Friday, April 29, 2005
7:10 PM
American Idol last nite was so sadd, watch it twice in a nite(one of which was the repeat telecast on SCV) but watched them both wif a sigh of grief. Constantine got out! =( i still cant accept the fact tht he left, i mean who else wld expect tis rite? thts so ridiculous and such a shock. i saw the AMI forum online poll and Constantine had the SECOND most votes there, Bo was first. tht PIG got the LEAST votes! i feel so sad after seeing tis online poll..esp when i relate it back to the result show yesterday. i juz CANT make any sense out of it! tht pig was extremely tyco! wadever it is! mann..im gonna curse and swear at him till he gets OUT. wad an ass!! anti-scott! love-constantine! i think im addicted to tht celine dion's song 'I Surrender' which anthony sang tis week. his powerful voice and cute face had melted my heart. awwies! =)Thankew hanlei for passing me the webbie for those songs(u noe wad im refering to). thts sooo COOL!
Im super hyper today! ie wern's fac came and take over class juz for tis week. sigh..shes like the female version of KY. urgh!! asked too many qns on bonding and half the time i dont really get wad shes trying to ask and half the time i gave rubbish ans. who cares..i mean im juz hyper today lahs. but rubbish ans wif abit of thinking lahs. =P proteomics seems quite interesting to me actually, for those who dunnoe whts tht, its actually the study of proteins. supposedly to be the chim-est subj of all the modules tht im taking rite nw but the funnie thing here is tht i enjoy it the most. weird isnt it? ^_- psychotic me perhaps. hahas.
Rmb last week viki kept bullying us, tis week came our turn. hes SUPER LOSERISTIC! but the kind of loseristic characteristic he possesses and the loseristic jokes he made can really make me and yasmin laugh our heads off! super funnie! LOSERS RAWK! hahahs. im juz craze today thts all. -grin grin-
then i was talking to crapster outside her class juz nw. b4 we went back to our respective cls, i said jokingly: 'i noe ull miss me lahs!' then theres tis cleaner waiting outside the lift said: 'u two les ah?' me and crapster was laughing away like mad aftertht. LOL!
The crescent girls peeps came over to our sch for lunch, occupied 2 big tables besides me and babyface today. thts "how gd" the security of our sch is. allowing sec sch students in juz like tht.
Recently, i've heard theres tis new discipline master in our sch catching ppl wearing flip-flops and slippers to sch. yasmin got caught tis morning and shes freaking unhappy wif the DM's horrible attitude. hahas..poor yasmin! then michelle told us tht prolly the sch's gonna fine us 50 to 100 bucks for wearing flip-flops and slippers to sch. like WTH! WE PAY OUR SCH FEES OK and still wanna deprive us of wearing slippers to sch. screwed-ups! well, lets nt look at TP, take a look at SP..students wear flip-flops like nobody's business and now our sch juz forbid us to wear any of those. urgh! thts so UNFAIR!
Hope those peeps goin for the Sports camp later, ENJOY!
Losers Club!
Thursday, April 28, 2005
6:48 PM
Watched the american idol last nite..woo! their performances were great man! except for constantine and tht scottpig! wrong choice of song tht constantine chose. sighh! it was a pity man! sighh sighh..im so super sad nw coz stephy said he got kicked out for AMI. wtf! wht makes me real mad abt the result is bcoz of tht PIG who sang DAMN FCUKIN horribly last nite...in fact the worse of all the contestants STAYED in the competition and constantine got voted out instead. crap lahs..but i kinda like bo, vonzell and anthony's performance last nite, damn rawking!Im so happy coz it had finally rained tis morning! it has been SO HOT in Singapore tht i freaking CANT stand it any longer, been raining water on my forehead almost all the time. drats!
First thing in sch when i got signed in on msn tis morning wif the nick '|
josh: wht other half?
me: (blur look)
josh: i saw ur whole person here wad!
me: wahlau! thts so LAME! -.-
josh: (smiles) today is a cold weather wad!
me: YA! VERY COLD! ^_-
then i started asking him abt the champions league match, Chelsea Vs Liverpool tis morn. damnit! it was juz a nil-nil draw! crapppp! then josh was like 'i noe u support chelsea rite?' like DUH! he asked the obvious isnt it? and he happens to be a liverpool supporter! he claimed tht chelsea dont play well, but i claimed the opposite, so u can juz imagine hw much noise we made tis morn, juz over tis small issue. hahas! he got so much kick in picking on my msn nick juz nw tht i was wondering whts wif him actually but thts juz him lahs! my forever crappy and schizo frien cum grpmate cum OGmate! hahas. thts so fun. at least he sounded more like himself tis week than last week when he was super dao(so unlike him) tht time, i was wondering wad happened to him then. hahas! seriousss..=P
Med microbiology lesson was quite fun. did the prevention and formulated some control measures on mostly VRE and other infectious diseases..kinda find the cls quiet -shrugs- mayb its those other peeps tht makes up the whole cls huh? can mostly only hear my grp's talking during the break and abit of malcolm's voice in the backgrd, hahas! well..at least thts a gd thing coz i can concentrate better in a quiet environment. aside frm tht, i think our grp did preety well for presentation, gave really interesting and funky ideas as solution. hope the grades proves it all. im happy wif my daily grades so far, straight Bs for a start in year 3. nt bad lahs. hehe..
I think i almost got blown by the wind today. is the wind too strong or am i getting lighter nowadays? -shrugs-
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
10:45 PM
I've finally changed my blogskin. the last time i changed was 2 months plus ago? yeahhs. practically lost touched wif all the latest blogskins. im kinda fussy when choosing blogskins actually, i dont like those skins where u hafta click on the navigations to get to read the blogs, kinda un-user friendly isnt it? for me, i dowan ppl coming to my blogs to get confused. wheee! i so love tis skin! got the template codes frm mafia, so the design is almost the same as hers..juz tht she changed her pic at the side. rite now, im still tryin to figure out the codes for the archives section, mafia doesnt seem to haf a thing called archive coz shes using diaryland.com, they haf tis icons wif arrows for them to choose previous and forward entries. blogspot.com doesnt! how crappy! and i've lost all my codes on the archives thingy, so anyone whos really kind enuff, pls lemme noe the codes so tht i can quickly fix it. thanks loads! =)KY took over our drug discovery class today. phew! how lucky for me! i've escaped! infected sore eye. BOO!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
11:23 PM
My sister rented tis hk drama serial called 'Lost in The Chambers of Love' yesterday. started watching only today. currently at the 5th episode but the show looks goddamn nice to me! =) the cast and the plot rawks! love ron ng! =)) hes goddamn gd-looking and cute! and *ahem* trust me! he will be the next idol. some hongkonger guys are kinda hot dont u think so!? if i were to migrate? mayb hongkong and england wld be a gd choice. hahas. One more win for Chelsea to clinch the EPL title. thts so rawk pls! 50 yrs to clinch the title and i've waited for 10 years! Hail Mourinho!
Lampard looks cute last nite when he smiled. =) my heart-throbe.
I feel like changing my blogskin but looks like...i dont haf much time to meddle wif my blog nowadays, thts so sad. hope i can make it up one of these days. i'll try to keep my fingers crossed for tht.
I dunno why i got a feeling of crashing jc nowadays. but i need uniform to crash! i cant juz fit in juz any uniform frm tis frien and juz crash like tht aint it..i dowan to look like either some 'hip-hop' star or an alien in the sch, im not some attention-seeker! and its all tht mafia's fault for brainwashing me the whole time! and i DONT haf tht smart look to crash rj pls. pftt! thts PURE torture! i dowanna get caught is another thing. lOlx!
And these 2 days are considered freaking HOT and plus HUMID! who believes its actually 34 degrees celsius? i DONT! to me its more like 36 degrees celsius, nearing the body temp HELLO! thts so f pls! i hope it rains.
Its another new week again. sian!
Friday, April 22, 2005
6:44 PM
MY mood swings are back but better. Spare me frm presentations rite nw! i need a break! my presentation sucks big time juz nw. did quite alot of preparation but i still did nt do wad was being expected of me..the new fac is damn zai! but for a new and young teacher's standard of facilitating, i think shes gd. -thumbs up- at least at the end of the day, i learnt sth..well, at least! the problem lies wif my mood swing these days. crapz! the weekends come by juz nice enuff for me to rest. =)
Class was ok actually. seriously speaking i kinda enjoyed it if not for my poor performance in class presentation today. Was in viki's grp today. well..we had the advantage to choose our own grp. wheee! viki's super retarded in class today..made me and yasmin laughed like mad dogs! hahahs. he need some serious knocking in his head sometimes, i wld strongly recommend him tht. =) and his stupid 'Banzai'(his 'so-called' 'good luck' in jap) had alrdy irritated me to an extent tht i wanna poke his eyes wif my mechanical pencil. lOlx! watch out viki! tsk! ha..but it was funnie!
Sometimes i wonder why ppl like to flirt when they were alrdy attached to somebody else. i dont understand the rationale at all! mayb someone who flirts occasionally shld let me noe one day? why i brought tis up is bcoz of tis fella in my sch (i shall nt say who)..i suspect tht hes attached to tis gal in his class but he was in a way "flirting" wif me infront of his "gf" juz nw! i dunno wht but to me its called flirting and the situation juz nw left me kinda speechless but i still avoided the whole topic. its nt like i've alrdy known him for a very long time. it juz disgust me alot guys! thts me. if guys if u ever noe me and ure alrdy attached, pls mind ur words when u talk to me ok! ESP when ure infront of ur gf! not happy? go to hell pls. thanks!
I miss everyone.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
9:05 PM
Mood swing today.Was happy in the morning when i came to sch but moody towards the end of the day. i guess im juz tired. yesterday's proj kinda sucks! nt much patients ard for us to survey, so made us go all the way to yishun but get only like 24 responses altogether. wad luck man!
Watched 'Eye for A Guy 2' last nite, shan is super duper HOT! -drools- howard's kinda cute too, at least u noe...he caught my attention in juz the first episode. like wad denise keller had said before, hes juz entertaining lahs. a guy whom will leave u the impression on 'first date'. ;)
Class kinda bore me to death today. i wonder if its the module's fault or Dr Teo's fault. hmm? -shrugs- i dont think my performance today was gd. urgh! damn disappointing! it muz be the lack of slp! will try to strive harder next week. got carie in my groupie again. hahas. hw lucky lahs! hehe..the rest of my groupie consist of yvonne, vijay and josh. hahas..josh, being the only guy in the grp 'sacrificed' for tis morn's lab experiment..wahaha.but i shall keep my mouth zipped abt tht. dont probe. lala! =P anyway thnx for becoming our groupie's 'guinea pig'! =)
Went mobil to get our lunch, only juz 2 curry puffs! hw pathetic man! the canteen situation is still as BAD lahs! -shakes head- why torture us like tht?! sighh! SHOO those year ones pls! T_T and i was suggesting to babyface and crapster tht mayb one of us shld learn driving so tht next time we wont be tht rush when it comes to goin somewhere else for lunch and worrying abt coming back on time for our grp assignment. =P talking abt canteen food, i might wanna go sajc for a one-day food-tasting mania then mayb kc can be my part-time tour guide. lOlx! tht sounds cool! heard the food there is kinda the best among all other jcs. hahas. i wanna noe hw true is tht. bahh. =P
Went home wif crapster, meijia, sujia, sherrie and guys today. complaining abt the fyp and stuff. meijia and sherrie in my class tmr..oh and vikaraman! opps! well i meant vikiraman! wheee! i hope i can reach sch 10 mins earlier tmr to chop my place. hope there will be no more mood swing tmr. =) God Bless!
I need loads of slp. =(
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
11:18 PM
Its my second day in the third yr now. preety cool stuff! we moved back to the tower block after one year of sloggin in strathmore block. well, i hafta say sch's been preety rawking recently, surprisingly. haf preety rawking classmates the past 2 days. hahas. except the fact tht the year ones came and occupy our alrdy damn small and pathetic canteen! bunch of party spoilers! its not like they dont haf a canteen over at their building, they hafta come and occupy the year 2's and 3's canteen. really sucks big shit lahs! the year ones are so freaking inconsiderate! i dont believe we shld give in to them like some retards. well, we are still humans and we need to haf human rights! *ahem* took cab the first day to redhill market coz it was raining and today we 'da bao' LJS's toast back. credits to babyface and crapster! =) i so love u all! =)My groupie yesterday was a cool one! jialong, kelly, yasmin and yiming. jialong's super spas! made us laughed like hound dogs wif his stupid dumb expression yesterday. LOL! kelly and yasmin's nice. yiming as usual lahs, another spas! =P we shld be in the School of Spastics instead of School of Applied Sci! LOL!
Today's class is even more fun than yesterday's. hahas! the idea of having diff classmates aint a bad thing at all..its sth like wad other polys and univerities or even some classes in jcs haf been doin so far..running ard diff lectures halls and getting diff lecture mates everytime. I realized tht me, carie and joe can really work tog and discuss. basically the three of us can somehow click even tho its my first time being in the same class as carie. hope joe comes for lessons regularly next time since rp alrdy implimenting tis penalty for regular absentees nw. bleahs. christina gonna relief us for two weeks, supposed to be Dr Siow taking us. crapz! -.- i rather sell seashells at the seashore! hahas. christina been picking alot on josh and sheena today. funnie lahs! josh was asking christina why she kept picking on him, yiming interupted halfway and said 'bcoz u haf the blur look there!' LOL! then christina's reply was 'coz u always haf tht smile on ur face' LMAO! damn fun lahs! haf loads of laughter tog in class. hehe.
Went lib wif mel juz nw, anyway i've been forced to lahs so thanks alot mel! next time pls inform me of ur plans earlier lahs k =P but at least i din go there juz for nth, went NTUC to get some supper for tonite. and yes! gd food! =D
Tmr's my fyp day, gonna go yishun polyclinic in the afternoon for the surveys again. crapz! im so busy!
Sunday, April 17, 2005
11:18 PM
Sch reopens tmr. aint lookin forward at all..sigh but like as if who likes to go back to sch after their hols rite? he/she muz be craze!Tis sem's gonna be interesting for me coz im gonna haf different classmates everyday! cool stuff rite! means if i dont like tht particular person in tis class, i wldnt hafta fcuking face him/her everyday. hahas. my class tmr kinda sux! owell..the ppl there and the teacher! omgosh lahs! i hafta suck up wif everyone tmr alrdy. at least, i'll TRY!!! bleahs..but the trouble wif having diff classmates everyday and not having form class is tht we wont feel any united. =/ contradiction!
I kinda like my med microbio class..shld be kinda fun i guess..hehe! damn lookin forward.
Okay..not much stuff to blog nw coz im currently suffering frm the phobia of goin back to sch. i think i hafta go check wheres my class tmr nw. sigh sianzz..
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
11:53 PM
Im slogging real hard nowadays. ever since my O's, i've haf nv seen myself so hardworking b4. no choice! for the sake of my final yr alrdy. dont play play! but..sigh..im jaded alrdy. sch officially starts next week. time flies. 6 weeks gone juz like tht. according to wad my friens haf told me, our classlist will only be out on tht sch reopening day itself. tis sucks! can u imagine i hafta check the sch webbie early morn juz to check my class and i hafta face those whoever freaking idiots in my new class ON THT SAME DAY ITSELF. pray hard for myself i wont get back some of my ex-sm0105 classmates! or i'll cry. I miss cck polyclinic! i wan to go back there to do my surveys! woodlands polyclinic sucks big time!! freaking few ppl there. todays wed. the pharmacist there told us tht only mondays and tuesday haf the most number of patients. so tis prolly explains everything. i think we need more days to finish up 200. time to slog the whole day again tmr. -smirk-
I met tis malay gal whos a foreigner. shes studying at SAJC. hahas. crapz! my first SAJC "customer" so far. i've realized we started to chat abt personal stuff while shes doin the survey. well..kae. im the one who initiated the personal conversation. hahas. damn. shes real friendly. she asked me why i din come to SAJC, asked me hows poly, we exchanged our age..shes 19 too! wahaha! no wonder i can click wif her so well. ;) she wished me luck for my surveys too! im so touched man. =) thanks! i hope her sore eye and throat are both getting better by now. well..she actually got 3 days mc bcoz of tht. man!
I finally saw the Innova JC's uniform today! seriously, it dont look zai at all! and it look more like some sec sch uniform to me. JC student looking like sec sch student to me. eww..sux!
On the way back to commonwealth, i saw raphael on the same train as me! he came in at Dover stop. hahas. i was damn shocked to see him. man! he looked much matured and abit more stylish nw i can say. haven seen him for quite some time ever since we graduated frm sec sch. sigh! those were the days! we said hi on the train and he initiated a conversation wif me but it came out DAMN awkward. ha..crapster agreed tht we both sounded awkward. LOL! mayb its bcoz we din talk for quite some time and plus the shock tht we had when we saw each other, its normal i guess. then i kept whispering sth to crapster along the way and laughed non-stop. i hope he din think i was bad-mouthing him. hahas. anyway, exam period for sp students nw, gd luck yea! =)
Its late nw. damn! i hafta wake up even earlier tmr. hope the migraine gets better by tmr morning, panadol pls work! thts all peeps. XY outta here!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
9:12 PM
Im superly tired now. my legs are tired after excessive standing and walking ard for 2 days.I need abit of leg massage. Osim. hahas =)
I think i kinda like my "job" as a surveyor at the cck polyclinic. its challenging and interesting actually, suprisingly. hahas. i got to meet different sorts of ppl and approach them, in other words its called being thick-skinned. and its the only time i can approach cute guys publicly. hahas. desperate housewife! =) i rmb-ed i did the survey wif tis guy wif uniform but aha i dunno wht sch is tht, it looks like sajc's design at the back but its not sa. bahh! whatever lahs! he is the most interesting chap i've interviewed so far! like the way he talk to me its more like hes talking to an old frien, loads of funnie lines frm him, gave me all the "interesting ans". one of them was when i asked if he ever came across any leaflets regarding diseases at tis polyclinic, he laughed and smiled and said: "its my first time here! wahahaha" interesting ans rite? lOlx! his frien's laughed wif him somemore. damn cute rite? hahas.
We saw tis really cool and cute guy frm zhenghua sec. me and crapster were arguing whether who shld go and approach him bcoz he kept lookin at our direction. LOL! sounds damn suggestive. hahas. im not trying to be bhb but he really did look at our direction many times. then we and crapster dont dare to approach coz he looked too cute. then babyface came over and said she'll go. we were like 'wahh!' but when she went over, the guy rejected her. hahahas. its was so damn hilarious at tht point in time.
We saw tis damn gorgeous ang mo at the pharmacy. i almost approach him for the survey but in the end i did not go up to him. SHIT MAN! hes superly gorgeous!! blue eyes and whats more? hes dark blonde! -grin grin- suave! =) and theres tis mly woman whom i've surveyed told me tht she loves surveys. crapz! tis is like my first time ppl telling me tht they love surveys. unbelievable! i hope shes not being sarcastic wif me. i dont think so huh? =/
Went Lot 1 wif my groupie..actually its quite a nice place to shop but i din bring much money today. sucks! i wanna get a shirt frm bossini and the other one at giordano. hehe..
Think thts abt it. im heading another destination tmr, woodlands. ahhh! far!! im gonna missed the peeps at cck! man! =(
Monday, April 11, 2005
6:38 PM
Yayness. im finally back frm tht miserable place. back frm proj and surveying at cck polyclinic. im juz exaggerating, the place aint tht bad. really! the ppl there are really nice. =D but the surveying part still sux big time. The second thing i did after i woke up tis morning was to fwd ppl some gd morning msg, ppl who hafta wake up early in the morning despite of the monday blues, informing everyone tht i've sth on tis morning. like duh. i dont wake up tht early. 6 plus. omg. actually i love the air ard tht time, its real cooling and refreshing! ;) everyone was late today. HAHAS! fair enuff ok but im still the first to reach there. bleahs. reported to the pharmacy there, miss liew answered some of our enquires b4 we started on the surveys. shes nice. then we started the surveys. i cant really rmb whos the first one i've interviewed but i rmb-ed the second. wahaha! some guy frm pjc..i hafta say hes really cute lahs!(so now tis explains why i rmb him and not the first one tht i've surveyed)(x i dont always say guys cute anyway. ITS TRUE! well, actually tht pjc guy isnt the damn yandao kind but somehow he got sth tht "attracts" me. some kind of an x-factor. its really hard to find guys wif x-factor nowadays lahs. hes super cool and the shy kind. ahh and he did my survey. nice attitude. nice dude =D one thing bad abt surveying wif a cute guy is bcoz half the time i dont really noe whts happening ard. lOlx! its damn jialat so i only interviewed one cute guy today, babyface took the rest. lOlx! one is gd enuff. distractions can cause more harm than gd sometimes. i took mostly the english-speaking uncles and mdm, i shldnt say aunties lahs k! and tht crapster is even more power than us. she did the most surveys almost the 3 of us, shes my idol lahs. im only ranked second. hahahas..the most amazing thing was tht i found one of sec sch classmate! abeedhah! like what the heck lahs! i hafta go up to her and call her coz she said she cldnt recognized me, as if i changed alot frm sec sch. and then she said i look taller. wahaha. tht juz makes my day lahs abeed! we crapped till almost the whole pharmacy cld hear us. hw malu was tht! argh. so envious lahs she taking A levels private nw. hahas. so nice to meet a sec sch frien u haven met for ages. =)
And the sales pharmacists were really friendly. we haf kinda "stolen" their business in a way. hahas. i can actually click wif one of the sales pharmacists, we can talked and complained stuffs tog. she told me she got tis son whos studying at Chinese High taking the Integrated Programme(IP) nw. like wow! her son's really smart and hes also very lucky to haf such a caring mum. hahas. woot!
Crapster gave us each a choc cake today. yay..yummy!! =) bot 2 kit-kats juz nw. yayness. chocoholic gonna start slogging for her work tonite which includes collating of data. tmr's another day's. new day, a new begining, a new hope. all the best and hopefully i haf more courage to face more cute guys tmr. damn.
Im proud to proclaim tht im one of the desperate housewives, along wif my mafia boss(u noe who u are!) hahahas. who am i kiddg rite?
Friday, April 08, 2005
10:30 PM
Constantine and Carrie rawks! i proclaim them both my American Idols. damnit. too bad Jessica left, i hafta place high hopes on Carrie now. 2Cs = Charm and Charisma.I like Julian Hee. hes so cute, tanned and toned. i like sporty guys. hes vincent's neighbour, he said he sees him wif a backpack ard the neighbourhood sometimes. argh. so envious.
Josh sent me a gd morning fwd-ed msg today. like wahh..tis is the FIRST time he sent me fwd-ed msg ever since he got my no. two months ago. rare sight man! din noe tis kind of person will actually send ppl fwd-ed msges. LOL! =P now i feel like a witch bcoz i always send him NASTY fwd-ed msges. HAHA! BOO!
Had proj meeting today wif powerpuffgirls and xueli today. tis is also the first time xueli turn up for our meetings. i was late for 15 mins. wahaha. am so sorry to let them guys wait. yeah..like u noe, its fairer coz im always the one waiting for them these days. sigh..saw shaun on the same train as me, its like we were staring at each other, not knowing wad to do coz we dont really noe each other like a frien. hes my secschmate and my coursemate, josh's bud. reached jurong entertainment centre and we finally settled at LJS. i dunno why im not into LJS food, i always got diarrhea after eating their food, or shall i say theres only one branch which always make me feel tht way. we ate and discussed abt our proj..it sux! tis proj is really gonna make us fork out unnecessary money..can we complain? sigh..obviously. next week is gonna be a tough one. one last week of my hol..gone! -shake my head-
I juz realized ie wern love her pri sch life alot frm the way she was browsing thru those pri sch assessment books at Popular today. we look craze looking at those assessments. hahas. i kinda lost touch wif pri sch days seriously. i prefer sec sch days, my fond memories all being kept there. damnit. all the nostalgic feeling is back. besides tht, i saw tis really CUTE baby sly fullscap at Popular! so so cute lahs..theres taz and tweety, the bugs bunny ones were sold out. wheeee..damn cute!! hehe..im acting like a kid nw. ahh!
Me and ie wern decided to mug hard for yr 3. WE GOT TO AND WE CAN DO IT! (Star Wars Episode 4: A New Hope)quoted frm Yoda: "Do or Do not, theres no try" orights..tis will do.
XY out!
Thursday, April 07, 2005
5:41 PM
Im fuming like mad now. why am i not born a yr later? WHYY!!? so f! i heard last yr's COP for sajc was quite high. i dunno. thts juz hearsay. ain told me she got into sajc science stream tis yr for JAE and her L1R5 was 15. she actually re-took her english last yr and got a B3 nw so sajc took in her as 2004 COP and not 2005 COP, the dragon yr. shes REAL lucky and im DAMN suay. Firstly, i din retake my english coz theres a possibility for me to get grades better than wad i did previously. secondly, if i retake, it wld be the 2004 JC COP which is last yr if im not wrong and i MAY get a chance to apply for sajc arts, mayb not science lahs. argh! u may think im craze coz im goin on yr 3 soon and im still brooding over tis kind of thing. i haf my reasons pls! first: i dowan to grad so soon. secondly, i hate life in rp. its Boring wif a capital letter B! campus blardy small! no life! and thirdly: damnit, im practical coz i like sa's uniform. c'mon! its the MOST ZAI uniform i've ever seen. its too late to say anything more nw. My next life perhaps. shall end here.
Rp so damn rawk! (self-denial! sigh)
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
5:20 PM
Hey guys! pardon me for not blogging bcoz i absolutely haf NO time and my bugger sis haf been using the com MORE frequently than i do now. shes a tech geek now and not me. i quit the "job" alrdy, shes my current successor nw. -grin grin- had an unexpected phonecall frm tis frien last nite. ha..thnx for calling even tho its juz a short while, it meant alot to me. really. =)Started on my fyp (short for final yr project). yesterday was officially the day we had meeting after all our surveys forms had been approved by NHG (short for National HealthGroup). loads of stuff being edited. now comes the next step and the most "interesting" part of all: Surveying the Patients. ahhhh! i cant imagine myself surveying those old ppl at the diff polyclinics coz i suck at communicating wif old ppl, its not the gen gap thts troubling me now, its HOW AM I GONNA TRANSLATE THE SURVEY FORM INTO CHINESE OR WORSE STILL, SOME DIALECTS WHICH I COMPLETELY CMI! yes..language barrier! i got the word alrdy. not every auntie and uncle understands eng and thts so f! sigh. (sorry if i sounded rude to u guys, its juz my way of expressing when im superly fed-up)
I hafta spend the rest of my one week more hols on projs before all the hectic sch term will hafta start all over again. i get tire out in sch easily sometimes bcoz of pbl and i need to cope wif my fyp and ppm at the same time. omg..! thts so f ok! i wish i can clone many xy out and make them do all the work for me. juz imagine myself becoming more like a full-time mugger and a nerd, all i need is juz a pair of specks thts all. hi, tis is prof tan speaking. argh! wadever.
Thanks jasmine ang for the milky bar yesterday tho its only like 2 pieces inside. hahahs. =P
Was feeling darn moody the past 2 days. damn pms or wadever-u-call-it. some stuff shldnt haf happened, but it happened. like theres nth tht i can do abt it either. tht got me thinkin the whole nite. tried releasing my anger by writing stuff on my personal diary, it did helped abit tho. im so glad tht after one nite of slp, im finally sober. been dreaming all these while. slayer, ure right. its best for me if i keep myself busy. sigh..
Went back sch tis morning to prepare the stuff for fyp. walked round the sch several times juz to find Dr Siow but she played hide and seek wif us. argh! saw ie wern's *ahem* many times today, his friens kept making faces and talking nonsensical stuff whenever we walked past them. hahahas. i sensed sth fishy btw ie wern and him alrdy. heh. shh..
been seeing tobias ard in sch these 2 days, hes more like charcoal to me now prolly coz of the training and stuff, but uh..hes still as cute. dont get me wrong, hes juz my junior in name. i think im kinda craze! lookin at small boys nowadays..mayb im juz like tiffy nw, we belonged to the desperate housewife catagory. LOL!
I juz got my laughing fits juz nw when i checked my mail, tis frien called superman sent me an email and i cant open it. i dunno whether it was done deliberately or its bcoz of the spam but it was really super funnie when i saw the name 'superman-' appearing in my mailbox. im having a bitch fit. hahas. =P
I hafta learn to read thriller books now even tho its not my cup of tea, i juz wanna see hw 'thrilled' i can get when i read it myself. yeps..and someone hafta tell me wad exactly's so nice abt 'Da Vinci Code'. dont see why it got Dan Brown so famous now. blahs..
I missed my joggin session yesterday! all bcoz of the rain and drizzle, it haf gotta STOP one of these days pls. tht reminds me i gotta work out twice today coz i missed it yesterday. so freak! think ill juz hafta stop here even tho i think i left out some stuff but its not really impt. yeps shall come back and blog soon. tata. <3
DAMN! EVAN TAUBENFELD LEFT AVRIL'S BAND LAST YR SEP TO FORM ANOTHER BAND, I JUZ REALIZED WHILE SURFING THE NET TIS MORNING. THTS SO SCREWED! WHY DIDNT I NOTICE HIM EARLIER??! SHEESHHH! the ex-guitarist and backup voice in 'Losing Grip' and 'Dont Tell Me'...listen. he got damn sexay voice. -grin grin- Thnx cindy for tellin me tht he left the band. im slow. ahhh =(
Sunday, April 03, 2005
7:18 PM
Woot~ I so damn love the pop/punk princess who performed Live at the Singapore Indoor Stadium last nite. avril and her band totally rawk the stage! hardcore!
Not the first concert i've been to but it was my first punk rock concert. thts a rocker pls. im gonna say if simple plan were to hold their concert next week and not last week i wldnt mind goin seriously. like hello, we dont always get a chance to see live band performing in Singapore, whether it is punk or rock or metal. im "addicted" to real live band performance. =D
Yesterday was hardcore. me and my sis were preety suay b4 we head to indoor stadium coz practically we ran onto 2 stupid retarded taxi drivers. one of em' din wanna drive us. one of em' was rude and kept playing melancholic classical which kinda makes me wanna fall aslp. wad a pms driver he is! argh. sheesh.
After we reached the indoor stadium, we saw tis star lounge which was so damn cool! i rmbed the last time i went there wasnt any, ah not tht i noe of or mayb coz i din paid attention to it. then we went q-ing up at the North side to get in. it was omg! long q! longer than i-dunno-wad, u name it! quite alot of cheena and ang mo. kinda like goin for an international concert. it was so not like those previous concerts tht i've went to, tis time theres loads of securities lining at the entrance ready to check our bags and body check(exaggerating), felt more like travelling than watching a concert. treating us like illegal immigrants. tsk! then aftertht, we went to the merchandise store selling avril and pug jelly stuffs. u might be wondering why pug jelly coz they are the special guests. ha. but we din buy any stuff coz its kinda ex for an over-sized shirt to cost 35 bucks huh? damn not right. then later we went to find our seats. tot we cld be sitting kinda far behind but its not the case. im even more infront than iylia who WON tix on 'morning madness'. at least God gave me some justice here. ha..mine was row 17 seat 5 and 6. ironically iylia was also at the North side but i din see her. tsk!
At 8 sharp when ppl are still coming in, the lights went off then we tot wth its starting so early?! then disappointing it was pug jelly! like CHEY! lOlx! i wonder if daphne was there to see masashi. hahahs. nth special abt pug jelly's performance, its juz plain punk..thts wht i hate abt excessive punk. boring! no rock element and they sound the same. sian! after 25 mins, they stopped. toilet break. then they played some ulu rock songs i've hear b4, matchbox twenty and keane. iylia gave me a missed call, i called back then asking each other where we were sitting, the part when i wanna turn back and find her, the lights went off again, the gig abt to start. crap! even the phone engaged. zz!
I had my binoculars there! LOL! no fear of the distance. and of coz my binoculars is the portable, small ones and pls not the ones for sight-seeing, the guy beside me actually carried tht. omg! Cldnt stop screaming for avril!! she dyed blonde tis time. love one of her guitarists. hes so cuteee! and hes blonde and let me tell ya i got tis fetish for blondes =) <3 him lahs! wheee! the first few warm-up songs which she sang was too gd, was disappointed wif her 'My Happy Ending'. despite it being the begining few songs and warm-up for her, wont blame her. she made up for the majority of her songs. shes the gal man! -thumbs up- the crowd at the stadium was crazeee! my side and the ppl in the East was crazeee! had loads of fun and kick last nite. the crowd moved throughout after she sang 'Im With You'. theres tis part of the song which avril let us sang in unison, whoa man. i went home to listen the replay coz my sis recorded it down. it was awesome! its like the fans were really united. =) then avril did her usual songs, unplugged wif one of her guitarists. i enjoyed most is the part when we sang 'sk8ter boi' where most of em' stood up and jumped wif the song. damn happening lahs! theres tis mly guy whos 2 rows infront of me, he actually waved wif his lighter on! its juz craze! and i tell ya a trick, u dont really need a lightstick when ure in concert, thts not very "in" for english rock concert, if u really need light! use the light frm ur phone. ;)
Ard ten, there was encore, one of the guitarist sang tis song which sounded like U2's Elevation but its not. argh! wads the song man??! then avril did the drums section for the song, iylia said avril's cute there. ha..the guitarist can really sing man. WOOHOO~ love his voice! ;) heh..and damnit theres only 1 encore, i heard simple plan's gig did 3 ENCORES!? like 3??! but tho it ended ard the same time as us. it ended ard 10.15pm.
I was suffering frm a bad throat tis morning prolly coz of the screamings and singing-along sessions, luckily it got better tis afternoon. Thank Goodness! =) now im suffering frm the withdraw symdrome of avril's concert, all i did was humming and playing her songs all whole time. gonna miss her performance loads! =)
I REPEAT i like the 'do-u-think-i-care?' kinda attitude in a star. dont probe.
