Wednesday, February 28, 2007
1:09 AM
i cant help myself but to cry.after listening to Rainie Yang's Ai mei, i dunno why my tears juz cant stop flowing.
plus the chilli i had. gosh!
i haven cried for eons and it makes me feel a whole lot better.
im juz a kid and an emo one.
i cry for no reason. baahh. laugh at me then.
i got a random reply frm a girl saying tht she will miss me too.
ok guys, dont derive too much frm this line. im straight.
Labels: raindrops
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
6:45 PM
Im home!!i dunno why im feeling abit sad abt my last day at clementi when i was so enthu abt gg back to jurong during the period i was attached to clementi. wow, three months gone juz like tht!
i guess Cancerian are juz born to be emo and sentimental. im gonna miss all the food, some colleagues there esp mai, ja'al, bh, waty, lp to name afew, nicky the security and of coz, the time when i always crawl out of bed without worrying abt catchin buses on time as i take train there.
sweeets!
tis morning while i was typing a stack of prescriptions infront of me at counter 2. nicky walked behind me. hes helping us to put the trays back nicely. muaha. then he asked me, "u typing ah?", i was like jokingly sayin, "yala, u wan to help me? -grin grin-" i know he wans to disturb me nowadays since its my last few days here. then he say "i'll help u if i go jurong tmr" what theee. crapz ritee. hahas. and he added saying sth better "he will miss me and others". when i said, "sure or not~~" he smile smile say "suree.. frm my heart ok"..aww. so sweeet eh. LOL! and still caught him before i go home coz i din really wanna miss out anyone. and we started shaking hands, it was nice knowing u bla bla and all the best in jurong. thankyou nickyyy! =D
then cik ja'al was the one who keep reminding me of my "last day" here at clementi today.
btw fizah, cik ja'al said "thank you for the sweeets. and u all are very sweeet =)". aww. no wonder patients love him so much. and what makes me feel even sadder when he wrote "so sad..." next to the "xy and fz back in jurong" at the white board juz now. isnt he so sweeet. thanks eh cik ja'al! i think i will miss his funnie jokes laa! baahh.
next is the bee hoon hong kong auntie who asked abt fizah tdy during lunch.
"why ur friend not here alrd ah?" then she smiled.
i said, "she not working here alrd. at jurong polyclinic now coz polyclinic opening"
"huh? then she not coming here anymore..so sad. she everyday eat my beehoon hongkong here"
and i laughed. hahas. then best part is tht auntie gave me extra big plate tdy wif everything double coz i told her its my "last day" working here. i reaally got shocked when i see the special plate. HAHAH. terima kasih eh, cik =)
SO, end of today.
im OFF TO JURONG TMR!! =D
and best part is i still dunno what time to report work laa. =.=
Labels: missing
Monday, February 26, 2007
8:57 PM
Im ending my love-hate relationship wif clementi tmr.dont get the wrong idea when i said love-hate. its not very extreme actually.
coz i DONT hate tht place. juz dislike a certain *ahem* there. ok, i think fizah knows who im refering. shoo people! dont probe further. but of coz more love than hate there.
but "first home" is always the best. so am looking forward back to jurong coz i'll get to meet audrey and guys! yay. muaha. chaos maan. but at the same time im also scared of the overwhelming patient workload there again and certain work politics there as well. sheesh. i'll juz close one eye and be positive there ya =) whatever the shit is, i shld be happy.
wish me luck people!
ciaoz! off to watch tv.
8:31 PM
i found the song that R.E danced to at the shuffle round.'love me or hate me' by lady sovereign.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4pB5i7kIos
too bad episode 5 of the dance floor has yet to be upload.
till then i'll juz listen to this.
love me or hate me it's still an obsession
love me or hate me that is the question
if you love me then thank you,
if you hate me then fuck you.
its damn stuck in my head laa!
Labels: addicted.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
11:52 PM
Seems like im addicted to all the 'HANA' shows recently.first was Hana Kimi. yes, i watched for the guys. nods-
and now im even more SUPER addicted to the japanese version of Hana Yori Dango.
thanks to channel 56 im able to watch it!
i think the jap cast is disappointing, somehow. esp hua ze lei. omg, he looks like some taiwan ah beng to me even tho hes a jap. and lei is my fav character >.< bahh. but yet its still so watchable. partly because of the story plot. no matter how its still damn exciting. Lei is always so mysterious and gentle. wow. love him. but at the same time i cant deny tht dao ming si is honey sweeet when hes in love. hes sometimes innocent yet sometimes ego, so cute in his own way. esp when hes wif shan cai. i practically laughed all the way. lol. very watchable! i'll give it 4 out of 5 stars. ok, im kinda accepting matsujun as dao ming si now.
darn, im gonna be so glued infront of the tv every saturday nights le. =x
Link: http://www.j-fan.com/drama/drama.cgi?action=viewrev&season=Fall_2005&show=hana_yori_dango
Changed new video at the navigation.
A song frm Hana Yori Dango. nice song. sweeet and lovely =)
and i thought ai otsuka doesnt act cute anymore, goodie.
Labels: HANA craze
Friday, February 23, 2007
12:00 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
9:26 PM
Im disappointed.cause R.E didnt make it to top 10.
i think they only lost by tht LITTLE bit to melvin and sharon.
ohwell, next hope is to see them back in wildcard round.
alot wld surely wan to see them back in the competition.
like what reports says, they wld reveal their faces if they continue to progress on in this competition. wldnt it be a waste to let them go? YES.
WHO IS R.E:
First impressions: This hip hop duo remind us of the uppity artsy masked dancers in that ambitious flick The Banquet, only that they aren’t quite so daft. In fact, they aren’t even daft at all. We like how resolutely mule-headed they are about not wanting to speak through their masks, right down to miming all their promotional spots (BUT they will reply to email with email though. For the record, they are just good friends). We can think of a few merits of masking yourself, like shaming yourself and knowing you can get away with it, but R.E. is buying none of that nonsense. To the contrary, they will blow you away, and leave you wondering why they’re disowning all that credit by wearing masks. Don’t bump into these masked folks at night is what we say, it might give you the B-grade cabaret chills.
Why the masks? “The reason for us wearing masks is so that we can remove barriers (like age, gender etc) between the audience and us as well as for aesthetic (purposes),” says Elson as he divulges the reason behind their masked, never-before-seen mugs. Their inspiration came from an incident where they were all masked up and practicing their moves when a mother and her three children walked by and ended up trying to mimick their moves. If this seems as unthinkable to you as it did to us, think again: Elson and Rebecca both had masks on then. “By wearing masks, it would be a good way to share our dance experience as well as our passion with people of all ages.”
So the masks really didn’t come from worrying that people will critique their performance based on their looks? “We’re definitely not afraid that people will base their critiques based on our looks. We’re prepared for anything that comes our way. We’re not that bad looking, eh?” says Elson, adding a ‘cheesy grin’ note at the end. Well, it’s kinda hard to imagine a cheesy grin on a face you’ve never seen before…
Will we ever see their real faces? Elson promises a facial striptease if people vote voluminously for them. Otherwise you might never know who you really voted for! “We’ll reveal our faces slowly as the competition proceeds. So please vote for us if you would like to see the faces behind those masks”
Liberate dance from all barriers, including the past True to their broad unprejudiced perspective on sharing dance with all sorts of people, R.E. also say they have no specific dance influences. “We gain most of our inspiration from watching dance performances.“
Who they think will give them a run for their money “I think our strongest competitors now will be ourselves.”
GO R.E!!! =D
Labels: ELSONified
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
11:12 PM
Im so not used to the new google account here.if not being prompted to do so, i wldnt even bother to create one. bahh.
Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to ALL!
i think its not too late to wish even for those i have yet to wish on the eve of CNY itself.
i haf hardly send any CNY msges out except for afew special cases which i think they shld be able to identify themselves after reading this. not too good to be on the high profile list sometimes ya. i hope all had alrd enjoyed their holidays and receivin their angbao money. for me, it was definitely a GREAT holiday coz i got to escape frm my mum's relatives on the second day of CNY! went to chill at kbox and then at holland v. i dont think im receiving enuff angbao money this year. shld be less than 150bucks i guess. zz. alrightey, its still money anyway. =D first day of CNY i got "interogated" by the obasans and the ojisans on things like my dressing and i cant believe they asked abt whether i had a BOYFRIEND! doesnt mean i bother to dress nowadays means i had a BOYFRIEND ok. and they seem rather disappointed when i said i haf NO BOYFRIEND, coz they cant probe more frm me in this way. gosh laa. and not like im gonna tell them if i've got one.
I juz watch the Dance Floor earlier and im soo gonna say im in love wif elson's moves pls.
PLS FRICKIN VOTE FOR R.E!!! coz they haf got the creativity there.
they caught my eye since audition rounds.
masks made good marketing strategy. love their masks and costumes its fits.
and they dont talk. mysterious, i like =D
pls, i hope they get throughhh!
they need the votes coz i dont think they wld appear as judges choice.
And surprise sms frm Cecilia to ask me over to her place tmr coz shes on leave.
too bad due to my work, i cant go over. arghhz.
but i miss her somehow. and i owe her big time for this job im in now. really, so grateful to her.
she rock laa. hope to see her real soon. yep. =)
Labels: mysterified
Thursday, February 15, 2007
12:50 AM
Happy belated valentine's day to ALL!thanks for all for the vday wishes frm frenz, ect; tdy.
sms and shoutouts. liang was the first. followed by enxuan and so on.
people frm whosgoin, mark and my "fav director", raymond. thanks for the shoutouts:)
i dunno whats wrong wif me and the word 'shit'.
i juz cant kick off tht habit of saying it. shit and crap.
and my temp superior frm clementi said sth tht makes me really wanna give her this expression: =.=""
only me, her and yy knows best what happened at tht time.
ok, im gg to lalaland right now.
ciaoz all!
Monday, February 12, 2007
8:21 PM
I got tagged by fizah to do this surveeey alright.so guys, dont say im not blogging ok.
and sorry fizah, i took sooo long to do ur survey man. no life man as u understand. LOL =x
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
yay, my complexion looks better tdy than 2 days ago. hahahs.
2. Say something random.
im spending vday wif my tv set. bahh. so random can.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"
roar~ im a tiger. another random stuff. =/
4. Favorite planet?
venus. the name's nicer.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
Enxuan.
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
some classical song. high class ok.
7. What kinda shirt you have on?
some white shirt wif cartoon prints. i dunno what issit.
8. Describe yourself in one phrase?
im unpredictable and fickle, attitude is my name.
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
i dont wear shoes in my house la. i muz be insane if i do tht.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
Bright
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
HAHAHA. my laughing partner. we laugh at almost anything and everything. =x
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
my bed =x
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Online and chatting on msn.
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
Martin: .......meet both day cannot ah (relax didi, not so fierce la =x)
15. Where is your letter box?
downstairs.
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
crap.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
who seh. i dont rmb. hahas.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
my rp graduation bear.
19. How many drugs have you done in the last day?
what aaa questionn to ask! if i haf tht ans to tis qn i muz be even busier than usual. i work at a pharmacy babeh.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none whatsoever.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
i love being 15. best time of my life, somehow.
22. Your worst enemy?
i guess its me.
23. What is your current desktop picture?
boring la. xp professional default pic. lazy to change la =x
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"ok" ---btw, i kinda lost my voice again so i dont feel like talkin. =/
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
a million bucks!!! and i'll leave my job immediately to study..hehe.
26. Do you like someone?
damnit, ya.
27. The last song you listened to?
Razorlight - Someone Else
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
i wont jump infront of the bullet so stupid, i'll push her awaay and noone needs to sacrifice. yay.
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
ok, my current temporary superior. not only punch her, i'd snap her neck like a twig. honestly, i would. --> WAH fizah steady pom pee pee~ lols =D
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
the floor.
31. What do you want now?
get this over and done wif. and watch the tv.
32. Current worry?
further studies and money issues.
33. Next holiday?
CNY! but seriously i hate CNY if not for the ang paos and the public holiday.
I tag whoever tht reads this and has not done tis before.
people, pls do the survey!
Friday, February 02, 2007
9:01 PM
SICK. SICK. SICK!!can i even get sicker than this?
this is the first time i cld almost gotten a 2-days MC frm doctor if not for the day i went to the doc, it falls on my off day! the phlegm and mucus blocking my system like nobody's business. my throat and my nose are the "main victims" to it. was so sick on wednesday morning tht i cldnt slp well. was apparently breathing thru my mouth and due to tht, it became soo DRY tht the lips peeled. its such a horrible sight la. high fever for consecutive days. my doc even tot i came frm the bird flu countries. currently still under my course of antibiotics and the usual cough medicines. i also hope to recover fast.
Hope to use tis few days to shed off some fats frm my stomach.
am striving to look my best on CNY. and for my new dress to fit just as nice.
Finally finished my orientation tests yesterday.
fuckin annoyed and agitated by it coz its fuckin LONG. and for a groggy person whos still sick, what can u expect the outcome to be anyway. i did them all frm 5pm all the way to 10plus pm. and even forsake my dinner time. anyway i still managed to get an 88% for it. lucky me!
Thanks kc for ur get well card.
first was his sms in the morning to tell me to check my email. i thought what is he up to initially. i checked my email after work and it was an e-card wif a chicken running after a boy assuming to be him. it was a cute flash. hahas.
to receive sth on a normal day wif no special occasion and all it was was a get well msg, its really heartwarming. and little acts like tht can make ppl smile no matter what :) thankyou so much.
