Wednesday, September 27, 2006
9:30 PM
im having a major crush on mr sunshine.still can clearly rmb tht smile and his australian/american(cant tell which is which) accent.
i haf sth for guys wif gd smile and speaks well. hurhur *hides face*
okay guys, mayb u can say im rather crazy here but tht day when i was rather bored.
i typed his name on friendster and found him can! hope i've not mistaken him for some other anonymous chap. his picture there is kinda "distorted" and it seems like it was taken a long time ago. *shrugs* pls let it be him. i wld not be interested if its not him.
whilst im waiting for his reply. hopin tht he DOES.
i make him sound like he's my idol or does it sound like im lookin for a long-lost friend? lol.
i wonder if he has completed his housemanship. hopefully the ans is yes then i might see him at the Dinner & Dance in Nov. gosh, i cant wait for it to happen.
say what u like.
im not in love.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
11:01 PM
im inspired by her.
she practically looks gd in everything. hairstyle and clothes. ALL.
love this picture many. <333.
after watching idol finals juz now, i self-proclaimed tht....
I MISS PAUL ALOT!!
i mean i like him truckloads can, as a fan.
he looked gd in suit (:
Friday, September 22, 2006
7:38 PM
My tarot reading for tdy,Love: Death
Touchstone: The Empress
Career: The Sun
Your relationship may be heading for a temporary separation, Xue Yin. This could be the result of taking stock and considering your options. The Empress and Death are in fact encouraging such a step, as a period apart will give you a better chance to put your relationship on a new and more intimate basis. So don’t look at it like a punishment, see it as an opportunity to strengthen your relationship. Your professional competencies really come to the fore today, thanks to the positive influence from the Sun/Empress combination. Thanks to your hard work, but also to your sense of diplomacy, your intelligence and your charm, you’ll succeed in convincing even those people who are most stubbornly opposed to your ideas, to give you their support for an ambitious project. If you’re looking for investors, this is an ideal day for giving your presentation, or for knocking on the doors of banks and investment companies.
im into tarot prediction nowadays and it seems rather accurate these days.
relationship wise, yes. its undergoing this major separation. and i wanted to put tht aside for the moment coz im in a confused state of mind. im disappointed and unmoved by him.
mayb like what the tarot reader states, tis period of separation might strengthened everything out(hopefully it does). work wise, its quite a breeze, nth much happened. thankfully.
im having tis thing for docs now.
super gaga over docs nowadays.
i concluded tht polite docs do get my attention.
called up doc wee yesterday for a drug intervention case and what really amazed me was his attitude on the phone. he's not arrogant at all. man, he's really nice on the phone. and i called him up again tis morning bcoz of another drug intervention as well. doc meena is nice as well.
doc anita is the babe in jurong polyclinic can (:
doc m.fung. frm AH. mr sunshine-cum-eyecandy. (:
Sunday, September 17, 2006
1:15 AM
I cant believe i came home and slept my way till 7 plus juz now and im like super awake now. =.=Im terribly sorry for those who keeps seeing me on offline msn.
YES, IM TERRIBLY SORRY!! bad connection sucks! and i know im rather irritating there. hahas. damn sorry abt tht!
when i was on msn juz now, tis totally random guy msg me. he claims tht he know me frm friendster and wanna be friends wif me. he was telling me tis,
xx: hey
xx: wat u doing (-blank- ???)
xx: ??
xx: u say can give me ur hp num but u dun wan to give (since when i got say tht?!)
xx: if dun wan den nvm lor (uh huh..)
xx: u wan to log off u log off ba (-laughs-)
xx: dun wan to give ok lor (-laughs even louder-)
xx: sms u also cannot
xx: very hard to find u lor (did i ask u to find me?)
xx: nvm ba
xx: bye (-was about to close the conversation-)
xx: very daoz lor (o.O! i tot u juz said bye =.=)
xx: you...
xx: nvm ba
i know tis is rather mean to laugh at ppl but hey tis is really funnie! told marts, slayer and fs and all had the same kinda reaction....like tis guy's asking for trouble isit. didnt manage to tell some of my closer friends yet. hope u all come my blog and read tis really hilarious conversation and had a gd laugh wif me coz i had one juz now. my sister actually wanted to pretend to be me and ans him but he's lucky, he went offline on time. muahahah!
keke msged me out of the blue juz now! asked me if i wld be angry if a guy said he miss me but was actually meant to be a joke. i told him yes, i might be but only for awhile. he practically dont understand the reason why tis girl's angry wif him juz for tht. hahas guys, generally girls might be angry coz we dont like guys to say i miss u for nth! it juz shows ure not serious and even tho if the girl doesnt like u. if u wanna say u miss us, it has to come frm the heart. its a girl's thing la. but too bad my connection's kinda bad so i cant do more to help him juz now. shall sms him tmr then.
our monkey dude, dont worry too much la. lol.
Thanks Leon for replying my email yesterday.
yay. im really happy abt tis whole thing man. didnt expected his reply.
his msg was really heart-warming.
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!! =D!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
11:39 PM
youre drivin fast in my mind, dun cha slow it down.Im so in love wif Hady's rendition of 'Senorita'. woo. hes the man and the cutie.
its so weird to think tht i find him cuter than joakim. most ppl might think joakim is cuter.
mayb i prefer maturity. joakim is too 'boy' for tht matter. nvm, lets wait 10 years if he has not given up on entertainment at tht time. ha.
Im also very thrilled by snow patrol's songs. esp chasing cars.
the first time i heard their album was a month back and i gotta to say they are really an awesome band! <333.
Met this cutie tdy. and NUNU juz had to malu me.
grr. i cld feel my face all turning red. wth. i hope its not obvious.
I think i like someone i think its too early to tell if he likes me.
or shall i say im juz being one-sided which i think tis is more likely to be the case.
pls try and convince me tht he's juz an infatuation. some failed, who else wants to try?
Monday, September 11, 2006
10:01 PM
let me do some update.was out wif steph and slayer at cwp yesterday.
had lunch at mos burger, walking ard the shops, bought sushi and hotdogs for movies.
watched 'the devil wears prada', watchable but though i think the plot is kinda predictable. probably its rather similar to the previous show i watched, 'mean girls'. lindsay's acting rocks totally there! yepyep! so this show's kinda like a duplicate to me. the only thing i enjoyed was the fashion part =D! then after show, me and steph had our 'sinful' shopping at the metro sale. we both love the same bag and shoe, but in the end...we decided to get the same pair of shoes, didnt get the bag. *heartache due to the spendin* :P promise, i wont shop for clothes, shoes and bags till next month. gotta save money. citibank finally gave me tht letter. im glad they did but at the same time i dont understand the instructions written there which kinda suck here. gg to call them up and hope for a clearer explanation soon. the major prob now is tht i dont the time! i sound like im real busy man =s i finally bought a pouch for my phone! ((:
did i mentioned tht we had a two new people joinin the pharmacy last sat? yes, we did. 1 temp staff whos havin her poly vacation and 1 pre-registered pharmacist after kl left. yepyep. and we had tis new attachment girl frm nyp joining tdy...not very sure how long she wld be here for but who cares! at least more people, the merrier! i like!
still kinda miss aiai az and kl. it seems abit empty w/o their existence..haii.
i breaked my dispensing record tdy. was dispensing almost the whole afternoon tht i forgot the time! like crap man.
I had a major surprise when i dropped off at cwealth bus stop juz now, i saw azlan..my ex-coll at biomed. one of the delivery guys tht i can click to. real nice and humble one and we both supports the same team during world cup which explains everything! HAHAHA! nah, im juz kiddg. had a talk at the bus stop and found out tht he's gg queenstown there for reservice and hes involve in tht IMF thing. he's really nice la, unlike....whoever! he was apologizing for not knowing tht the other time was my last day at biomed. am glad to know ppl like him, grace, meiyin, kwang and vincent there.
and lastly, TO OUR DEAREST ONE AND ONLY, LEON LIM. A HAPPY HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! we miss ya tons! (:
Sunday, September 10, 2006
12:35 AM
SAY SAY SAY! I MISS KOOKY, QUIRKY PAUL!!i watched the repeats again. tears in my eyes again.
i hate to see the people i like/love crying. family and friends too. and i swear tht the video and micheal buble's home does sound rather emo.
Yesterday was aiai (azlindah) and kl's last day at work.
lets start off wif my dearest aiai, im sooo goin to miss her.
shes such a dear one to me at work. she's candid n thts what i like abt her.
didnt managed to bring her any sour prunes. mayb next week if she wants them, i can buy. hehe..im waitin for weekend to see my aiai again! =DD
next is kl...he's gg to bb polyclinic on monday. i admit i was abit dao towards him initially. i dont really like to approach him when i dunno something. n i know thts what generally guys hate abt girls when they are ignored totally. i tot he was kinda shy at the beginning.
its only recently these 2 weeks then we started chatting =.= i dunno when and how it started. he's kinda nice? and sweet at times la. offer me help everytime and even tho i didnt ask for it. im quite touched for im not like very close to him? all the small tiny lil things will be kept in my memories. hahas. thanks dude. if only i haf the courage to tell him so but thts kinda bu hao yi si la. if im close to him, then thts diff but we are not u see. ahahas. hopefully will get to bump into him at one of the talks or sth soon.
Meeting 2S again tmr ;)
Saturday, September 09, 2006
10:48 PM
Was tagged so here it goes.Name 10 things you hate about people.
1. people who think highly of themself.
2. people whos highly pretentious/fake. hypocritical. i swear tis is very common.
3. people whos gives sarcastic remarks. they might think its a joke.
4. people who like to pose act cute chubby face on photo shoots.
5. people whho liikee tuu typpe liikee thiis lorr. euu knoww. omg. i suck at tis. but spare our eyes a break man. it takes time to figure out what ure typing.
6. people who like to say some thing for the sake of saying and not meant it. zz
7. its a "bitch" kinda thing which i cant explain explicitly.
8. people who criticize subjectively.
9. desperate guys.
10. and i dont like people to push responsibilities.
Name 10 things you like about people.
1. friendly.
2. people who can say really lame jokes and is still funnie.
3. people who think and act mature. i mean act as in action. not acting out tht kind. =.=
4. conversationalist and a not-too-bad listener.
5. sincere.
6. when they stay true to themselves.
7. responsible.
8. appreciative.
9. understanding.
10. nobody is perfect.
Name 10 things people likes about you ---> like i know =.=
1. my humour and crappiness.
2. friendly?
3. im humble?
4. my voice. people always say i haf a sweet voice. like real.
5. a great listener and an advisor.
6. i dont show my temper very easily. unless, otherwise (:
7. my small-sized built. easily bullied and protected. say until like animal =.="'
8. i dont pretend infront of people.
9. polite.
10. people always thought tht im strong.
Name 10 things people hate about you ---> how i know?! *shrugs*
1. my messy habits.
2. blur like sotong?
3. my very bad sense of direction.
4. when im having one of my antisocial days.
5. people hate to see im sad. coz im rather extreme.
6. when i request people to compromise wif me =x
7. my fussy eating habits.
8. my obsession wif gd-lookers and swimmers...muahahaha!
9. my idol-addiction. used to.
10. when i keep reminding people abt my birthday when its nearing. hahahas :P
Thursday, September 07, 2006
11:56 PM
I cant believe hes eliminated frm idols. i cld still clearly rmbed how he sang three doors down's 'here without you' in my head. it seems juz like yesterday.how sad. i shed some tears when he cried.
i seem to be able to relate to him quite well, compared to the rest of the contestants.
n probably thts bcoz he also belong to a water star sign, juz like me.
water sign ppl appear to be tough frm the exterior but actually they are juz fragile frm the inside. hope he'll cont performing for his emo rock band (: im gonna miss him very much in tis competition. no paul. no more emo. no more fashion and accessories. i will catch the repeat AGAIN tis sat!
I muz admit to tis point tht im really getting bad wif my chinese.
i hate the fact when i need to explain CHINESE to my elderly patients.
i always tot tht teaspoon is the small one called 'cha chi', and tablespoon is the big one called 'tang chi'. but the uncle 'shoot' me back yesterday, "tang chi??!....bu shi cha chi meh!!" he exclaimed. damn malu la! zzz...
Okay, im gg to prepare for slp now.
p.s: Aminah, i will do ur survey soon. tht survey need to think.
my brain cant think now leh =x - loves <33!~
Monday, September 04, 2006
11:48 PM
Nice chilling session at holland v wif my poly buddies.i hope they like my suggestion of gg holland v. cool place wif great ambience.
most imptly, i like it! hahahas.
Had dinner at Hog's Breath. ordered this sandwich and dont underestimate the SIZE of the sandwich. i nv seen such huge serving on a plate before. was so full until i cldnt talk. and i was all the full till this morning. how cool is tht huh. Had Open Beev (i hope i got the name correct. lol), supposedly made famous by this bartender who created this drink there. I really regretted to hell for choosing tht ok. and i think its juz me tht i can NEVER choose a drink properly. i ended up drinkin enxuan's cup. her's was nice. grr. i concluded tht im not a very bad drinker. i can take alcoholic stuff but i cant stand coffee. dont ever sabo me wif coffee! u dont wanna see the end result. =.= We switched to Haagen Das for dessert. overall, it was great!
Back to work on a monday. and its juz a BAD DAY.
ms lim suddenly came to me and asked me to be serious in my work coz she see tht our packing area made a lot of mistakes. i feel so hurt can coz im not the only one packing and the way she put it juz doesnt sound gd. duh. she's so weird tdy. during lunch time, i told lindah and fs. thanks lindah aka my scandal...its not ur fault. we juz try and lessen tht mistakes during packin ya. thanks for making work so much less stressful here. love ya babe! ((:
i guess its everyone's bad day tdy at work. tmr's a new day. i dont wanna get so affected.
Someone juz said my hair looked ugly last time. right infront of my face, at least its not behind my back. im very appreciative abt tht alrd. and i hafta say tht its not bcoz my hair is ugly last time or what. it juz happens tht i always had a bad hair day. rahimah used to haf messy hair as well okayyy. lol. zzz..
i dunno why i keep receiving all the bad remarks tdy. period day as well.
all come at one shot.
i cannot take it man. its not even friday the 13th yet.
I just tot of this when i was really bored.
my criteria for lookin a partner:
someone wif a gd smile tht can brighten up my day. someone whom i can relate to and understands me...when to be sweet, when to be mean, he muz be able to sense whens the right time. someone wif a gd heart. someone who cares. someone funnie. someone sporting.
someone wif a swimmer bod and looks wld be a plus plus point la. HAHAHAH!!
not tht high rite! =DD
alrights. im gonna stop here.
gonna snoozeeee...zzzz
i got a feeling tht i'll update very regularly.
the lack of msn messenger really helps.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
11:30 PM
I was lookin at my wardrobe earlier on and actually i was mere admiring my new purchases bought frm hk. i soooo cannot forget the trip okayy, and to be frank, its the shopping part ONLY xD! the clothes there are juz different frm the ones here. more hip clothes wif affordable price there. hip clothes in sg can only be found in branded outlets. im serious. i dunno why my wardrobe has lesser and lesser tee shirts hanging. i see more girlish clothings now. not into the punk dressing no more. is tis a gd thing or a bad thing tell me. well, at least im not tht shopoholic now, am saving up for my cam this month. very imptly muz get a GD ONE! (: im so financially troubled nowadays. study loan is juz giving me headaches! rp and citibank....dump! they cant provide me wif a satisfactory ans yet bcoz they aint the one paying. I AM! im so pissed!I went out dispensing yesterday, in the afternoon tht is.
was sitting beside ms lim. not tht stressed as wad kl said leh. he bragger! hahahs.
im not stressed yet coz mayb im juz dispensing the acute medicines which im alrd quite gd. okay then i emphasized...QUITE. not veryyy. lol. and what juz shocked me is what ms lim told me, she said im cool and zai considering its the first day im dispensing. im like....woahhh. thanks ah. hahahas.
i was soo damn slpy tdy. i can even slp at counter 1 but too many patients. wasnt concentrating very well. ahhh. =( came back home and slp the whole day. its so satisfying. im gonna minus away tht call frm steph tht is. i wasnt even sure how i replied her then. i really cant rmb. LOL! and also tht stupid 'beep beep' sound produced out frm nowhere. got me wondering if its my phone's alarm but its not. damn. wad issit. i still haf not figure. probably its neighbours.
okays folks, i wont be online tht much on msn now. not tht i dowan to but its the connection prob which is absolutely driving me nuts! i'll still be online but not on msn. so i'll try to update more here. juz tag me, sms or buzz me if u can. tatas. loves all.
Friday, September 01, 2006
12:20 AM
yay!! dear paul is still in the competition! yaynesss~~!!a sigh of relieve after gurmit announced tht it was joakim gg home tonight.
i was scared stiff tht it might be paul after yesterday's horrendous remarks thrown back to paul last nite. its really hard for him. hes sick ok and wif tht kind of pressure being put on him. not easy for a young boy like him. he's one of the few in the competition who has got the personality. look at the way he portrays himself on tv. hes definitely one of the few who shows sincerity. judges talk, he listen and trys to improve. thts the spirit one shld haf. he might not be the best lookin there but personality and packaging, he won hands down.
actually i wanted to blog abt how i think the idol contestants fared so far. did not haf the time. i think i might not be able to blog abt it now as its alrd 12am+....shall do it when i haf the time and tht wld be dunno when alrd. lols.
I'm absolutely disgusted by despo guys adding me on friendster. ugh! *pukes*
i think they dunno wad despo meant or they do not know how to read english.
whats written on 'describe who i wanna meet' is absolute clearly specify there la.
i hate strangers coming up to me on friendster/msn asking me for my picture, whether im single, my height, how many ex-es i haf, whens my bday, where i stay, whats my hp number, can we meet up ect; sorry stranger, dont tell me u ask me so many sensitive qns juz to wanna get to know me as a FRIEND only? im juz being kind and not exposing u. dont try me.
I started medication to juz ONE patient tdy.
my "first" patient has this bacteria infection of the eyes.
poor guy, both eyes are swollen and red like dunno what.
but at least hes the "first" patient i dispensed to.
I think im still quite amateur. need alot of practice.
really quite scary to dispense medication.
what if dispense the wrong drug? what if the dosage is all wrong?
the consequences wld be a huge one.
I haf to stop the negative thoughts now.
am gg off to bed now. take care all!
