Sunday, August 27, 2006
6:29 PM
Come with mestay the night
you say the words but boy it don't feel right
what do you expect me to say?
You know it's just too little too late
You take my hand
and you say you've changed
but boy you know your begging don't fool me
because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too little too late
So let me on down
cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
your chance has come and gone
and you know
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just ain't gonna change
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late
yeah yeah it's just too little too late
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
and now you wanna communicate
You know it's just too little too late
Go find someone else
in letting you go I'm loving myself
you got a problem
but don't come asking me for help
Cause you know
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just ain't gonna change
to be real it doesn't matter anyway
You know it's just too little too late
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give(I have so much to give)with a player like you
I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Just felt much for this song by jojo.
though the first time i heard it on p10, i thought the chorus sounds abit bollywood. LOL.
well well, still nice. check it out. (:
Went out wif 2S yesterday. had a nice chillin out session at sakae and coffeebean (: i will not forget THAT 'joke of the day' which got me laughing like mad wif steph. fucking hilarious man. it really felt like THAT. okayyy LMAO!
anyways, love ya all man! time flies. we haf indeed grown up in some ways. am glad tht we are still keeping in touch closely. pls rmb my horror movie the next time! lol.
pictures alrd uploaded in friendster. but theres no pic wif slayer in it. how weird. we didnt save meh? =s and for more details, refer to my aminah, stephanie's blog :P
with lots of lovee-
Friday, August 25, 2006
10:57 PM
im fucking sian. right, time to blog sth.but actually to be frank to u readers, i really haf nth to update abt tis week coz its juz a sian week i tell u! let me juz tell u how sick i am this week. ear infection last week and this week im juz not feeling any better. i was down wif a damn fever 2 nights ago. my louya thermometer shows 37.1 degrees celsius and as i've alrd mentioned, its kinda a LOUYA thermometer so it always underestimate the actual temp tht u've got, it juz doesnt show the right temp anyways its taken free frm rp last time so i cant complain much. yupz and so i presumed tt 37.1 degrees celsius is considered V HIGH for my body temp since thts what tht louya thermometer showed. and my stomach is seriously suffering frm serious flatulence and fucking indigestion! and its consecutively two days like tht even till now =( i wanna cry alrd. despite tht, i still came to work =s coz i noe tht once i start taking mc, i'll forever be taking an mc for even non-serious probs. i dowan to make tis a habit anymore. n anyway guys, im coping well. if i really cant make it, i'll take an mc. so no worries abt my health! ((:
N i was so blur tdy tht i din noe tht there was a talk at TTSH tis evening until umi reminded me. and i juz had to call back home to say i wont be back for dinner but it was COOKED alrd. bo bian, juz had to eat abit here and there. poor thing. poor digestion still hafta eat so much.
me, esther, umi and siti went home by train juz now and we simply had a gd laugh out there. i think the ppl on the train cld even hear us coz we were so loud. lol. so far my polyclinic colleagues are pretty helpful. not long after, jurong polyclinic will haf to undergo some renovation which means all of us will haf to be separated to get posted to other branches. i hope i can get posted to clementi coz its nearest to my hse. but im also afraid tht the management wld be diff there. im juz so used to the 'messy' jurong pharmacy alrd nw la! =D
I think i shall stop here tdy.
Im gg out late afternoon tmr and hopefully sunday as well. not confirmed yet tho.
juz hope to haf tht peace of mind off frm work.
Friday, August 18, 2006
12:07 AM
Juz came back after watching Tokyo Drift earlier on wif enxuan.overall the show's alright. cool cars juz makes the show worthwhile but ending was kinda sudden. i was hoping to see another car race and drifting then lights were turned on and credits started rolling alrd. lol. im so hard to please can. ha! full-hse theatre tdy and juz so suay tht we were way behind those ppl who went for online booking for the show. sitting the second row frm the front is not fun at all ya. then later was dinner at ljs tho i only had a drink (on diet. LOL) and enxuan was the one who is eating but not finishing up the food! naughty naughty waste food! :P hahahs.
I had tis funnie encounter wif this ns guy and his fren tis morning. i think hes probably ard my age. LMAO! heres the funnie encounter. read on..
I was taking over counter 1 for my colleague (reg patients and issuing q numbers) this afternoon, there was quite a long q behind and then this guy came over and asked me (smile smile) where is he supposed to q for taking medicines n i was like over here and u juz q behind (smile back). he thanked me (smile again) and there he go. when it was his turn alrd, he passed me the prescription and he asked me "erm..can i get my medicine now? coz i hafta go back to ns alrd" i was like ya sure u cld even come back tmr. then i realized i shldnt haf said tht to confuse him so i rephrased the whole thing, dont worry ur q wld be fast since ure taking only 1 item. then he replied wif a ok gd, thanks! (smile smile again) and he disappeared awhile wif his fren. and again, they appeared again...his fren's turn to take his medication. and he was right infront of my counter asking me qn again =.=" he asked (this time wif a cheeky smile), "not my turn yet ah?" i replied, "yeah i think its coming soon alrd" (tries to smile back at him) then he said he need to go back camp ect and he had waited 2hrs for the doc juz now alrd. machiam like having a chat wif me alrd. okays so after taking their medicine, they went to pay at the cashier..i tot its peace alrd but wth, the guy came over to my counter...AGAIN and asked, "erm, did i left my mc wif u juz now?" (smile smile again)...and i was like "err. no i dont haf it wif me..hur" then his fren asked him whether he had put it elsewhere in his pocket...he searched awhile and found it. and of coz he apologized n smiled. why wld i wanna keep his mc for?! to wipe my face issit? and he still look so happy tht he lost his mc like tht. this is so funnie la. i told my sista tht juz now, she laughed all the way and said tht guy is probably trying v hard to find ways to talk to me but his pickup line failed horribly. LOL!
but on the other hand, i hafta admit tht hes look kinda cute and speaks gd english. and in case my frens dunno tis coz i seldom tell ppl, i find guys who can speak gd english sexy. whatever u call tht word to be to replace 'sexy' la k. im running out of vocab n the time to think alrd. hahas!
i went to see the doc tdy! i always came across prescriptions frm Dr Anita but din noe shes tht pretty. mixed blood i guess. *jealous* =x am diagnosed wif ear infection, again! im given tis antibiotic ear drop and olive oil drops n atarax to take for itch. like what slayer proclaims tht i haf a mad ear the other time. yes, im so gonna agree wif tht. Dr Anita even asked me if i wanna get an mc tdy. i said i dowan. lol. this is the first time i rejected an mc frm doctors and she was like 'hahas. the ppl working here very guilty to take mc. too busy here". thts how true it is ok!
Sunday, August 13, 2006
2:04 AM
gone past nus on my way to work and heard tht its RAG day tdy, according to huishan and huimin. its like really nostalgic to see students having fun on the field, it simply reminded me of schooling days. im probably droppin the idea of pursuing the dental or physio dip next yr.uni seem abit more exciting.
gonna give a shot for nus faculty of sci (chem) if possible. though most likely i'll get rejected by them coz of my disgusting results and not to forget tht the dragon babies wld be fighting those places wif me if i really apply it next yr. GOSH! which makes it even more super duper hard!
but tis is what makes life living here so exciting isnt tht so?
juz an addition to the earlier entry.
not tht bothered by tht person anymore. not anymore at least for now.
in fact i felt numb, and jaded. and tht i was blinded by ur words. fooled, i am.
i dowan to be bothered n pls dont mess ard wif me if u aint serious abt what u were saying half the time. i know im not impt to u, pls dont pretend like u do coz it will only make me feel disgusted. the end. -
gg kbox tmr morning.
time to slp now. tatas!
Friday, August 11, 2006
11:39 PM
i miss all the happening late night shops, neon lightings across the heart of hk, fireworks and goofy at disneyland, walking late at nite, my honeydew sago, my hotel rm and that cute dude i saw at the restaurant and the stares he exchanged to us. almost haf tht urge to take a pic wif him but no, i'll lose face first. LOL. so much stuff i miss over there. i simply forgot to bring tht piece of heart back. i miss tsim sa tsui tons! =((bought many stuff back frm hk.
clothes, mickey watch and bag, a black tube, hotpants, esprit jacket, jeans, sweets, chocs, makeup set, ect; i was nv so satisfied wif my purchases. ever =D i swear i'll go back to tsim sa tsui again if i ever step into the ground of hk. what a happening cool place to be at (:
went to disneyland on the second day. was kinda sian apparently bcoz of the summer weather there. it was like 35 degree celsius (worse than sg weather). and can u imagine me under tht hot sun, not carrying any umbrella? im trying to 'act cool' there, as always my style. i ended up wif a sunburn now but at least i kinda look tanner now? yay! hahahs =x disneyland favourites was the part where i went for the space shooting game. damn fun when i managed to level up my points. heh. the shopping for souvenirs was even cooler and taking pics wif goofy simply brightened me up the whole nite. lols. and on the second last day which is our free day, me, my sis and mum went shopping. the best buy of the day was tht vintage rock shirt and jacket frm esprit. really lovee it tons and plus the gd service frm the sales. theres tis pretty chio sales lady asked me if i came frm korea. like almost freak me out alrd. if only she said japan i'll be happier. HAHA! :P
i was feeling kinda like shit juz now coz of someone.
i feel like im so not impt to tht person.
im not gonna blog more coz i dowan tht person to noe im bothered over tis kinda of thing.
mel was right. i shld listen to his advice.
dear eliz smsed me tis morning asking me to take care and everything.
i felt really warm. thanks ger. gonna miss u lots here!
I still feel kinda unwell coz of the weather difference here. sheeshh..
Thursday, August 03, 2006
10:56 PM
i seriously cant rmb and i cldnt even bother checking when was the last date posted. ohwell.things been gg quite smoothly this week. kc caught the flu bug 2 days back. poor boy, he came over to my polyclinic and got TWO DAYS MC! cant believe it. i nv even get a two days mc in my life before man. but din really met him at the polyclinic coz he went there early and i was in the later shift. but anyway, hope hes feeling better now. had my antibiotics test yesterday and i kinda smoked thru my way wif huishan's help. shes the one whos studying. and esther managed to escape the test. wth. lucky her. hahas. went over to queenstown to get my travelling stuff. spent like almost 50 bucks on buying a new lugguage, portable money pouch and a combination lock for mum. think i may hafta run down after work to get another lock for myself, its meant for the lugguage..security reasons la.
I went down after work to meet dearest eliz tdy. lucky i was early and board the same mrt wif keke w/o knowing only after i alighted and was walking wayyy behind him. he muz be gg home. din really bother to go infront to call him anyway. his curly hair scares me now =x hahahas better dont let him see tis :P then dear eliz came and we had probs deciding what food to eat coz i complained abt mac and hawker food. mac = sian. hawker = had tht in the almost everyday and the weather's kinda warm to stay in tht kind of environment to catch things up. then we decided to walk over to k-shopping area (below k-box) and we saw JAP FOOD! oopss. i know i cant resist this. and its dirt cheap somemore. we went to haf a try. well the food's considered not bad wif the price so cheap. i lent her my old accounting textbk wif all my "dirty secrets" scribbled back in sec sch. HAHA! enough said abt tht. she will noe more later on. ha. i had fun wif her as well. think i laughed so loud tht the next table kept looking at me. lol. before she hafta go meet her grandparents, she gave me 2 key chains frm san francisco. duplicated ones tho. ha thanks ger~! i appreciate small gifts like this. gonna miss you when u go back america nxt week.
Im gg hk in app. two days time!
im feelin like erm...excited and at the same time im scared of planes. damnit. its the first time i fly an aeroplane ok. yes, i know im crowned the mountain tortoise of the year la. thank you very much!
Im gonna miss more ppl once huishan and huimin are leaving the pharmacy tis sat and juz so coincidental my flight's this sat which left me only tmr to be wif them. AHHH. im emo again.
really really gonna miss them tons ok.
Im chatting wif cecilia once again online. not bad. at least she will check my work progress so far and i told her work's so far been gd. can tell shes really glad to hear tht and she keeps encouraging me although i complaint to her how difficult it is to memorize the drug coding for prescription capture. this is one thing school dont teach us and we ought to know. i feedback to her saying tht rp shld haf attachment programmes. of coz she doesnt haf the say but she will gather students to attach wif the pharmacy for their FYP next year which i think is gd to let juniors learn. im sucha a great senior. lol...enough of my boosting alright.
I gotta stop here. this post is getting long. tatas!
