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Saturday, November 29, 2008
11:25 PM

Last night, did u go to sleep happy?
1) yeah. im always happy when it comes to sleeping.

2)When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?
few mths ago. btw, someone is a girl.

3)Anyone told you a secret this week?
none.

4) Did you have a good day yesterday?
quite relaxing in the afternoon.

5) What was the highlight of today?
packing of my luggage.

6) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes. esp when im sleeping.

7) What happened at 3:00am today?
sleeping.

8) When was the last time you took a picture with your number 1 friend?
few mths ago.

10) Do you hate anyone?
no, hate is too extreme.

11) Do they know who they are?
wth u talking abt?

12) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
biscuit.

13) When did you last cry?
few mths ago. worse days of my life.

14) Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?
no.

15) Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
kinda.

17) When was the last time you bought something?
tis afternoon.

18) Have you ever told someone you love them?
yep.

19) Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong
if i know im in the wrong, i'll apologize.

21) Where are you right now?
living room.

22) Is there anyone that calls you baby?
not at the moment.

23) In the next 2 months what are you looking forward to the most?
surprises.

24) Why?
i love surprises.

25) Who were the last 5 texts in your inbox from?
Fizah, Bambang and Travis.

26) What are you thinking of right now?
tmr's schedule.

27) you partied? When and where was the last time
last yr. hahas.

30) Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online?
yeah.

31) When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
cant rmb.

33) Did you tell someone something today?
i told many people many things today.

34) Do you like make-up?
yep!

35) Do you like dressing up?
yes. but there are days when i dont bother as well.

36) Have you ever considered a sex change?
nope.

38) What will you buy next?
covered shoes frm Clubmarc, luggage locks and winter hat.

32) Have any crazy family members?
nope.

39) Are you bored?
yes and thts why im doing tis.

40) What's on your mind right now?
tmr.

41) What are you wearing?
my pj

42) Any plans for today?
too late for any plans now.

44) What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
we are colleague.

45) What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
haven tried.

46) What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
'Haha yea i'm happy to know that. Yup, we still have such a long way to go, let's be there for each other ok! Haha it's hard not to be sweet to a sweet lady :)' i still kept tis msg frm one of my bestie till now though it was sent in May =) real sweet of him!

48) What's beside you right now?
my handphone.

49) Where do you want to be right now?
nowhere.

50)what is it that you find so hard to forget..
sth depressing at tht moment which im not going to talk abt.



9:00 PM

Im taking up tis trial hiphop dance coming this tues at dancecastle. location is good coz is not far frm my hse, juz 7 bus-stops away =) If i can take the trial lesson, i will be continuing the lesson. if not, then byebye. Hopefully, its not TOO difficult for me since i haf not been exercising my joints for a long time. N i hope there wont be MORE guys than girls in my class coz i find it very intimidating to dance in a class filled wif boys and hiphop somemore.

Weather recently is terrible. HOT, Freaking HOT! Isnt this supposed to be december soon and it shld be cooler? i dunno how i can tahan when i reached Japan, the extreme temperature change which im most sensitive to coz of my allergic rhinitis and 'chronic phlegm'. sheesh. Im flying off on thurs night.

Its all abt packing now and last min shopping. Heading down to get my covered shoes frm Clubmarc, winter hat and luggage locks tmr and almost done. Excited to get away frm here and work. but i know everytime when im taking the taxi to Changi airport, i'll start missing sg. Like crap. Once i board the plane, it will be back to normal coz theres too many things for me to focus on the plane. Music, Movies and Food. Haha! call me too easily being distracted. bah.



8:40 PM

fun quizzes for myspace profile and blog




Sunday, November 23, 2008
6:16 PM

Does your password have to do with a boy?
not even a single link to a boy.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
having a good sense of humour. very impt.

Are you a girly girl?
people often think tht i am on first impression, but im not really into tht.

Small or big purses?
medium.

Do you stay friends with your ex?
yes.

Do you call anybody by their last name?
i dont rmb.

Do you wear makeup?
yes when i go out wif frens. not when im at work or sch.

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
can.

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
err, no.

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
i think so.

Skirts or jeans?
skirts. definitely make my legs look longer. hah.

Socks or leggings?
none. actually, i hate to wear those.

Heels or shoes?
depending on the occasion. im okay for both =)

Straight or curly hair?
straight pls.

Hoops or normal earrings?
i dont keep ear holes.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. always unforgettable.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark haired. black hair prefered, no dye or highlight pls.

Do you have a best friendz?
i haf quite afew of them =)

What do you think about the person you like?
hes awesome.

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
never will.

Do you like your life?
so-so.

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
i did been into a guy's toilet 2 mths ago though and thts crappy.

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
no. i cant swim for nuts.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
no. though i wish many a times.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yep. tht feeling sucks.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah.

Do you ever wish you were famous?
fame aint my cup of tea.

IN A BOY:
Cowboy or gangsta?
none of the above, can?

Preppy or Punk/hip hop?
preppy.

Well educated or Dropout?
as long as hes smarter than me, with great ambitions to make it big himself.

Contacts or Glasses?
whichever hes comfortable wif.

Good cook or take you out a lot?
good cook.

Funny or Serious?
can be funny and serious at the right time.

Romantic or Daredevil?
a balance of both.

Cute or Hot?
cute. hot guys are intimidating.

Long or short hair?
short hair. clean-cut pls.

Smoker or nonsmoker?
nonsmoker preferred.



12:52 AM

Finally got to meet Steph 3 days back. Went to chill and ate at some Clementi spot.
Then, met Steph again and Slayer on friday night at TB plaza. Congrats to Slayer once again for getting his new job and thanks for his lovely treat at Thai Express. its considered so-damn-expensive for simple food like the ones we ate. $60+?

Went Fareast plaza to had my hair colored and highlight yesterday. I think i talked alot to Meimei, my hairstylist. Engaged in topics like the hair, travelling, work, family and Patsy(my ex-hairstylist). Heard she had a new bf at malaysia so most likely wont come back sg at the moment. I do miss Patsy doing my hair and, shes pretty too.
Not used to my current hair color esp, the fringe part and also the part thts most difficult to manage for me.

Im a happy girl now! Such a memorable day for me =D
I went to the washroom after my dispensing on friday morning and came back frm the entrance of the pharmacy. Guess who tapped my arm to stop me? Frm sideway, i saw a guy wearing a blue tee-shirt wif prints. I thought its either Cyril, or even KC coz these are the possible frens who will come to Jur poly. But no, i was wrong! Never knew it cld be MJ! btw for those who dunno or forgot who he is, he used to work as a dentist at my workplace, someone i truly look up to coz hes smart and all-rounded =D now he has left to work at some private sector as dentist. the feeling of seeing him back is abit like happy, excited and surprised! Finally got to talk to him in person coz usually we use friendster msges to converse. I think i can conclude tht all along he recognizes me but we never had chance to talk out of randomness coz of work and people ard. Thought i'll never see him again but yet he dropped by here, once again. He rmbs me, still! He asked how i am, told me why he came, where he work, talked abt the course im studying, how long i've work here and he seemed pretty surprised tht im still working here. If not for work, I wld haf continued talking to him until he reaches his turn to take medicine. The funnie thing is he was speaking to me in Mandarin, but i replied him mostly in english. haha but luckily im not lost for any words when talking to him =) He gave me his msn add, too. Man, imagine im on cloud nine at tht moment but i controlled my excitment =x Went inside the pharmacy and told Nurul straightaway but soon almost the whole pharmacy knew. damnit, haha. Yinfen even said she seldom see me smiling so happily. I even asked her to pinch me to see if i was dreaming. LOL! Anyone in my shoe will understand. Nana, the dental PSA told me tht she disturbed him tht day, asked him if he got see any of his admirerS here, he juz laughed and laughed. so cute. hahah! =) Hope to see him again next time! when will tht be, i wonder.


Saturday, November 15, 2008
9:14 PM

After battling for 8 weeks, the exam is finally over! phew. so glad its finally over. i cant say the paper yesterday was easy on my part coz i dont even haf time to check my paper (hopefully i dont make SOMEMORE careless mistakes which i already discovered some after checking ans wif my frens after the exam). i think i juz lost marks on 4 questions. damn carelessness. two of which are juz plain stupid coz i practically got the concepts right but interpreted wrongly. goodness laaa. =.= hopefully i can still get afew marks for abit of working correct but then thts if the markers are lenient to me. okay, i shld quit myself frm being pessimist. like what noora had told me tis morning, i still haf many other qns to make up for it. for now is juz, pray hard and wait for the result. OH, PRAYYY! i will update once its out =)

Went over to New Town Pri Sch juz now for the farewell event. The sch is moving over to a new campus next yr. Its nice to be back there, reminiscing the past. Its an irony why i dont see any of my 6B ex-classmate there but whereas, my sister's ex-classmates came abt 10 over people and they are like much older than me and still keeping in contact. The only class i see frm my cohort is the 6A, had some small talk wif chiew yen over there. saw renita but she seemed busy juz now so did not talk. the girls still look pretty much the same but some of the guys haf grown so much tht i can barely recognize some of them. i think one of the guy recognize me, kept looking at me and saying sth to chong how but wth i dont recognize him! =/ as he was looking at me, i gave him tht 'do-i-know-you kinda look'. as i was recalling and thinking abt whos the possibilities, it might be Jinzhou but he look different now so i cant cfm. hahas. but at least i still can recognize the guys like chong how and yuanzheng. heh.

Anyway, time to enjoy my deserving 10-weeks break now!
time to catch up wif frens i haf not been doing so for these 8weeks or so.
time to shop.
time to go for outing.
time for games.
time for online. msn.
time for chilling out.

and much more! =)

Meeting my poly jiemeis in town tmr. goodie.


Thursday, November 13, 2008
1:10 PM

This is my most-played song now.

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away
Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away x5

[ Crush Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]


Wednesday, November 12, 2008
5:20 PM

Sth i tot will not happen, happened at work recently. One of my colleagues got suspended frm work and most likely will not come back. I dont know why it has to be this way. Part of myself, really emphathize her and wonder how shes doing now. Well, it happened too fast.

Suddenly i felt numb that exam is on friday. i really(x100) hope to do well for my first module as its always good to start off wif a good grade than anything else. Im super superstitious lah i need people to wish me so i feel more confident. hahas. So u guys nice enough tht day, u know what to do eh? *ahem* I already got my superiors wishing me luck (err. so weird coming out frm ur bosses tho). Of coz luck doesnt juz come alone, hard work has to be in it as well.

On the other hand, i sooo cannot wait for exam to be overrr so can enjoy my 10 weeks break. i freaking need one now. Alright im back to hitting my lecture notes now =)


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