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Saturday, January 27, 2007
1:10 AM

AHHH.
IM SICK.
this time i really haf no idea which patient pass me the bug.
but i hope it doesnt affect my badminton tmr wif ie wern and enxuan.
i really need to exercise considering we manage to book a court tis time.
i look like santa claus now. my gosh.
shall take my medicine tmr.

had magic wok dinner buffet wif my jurong colleagues 2 nights ago at ten mile junction.
before tht, i really haf NO freaking idea where is tht place. me, fizah and auntie lam took taxi and was the first to reach there. its so freaking ulu.
caught up abit wif the colleagues and took quite a lot of pictures.
so fun as we were laughin at each other poses! HAHAHA..

shall pick up my dress tmr if my nose feels better.

p.s- i saw ben eio's bro yesterday. was typing the stack of prescriptions and realized tis boy haf got the same surname and add as him. well well, they dont look tht alike in some ways. ben's cuter! HAHA whoops. :P


Monday, January 22, 2007
7:21 PM

I like my hair now.
say bye to frizzy hair.
and i hate frizzy hair, i dont understand why keke juz likes it so much tht he has to frizz his everytime. ohwell..
Rebonding and hair cut at Yess salon yesterday.
Patsy did a great job for saving my hair everytime. even though i think the left side of my hair isnt tht straight. i went home and realized tht. i shall go back and tell her once im back for the hair treatment next week. hope she'll do sth abt it. hehe! but generally it looks okay. not much i wanna complain. Cut my fringe short but guess tht it wld be growing back pretty fast as my hair tends to grow at fast rate! as usual la. now my hair color looks freakin obvious. coz of the hair treatment they put. kinda make the copper fade like light brown now. what sia.
and i look freaking like 'ghost' now coz of the person who did my eyebrow yesterday la!
its disastrous. she plucked out so much. and no wonder it hurts so badly. :(

Ordered this tube dress frm Pandora's Box yesterday. and yes dress for cny:) hope to get it by next week. thankyou, im behaving like a girl now.

N do i hafta mention i haf tis orientation course as part of my induction programme as a pharmacy technician. i hafta get like 80% or more for the test? what if i get less?! im screwed i tell u! its online! and i haf so many distractions online la. tis juz reminds me of the days in poly where i hafta do daily quizzes and always did badly for them. but this gives me an additional day off next week the day after my course. yipee..hahas.

I haven did my spring cleaning for CNY yet!
im so dead can! my mum and sis is sure gonna YELL AT ME. my dear sis is complainin tht i USED too MUCH space in the room. -guilty look- :P


Friday, January 19, 2007
6:55 PM

today's a sucky day.
work's all cock-up.
and i bet almost everyone felt it this way.

cant seem to be able to 'like' my current attached workplace ya.
its not the colleagues. well, i muz admit i enjoy working wif mainly all of them.
the strict ones and the not-so strict ones. alot of them are really nice and helpful.
BUT problem comes when the superior there is b.i.a.s.e.d.
the scissor's incident...i did not do anything i was not supposed to do and i got "maligned" for keeping the scissors lying outside of the box..and even tho i juz came back frm my leave doesnt mean i dunno abt the "new rules" of putting the scissors into the box. i was aware of it ok. fine, i kept quiet. i was being tolerant ok. and she juz had to put in unconstructive comments abt me tdy which i think its absolutely doin unjustice to myself and pushin my tolerance to the max. but when comes to favouring, shes oh-so nice la. tak boleh tahan pls.

i know working life is all like tht.
but crapz, i miss jurong so much more la.
at least i feel a much stronger sense of belonging there, better than here.
approximately one month and 8 days or so left.

i miss the ugly fact that,
i miss all the studying, ponning of lessons to do sth else, the staybacks to watch japanese mvs/concerts, the craps, the canteen chats, oogling at people at the sch canteen. so carefree and nice. makes me go all nostalgic again. was reading keke's testii for me juz now and i miss him so. muz meet up wif him one day for kbox la. lol :P


Friday, January 12, 2007
7:56 PM

Badminton session wif my dearest poly buddies yesterday, even though its raining cats and dogs. yeah managed to find a place near ie wern's neighbourhood thts sheltered. we look like 'retards' playing sport on a rainy day ya. who cares, we are 'drunk'! hahahs:P Went to ie wern's hse and watch part of PSS 2. managed to catch until nat's second song. not really into tis year's PSS if u realized as i hardly talk abt any of them. hahahs. no comments on them.
I missed the front part of Prison Break last night. cant really catch a thing abt yesterday's. shall watch the encore tmr. im so troubled abt my hair okay. i dunno whether i shld go for rebonding now or later? pls pls. i need some constructive comments!

Went Sakura earlier tdy and had the same buffet i had wif Slayer and Steph on Sunday ya.
It was good, and too full in fact. my metabolism rate is slowing down la. darn. h.e.l.p.
me and my sister was acting like tourists tdy. gg into the souvenir shops at science centre.
we ended up buying accessories. alamakz can u imagine? science centre and accessories..not link ya? ahahahs. anyway i bought tis ring and bangle, its not a normal bangle but a bangle based on mood change. sounds interesting?
I saw candyboy abel juz now. hes still lookin gd la. but i realized what i had frm him in schdays was juz a crush and nth more. i truly admire his style of dressing and his 'act-cool' face. his trademark, oakley black specs duh. thts juz it. okay but i do haf some infinity wif him. somehow. afterall boys aint my kind anymore after i've seen too many. maturity is prefered.

Still in gaga-ration mode rite now. im nuts la.
dont ask why. i juz cant get over the monday matter for goodness sake. (not abt the uncle)
the msn conversation we had. a v friendly chap. i do feel for him ya.
his throat is bothering him. gosh, i hope he recovers fast. poor ben :(


Monday, January 08, 2007
7:10 PM

Ok back frm work.
i wanna blogged abt my dispensing experience tdy.
First of all, a kepo old uncle came to me while i was dispensing.
he wanted to asked me for his number but i haven really called and i asked him to wait.
he keeps saying he wanna get it fast and go home slp. so i told him very fast u wait, next one ok.
he waited then came to me again.

He: U work here part-time ah?
Me: no hahas. im full-time
He: But i see u look so young.
Me: hahas issit? yeah okay. *smile* (tryin to concentrate checkin the other patient's medicine)
He: Ya, u look so young. how can tht be!
Me: i juz graduated. hm.
He: OH. no wonder. i see u so young. u graduated frm uni ah? under medicine?
Me: *ignores*
He asked again
Me: i was frm poly.
He: Oh poly! medicine?
Me: No, pharmacy. (i was thinkin dip. in medicine......rightt)
Calls for my patient. and he waited at one side. Patient gone, he came again.
He: are u married?
I was thinkin to myself what kind of a corny qn to ask me!
Me: no?
He: So i can be ur friend la?
Me: (looks down checkin my other patient's medicine)
he asked again then i got fed up i said no. and know what his reply was?
He: Im not good enough for u?

LMAOOO. i feel like laughin now but actually i was scared stiff juz now.
gosh dont come to me again uncle, P.L.S.

And later on i got the chance to dispense to benjamin eio frm singapore idol-cum-quarter finalist of superband..i saw him frm far when he suddenly walked out frm the crowd. he stands out frm the crowd man. i was thinkin thinkin omg, he looks familiar but im stuck but hes comin to my direction. gosh, i look at the prescription infront of me and it juz struck me, "OMG, ITS BENJAMIN!" and half the time i was tryin to stay cool and calm dispensin to him. hes so cute can. he looks so gd and darker in person. im attracted by his eyes and sharp pointed nose la =x so not typical singaporean. but hes both fluent in mandarin and english. he's seriously listenin to me when i explain the medicine to him and responded somehow. i cant believe im talkin to benjamin himself!! gawd! and i think im the only one who knows who he is. bleah. i dont care. i like his boyish face la. ben =) i sounded rather drama but its true ok!


Sunday, January 07, 2007
11:25 PM

A day wif slayer and steph at JEC again.
i think im getting familiar wif tht place wif so many times gg there. lols.
had quite a fun time wif them tdy. thanks for the company!
early in the morning was having tht stupid stomachache and it woke me up. nvm.
and i tot it was some sort of a diarrhoea again but luckily its not.
my stomach is damn weak recently and shall rectify tht prob soon coz i know i always eat alot of junkfood all at one short. gosh, terrible man. hahas
had buffet lunch at Sakura resturant, went to the nearest which is at near Omni-Theatre.
its been ages since i last went science centre. the last time was some sports thingy held there, damn fun tht time. time flies, and back to reality. the buffet lunch was quite gd, yeah coz steph recommended tht to me. it consist not juz jap food, but western, eastern food as well. 22bucks and eat till u drop. think i might bring my sister to try tht tis fri again =x
After our lunch, we went for the virtual simulator ride there. its so damn disappointing! what a drop in standard for the past 10 years! the last time i had tht ride in science centre was damn thrilling but what we had tdy cant even hit half of the expectation pls. n slayer still can say 'change driver pls'..lols. i still prefer the normal railway tracks instead of traveling in space and all the storyline crap.
Then we decided to haf movies later on. Had 'Night at the Museum' even though the timing's like 2 hrs or so difference. So we went to the Jurong east lib to "read book". Had choco waffle wif the 2s. a pity its not the ozzing choco feel we want. hahas. Overall, 'Night at the Museum' is a pretty nice show, funnie at least. i love the dinosaur coming to live part. then later its all the funnie acting tht plays a part. i still think ben stiller is way better than adam sandler. hehheh.

Heard something very unexpected tdy and even though, i tot i knew it some time ago but didnt thought it was real. someone had cancer. now even when im typin tis, i dun even know what my mind is thinkin abt. shock for words? maybe. even though i wasnt even close to him once or sometimes i juz disapprove wif him. afterall, he's still a fren i once knew and i sincerely wish him all the best n be strong enough to pull thru everything.

Time really flies tdy. and its a brand new week again.
i cant wait for my leave day which starts on wednesday! hopefully i rmb correctly its tis week.

Ciaoz all! =)


Saturday, January 06, 2007
9:22 PM

I bought fries frm Macdonald's tdy wif Fizah and tis is the conversation i had wif one of the crew staff.

Me: one medium fries pls. take-away.
He: okay. (went behind and comes back again wif no fries in his hand) do u wanna change the fries to our latest potato wedges instead? (points at the wedges)
Me: uh. why? no fries? =/
He: uhm..yeah, we haf but u muz wait.
Me: for how long? (thinkin tht tis guy is testing my patience)
He: (looks behind) oh hold on. (goes behind again)
this time he came back wif the fries. and i smiled amusingly at him. think hes also embarassed by it.
He: u want anything else?
Me: err..no
He stared at me waitin for a more concludin ans.
Me: uh can i haf the chilli sauce!? =x
He: oh okay (takes 3 packets n put it in my plastic) thankyou.

i know im giving him funnie ans. and my anti-climax ans asking for the chilli sauce makes me rather queer. but tis is the first time im getting 3 packets of chilli sauce for juz a packet of fries, usually its 2! hahhahas.


Wednesday, January 03, 2007
11:32 PM

Hooraaayy!!
my first entry of 2007 and finally i found the time to blog tht is.
headache headache pls go away!
let me blog out this and i'll give u some paracetamol to cure alrights?

lets just start off wif nye,
got to spent it wif my leon kakis.
first, i met up wif hb at TBP. bought cookies frm famous amos for leon.
hb chose it beforehand and i muz placed 'thumbs up' for her choice made=)
okay and we met up wif germx! wahlao. haven seen her for blardy long time! nth changed abt her still very cheerful and still lovesss to suan ppl la. nvm, laode haf to make some "sacrifices" at times for u all, yeah right. then we did a really silly thing. went all the way down to Jurong Sports Complex! coz leon said the event shld be held there or sth but we didnt see a single poster or crowd there. argh, we look like retards lor. then germx say we bluffed her. muahaha. then she made us realized tht the event is more likely to be held at JEC instead. then we walked back to the chinese garden mrt station n take train back to JE. silly us can! had our countdown session. glad to see leon there and too bad he wasnt there till midnight coz he has to rush back to hougang. so happy tht he sang 'tai mei li'...gosh, its nice =) hope hes feeling better now alrd. pls do. first time i stood on stage doing tht "12345678" thingy wif leon kakis. almost got paired up wif the guy i hate, leo. but luckily i managed to changed to lincoln. he's so humourous wif his actions and all. won tis poster and got a voucher frm Nail Palace. not like im gg for any manicure or pedicure tho. professional image doesnt allow me to do tht.

watched Deathnote 2 wif ie wern and enxuan on new year's day.
sorry girls for making it so impromptu.
and gosh, Deathnote 2 is so damn nice and thrilling! though ending is different frm the manga itself but still nice. in fact its even better.
i love the cast so much. esp kenichi matsuyama =)
i wanna buy the vcd alrd. darn. and oh, i wanna buy Nana, the movie as well. shld haf bought tht when i was hk. so regret it man!

As a starting entry of 2007,
i wanna say thanks to all my frens out there whos been always here for me, gd frens i have not met for ages, and those studying overseas, dear daniel and elizabeth. well, apparently quite afew to name. 2006 has not been a fantastic year for me but its a year i truly realized the cruelty in the society and humankind. part of growing up process i muz say. am glad tht even tho life's like s*** at time, i still haf my frens supporting me. u guys know u are. a BIG THANK YOU all! =)

thank you nat for the well wishes!
lets hope i'll bump onto u one day and pictures pls!
yeah, a great dude. all the best and stay yandao always!


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