too ex. so im in great dilemma now! one thing for sure, im soo gonna be bored to death tht day coz noone's accompanying me. pfft!

Haf anyone seen Pussycat Doll's Beep video?
their dance moves are soo hottt! i hafta emphasize it. sizzling hot.
its obvious who to look out for. nicole is such a babe can, juz mayb abit too skinny but who cares, she still look great anyway. esp in the video =x
i sound like the female version of brokeback mountain, but im totally straight ok. lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDUSACfn3lw&search=beep%2C%20pussycat%20dolls

watch to the end pls. comment if u muz.


Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10:32 PM

i think im gg to rant and whine on my blog once again. so pls tahan my nonsense.
im soo stress!!!!
i think everyone's starting to give me stress tis week.
dunno wad happened. everytime i open up my email. it means WORK!
tis is crap. CRAP! y is everyone not treatin me like newcomer luh. sigh. why??!

Monday, which is yesterday.
boss called me in to his office to talk abt appraisal. not like im gonna get appraise tis yr but hes actuallie telling me for next yr. oh freak! im shivering. i haven even tot abt next yr! at least not tht far. i cant really say im gonna stay at tis place fer long you see. further studies and upgrading myself still come first before anything, not like i reallie lovee tis job so much tht i wanna stay. and boss called me in to ask me hows everything so far, i told him 50% of the stuff, tht everything's ok so far, i've a better understanding of the customers alrd...bla blah but the pace of work is still not tht fast yet. =.= i hope he gets my msg. pls dont shorten my 6 months probabation period! plsss dontt! im begging.

Today,
I've got 2 boxes of my name cards printed frm diana. o.O! my first name card! *hao lian* lols.

I believe tht my work load wld be getting heavier and heavier. tis is no gd news.

Friday would be our stock-taking day. which means bad news again. will haf OT if cannot finish counting on time. =.=" and worse of all, the management has completely changed the scheduling of the stock-taking. at first, i shld only be in charge of the refrigerated items and now they changed mine to room temperature items AND instruments. fuck! means more things to count! kill me pls. then they changed my partner to tis malay guy whom i've not talk to before =/ how cool is tht.

Think im gonna ask for my pay tmr luhh.
dont dare to ask tdy, but will definitely ask tmr!
if not, i reallie haf no motivation to do OT on friday luh. sian.

I wanna do my hair!!!
either tis weekend or the next! hurhur..


Sunday, April 23, 2006
4:30 PM

I stumbled across tis article on papers last christmas eve.
its on several cancer patients whom are still battling against the diseases.
im not someone who celebrates christmas, but at least christmas is one of the festive seasons which i really enjoyed. christmas is always what we called it, "The Season for Sharing".
and what caught my attention on the newspaper (on the eve itself), was these cancer patient's stories. i felt sorry for them for what haf they exactly done to deserve all these? they cherish life like nobody's business and yet unfortunate things like tis happened to them. Ironically, look at those smokers who live much longer than these patients, yet do not understand the importance of their lives. does tis shows us sth or alrd proving to us sth, tht life is always so unfair.

In today's Lifestyle papers, one of the patients was featured.
you guys shld go read it. its real inspiring. for i admired Joan, the ex-RGS and RJC girl who has been fighting against Tongue Cancer all these while. her courage in fighting against cancer is really commendable. i muz really say i salute her true fighting spirit! hang on girl! stay strong ok!

Do send in your regards or prayers for her.

her blog add is as follows,
http://onlyskindeep.blogspot.com/
go read the latest entries or even tag it.
the tagboard may take a while though and pls refresh coz its abit flooded.
thanks.

"Life is fragile.
Learn to cherish it."


Friday, April 21, 2006
11:06 PM

On half day leave tdy.
wad a relief frm work. indeed the feeling was great.
he was on leave too. and he called back as usual.
the convo always goes like tis, he will asked, "xue yin ah?",
then i will reply, "yeah, vxxxxxx har?". its always like tht. funny. lols.
the only difference frm last time was the language he used. he speak chinese to me now.
wish i can haf a korkor like him, i wouldnt mind. lol.

Ok, went back home after the half day.
change and do all the necessary stuff which girls normally like to do before they leave the hse. yes, i noe some ppl may wan to say im v vain and narcissist. i noe i am. thankew. =.=
wore tht nerd spectacles again. oh yes, im feeling geeky, as usual.
then sms enxuan when i was ready to leave the hse. met her at commonwealth station then.
wa, someone wear skirt somemore. waa...nice nice..but dont match it wif tht shoes le la.
go buy new one!! ok? lols.
then we took train all the way to woodlands. but all the way it wasnt tht sian coz at least there are topics for us to catch up. the new campus is much more like a decent poly then tht kay siang rd one. canteen bigger now. second level got cafe to chill out. and got 7-eleven ard it! though the campus itself is still very empty but its considered gd enuff. am sure there wld be improvements made in yrs to come.
Called keke when i was at the canteen. then he asked me to go his class and find him. of coz i din agree wif tht coz he shld be the one to find me since he suggested everything. so i waited for tht MONKEY. he said he will come and look for me and even called back to cfm where was i. and i waited and waited until i see no single soul of him..then i called his phone. and he was obviously playing ard wif his frens in class la. grr..so ok, i went one-stop wif enxuan to collect my transcript. he still hasnt come down. grr. i got abit fed-up and sms him i gg cwp luh..then he replied saying tht he is at one-stop le. =.="" then went back again lor. dunno why i so nice. saw him. and obviously he cldnt see me initially coz im in specks. the FIRST thing he asked me was, "why you wear specks tdy?" then i was like "cannot wear meh?"...he said, "make you look so young". what the! =.= then i "criticized" his hair...so damn "out of shape" can! i think he permed his ends or sth. =.= din really talk much wif him along the way coz his GIRL frens, (his ex-classmates) are all there. yeah and u noe those girls juz literally stare at me like im some kind of freak. makin it soo awfully awkward for me! obviously im not his who la. dont look at me like tht can. dont understand these ppl really. in order not to get gossiped by others, i shall not talk to him infront of them so much. but it was frustrating to wait for him! for so long!! then as we were walkin to the station, i lost track of keke luh..uh oh, dunno where he went to. legs too long is like tht. walk so fast.

Then me and enxuan went to meet Ie wern at cwp.
din really shop actually coz Ie wern hafta go back to Tiong Bahru to work.
We accompanied her. and at the same time, to go and see enxuan's *ahem* at her workplace. she shld noe what i mean. lol.

And surprisingly guess who i saw on the train?!
.........................................!! @@!
no, its not some superstar.
BUT, LIANG!! hahahaas!
damn coincident. somemore on the same train and standing juz a distance infront of me only. LOL! but for a moment, i also wasnt sure if its him coz i nv see him for frickin 3 years luh. time flies. 3 years ago, we were also on the same train(fated to always meet on mrt. LOL!) , we were the first to arrive then waited for slayer and my frens..tht time i really stun tio coz he actually can recognize me at one look at the mrt. o.O photographic memory sia! then 3 yrs ago, he was still the levis boy rite. but now, no more le la (he claims tht hes not. lol). and one thing why i cant cfm if its him is tht, how cld Liang possibly appear on the WEST-LINE rite! and somemore lookin so glum. im not saying theres no possibility but its low. so i pretended nth happened. i took out my phone, dialled his number and see. then it really RANG! LOL!..then Liang took out his hp tht time i almost wanted to laugh out wif my frens =x then he was still abit blur blur. i think..like half awake. hahahs..goshh. he still did not see me. his look is still the sian sian look, like thinkin of sth. =/ after some time, he finally looked at my direction and saw me. then i was like "shouting" frm one end to the other end at him, "you finally saw me ah!"(in chinese). then he nod nod his head. lols. asked him where he gg, he said gg home. juz finished work. tht *ahem* job which i cannot say. lmao. then i hafta alight luh..haven even talked for abt 10 sentences. lol. then after tht in his sms replies, he told me he was tired. tot why he sian sian de. hahas. but was glad to see him. its has been quite some time indeed.

Went shopping until 9 juz now.
Bot a light green polo tee frm Tom & Stefanie.
im soo in love wif the color combination! green wif a little hot pink. =D
Bot Udon frm supermarket. yummy. it rocks my world!

I feel like gg east coast wif Ie wern on Sunday. Should i?
mayb the tanning can wait? im really lazy!! :P



12:22 AM

YAY!!
im goin on HALF DAY TMR!! muahaha.
sms my boss after work to seek for approval coz he din reply my email. think he probably has too many emails tht he din saw mine or din haf the time to reply i guess.
then he returned my sms pretty fast...few seconds later, his reply was "go ahead....".
say until like he dont need me in the office at all, sounded like i can take leave any time like tht. then tis morning got a girl came into the office for some interview for dunno wad. maybe hes thinkin of replacing me? LOL! nono, better not. i dont like tht idea. i rather im the one firing them =x hope hes looking for additional customer service to assist. too few customer service ppl, too much stress!!

My colleagues played age-guessing wif me.
hahas..so funn!! i love guessing games. =x

Gg back to rp tmr afternoon to collect my full transcript. (thts y i haf the half day yeah)
then monkey keke asked me to wait for him to end class. faints.
dunno whether is he playing a prank on me again or wad. hmmphhs.
shall see how everything goes and decide. i wanna try the food at my sch food court!!
heard theres 7-Eleven. how cool is tht. Ok, to me it is coz i suffer 3 years w/o proper facilities and places to hang ard in sch. =.=

i think im not really into BOYS. but MAN now. mayb thts bcoz i started working and i guess thts the turning point of me alrd. i've changed my ideal.
I realized i dont like pretty boys anymore. well, johnny members are still an exception. :P
i like MAN wif a great smile and sense of humour, must be capable and caring to others. OWNS A CAR =x my mind is filled wif having a guy to drive me to work/sch or back home.
i actually met him. but we juz aint meant to be.
Ok, im just dreaming.

when is my mr right gonna come?


Thursday, April 20, 2006
12:04 AM

Blogskin changed!

Blog song up!
forget abt getting caught alrd.
i soo cannot stand my blog w/o a song.
rahhh!!!

i think tis song suits my everyday mood now.
zi wo cui mian. by luo zhi xiang, show.
enjoy!


Wednesday, April 19, 2006
9:53 PM

sweethearts everyone!

sorry for the lacking of updates recently.
been so so busy the past few days.
i love the easter holiday so damn much.
long weekends had nv been so good.
working life is worse than ever. been bogged down by all 'no life' kinda routine.
what can u expect frm normal office hrs. frm 9-6...sitting in the office. its soo not my kind of job. damnit. the past 2 days was one of those "worse" days coz my mentor went on course wif boss and andrew. one on mc. short of manpower. i received such "gd news" early in the morning. then michael emailed everyone to BEAR work wif me, and saying tht its my learning opportunity. =.= ok, so yeah i tried to do all i can the past 2 days. many thanks to sandy and esp diana for helping me out when i haf problems. i noe im quite mafan at times. well, im still new ok. lols. considering i haven even worked for a month yet and im taking over the duties of my mentor. i mean its alrd not bad luh. dont u all think so? =x but sitting on her place is indeed stressful!

im feeling guilty.
im turning to my ex-facilitators for advice now.
both are telling me different things now and its making me more confused. rahhh!!

cant wait to go on half day leave soon.

Ok, give me more time.
i think Nobe shld stand a gd chance of winning superband.
though Soul is pretty united in their dance moves.
G-Force was eliminated. BooHOo. no more ben luhhh! the most gd-lookin guy in the competition. HAHAH! =x


Friday, April 14, 2006
5:16 PM

Got this from Steph.

Name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.Ready, Start!
1 - 21:
1. Ie Wern
2. Enxuan
3. Huimin
4. Yuwen
5. Wai Fong
6. Ailan
7. Slayer
8. Steph
9. Jessica
10. Carie
11. Iylia
12. Huibing
13. Germaine
14. Minmin
15. JY
16. Keke
17. Ain
18. Martin
19. Kai chun
20. Mel
21. LEON!
i wish theres more for me to fill in. but sry, only allowed 21. i cant possibly put all the names here. hahahas! :P

About You:
1.Name: Xue Yin
2.Gender: female
3.Primary school: new town primary school
4.Secondary School: queensway secondary sch
5.Zodiac sign: tigger! lols.
6.Height: 152cm

Favorites:
7.Color: Black, Blue, Yellow, Hot pink, Orange.
8.Food: sliced fish bee hoon for now. XO!!! let me drunk! :P
9.Drinks: coke, pepsi, kickapoo
10.Numbers: 2
11.Anime characters: Characters frm Hana yori dango!! favourite of all times =)
12.Songs: Too many to name
13.Movies: (Refer to my friendster profile)
14.Subject: Chemistry and Principles of Accounts
15.Day of the week: fridays and weekends
16.Brand: Im not brand conscious at all
17.Hairstyle: it definitely has to be STRAIGHT! if its straight i dun mind keeping my hair, it has to be layered. Highlighted wld be nice. when can i get my first pay!! rahhh..
18.Look: fashionably simple or punk look
19.Thinking of: the dream i had tdy. suddenly dreamt of tis guy frm pri sch. =.=""
20.Listening to: TV
21.Do you believe in Love: Yeah
22.Faith: prove to me
23.Yourself: at times
24.Ghosts: yes
25.Angels: i guess?

In The Last 24 Hours:
26.Worn jeans: Nope.
27.Cleaned your room: No.
28.Cried: Nope.
29.Met someone new: Nope.
3o.Last person you went out with: Erm...*STM* =31.Do you have a BF/GF: No. hopin for the right one to appear.
32.Do u admire any one: yeah. but....damnit!
33.Does someone admire you: I bet the ans no. lols.
34.Do you plan on having kids: omfg!
35.How old you wanna be when you get married: 26 or 27.
36.How old you wanna be when you have your child: i dunnooo..
37.How many kids do you want: omfg. stop askin abt tis. i hate kids!!
38.Would you have kids before marriage: No.
39.Have you found your other half: Not yet.
40.What do you want most in a relationship: Every little thing in a relationship counts. - true =)
41.Pink or Black: Black.
42.Kiss or hug: BOTH! =x
43.Summer or Winter: Winter. but not too cold. Spring wld be nice though.
44.Sunny or Rainy: Windy!
45.Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
46.Hanging out or chill: I prefer to chill.
47.Music or TV: Music.
48.Hamburger or Pizza: Pizza.
49.Smiling or Laughing: Laughing.
5o.Sleeping or eating: Both!
61.Mc Donald's or KFC: I feel like eating KFC fried crispy chicken now luh =x
62.Silver or Gold: Silver coz thts part of name =)
63.Sunset or Sunrise: I haven reallie catch a single sunrise so far. hope to see it wif someone special soon.
64.On phone or in person: depends who the person is ba.
65.Diamonds or Pearls: Diamonds. Pealrs abit too Auntie-rish - I SO DAMN AGREE WIF TIS!
66.Pacific or Roxy: Roxy!
67.Band member or model: Both.
68.Sneakers or Boots: Boots. sneakers too common in sg luh.
69.Clubbing or Live Music: Live band.
70.JLopez or Jennifer aniston: o.O! i rather not choose =x
71.What is the time now: 6.02pm
72.What are u doing: Doing this
73.Who is the last person u saw nearby ur house: unknowns.
74.Who is the last person u sms: Iylia, last nite.
75.Who is the last person who sms u: Some weird number.
76.How many times is ur profile being viewed: Huh??? which profile?
77.How many ex u had: ................i dunno how to ans..
78.How is your day in school: i miss school damnit!
79.Are were late for school today: _
8o.Who are u chatting with now: Noone.
81.How old are u: 19+
82.Last thing u drank: Water
83.Last thing u ate: yong tau foooo
84.What u feel like saying to the one u hate now: i dun hate anyone. but yes, i hate my job.
85.I like: to daydream.
86.I love: surprises and sweethearts.
87.Have u ever broke someone's heart: yeah =/
88.This term, have u ever cried in school: no.
89.Had ur heart broken: duh.
9o.Who is the person you now damn hate: Noone...
91.Who is the person u want: the other half. i still dunno who yet.
92.The last person you kissed: i dont rmb i kissed anyone.
93.The last pests u killed: a baby cockroach.
94.The last word you said: "means dowan to stick wif you lor". hehe =.=""
95.How long u sleep last night: abt 10 hrs but i wake up to pee 3 times =.="""
96.Who are talking to on msn: Noone.
97.When is ur last outing day: ...hmmmm..wad kind of outing you mean?
98.Song listening to now: Not playin any song right now.
99.How are you feeling: Troubled.
100.Are you missing someone: im thinkin of him..but not missing him. wad am i talkin abt?!

OK, The End!


Thursday, April 13, 2006
10:01 PM

I had my first conversation wif him tdy.
when grace was waiting for me to go home tdy.
he suddenly asked me 'eh..you stayed at xxxx?' i was like no la. then he asked where i stay. goshh..*happy* coz finally get to talk to him ma. mr cute leh (dont be misunderstood by tis btw, theres reallie nth, ppl's alrd married liao hor. lols).
then i said 'commonwealth'..then he was like 'orhh..'
then i asked why. he din ans me. instead grace said jokingly, 'bcoz before he got married, he used to hang ard tht area ma.' then i was like o.O! married?? then grace still cfm wif me again. cant believe he is. he look so young. gosh. lols.
then he continued to ask...which block i stay...then i can see tht hes tryin to think v hard where my block is. i even described the place for him. hahas. he din even ans me why he asked, even my block he also wan to noe. jialat! *knocks forehead*. then grace waited for me at the lift while i was still packin my bag. so i asked him where he stay. then he asked, 'now arh?'...i almost wanted to say of coz now la, if not when hahahahas..he damn funnie man. then he said 'pungol'. his wife live at xxyy..then im even more puzzled....i said, 'huh..you and ur wife dont stay together meh??'. he said no la, it was last time. =.=" i tot i only wanted to noe where he stay. how come his wife's place also muz tell me sia. LOL! cant stop laughing to myself.

then after finished packin i went to meet grace.
graciee jie so nice la. she drove me to buona vista mrt station.
and sometimes was ziyun driving me. thanks both!
its gd to haf colleagues who drive huh.
i wan a bf who can drive me in the future too!! hahahahas..hopefully my bf is those capable and rich kind. HOPING.


Wednesday, April 12, 2006
10:18 PM

ADMIN sucks!!
i dunno why im beginning to hate my work now so much!?
i cant stop thinkin abt hw i shld cope wif tht.
the amount of work i haf to and need to do.
the thought of it juz freaks me out to bits and pieces! rahhh!!
not forgetting im not a very admin person. and definitely not a talent in doin business.
fuck admin work and give me a life pls!
well now,
should i be quitting and find a job soon tht reallie fits in my discipline of study?

i miss all the things i studied. pharm science, drug discovery, pharm therapy, clinical trial.
in fact i lost touch wif some of them practically. i miss them so so much.
thts wad i wanted to do after i graduate but wht happened now?
yes, i noe ima science freak.

i realized tht wad im doin now..the admin and everything is only 5% related to wad i studied in sch. damnit, why the hell do i hafta to put a front on others!? why do i hafta specialized pharmaceutical science track in poly?? wht happened to all my beliefs, my dreams?? believing myself to become a pharmacist assistant/technician...where has everything gone to? fallen into pieces? blame me for being TOO anxious abt getting a job rite at the beginning. it was a mistake rite frm the start. why haf i becoming so materialistic? money come first? if it is, then i noe i shld be happy now. BUT....the fact is,
im NOT happy at all.

dilemma.
i reallie need to learn how to pick up the pieces myself.


Sunday, April 09, 2006
6:50 PM

Went to Yew Tee for Leon, Sugie, Candy and Chanel's event last nite.
Before that, i "rushed" down town to get my stuff and bought a card for Leon.
Blame me for pushin everything soo last min...was rushing like a hound dog, literally ok.
After i bought everything, i left the place but town was soo frickin Crowded! wif a BIG FAT CAPITAL C! i saw tis grp of ppl resembling Lucify frm Superband. they look super 'j-rock' man. but its so not my cup of tea. no offence but i think Lucify is like a frickin poser whos tryin to act like some j-rock band...damn POSERS!! i cant wait to see 'how good' Lucify is tonite. prove me wrong. (Big Jam at 8.45pm on Channel U). I WAN TO SEE NIU NAI!!
I saw Theo and her frens frm tennis outside Subway.
Then Sok Yee outside Cine..walking wif her frien. Din manage to say hi bcoz im alrd running late.

Was scribbling and writing something on the card which im gonna hand to Leon.
Its reallie damn last min and the bus was terribly shaking so pardon me Leon if my handwriting is terribly "disturbing" for you to read. plus, many passengers was lookin at what i wrote in the card. damn paiseh is the word >.<" LOL! also din haf time to design and make everything nice nice. Hope he dont mind. =)
Reached Yew Tee at abt 8pm. Juz in time.
Then Huibing gave me many missed calls while i was on the train even. ooPs! paiseh paiseh made her wait so long hehe..=x
Then suddenly Leon walked over to talk to one of fans there. Then he saw us and said hi.
he also asked us wheres the toilet here. then i pointed for him..hope he didnt lost his way. HAHA.
We saw Weijian and Ruth there too.
I think Ruth lost alot of weight! I even told Huibing tht i cant believe its her. lols.
As for Weijian, i think hes still as cute.

Finally event started.
Leon sang solo frm Luo Zhi Xiang, Lee Hom and JJ's song. almost ALL my favs=)
Esp like his rendition of the english song. think title is called 'Down'. its the english version of JJ's song 'Shu Neng Sheng Qiao'. total memerized by it. mayb bcoz he played and sang the song by himself. Very well done la! But the time passes v fast. they hafta go straight after the event. Was kinda sad and disappointed coz tis time din manage to take any autograph and pictures wif him. =( and hes gg ns on 9th june! WAAAA! *SAD* I MISS LEON!! I MISS TALKIN TO HIM!! WE WANT LEON. haii..=((

VERY SIAN now.
can say im abit moody also.
i also wonder how ppl can always stay so cheerful on the blog all the time.
they blogged almost all the happy stuff abt them. perhaps ppl juz dont like to get too personal on blogs? unless i stopped penning down thoughts or i can nv be like these ppl.

im gg to get a fricking half-day the week after.
gonna get my full transcript before things get busy later.
ie wern and enxuan, muz pei me go back to sch n get k. will let u all noe the date.

Jaa ne!!


Friday, April 07, 2006
9:57 PM

My wireless connection is abit cock-up recently.
Cant even log on to gb and i cant even upload pics.
I actuallie did an entry on Wed nite but 2 paras went missing after i posted.
well, its such a memorable entry for me u see.
its still save under draft now n i dont reallie wanna open it up and re-write again. tht wld be such a waste of time. fuck up is the word alright.
I bet it muz be the firewall or cookies or wadsoever.
lets pray hard there aint any virus ya.

WARNING***
The following might sound disgusting cheesy. U may excuse urself frm it.
rmb theres tis guy in my office whom i find him...cute?
He came to office on Wed morning wif tht smile and 'gd morning' again. i reallie think he has got nice smile and its sincere. i recalled tht i dont reallie haf a gd impression on him initially, he actually changed everything after tht smile. cant believe it myself.
yeah, i tot tht was reallie nice coz not many in my office does tht, unless ure the one initiating it.
then he was away in the afternoon, called back office 3 times and coincidentally, i was the one who picked up all 3. first time, he called for X. and i transfered the call for him. second time, he called Y, but Y was on the other line. Normally, ppl wld juz hang up rite or ask you to pass a msg to the person but he didnt. he asked, "xue yin rite?". and i was like "ya, correct" still abit blur blur..LOL! i didnt noe it was him after i hung up and i can cfm tht it was him. ugh. third time he called, i finally asked whos on the line and he said XXXXXXX (not gonna reveal name). god noes why i had tis sudden change of tone...i sounded happier when i noe it was him. and he also change his tone after tht...like v amused by me >.< or probably he was laughin at my childish-ness. whoever noes wad on earth is gg on.
his sunshine smile is brightening up the room =)

Hes on leave till next thurs...studying for his exam.
i juz sent him a 'gd luck' email back.

Next week i will be shifting place to sit right beside my mentor.
*STRESSED!*
keep kena 'lecturing' frm her tis week. what to do? REN LOR! like wad ppl say, u work for ppl ma..not ppl work for you. of coz you dont expect ppl to always treat you.
but i noe its for my own gd. hafta get used to tis kind of life.
if i reallie master everything, she muz be the first person i wld like to thank ba. thts IF i do master like an expert. we shall see abt tht.
Hope all goes well next week.

Gg for Leon's event tmr nite =)
Probably gg Cine first to get sth, depends.
Ciaoz!


Wednesday, April 05, 2006
12:07 AM

Im bored. TOO bored in fact.
spent 1 and 1/2 hrs uploading the pictures.
damn picasa for always laggin my com and fuck tht stupid wireless connection pls. @!#
making me so pek cek now.

Im sry tht tis wld purely be on idols pictures.
u've been WARNED truly. thankew =)


Tuesday, April 04, 2006
11:59 PM

KHIM!
my mum actuallie said she look abit like me. the younger version of me. =.=
mayb the eyes, chubby-ness and perhaps the smile.
shes TOO cute to look like me alrd la! >.<
nevertheless, i like her singing lots. <33!




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11:24 PM

SA rocks!
used to support him and sheena coz they both came frm there.

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11:22 PM

and NOW its HIM. hahas!

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11:18 PM

yiyuan, adriano, yuyang. the Y.A.Y boys. lols.
not one of band frm superband hor.
im so not used to the "serious look". hahas..

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11:15 PM

i think tis is more like them now. ROFLMAO!

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10:47 PM

my favourites for star idols.
think they quite 'pei' also. muahaha. =x

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10:36 PM

my beloved project superstar LEON
and my bad boy singapore idol, SLY!
copyrighted by leon. (sry leon, 'kop' ur pic to post =x lol!)








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10:23 PM

LASTLY.......
OUR HOST FOR SUPERBAND!!
NIU NAI!!!!!























think he shld be the superband judge rather the host...
UGH! i miss Energy so badly =(
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Monday, April 03, 2006
11:30 PM

Campus Superstar finally ended. zhiyang won.
actuallie i rather theresa to win. but doesnt reallie matter, i lost interest in the show ever since adriano got eliminated. lucky i still get to hear him sing last nite n juz now. his expression and actions are sooo cute can. blur blur de. so ke aii~~ dont think hes reallie acting cute like wad some ppl may say. i guess thts probably due to his outing character. I dont like ziwen as much after the revival luh =x blame adriano's version of 'jia ge wo' la making me yi qing bia lian =.="

Had my first general meeting tdy.
New colleague, andrew came in. yay! im no longer the newest staff there! hahahas..at least im not the only one sian sian at the office now. hahahas! =x
I juz realized sth tdy. it actuallie freaks me out the whole day and acts like a stress-inducer and tht i cant stop thinking abt it. my mentor is gg to get "promoted"...which means shes no longer gg to be in customer service! and worse thing is im the one whos gg to take over her duties. goshhh..how am i gonna handle tht all by myself?? damnit. im the sort who cant take stress la. =.= im gg to be so dead. vivian is rite, tis job is gg to get more stressful than b4. ugh.
And in one of the days in May, we are gg for a full-day team-building activity at SENTOSA!! wahahah..fricking cool. my chance to get a tan! hope not sun-burn. =/ but i doubt i wld wan to get involve in activities like, flying fox? oh nooooo..=.= and yes, hope there will be rock climb n the instructor will teach us! =)) which juz reminds me tht "someone's" supposed to teach me but pang seh me everytime. lols.

My company is gg to make us a jumper. ROFLMAO! =x


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