Monday, March 26, 2007
9:46 PM
Been thinking for the past 2 days.i feel like a complete lovefool for the past few months.
thinking tht he might be my mr right. or he might still be. (god knows!)
even though i cant even confirm the verdict now.
im still gonna say, im willing to learn and let go now. and im much more serious this time than the previous. why am i so determined now? well, partly coz im sick of my situation now and secondly i thought it cld be my wishful thinking all this time.
no point dragging it on. tell him, wait or let go. thts the choices im left wif isnt it? im so not the type who makes confession and i've tried waiting. its pointless.
hope he understands the situation here.
time waits for no man.
if u like me, u joyly well tell me. this is what a REAL man shld do.
dont give me surprises for nth when u haf no feelings for me.
even if he dont haf any for me, we'll still continue be good frens tmr, the day after and in the future. coz hes definitely one of my best guy frens ard.
Labels: lost.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
12:01 AM
Yay. finally found this song title. its played on radio before but somehow i cant catch the song title EVERYTIME, really. damn sweet song. NOTE tht spanish word.
Mi amor I’m not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here’s the place to start
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I’ll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say howI need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you know
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Bridge:
You’re the one that
I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
im so damn living in my own world.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
5:45 PM
i was thinkin of alot of stuff to say here before comin to this page but something just got stuck in my tiny weeny head. guess tht brain of mine haf reached the maximum storage.jurong poly opening has been quite overwhelming. patients well aware tht its open and come to "visit" us like coming to visit newly-open vivo city. (its true ok) and therefore, the number patients everyday keeps going up and never down.
frankly speaking, im kinda tired already.
and its only the 3rd week. gawd.
i think im gonna get more vitamins soon and start slping early since my roster has been pushed forward to 845 instead my 9am. and saturday, the worse: start at 830. and hafta work till 2 even tho im supposed to end at 1 coz saturdays supposedly the busiest day and 99% of the time cant end on time. oh my tian ah! i really dont like starting work early on SATURDAYs!!
enough of my daily rants. i hafta start meditating already.
and haf i mentioned a thing abt him being NOT-so-shy to me anymore.
no more lookin at the ground or smiling for the sake of smiling kinda smile.
thats a good thing but in turn im the only shy one. sheeesh! can someone pls stop my girlish thoughts! ><
im comtemplating to find a suitable dance class.
guess thts the best activity to lose weight. wif my big apetite *ahem*
thinking of modern mtv dance.
so far haf yet to find somewhere near my hse or my workplace.
what they haf now are normally salsa or hip hop.
gosh, i really need the time to polish up my agility, moves and rhythm. been losing out quite abit since sec sch. whats more, modern dance involves much more groove.
right now, am nursing my leg abrasion.
fell flat while chasing a bus on the way to work yesterday.
i swear singaporeans can be pretty selfish sometimes. they looked at me without offering a helping hand or what. all women somemoree. grr. idiot. my leg hurts more when i took out tht dressing. i cant even bend my left leg it hurts. its tht bad. hope danzen will help to ease tht swelling. =((
i actually forgot to say a 'bye' to slayer last night before he left for taiwan.
GRR. storage full really. what a bad fren i am. sorry =(
so hoping when he next return home, we guys will get to hang out. outing outing!
Labels: random
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
8:03 PM
surprise surprise, i saw cyril, the squirrel at the polyclinic tdy!just after my lunch time. hes still the same.
but according to him, i look different. =.= ya right, i go for plastics ok. im just kiddg of coz!
how different can i get anyway. hahas. i juz hope he meant it in a good way and not because im getting old. hehe. reaally miss those days back at basic science II groupie where me, hanming, yanjia and him were in the same grp. its a grp i dont feel stress there coz they are really fun peeps =)
Im feeling extremely groggy tdy.
like gonna burst anytime.
and lots of stuff ard me tht triggers it like first thing in the morning, no more retail prepacks for mucosolvan and my superior there keep stressing me to pack! u know it can juz spoil people's day like tht even BEFORE starting a day's work.
im jus being random anyway. *ignored*
dunno why i keep dispensing those max dose case.
Glipizide yes, can be given up to 40mg/day. in case like this, divided dose. only for severe diabetes case. (according to my drug book and huimin)
Gonna go to bed slightly early tdy.
been slping like 1plus am everyday? crapz!
Labels: rraahhhh...
7:54 PM
woo, i din know i can resemble artistes/celebrities.
best of all. keira knightley is one of em.
and thts so not true la. ohwell, just for laughs =)
Monday, March 12, 2007
11:43 PM
Was at the NUS open hse yesterday.gathered abit of course information frm Faculty of Arts and Social Science and Faculty of Science. my sister told me im more suited for Science. i dunno, i shall leave tht for fate to decide.
of coz, in my heart im hopin for Chemistry cause thts where my strength is at and NOT bio.
but well, i think NUS is pretty competitive. or rather i might end up in NTU. OR worse come to worse (touch wood), both NUS and NTU doesnt want me next year. cross my heart. this wont happen PLS. i reaally dowanna be a PT for the rest of my life! NO.
and did i mention tht guys in uni are far more matured and sensible than those in poly? i think in my opinion its mainly due to NS. guys matured their thinking there most of the time, dont they? *wide grin*
i bumped into zb near the washroom tdy.
and probably at my most unglam pose or what.
he smiled widely at me. and definitely not the typical shy smile tht he always gave us girls.
one of his best smiles i reckoned and i thought tht i heard sth tht came out frm his mouth, 'hello', in his softer tone. i reaally had a shocked though but i hello-ed back. lol.
Labels: ELSON. ELSON.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
12:03 AM
who in the world has turn http://www.leonlim.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.pl into a site tht distributes porn! i mean im juz annoyed by this person who started this crap la ok. was so shocked when huibing msg me abt this until i finally saw it myself now. freakkk!!to this retard(whoever), if u want to turn anything into a porn site, pls do so elsewhere. dont bother using people's name like that. =.=
went to meet up wif huimin and ailan at suntec earlier on.
had spag, baked rice and ice cream at swensens. yes, we actually went all the way to suntec jz to eat food frm swensens. like how "interesting" eh as we might haf gone to elsewhere nearer like....holland v? lols. anyway anyway, good to meet and catch up wif them =) took some photos frm the cam they brought. hope to be able to post up the pics soon. cross fingers*
and i muz apologized i didnt drop by to say a hi to sweeet wanzwanz at the IT show tdy
coz, it was kinda late when we finished our dinner at swensens.
and wanz was pretty kind to said its ok.
kudos to him for the show later and the day after! weee.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
11:56 PM
so great to be back in jurong!its way way nicer than before i swear!
definitely a good environment to work in.
to see everyone and colleagues back together.
and needless to say, eye candy (zb) are juz ard the corner ;p
ull be surprised by how sweet he is to patients n hes sporting enough to get 'teased' by people.
the 'ask-for-his-name' incident last week was embarassing enough anyway but think fizah is funnier when she tried to wish him luck for A lvl result (inside joke btw :P). lol.
Meeting huimin, ailan and dunno who else will be joining us tmr evening.
happy advanced birthday to our dear huimin! happy 21st! =)
11:04 PM
R.E: (wild card elimination)
they might haf lost to luck at the wildcard.
but well i dare say they are the most unique bunch and i truly admire their love for dancing coz they dare to be different frm the rest. hoping to see them perform again.
they are really an awesome duo and an inspiring one.
i'll definitely miss them perform on stage wif their masks on!
i'll hafta go watch out for my second love, 'Styles from Beyond' now. they look good wif the breakdance.
p.s: oh crap, i still miss R.E! :(
