Thursday, January 31, 2008
11:50 PM
Im quite disorientated the previous week. am juz so glad im feeling alot better this week.
damn mood swings.
Work life still as crappy as ever.
I juz realized i cant really share things at the packing area coz theres TOO many sebok people listening ard. irritating is the word.
Attachment students, Momo and Hazel left last week. Although Momo's still back to help us out last saturday and today. shooo shweeeet of him! he still doesnt wanna admit tht he misses us. so be it uh =) Still trying to 'get used' the work life without his ongoing disturb and him trying to act garang(fierce), esp my 12.30pm-1.30pm dispensing slot, with him beside me doing Q-counter(LONG STORY). hahahs! Anyway last week i had TOO much tension with him. this week's seems rather ok coz half the time was on sms and sorta made an agreement to stop his garang-ness when he comes over.
Celebrated Steph's bday during the weekend.
Half the time we were spending time eating at Ikea and Anchorpoint's Secret Recipe.
Discovered many books on relationships and sex at Times. lol.
Then comes Slayer's surprise for Steph. Haha!
Played games at Ikea's bench till 10plus.
Simply love their presence.
Friday, January 25, 2008
7:34 PM
From 1st-21st Feb are going to be the very important dates. In other words, a crucial period for me. the decision i make will make a difference in my life. Few days back, i've been telling people tht i might be giving up the idea of studying in local uni coz ah ching's sister said the science in NUS emphasize more on theory and doesnt really triggers u the interest to work for it after graduation. Come to think of it, tht might be abit subjective but i think it did affect me a little. Many of you been telling me to go for local uni coz its cheaper compared to private. Its also my "dream" to study at NUS. why shld i give tht up since its a "dream" i wanna pursue all along?! i'll be applying on the tentatively after CNY coz i have yet to prepare my relevant documents and im so freaking busy with work, meet-ups wif frens and catching up wif my rest now. i need to manage my time, seriously! i'll be crossing my fingers, hoping to get my butt in NUS wif the stupid grades! =)Today's a damn bloody "suay" day for me.
First i was pretty stone in the morning, superior found out i didnt place the insulin tdy into the ice-box(i purposely din want to coz i tend to forget to put back by end of the day when auntie lam's on leave!) then kena "shoot" by a colleague of mine(i muz be kiddg if im not affected by the remarks), irritated by a patient who seriously cant wait patiently for her num to call and she who die die wants single-item charging for her medicine. Before i could settle the problem, another auntie came over after she made her payment saying tht she cant take the antibiotic due to some allergy. N lucky Fizah's there to help coz i cant multi-task TWO patients at a time.
Even till now, im still feeling very disorientated.
What the heck is wrong with me! Im pissed with myself. =.="
Thursday, January 24, 2008
11:13 PM
Today is a pretty good day!First, i met tht indian lady whos our regular patient. she said hello to me at the dispensing counter. telling me all abt what her both sons are doing. she's really nice and friendly. theres once she even asked me for my number coz her son studied at rp and same course as me but of coz, i didnt give. im okay giving my number to her but HER SON? no way, i dont even know her son and his name dont ring a bell to me either. lucky shes understanding enough to respect my decision for not giving although she meant good. she gave me a wood's peppermint lozenges! and she said she gave dr franco as well, my fav respectable doc =) sooo sweet of her although my parents did say we cant anyhow accept sweets frm people! but lozenges still can la huh. LoL!
Second, i met this really nice uncle for giving up a seat to me on the train back home with Fizah. Fizah was seated next to him, then he suddenly stood up and said, 'gei ni zuo, wo kuai xia che liao'(let you see, im alighting soon). he gave up the seat when he was 2 stations away frm the place hes going! awwwh, SO SWEET RITE THIS UNCLE! =D there are really kind people ard =)
Monday, January 14, 2008
11:04 PM
Feeling rather disorientated at work and get all hype up when its after work hours, even though im REALLY tired. this is so unusual, i wonder why. anyway i hope i dont get burn-out anytime soon if i continue like this for the next few days. i realized tht my pms is striking me like crazy these few mths and aftertht im feeling all hyper again. this is so weird. pms dont get me mood swings so easily last time. =.=So far 2008 has started out pretty much okay for me. i hope this continues to be the case or gets better. to take up dancing classes, quit this damn job and be able to study chem at nus (alternatively taking private classes in accounting or maybe stick back to science again. i realized i still love science more than anything else. ah, i cant really decide but nus is still gonna be first choice on my list. chances to get in might be pretty slim coz its competitive. pls let miracle happen for me! Aside frm all this, i might be taking tuition as well, if possible for me.
Ok, so now its photos taken frm Nurul's bday bbq.
I dunno why i was so feeling high after tht. I think it cld be bcoz of tht half an hr walk frm the skiing area all the way to the mcdonalds' side. Ended up i was the one most wide awake.
Selenge Fizah? okay, cute. hahah.
the self-proclaimed gorgeous and the cute. HOHO!
Well done Fizah, u took this lovely shot. *claps* this will definitely look professional if not for the plastic mat though. LoL!
=)
My favourite. its the "chemistry" we have. HAH.
same height, finally. =.=
Fizah, Momo, XY in "crime".
the birthday cake we bought! =)
22nd BIRTHDAY GIRL, NURUL!
Group photo with Jeannie missing.
Friday, January 11, 2008
11:47 PM
Im back! finally fixed my computer and internet problem after visiting the funan shop i always go to. the man said its my cable problem but i argued wif him tht its not coz i changed the cable twice alr, no use. so he recommended me to buy this USB LAN to plug my cable. after much guessings, its all due to my com's cable port being faulty. the man is sooo computer-smart. i might be gg down again this sunday wif my sis to fix her com prob as well. and the big problem now is how we gonna bring the com down when we dont haf a man to carry for us. When everyone has alr started blogging abt the new year, i've yet to start mine.
well, its never to late since its still January. Last year pretty much faster than i expected it. Met lots of people at work and experience quite abit, being bad or good. scandalous ones. I cant simply name them all but will keep them as memories for now. now the new year is here, i cant express tht excitement for it coz i've planned for lots of activities tht i wanna do. hope to enrich myself more and stay focus this yr. no time to waste now. Meeting my Mr Right is not on my resolution list this yr coz i think its pointless to put it in when it doesnt happen. Im not gg to 'force' it to happen. Let nature be itself.
All our dentists are all transferred out, and came in are the new ones.
Mj's transferred to TPY now. but he will still be doing relief at jurong next week for a few days. as if i'll get to see him but its tht 'feel' of the presence tht makes the diff. it'll be good to see his haircut though.
One of the attachment student at my workplace, Angie once asked me if i had a cousin coz she has this fren who resembles me at first glance. N today, his bro, Jeff who came and help out as our temporary packer frm now said the same thing to her. N tht pinkie girl, Angie juz showed me on msn her photo and her friendster. Was quite shocked the photo does resemble me abit, esp THAT particular photo. hahahs. luckily she looks quite pretty (ahem* btw i din said that, its her bro.) but shes quite sweet-lookin in my opinion though but never knew shes older than me by a year. heh.
Still waiting for my hair to dry now. working tmr morning. gg for nurul's bday bbq in the evening at east coast. i wonder how long i can stay this awake.
