Friday, October 29, 2004
7:51 PM
Lalala..are there fungi or even mushrooms growing on my blog? haha. its not very long ago since i last blogged la..2 daes? yeah i decided to sacrifice my dinner time for tis. im munching curry puff now tho..bahh..gonna eat while watching Singapore Idol later. i like the way sylvester sang the song last nite! its soo not his genre and yet he can sing it so well. im not being biased! its a fact! =P
Been very busy these daes. doing homework! muahaha..hmm..i've realised tht ever since i came to tis cls, i've become a much "better" person! lOlx! hope u guys can clearly see the double meaning there. im gonna get gd grades tis week, ok. tried my best to fite back..tried to listen attentively..yeah. feels like singing Linkin Park's 'In the End'..i've tried so hard~ and yet so far~ in the end it doesnt even matter~ oh well, for my case, it does matter la.
This week's the Sports Bizarre week..yiling, meili and wing ka bugged me to buy sth frm the badminton store. okok! i did ok..the chocolate ball taste kinda yucky tho. practically our cls is complaining abt those balls! LOL! wadever la..i've paid for it so i'll juz treat it like its some charity or sth. blahh..
Its weekends..whoopi!! time to party~ tho im craving for another holiday. ok! December! yeah. im lookin forward. but then again. 11th dec wld be a horrible date for brandon. argh! im gonna miss him again..and tis time is even worse than when hes overseas. NS FOR HIM! MAYBE! bahh..hes prolly goin in the same date as nel..aha! scully may end up in the same camp. Singapore is juz SMALL so who knoes rite. heh..tried calling brandon these daes. forked out some money to buy the phone card, tot tht wld be some surprise for him but i think i failed. bleah..and i will nv forget tht person who gave me attitude prob for nth! someone else, but i dunno who. =/
I wanna burn some really NICE songs frm my comp! but some songs are juz not gd enuff for me to burn inside. lOlx..gonna get some other songs frm my friens..i dunno what jasmine did, i didnt receive any of her song! i wan Hoobastank - The Reason la! and erm..i wan Usher - Confession Part 2! haha. anyway marts! im lookin for u againn! =))
**I ate browny today...wheeee! yummie!**
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
7:08 PM
Haha. im sooo bo liao today tht i haf to do quizzes in order to get rid all my boredom for the day! below are 2 quizzes tht i've done. i dunno whether it did say the truth abt me but im juz doin for the fun of it, no harm anyway..haha. back frm the lib wif enxuan juz nw, finished my assignment(RJ) there..she borrowed like 4 or was it 5 freaking THICK textbks home! shes horrendous man! sth's not right. hmm.....even peng li and zul was shocked to see her in so many books..omgosh! u can nv see me borrow so many freaking THICK textbk home i tell u..NEVER!
My first test for microbiology and immunology is coming next week and im still freaking UNPREPARED! damnit baby..i need coaching!!
Sth happened to anne last week. first, heard it frm iylia last week and then i managed to get some details frm brandon last nite..it sounded really bad frm the way he put it. hope shes doin fine and oright nw..viki is worried too..anne! everyone does worry for u..hope u get well soon.
Yeah. Im still sick! i think i coughed the loudest in cls today ok! felt sorri for creating air and noise pollution. =X i hope serene choo can give me bonus for attending her lesson even tho im sick. haha..okay and im sure tis cough is gonna last for quite some time..i juz dont understand why ppl who doesnt get sick frequently, will actually take a longer time to recover when they are real sick. im like one of them. or mayb its bcoz the immune system hasnt fite against tht particular virus and pathogens for quite some time and thts y it takes a slower time to fite against them now. bleah..wadever! enuff of my science theory! thnx marts..thnx eugene and thnx raptor for being concern today. yaya! greatly appreciated..
I dunno wht happen to me today, keep cracking lame jokes..today, chris was asking each one of us in the grp whether we noe abt 'one night stand' and i gave him the most stupidest reply..'oh u mean standing up the whole night?' LOL!..then the whole grp started laughing away after i said tht, esp chris..i think he almost fainted when he heard my reply to him. haha..i freaking dunno whats wrong wif me la..someone pls fix my mind.
3:50 PM
what flavor pocky are you?
[c] sugardew
9:40 AM
Monday, October 25, 2004
6:48 PM
Wasted my trip to the library. wanted to borrow some pharmacology and immunology bks but theres none useful! those useful ones are all reference bks which means i cant borrow back. whyyyy? *screwed* my sis said shes gonna bring me to clementi bookstore coz thts the place where they sell all those cheap textbks for university and poly students. hav to! Kiasurism muz start now! heh tht has become my MOTTO! but i'll be so broke then..a normal gd textbk for my course would cost abt 100 to 200++ bucks at Kinokuniya or Borders bookstore..so now u ppl shld noe why i wanna go clementi bookstore instead of others, at least its cheaper.
O's and A's coming in 1 week's time. wanna wish ALL my friens whose taking either the O's or A's best of the best of luck. bahz..And then i was helping eugene wif his chem juz nw..hafta to admit tht i've forgotten some concepts, esp those organic chem theory..ok. it sux! but sec sch chemistry is still chicken to me. =P tried my best to help him tho and he said sth tht i shld go take up some tuition for ppl or wad..lOlx! -_- no comments! i missy wissy all my friens who are mugging now! missy wissy brandon, my prince! =) i've been brainwashed by tiff..all the princes, princesses and fairy tales..she influenced me wif all tht ok! lets assume tht fairy tales does exist in our case. =P
I've changed a new blogskin, my previous blogskin can juz let wenyan continue using it la..now its avril lavigne again! love her so much la!! cant help it. muack..ok. it does make me sound abit les here. *ahem* no im not! never was i! i still love my prince! i still love brandon!
**im into fairytales now**
Saturday, October 23, 2004
2:54 PM
Republic Poly agrees to admit Sports School students without 'O' Levels sitting
SINGAPORE : Student athletes here will no longer have to make tough choices between pursuing sports and academic studies.
There's now a clear track for Singapore's Sports School students to pursue higher studies.
The new Republic Polytechnic has agreed to admit Sports School students without them having to sit for their 'O' Levels.
Instead they will just need to take an entrance exam.
The first batch of sports school students will complete their secondary education in three years' time.
And just like the Sports School, Republic Polytechnic has a modular curriculum, which will allow student athletes to continue to train and compete at elite levels while undergoing a polytechnic education.
The polytechnic is even looking into the possibility of setting up a separate curriculum to cater to them.
And the icing on the cake - NTU will take in outstanding Sports School-Republic Poly graduates, who are still representing Singapore at the national or national-age group level.
They will be admitted under the NTU's new discretionary admission criteria which was implemented earlier this year.
Acting Minister for Community, Youth and Sports Vivian Balakrishnan has described this new arrangement as groundbreaking. - CNA
Damn! i dunno wht my sch would be like after i graduate..lOlx
Friday, October 22, 2004
10:55 PM
Hmm..hihi guys! juz watched the news. it says RP, Singapore Sports School and NTU are affiliated? haha. which means if ure in Singapore Sports School, mayb bad news for u, coz u can enrol freely to RP now and if u perform ok in both sports and academically, then u will get affiliated to NTU! ok. so basically, they got more advantage than us la! how can! they juz need to perform OK and they can juz enter NTU like tht!? gd for ppl like jasmine see. haiz. and we guys hav to mug like one mad person to get into top 5%..so tht we can get into a decent university next time? like abit unfair rite!? why the education system treat every students unequally? juz bcos..oh they are frm Singapore Sports School? still human rite? oh crapz. which means we will have more sporty peeps in our sch!..wheee..not bad an idea tho. but the thot of tht affiliation thingy juz makes me screwed!
Cls was crapz! but its awesome when i got to hit tht idiot today. i did it not on purpose! it was juz meant to be my day!..hahaha. the thing here is i din even noe tht hes outside of the cls wanting to come in, so i juz opened the door and it hit him. lOlx. its was funnie la! =X he "acted" like it was damn pain! i juz cant help it but to laugh! orightt~
Someone called! i was shocked? yeah. coz he said he will only get the calling card next week..haha..miss me? ok bleah. i dont sound bhb! hah..thankew dear! ure all tht i wanted now. =)
Thursday, October 21, 2004
5:32 PM
Heyy! im back again! im lazy to update. well busy is the word la! busy and worrying for my work! theres practically NO TIME to slack esp in tis cls and having taken one step to my specialisation..muz buck up!!! die die die..screw all those nerds in my cls la! can u guys stop being sooo smart!? -.- okay crapz! time to be realistic again. im gonna borrow lotsa of books frm the lib tis weekend. kiasurism muz start now! bleah..haha.
I skipped cls for a particular gd reason todae, to finish up my assignment due to today. heh, last min work! totally forgotten abt it. i feel guilty now for skipping cls. sheesh! i need some counselling now for goodness sake! then im done wif all tht now, tho i actually re-do my assignment once bcoz of stewpig elton. he kept playing wif my laptop until my page actually went missing! GREAT elton! my jinx! im gonna take my revenge sooner or later. yeap..then he let me watch this jap anime called final...final..damnit i forgot the title!! haha..gonna check tht out wif him again next time. the anime is sooo cutee! =X lOlx
I actually saw a leandra look-a-like yesterday...and shes juz near my hse..my sis told me tht she also saw tht leandra look-a-like 2 days ago! i dont think someone can exactly have the same look and hair-do as her. probably its her. too bad shes walkin way too fast yesterday for me to approach her. damnit! o yah. wenyan actually came down to orchard and caught those singapore idol peeps there, and u noe wad. she took pics wif slyvester, taufik and christopher!! sheesh..i also want! =X lOlx -envies- ini mini mani mo! gtg bye.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
7:34 PM
Time to blog!! wooo..okay! before i start all my cursing and swearing, i would to give a shoutout to my dearie brandon! heh..Its the 5th month anniversary today. -cheers- its been amazing how u've been there for me. sometimes ure juz too gd to be true. i wonder. u can be serious and sometimes u can be sooo crappy and irritating. haha i guess thts wad makes u versatile. heh. pls take care and dont eat too much junkie food over there coz ure gonna sing more songs to me the next time. haha! bleah! these words are all frm the bottom of my heart, u noe i always speak the truth. heh! =P ilu and imu. =)
Before i started scolding, i think some peeps may noe wad im refering to. yea my class again! i dunno hw many times do i need to complain abt tis class. i hope its not neverending. cross my fingers yea. i swear i've nv been in such a stewpig cls b4! i dunno whats wif them, love comparing grades..huh? wth. wads the big deal wif having an extremely gd grade or an extremely sucky grade!? ur problem? my problem? and i can tell u ppl, they compare it in such a way like as if they are goin to compete wif u the next moment. the thing tht makes me infuriated is tht "someone" can actually do some despicable acts juz to get a gd grade. wad shit is tis rite? i mean u really wanna compete rite, pls do it when ure out to work next time, dont do it in sch! schools are learning ground, it only accept healthy competition among each other, not someone who uses despicable methods, depriving others to hav a chance to get gd grades. (some may noe who im referin to) i guess those ppl who are not frm rp may think im talkin crap. but nvm, at least i can vent wadever anger i feel like it. its juz the sch's f-up system again! facilitators are practically blind and biased! they juz love ppl who sucked up to them. full of shit can! i actually complained to martin tis morning, and obviously hes saying something that i think its so true..but i cant juz rebel frm all these crap rite? its juz LIFE!
Feeling super mad now la! im drawing myself away frm misery. how i wish i am in eleanor's cls..at least i'll enjoy more there. =/ at least better than having a class full of stuck-ups rite? well..thts so true. wht im hoping rite now is juz to survive the next 15 weeks wif tis cls..chop chop and juz end the semester. yea like as easy as ABC. haiz..
Oh well i saw josh at the sch lib juz now AGAIN, after class tht is. got a shocked to see his frien, nelson there, he's not even frm rp! intruder! =X haha. tho i dont really noe him in person. but hes giving me tis 'i-know-you' kinda look. bleah..i hope he din get the wrong idea when i was trying to wave at josh and not him. hahaha..tht would be sooo -_-||
Saturday, October 16, 2004
4:53 PM
Went to an enterpreneurship workshop juz nw, some sch's actually merged wif us to attend tis workshop..NUS, NP and SP came down to our sch for tis. thts sooo cool ok! i hope they hav more of such activities so tht we get a chance to mingle wif those peeps frm other polys. splitted up into grps, each grp wif different representatives frm polys, it depends. my grps of 5 ppl consists of only 1 SP student whose frm mass and media, angela..she resembles abit like alicia! haha. then the rest of my team mates are all frm rp..bleah. i realised ppl like to say i resemble someone. angela and swee kee actually said i resemble their frien -_-!
no comments! wheee! made more friens today! hurhur..
Went to HMV orchard juz nw, loitering ard! Troy VCD is OUT! yay! gonna ask my sis to get tht. heh..ok lah. very slpy now. blog another time. -waves-
Im wondering what had happened to my blog song, only jennifer and i seem to hear it but not the rest =/
Friday, October 15, 2004
10:10 PM
This is the song which sylvester sang last nite. his rocky rocky image rawks! heh
Let this groove, get you to move,
it's alright, alright
let this groove, set in your shoes,
stand up, alright
Gonna tell you what you can do,
with my love, alright
Let you know girl you're looking good
you're out of sight and alright
Move yourself and glide like a 747
loos yourself in the sky among the clouds in the heavens
Let this groove, light up your fuse, alright
Let this groove, set in your shoes
stand up, alright
Let me tell you what you can do
with my love, alright
Gotta let you know girl you're looking good
you're out of sight, you're alright
Tell the DJ to play your favorite tune
then you know it's okay
What you found is happiness, now
Let this groove, get you to move, alright
Let this groove set in your shoes
stand up, alright
You will find peace of mind on the floor
Take a little time, come and see, you and me
make a little sign, I'll be there after a while
if you want my love
We can boogie on down, down, down, down
Let's groove tonight
share the spice of life
baby slice it right
we're gonna groove tonight
9:16 PM
Oh man! can u actually believe tht jerry is out of the competition..lOlx! saw his short leaving msg on the pre-recorded video juz nw, i actually pitied him can!! omgosh! i cant believe i actually did! in tht video, he said tht he have been hearing the same critics every week abt him and its bad..blah blah. i think he gave up coz he's bringing his reputation down, not only his own, even his parents. yeah. felt quite sad for him actually la. owellz..im happy coz hes finally OUT! sylvester became the bottom 3 can!! @#$%^@#! how can! =/ i almost thot i brought jinx to him, but heh. im not =) sly rawks! i wonder what actually cause christopher to stay on. he sang out of tune leh. hmmmm? -ponders-
7:09 PM
Finally attended the first elective class today! enterprise! the only non-science subj this sem. yay! finally can relax! i thot its gonna be another bad day but it wasnt tht bad afterall. haha. not too bad. heh..slayer managed to help me abit on enterprise tis morning. yeap. thnx alot man! then went to find daniel phee for help even, too bad i cant get hold of my mentor to help me in my work..basket~ =X i almost got tis mental break down when my team almost couldnt hand up our assignment on time. damn screwed at tht time la, but our dearest facilitator managed to let us off. hehe..
Went lunch wif jen, yvonne and enxuan today..had some fun wif them. yvonne even treated me a milo..! so nice rite? heh..despite i still owe her money. =X hahaha..thnx yvonne!! whoops! i forgot to thank u juz nw =X then after class, we took pics using jen's phone..muahaha. my fault for having tis craving of taking pictures! cant help it! bleah..
Today's the Singapore idol spectacular results show..blah! i hope sylvester stays, i love the song 'let's groove' which he sang last nite and i hope christopher will be OUT tonite coz he sang OUT OF TUNE! yucks! Singapore Idol is not abt looks..its the talent! as for tht stewpig jerry! i cant be bothered as i noe he will still remain in the competition. i like wad florence lian said to him, she said: "i noe u got alot of friens and relatives out there voting for u, i think u really owe them meals of a lifetime" lOlx..well. for me, i think he doesnt even exist. lOlx!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
7:38 PM
Im having a migraine now....help!! it sux. oh wellz..after finishing bloggin, i'll have to start finding my panadol. yeah..but i dont feel like slping coz i hav to catch sylvester tonite on Singapore Idol! weeeee..his blonde hair rawks! lOlx
Im hate my sch! keep on torturing us wif a new class. btw im still not use to it ok. give me time! and more time! wellz..i wonder when yea.
I saw wenyan, wanyan, alicia and weihar today! we juz got soooo much to say, weihar and i are basically 'bitching' abt other ppl. whoops! shh! hahaha! teased wenyan abt her new english name. CHRIS-ten..haha, actually it shld be kristen but she juz got tis christopher craze there tht she couldnt help it but to put tis CHRIS infront. -shakes head- weeee..im so happy to see them again! i miss my ex-classmates in SM0205!! i saw tht idiot several times today..damn suay can! and worse i'll be having the same lesson wif him tmr!! tht sucky elective class! bleahzz..then saw josh wif his clique today, as usual. =/ haha tht frien NEVER fails to say hi to me whenever he sees me..its really unbelievable as we've nv been in the same cls b4. juz same orientation grp as him in year 1 and gotta work wif him during RP's Open Hse. but we dont really talk much during the orientation(and thts y he always say im anti-social tht time -_-). crap! its only thru the RP Open hse, then we started knowing each other in person. basically, tht day was really enjoyable! enxuan, jas and i really enjoyed bullying him as he was the only guy there. =X but he freaking hell like to disturb us. STUPID JOSHUA WICKEREMASURIYA TAN! i freakin hate his testimonial! im not anti-social during OG ok! go and ask kitty and the some of them la! @#$%! idiottt..haha! im gonna paste wad u wrote and let all my friens be my witness! u dieee..lOlx!
Joshua wrote on my testimonial:
Alriteeeeee!! Promised ya a
testimonial rite rite? soo here is
ish! wahaha, Didnt really know XueYin
at first! Was the same OG grp but
she's like.. dead quiet! tot she anti-
social! haha, but we worked together
during the RP open house and realised
that she's also one heck of a crappy
person! Wahaha, had heck of alot of
fun working with ya during that time!
XueYin's a cool person! Nice and
talkative! can crap wif one! Hehehe,
STay cool always ya:)
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
7:35 PM
Had 5 hrs of slp today, 1 hr more than wad i had yesterday..haha. wanted to slp early but was tempted to watch 'taildater' repeat on ch 20. =P
Then class was freaking cold today, wasnt as noisy as yesterday..haha mayb someone had decided to shut his mouth up today and thts why im so relieve! hehe. he juz got tht 'qian bian' look can! eeyer! shall not elaborate on him. bleah! so erm my first pharmacology lesson was kinda screwed. i dont really understand fully wad was goin on and its supposed to be the easiest pharmacology lesson today..oh gawsh! am i really tht incapable? haiz...time to buck up! my grp is somehow better than yesterday's, at least tommy is there to entertain everyone. kai yie is quite nice also, but i dont like her extremely thick and heavy pharmacology bk i got to share wif her today. freaking heavy i tell u..lOlx!
Power 98 came down to our sch tis afternoon..managed to catch a glimpse of jeremy, the DJ..haha im making it sound like as tho i like jeremy, but im not. hehhh..perfect 10 still rulez ok! esp carrie chong!!..haha!
After class, i saw Dr Loke, used to be my coach for badminton but rmb i quitted tht sometime ago. then he smiled and greeted me. man! i was feeling kinda guilty at tht time coz "we" chose to leave the 'badminton clan' despite him putting so much effort to train us..sometimes i really think some of us(me, khalique, lionel, ie wern and guys) really let him down. i miss those training sessions! miss Dr Loke and everyone! tho i've quit tht cca, those guys will always rawk!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
7:38 PM
Juz got back frm sch...tired is the word i tell u man! i think i've got not enuff slp today..slept only 4 hrs! bleahzz. its so nice to be home again!! first time i said tht to myself. haha. full of crapz now..bahz
So today's supposedly the start of my lesson and most of the ppl in my cls had their elective subject yesterday so they kinda know each other more, too bad for ppl like me who took another elective instead. omg..i can tell u, out of tht 24 peeps or was it 25?..wadever! i knoe almost half of them even before i step into tis cls. awesome u may think..but there are more to it..haiz..esp when someone and someone is in tis cls(shall not mention names here) im so not gonna enjoy it! then i muz force myself to like them. wad a hard chore rite!? adapt! adapt! man..its always the same old word..when issit gonna change? damnit.
Talkin abt class. i had my grping for microbiology today..its was not too bad at least i got yiming and enxuan in my grp. then i got to noe a new frien/classmate/new grp-mate called christopher. haha..not christopher M. Lee frm sg idol, but christopher chong, -.- wadever his chi name la! lOlx =P yeap. it was damn suay today for me as i gotta climbed the stairs up and down for like 5 times juz to scan sth and god noes how to operate tht machine! why cant the sch juz place a scanner on the first floor! bunch of stewpigs! =X then presentation time, chris asked us for permission if we can volunteer to present..like what the! seriously, i was mumbling all the way, not knowing wad im saying, dunno abt the whole class but they din bomb us alot of qns. hehe..still managed to smoke thru la kae!
Overall, i think my class is a damn happening class!damn slack but come to think of it, those peeps are smartass-es. haha. which means i'll hav hard time tis sem. i cant imagine a lazy and dumb fellow like me doin at tis cls. happening class can kill sometimes. bleah and u can even hear us shouting frm our cls even tho its only officially the 2nd day of sch. and topics were like big boobs and bra! -.-|| haha my class is full of crap la! more guys in my class tis sem..so not used to it. haha. my last sem's cls wasnt like tht! i prefer a 'bitchy' class man where we girls can scream and shout like nobody's business. haha..blah..dislike domineering guys! ugh! girls rule man! heh =P
Tmr is another day...pharmacology lesson..=/ no idea whats tht, but im hoping for my weekend nw!
Monday, October 11, 2004
7:08 PM
Wheee...laptop finally reformatted!! =) all my programs recovered! happy is the word..reformatting aint tht scary as wad i thot it could be. haha..i've been thinking abt some stuff, bleah..i think i'll hav to go wif the flow sometimes man. my mind is abit corrupted these days la, cant be helped.
He went online last nite, and im so happy tht i still managed to talk to him online for awhile. u noe who u are. brandypoo~~ lOlx..imu too.
I received an email reply frm bernard last nite..i rmb-ed i only asked him one qn, but his reply was considered quite long. owell, was shocked to pieces. din expected it to be tht length of words la..haha. mayb coz we kinda lost touch for quite some time bah =\ now im thinking abt how to reply him backkk..he always forget my course and sch!! if i were to reply him my course and sch again, he will sure to forget after some time...mayb like wad meiling had said, guys nv take notice of details.
Sch reopen today, but happens to be my free day. im official off on every mondays for now, but who noes after deepavali, my free day will be push to tues and ect..haiz. f-up sch system is like tht! haiz..i hope and i pray tht everything will be fine tmr...i will be sticking to another new class and new subjects. yeah..stresssssssssssss..urgh!
Omg! he juz called! he said he love me..aww! ilu too!
Saturday, October 09, 2004
2:51 PM
Se a vida é (That’s the way life is)
Come outside and see
a brand new day
The troubles in your mind
will blow away
It's easy to believe
they're here to stay
but you won't find them
standing in your way
Se a vida é I love you
Come outside and feel the morning sun
Se a vida é I love you
Life is much more simple when you're young
Come on, essa vida é
That's the way life is
That's the way life is
Although we see the world
through different eyes
we share the same idea
of paradise
So don't search in the stars
for signs of love
Look around your life
you'll find enough
Se a vida é I love you
Come outside and feel the morning sun
Se a vida é I love you
Life is much more simple when you're young
Come on, essa vida é
That's the way life is
That's the way life is
Why do you want to sit alone
in gothic gloom
surrounded by the ghosts of love
that haunt your room?
Somewhere there's a different door
to open wide
You gotta throw those skeletons out of your closet
and come outside
So you will see
a brand new day
The troubles in your mind
will blow away
It's easy to believe
they're here to stay
but you won't find them
standing in your way
Se a vida é I love you
Come outside and feel the morning sun
Se a vida é I love you
Life is much more simple when you're young
Come on, essa vida é
That's the way life is
That's the way life is
This is a song that i really like, since young. maybe its due to my sistaz's influence..pls, if anyone happens to hav tht song, pls pls send me! thnx! its quite a long ago song tho. its by Petshop Boys - Se a Vida A(That's the Way Life is). owellz, i dont feel like blogging abt yesterday. went out and stuff. usual stuff. been in a daze the whole night! whats wrong wif me? i really dunno. Scalded my finger while cooking porridge last nite, wasnt even concentrating on cooking it. i think i've even added the wrong amt of water. dunno whats wrong lah! everything sux! Received a call last nite..i think its for my sis but tht person does sound like someone i know..nvm! i wasnt even listening to tht person! and even the msn messenger is screwing me up now, cant managed to get in la!! crapz..
I feel a sudden urge to cry now. i dunno why!! things aint going smoothly as i wan them to be! sheeshhh...i think im having depression soon la! haiz. sch starts in 2 daes time.
listening to: avril lavigne - Fall To Pieces
Thursday, October 07, 2004
1:29 PM
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
1:19 PM
Im so sleepy now! i din slp the whole night. been thinking of him..the moment i closed my eyes, my mind was all filled with his name, his name keeps resounding on my head..it juz wont go away. ahhh! then i kept tossing and turning the whole night coz THE WEATHER'S DAMN HOT ar! i ended up slping at ard 7am. haha..boo! i feel like singing daniel beddingfield's 'if ure not the one'..the lyrics juz suits it.
Kinda feel sick to even blog last nite. haha. i'll try to recall wad happened then. hmm..i went to buy chocs for my sis at ard noon. then went back to sch in the afternoon for the talk abt protecting plants i shld presume =X wasnt exactly knowing what the presenter was saying. lOlx! before the talk, walked past tht idiotic HM and he smiled cheekily at me and said "eh, classmate!" then i was like "for one class only ok!", and he was laughing away saying "hahaha. oh yah! enterprise. hahaha" like so damn happy can! @#$%@# tis is a bad omen i tell u! the more hes happy abt it means the more screwed i'll get meaning more teases i'll get frm him. boo! irritating pig! finally the talk began, i jotted down some notes for easy referral when i started doin the report. but all hav come to a waste, tan lay pheng say shes not demanding us to write reports at the end of the day. oh thts crapz! i wrote whole chunk of notes and she told us no reports has to be done. CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! arghz...forget it! yeap then after the talk, we guys stayed in sch to wait for ie wern finished viewing the movie 'Chicken Run' hahaha. after the movie, we watched channel u's 'Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Yin Tai' so stewpig la! its supposed to be the chinese version of Romeo & Juliet! imagine me watching the show. hurhur! terrible..been forced to anyway..lOlx =X
Thats it guys! i think im kinda sleepy to even continue. shall end here bah..seeya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! =)
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
10:00 PM
My corn is so horny = corny
Your horn is so corny = horny
i love my stupid corn!..haha!
Wad a stupid analysis! i think hes the only one rite now who understands tis analysis. owellz, i came up with first one, second is frm him..haha. oh man! he called and kinda brighten up my day. he nv fails to. =) and he shld be back studying now. ok..hardworking corn! jiayou. i've got faith in u =)
Ok! juz gotten tis news frm enxuan, immunology is gonna be taken over by jasmine heng..oh dear me! why are all the facilitators(teachers) for immunology all so screwed? the one before tht is edwin hoe, juz as bad la!..now they say its changing to tht jasmine heng!! i feel like crying coz i think i so not gonna do well when they start teaching me next week. haiz..but then again, i think its time to look on the bright side of life. *sings~ Always look on the bright side of life~~ whistle..damn i cant whistle! oright la! im crapping again. nth to talk abt for now. goin to buy my sis's prezzie tmr morning and then to sch in the afternoon. ciaoz!
2:54 PM
Juz gotten back my stupid postings and classlist and there hav been msn discussions on who is in whose class and so on...basically we have 2 classlists, one main one and the other for the elective subj so stupid tht i got such a "wonderful" class for elective..haiz. not the least happy abt it, i wld rather prefer the main class than the elective class. but luckily i will only get to see those peeps in the elective class once a week. tryin very hard to console myself. *sigh* tho i've gotten my specialisation. IM IN PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCE!! =) but i din get my elective =( wanted to take accounts as elective but the sch din give me tht! damn sad, and now resulting me in enterprise and in this STUPID enterprise class. bahzz!! tht IDIOT PIG inside my enterprise class can!! dead screwed!! heres a glimpse of my classlists.
My Main Class(not so perfect):
ANG JIA XIN JASMINE
CHAN PENG LI
CHAN SOPHIA KHADIJAH
CHIA YIMING
CHONG KIN MUN CHRISTOPHER
FOO YONG QUAN
HO CHIEW FOONG AQIDAH
HUANG KAILUN DONOVAN
LAI KOK HENG TOMMY
LOW YONG ZHEN
ONG KAI YIE
PANG MEI HUI
PUTRI NUR HASANAH MARJUNI
SARAH BANO
SEE CHEE MUN
SEE SIOK YING
SEE YI BING CHERYLENE
TAN HUIYI VALERIE
TAN POH SUM VINCENT
TAN XUE YIN
TEO YI LING
YAP ENXUAN
YUVANESH TAMIL SELVAN
ZHENG WEI XIONG
My Sucky Elective Class: (Enterprise):
ANG ZHI YING SHEENA
FOO YONG QUAN
LEE MEISHI MAEY
LIM HAN MING
LIM ZHUN LEONG MALCOLM
ONG KAI YIE
SEE YI BING CHERYLENE
TAN HUIYI VALERIE
TAN XUE YIN
YAM LO YAN
YAP ENXUAN
YEH JIAN MIN
YEO JUNRU JULIANA
YUVANESH TAMIL SELVAN
Wish me guys! Monday is my free day..extended one-day holiday..weeeee~~
Monday, October 04, 2004
7:54 PM
Look whos tht on the pic! bleahz!..owellz, managed to only insert 2 pathetic pics onto my bloggie. only hav 2 of my pics inside tis comp. haha, u see its my sis's comp!! so for the time being, juz bear wif these 2 pics and seriously i hate the one on the left coz i think i look damn fat there can! fat-ass! haha..wellz. i dont really care much now. its for u to see, not me!! lOlx! Will hav more pics coming up when im starting to use my laptop next week. how time flies! sch reopening and i still dont hav tht momentum and mood for studying.
And actually im supposed to get my posting and classlist online by today, but i see nth. Then they juz placed tis announcement there saying tht everything will rescheduled so it will only be release tmr, 5pm..bleahz..sickening peeps! make me panick the whole day for no reason.
Yeap. i decided to only display the recent entry on my blog, so if u wanna look at those entries which u've missed reading then kindly go click on tht's week's archive. it shld be slotted according by week nw. look at the dates b4 u click. thankz. -winkz-
As usual, Person A called. she said shes gonna market some products to my mum and crapz, my mum kinda pissed i think. I juz dont hav to cheek to reject person A. So brandon kinda helped me, all the way frm australia..he called my frien...how sweet~ aww man! but i think my frien kinda scare him. haha. wadever it is, he's juz S-W-E-E-T! =)
Advanced birthday celebration for my sis now, im kinda craving for those food tht my mum had prepared. so im out of here. take care!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
2:37 PM
Ok! pls pls ppl, go read my previous post on virus can! dont be stubborn, juz take out! haha..i do sound like some IT pro in tht entry but sorry im not can! and i dont wish to become one too. =) so juz take tht out, there are other ways to get music codes. kindly go google or yahoo search for 'music codes'..there are quite alot there im sure. but i've yet to discover. =P
I've finally changed my blogskin! haha..chad michael murray look soo charming there can! my dream-on prince charming! like i said DREAM ON!! haha.
Kinda enjoyed friday's party..think its kinda short or mayb time flies everytime when ure enjoying urself. love the spaghetti tht mel had made for us. yum yum! We watched Sg Idol tog and of coz we were unsatisfied wif the results, u shld see how we girls reacted when jerry ong got in. u see, he shld noe tht he had gotten in but still gave tht blardy shocked look when the results is being a announced. how fake can! BOO! and beverly is out =(
By now, anne, brandon and zach shld be in australia now and mayb getting back their results tis week. gd luck! and i will be getting my class list and posting earliest tmr i guess. arghhh! pray hard there wont be an idiotic bunch of peeps in my class. tot of it can make me go nuts.
1:48 PM
Attention to all ppl using iwebmusic.com for their blog song, iwebmusic.com is currently screwed oright! so kindly pls take them out of ur blog as in take out all those html codes frm iwebmusic coz it contained virus..numerous pop-ups goin on which can cause virus to ur comp! so if u dowan tis to happen, take them out. thnx! go scan ur comp for virus. dont worry too much abt it, i got a very gd online anti-virus scanner, http://housecall.trendmicro.com/ follow their instructions there, they can help scan and delete those deadly virus. tis anti-virus actually helped me gotten rid all the blardy virus last nite. if u haf qns on how to use tht anti-virus, kindly post ur qns here. thankew!
Saturday, October 02, 2004
5:18 AM
Christopher M. Lee a.k.a chrissypoo was frm acjc!! i knew it! hah..he juz got tht look there. but no offence to say i've seen cuter ac guys. whoopies! =X pls dont let wenyan see tis =X lOlx..
Then yesterday's Singapore Idol was quite oright except for Jerry and tht Taufik wasnt tht gd as well, bad song chosen! Olinda sang my fav song!! 'Cant Take My Eyes Off You' tht is! love tht song and it juz reminds me of tht movie '10 things i hate abt u'..haha. think those guys who sang tis song can be quite mesmerizing..hahaha. i'll juz go gaga! =P
Im having a bad cold now. im wondering wads happening! i've been sneezing alot ever since i woke up juz now! its a relaxing friday for me, but ended up catching a flu and guess wad, im supposed to meet mel and peeps over at her hse. HAPPY BDAY MEL! hw screwed! can i juz pass the germs ard?! haha..and marcus's father is gonna drive me and justin there..hw nice isnt it? heh..but then again i hav to go wif tis gay!! >.<|| juz bcos he lives next to me and cuz like wad ppl say its more convenient tht way. -_- if its not bcos of marcus's father driving us there, i wouldnt wanna go wif him can! i wld hav disappeared in the afternoon and go myself in the evening..lOlx! =Xx
I dunno hw im gonna kill the remaining 5 hrs or so. goin my sch lib to return tht overdued bk later! and how screwed yesterday when i was trying to renew the bk online last nite, its not working can!! @#$%$$@!#! i dunno whether im changing my blogskin today. shall see hw my time-table for today works first k! haha. and now im off for lunch. tata!
ITS CHILDREN'S DAY TODAY! IM NO LONGER A KID! HEH HEH!
Friday, October 01, 2004
9:07 AM
Its raining!! thnx for tht unexpected rain which screwed up everything. my plans for today *sigh* =(
HaiyO!..i friggingly cannot stand nel's blog lah!! reading his entry can make my hair stand ok! and the weather is like freaking cold nowadays so pls dont try to decrease the temp la k! =P but then again, i think his blog is only for one person to see and thts tiff lor! DUH! hahaha..lovebirds mar! LOL! okok, i shall zip my mouth nw. =X heh, and anyway i wanna say gd luck to nel for his A's and to Tiff for her O's tis nov! and to everyone of my friens whos muggin for their exams now -zoom zoom- JIAYOU! =)
Then talkin abt exams reminds me of telling u guys hw "well" i did for my 1st semester which is like both happy and sad. din noe our results was posted last nite until yiming msg-ed me, then she told me she dare not check, so i'll be the guinea pig and went to check, but the system is like DAMN LAG can! guess like alot of peeps went in to check at the same time. then i muz say my chem is the MOST disappointing subj of all, i got only a B!! expected sth like B+!! argh! i think my sch's moderation juz sux! arghz. then out of 4 subjs, no A's only 2 friggin B's...tho its like i passed everything but its juz not up to standard can!! my sister expects me to get at least a straight B's but my stupid VB and genetics pulled me down and i missed it by only one grade. ahhh! can die lah! then next week will be the posting..my specialization!! hope i get into pharm sci =)
6:50 AM
*Sigh!...currently im at home waiting for someone's call..damn! getting kinda bored. he said hes goin for hair-cut but not yet fix the time wif the barber. PRESIDENT right? fine! lOlx..think im getting abit sick..feel so cold this morning. is it sth gotta do wif the weather, i wanna noe man. *sigh..getting tired. woke up at 11am again. zzz! sleepy is the word can!! lOlx!
Then slayer msg-ed, his msg is like forever so weird!..cuz he dont usually started off wif greetings. its like he feel 'song' then he juz msg me lorh! right? lOlx! then aftertht marts came online, he heck care abt me le..hahaha. wad a frien! =X
Sheesh!! im so sleepy and dunno wht else man! feel like changing my blogskin!! shld i? dunnooo! haha and yay there's Sg Idol tonite..whee whee! and u noe wad, my frien actually noe whos Leandra! her ex-schmate k! c'mon! so now i noe shes previously frm STC(St Theresa's Convent)!..haha. ok! so im supporting Beverly tonite for suree! pls dont say shes some cry baby or wad ok! shes sooo cute!! she certainly got tis x-factor there..check her out can! =P and one thing for sure is tht Jerry Ong is gonna get in tonite cuz hes sure to haf "alot" of peeps voting for him tonite, not bcos he's damn gd at singing or damn yandao k! nonono! external reasons can! bleahz! so lemme BOO him now in advanced first. HEh! DONT VOTE FOR HIM OK? OK! yeah. ok..i gotta go! bye now.
