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Saturday, September 29, 2007
11:20 PM

My medical report is out yesterday.
oh, what can i say. my LDL cholesterol aka bad cholesterol is high. and my HDL is still normal, luckily.
...i wonder if its really high or was it due to the old chang kee puff i ate the night before the test which is causing the reading to be high.
excuse me, pls mind my eating habits and time to repent. else, i might end up taking cholesterol medicines like those old aunties next time which is a NO!

My way of rejection is not replying to smses or giving lame excuses like im busy.
or simply go MIA in the presence of tht person.

This weekend will be the last time im watching chelsea at HOME. coz my sis is unsubscribing soccer channels due to the hike in oct. i hateeeee! in future big matches, i might need to watch them at mac cafe/bar and i need kakis for tht! anyone game pls look for me. =]
chelsea's not chelsea without THE SPECIAL ONE and THE MAN.

imisslampard


Friday, September 28, 2007
7:29 PM

Some patient took my pen and left without returning it back to me.
too bad for kind. my only pen thts left of me gone with tht guy juz like tht.
and he doesnt even look cheapo to tht extent. momo, our new attachment student here becoming sooo 'naughty' nowadays (we were so wrong abt him being quiet, thts SO-NOT-TRUE!) and yesterday he being so sebok, keep asking me if the guy had return me back my pen, which is like 'NO'. =.= so this momo volunteered to GIVE me his pen to use. so now im safe wif 2 pens! one frm him, one frm dad. a blessing in disguise. bahh. ohya, im such a bully. =x i made momo stayed back awhile to top up my eyedrops coz i was too scared to go into the store where the mafia big boss is there talkin. HOHO.

So sad the kopitiam behind our polyclinic is gonna be replaced by another new owner tmr so the malay makcik, the chinese seafood uncle and auntie will all be moving. and its their last day tdy. how sad i din even had the opportunity to say bye to the chinese stall uncle and auntie. awwh! they closed early tdy and my lunchtime's like the latest. im goin to miss them and the food !

Tdy the cisco security guy talked to me at the bus stop.
he said i shld go and be involve in the dance rehearsal for tmr's official opening since im so small and it'll be cute if i dance. >.<
gosh, seriously i dowan to say who. hes not the first person who told me tis.

Tmr's the official opening of the polyclinic.
and i had to start work 45mins earlier.
i hope i dont hafta kena stay back after work.
not interested to see how ugly my face is when the photoshoot pics are up. =s

I counted, he hasnt been to the poly for coming 2 mths alr!
ohno. and ah ching juz hafta remind me abt him on msn now.


Saturday, September 22, 2007
11:08 PM

Went for my dental appt yesterday.
Feels good to go on half day. work always makes me feel like a live zombie. =.=
Quite disappointed tht i actually had to go for this root canal therapy.
N they can only put me on waiting list and the latest i hafta wait is at most 8mths later. soooo long! i dowan my tooth to crack in between this period! ahh. bless me alright. meanwhile, i'll save up for my root canal which cost like 800+? damn broke.

TWO ex-colleagues came "visiting" us at work tht day.
Both were such a surprise drop-by.
First Audrey in abt noon, then Ben followed at abt past noon.
As much as i hate to agree, i do miss Audrey a little.
Ben came coz of his allergy, and i think to drop in and see us, since he had juz submitted his last-min report tht day. =.= He told everyone tht my spec look nice but never tell me until i asked him and he juz gave me a nod of agreement. Dont tell me i haf not seen him for 2 weeks he has became less random? LOL. but thts like the first good comment frm him since the day i know him. >.<

Im having this really irritable mood now.
What do u do when u've got 3 irritating guys asking u out at the same time?
They are soooo full of nonsense.


Thursday, September 20, 2007
11:55 PM

Hip Hop Weekend! Butts Off! Dance Competition!
3 & 17th NOV 2007
-Brought to you by Health Promotion Board



Special performances include:
MediaCorp TV reality program - 'The Dance Floor' - Season 1 Finalist - Fantastic 4
98.7FM Radio Beat Boxing Champion 2004 - Ryan Turn Tabling Specialist - DJ Rattle

Guest celebrity judges include:
US TV Hit Series 'So You Think You Can Dance' - Season 1 Finalists - Michelle Brooke & Artem Chigvinsev

I soooo wanna go and see whats in store there.
but the chances for me to go for the 3rd nov is pretty slim coz my flight's the next day and guaranteed last-min packing to be done.
I cant wait for this holiday to come!
Taking time off later for my dental appt. hope i dont hafta wait tht long so tht i can walk ard aftertht. if not i might juz be smsing ard to kill my boredom while waiting, provided anyone is free enuff to reply me at tht time. =.=

Someone pls define my unhappiness.
Shocking news is Jose Mourinho had left chelsea.
I so cannot accept the truth coz its TOO abrupt and didnt expect it'd happen in the middle of the season. whats wif Abramovich! double sigh.
my bad omen really came true. juz hope for the best on sunday's match against man u.

Work is such a bitchy and whinny place.
I want to study luhhh! =.=


Tuesday, September 18, 2007
12:11 AM

This year's Hong Kong trip confirmed.
4-7th nov, morning departure.
and yes, im gg there again this yr.
looks like i dont haf any fate wif japan yet at the moment. ugh.
will be stayin at disneyland hollywood hotel for the first night. oh yays! =D
autumn season then.
im gonna make full use of my digicam now.
more shopping spree in turn to come.
oh, tht reminds me to save money now.
less shopping frm now till november, can be done? hmmm.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007
11:50 PM

Went to the ARC event at heeren on sunday. the first thing leon said to me when he saw me was, 'u came here frm work?" coz he thinks tht my dressing is much formal tht day compared to other days when i go and see his performance. but am glad he said its not a bad thing. heh.
He did an unplugged medley and which is also the performance he felt disappointed. probably hes still not used to playing instruments infront of the crowd yet. but am sure practice makes perfect. no worries leon, try again the next time. ull succeed. glad he also like the keychain wif the light.

Went to work wif my new specs!
all the comments was rather good.
alot said i look like teacher or rather, nerd. but cute.
=] i love my 'spec look', which is somehow interesting to see.
im such a narcissist, as always. :P

Got nominated for this photoshoot tdy meant to be taken for the "official opening" of the poly. i dont understand why after so long then they decided to haf the opening. i felt like one of their "models" for this photoshoot, in a nicer term but "guinea pigs" i would say. and i've NO IDEA why i got chosen =.=" the thing is im gonna look damn ugly in the photos wif my hair lookin like grass! everyone looks fake. shit.

we dont need a reason to be happy.
thanks kc, "wo shi ge hen you size de ren"(inside joke).
he's so funnie la.
am enlightened by his words. be happy =]


Saturday, September 08, 2007
12:14 AM

Shortage of staff tdy.
Ben came over for lunch.
Collecting my new spectacles tmr wif esther, like FINALLY!
yes, went to made spec wif audrey and esther on tues.
lots of nonsense happening while we were choosing my choice of spec.
i suck at choosing the color i want. so i had some so-called "professional" advice frm the two. n i kinda like the spec on tht day. hopefully i'll look funky, and not funny. heh. Had dinner "ban mian" wif them. so sedap! =D and went over to esther's hse for awhile.
Had the medical checkup on wed. Nth to be happy abt except tht my waist is smaller. hehe. but i haf lower blood pressure, compared to others man. =( Hope the result turn out well. Heard it will be out probably 2 weeks later.

Someone juz asked me this afternoon if i believe in "yuan fen"(fate).
Got me thinking for tht split second.
feels funnie to haf a guy asking me this face to face.
My answer was a like 'no' coz it hasnt happen to me yet. =.="
hes most probably right, maybe it hasnt come yet.


Friday, September 07, 2007
12:06 AM

My mark-chay-lookalike came tdy again. one of my always full of 'thank-you's and cutest-cute patient of all time =]
well, actually he came last week also. but he looked like he was having a bad day tht day but still lookin so suave in his formal shirt. guys wif good built always look better wif formal wear. agree? *nods vigorously* and so there were two loud sec sch girls sitting infront of him while waitin for medicines as well, were obviously staring at him when he made his payment. anyway he gave me a shock when he came to lulu's counter, and when he came over he said a 'hi' and gave me a smile. heh so sweet when a patient rmbs u. lulu even tot he was my sec sch fren. ha. when face wif this kinda situation, im always the shy one. heh. hes so cute and ok, hot. =x minus off the cigarette hobby, of course :D

i always get those unexpected scenarios.
expected ones always dont happen, sadly.
maybe i shldnt haf so much expectation, afterall.


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