Thursday, July 28, 2005
7:43 PM
Project Superstar: I like the guys' overall performance last nite. its gd to see them performing both slow and fast songs bahz, rather than duet when half the time they are juz covering each other's voice. =/ frm last nite's performance, i really see some improvement which is GOOD and i hope to see more. XD! Tonite wld be the girls! even tho i alrdy noe who got the highest and lowest marks. hahas. forums are the best resources! I want Junyang and Kelly in the FINALS! their vocals rawk!
I juz realized tht Yiming's sister was frm SAJC which is same as my sister! XD! but her sister is luckier as shes same batch as JJ and Junyang. (can u believe JJ and Junyang are actually so alike? in terms of sch and vocals. unbelievable! lolx!)
School:
I hate to attend lab management class! boring facilitator and module! its hell! luckily i got a grp of nice team-mates whom i can rely on. =D Thanks for letting me slack tdy!! hee XD! Accompanied Yiming to Suntec tis noon to change Yiming's gift for Josh. Thanks for the taxi fare ger! =D im so damn jealous of Josh bcoz he has got such a "nice master"(Yiming) lahs ;P she told me Josh was complaining abt the size and design of the shirt so she gotta change it for him by tdy. then we went to the Nike B.I.R.D shop, i dunno why issit called B.I.R.D tho. sounds funnie huh? lolx! then me and Yiming was having some trouble choosing the shirt initially then we came to the last decision of buying the polo tee instead of the round-necked tee. somehow we feel tht its more suitable for him and we can "imagine" him wearing tht. hahas. juz hope he like it, anyway its a gift frm ppl. the salegirl is pretty nice to us. =) then b4 goin back, i bot chocs frm 'The Cocoa Tree'. SO nice!
It's also tht AH MA's(Hanming) bday tdy! LOL! feel so 'song' after hitting him thrice on his back. wahaha! i tell myself i shldnt be falling into his trap again. luckily i back-off for NOT shaking his hands in the end. tht 'dao' fella who refuses to shake my hands! idiot! XD! lolx!
I shld feel lucky for once. coz i shaked one bday boy's hand and hitted thrice on another bday boy's back. LOL! IM SO LUCKY! hahas. well, im juz being superstitious tdy thts all. lolx!
I think im learning to let go now. =)
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
7:26 PM
Juz gotten back frm town and i juz frickin realized tht i miss town more than usual nw coz i haven been there for donkey ages. those gd old days at Orchard were fun. Went to make my passport tis morning wif my mum. really dread the idea of waking up early on a NON-school day. crapp. but due to the time constraint, we hafta do it asap in order to book the tix in advanced. i cant wait to get out of tis country. hahahs. =p
Aftertht, i went to meet Steph and Iylia at the Somerset mrt station. the first sound i heard when i came up the platform was a girl's laughter. I KNEW IT! it muz be IYLIA! she said im cute thts y shes laughing. i knew it long ago ok! ha..im so bhb. Had a nice chat over at Centrepoint Pizzahut, shld be Centrepoint if im not wrong. im not familiar wif tht part of Orchard at all. (Centrepoint, Orchard Emerald, Orchard Point or wadsoever, they juz look the same to me and nth much there to shop either. seems rather ulu to me.) ordered the cheapest ice-cream there $2.50 while the rest had lunch bcoz i had it earlier wif my mum. hahas. then we went over to Cine and decide the show we wanna catch. oh b4 tht, we went to buy stuff frm mos burger. yummy! i wanna watch 'Red Candy' but Steph was scared. sigh =x we watched 'The Island' in the end. not bad, nice show. i din noe its such a scientific and ethical show. Abt clones! but i think those docs and researchers in the show were being too cruel to the clones. they even lied to the clones tht they are bringing them to the Island but the idea was juz to kill them and rip out their organs. i think clones shld haf their rights to be protected. its too inhumane to clone somebody out and kill them eventually. thts so unethical alrdy. Cloning is cool but i still dont quite accept it. i dunno, wht do u think?
Then after the show, we hafta go back. While crossing the road, iylia saw tis cutsie flag-day guy crossing the road infront of Heeren. and of coz we three girls were goin crazy after seeing his cute donation box costume put on his head even tho we cant see his face but he can see us thru the tiny holes. but hes so sporting to allow us take a pic of him man and wif tht twist sign. omg. so cute! shld haf stand beside him to take a pic lahs =x hahas. university guys are nice. *ahem*
Thanks so much girls for the day out! <3333! Steph and Iylia, i wan the pics!! uh oh! there i go again. =x
Ciaoz peeps!
Monday, July 25, 2005
7:03 PM
Life is SO boring! Almost everyone shld be agreeing to tis so i shldnt blabber much onto tht.
I wish i can get out of tis stupid place and go somewhere else thts peaceful. no distractions. everyone shld be relaxing and haf the chance of pursuing wad they wan wif no restrictions at all. thts life. i wanna be rich, but w/o poor, we wont be able to understand hardships.
I saw "candy boy" tis morning, like FINALLY! well, im happy to see him back in sch again. dunno why i felt weird at the same time. happy and weird. sigh. after going thru some thinkin during the weekends, im beginning to realized tht he might be juz a crush to me and the one i truly like is someone i hate. lolx!
I like him to the extent tht i hate him. XD
but he'll never know. [SAD]
Im chatting wif iylia nw and shes acting "retarded". lolx. so cute. =x
I managed to smile. thanks!
Happy 19th birthday to wenyan! (if she sees tis =p)
Friday, July 22, 2005
7:43 PM
Happy 19th Birthday to Slayer!! AH WENG AHHH! =x hope all ur wishes come true and may u graduate frm tp wif flying colors, enjoy ur ns next yr! boohoo! uh oh! see..im bullshitting again. sorry ah, no whole entry dedicated to u..one para enuff lahs hoh? =x thnx for "listening" to my problems yesterday. im feeling real sad and u shld noe tht. sigh =x i dont understand wad GUYS are thinking nowadays!! aRgh! driving me crazy now! but i'll try to follow ur advice not to think abt it. Im taking things for granted in the past and i hate it!! i hate to say tht i miss him now. i HATE IT! i HATE IT TO THE CORE coz i noe i can nv be wif him. why is she in the picture? why is she sticking to him like some superglue? why is he always on my mind now? =( mayb wad ****** said was right, i shldnt be afraid of her. i shld be truthful abt my feelings!
Had the most "horrifying" lesson today and thts DDD. TERRIFYING i tell u! i think i got the gut feel tht im most prolly gonna screw tis module up at the end of the semester. am praying for some miracle now. sigh. boring semester i haf huh!
Thursday, July 21, 2005
8:55 PM
I keep getting flashbacks of the past and its him tht i saw. those bickering sessions we had and the irritating stuff he did.Top 11 things he did:
1.Had finger fighting wif me bcoz he wans to see my grades and he let me see his even tho i dowan to =p
2.The jacket incident when he said he din wanna lend me his jacket but in the end he still did. -> he still care.
3.Working alone wif him and "guided" me somehow.
4.Always call me 'go eat shit and die' and ***(censored)! LOL!
5.Giving me free sprite ice.
6.Writing nonsense on my assignment page when im not ard. -> irritating!
7.Gotten my IC. number frm the sch database and checked my stuff. (wth!)
8.Asked my friens to persuade me in joining his (my frien used to be in the same club as him) cca
during Open Hse. -> stupid!
9.The crossing-road incident at the bbq. -> treat me like xmm. =/
10.When i was really bored one time, he copied pasted crappy jokes frm his email to me. -> quite touched. hahas.
11.Asked me if im coming to class. when i said im not, he will be like 'who cares!' -> fine! tsk.
ect.,
Im desperate for an explanation to all these.
I dont really care, do i? sigh..
I shopped yesterday. bot my first S&K sleeveless shirt! yayness. im gonna wear tht shirt tmr. oh bah!!
Monday, July 18, 2005
7:48 PM
Thanks everyone who greeted me and wrote bday testimonials for me and lastly, those who bot prezzies for me (hw can ever forget u guys rite?) i cant name all of em out but u shld noe who u guyz are. ******* finally wrote me a friendster testimonial today. hahas like FINALLY! and yes, dont bully me ok, i so ke ai lorh (wahaha!) better agree on tis. im NOT DAO!! ok, im trying not to be small gas nw. pfft! =p (basically i can make one full list of "irritating" things he did but i noe hes juz zui ying xing ruan one) LOL! anyway, thanks for the powerpoint slides today.
Those memories come crashing on me. NIGHMARES!! (some ppl may noe wad im refering to).
pls vote Hanming for sas exco online on thurs! *ahem* see, im so nice to advertise for him..lolx!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
11:21 PM
FYP presentation is finally over yesterday!! *cheers* the presentation was ok but i kinda stumbled thru my words during the Q&A session. dunno why i suddenly got nervous during tht point in time but i hope tht wont affect my grades. pls pray hard for me guyz! i hope the judges wld be lenient to us. then after the presentation, wingka wanted to had an advanced bday celebration for me and a belated bday celebration for babyface at the canteen. thanks babe for ur bday card and tiramisu cake! =) meihui and meili came over and wished us as well but they din stay to take pics wif us, but thanks so much for the early greetings. Went home get changed and met babyface and crap at Jurong Point to watch Initial D. my suggestion for watching the show coz firstly, i wanna watch Edison Chen in the show (OH MAN! hes frickin' gd-lookin in the show pls. i think he shldnt spike up his hair like hw he used to, shld juz natural let it all down juz like hw he did in the show..SO SUAVE!) and secondly, bcoz crap got 3 free tix! so we decided to use them. thnx so much! i've been catching all the free movies recently, am so happy! can save all the $! lolx!
Initial D is frickin nice! all the car racing were so cool!! cool cars and guys juz makes the show doubly nice. But i think jay still needs abit of brushing up for the part when he was crying in his car after seeing his girl in another guy's car. however, i think he portray tht Takumi character quite well. and needless to say, Edison is so damn RAWK in the show k. ArGhhHh. =p but not so much of his scenes compared to jay and only got a pathetic ONE racing scene. =( i think there shld be an Initial D part II bcoz the ending for tis was so sudden. bleahs. i hafta resort in reading the comic instead.
1 more hr or less to goin on 19 years old. dunno why i juz dont feel any excitement here..feeling so old all of a sudden. bleahs!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
7:21 PM
Im updating once again.Had major quarrelling session wif my dad on sun bcoz of "some stuff". guessed we are better now coz he started a convo wif me first juz nw and i tried to forget abt the "whole thing" but somehow its still affecting me quite badly in a way. but i dont think thts the case anymore. im losing all hopes. i dont understand him at all and vice versa. im juz a child whos of insignificant to him.
I feel like im being watched by my proteomics fac whenever im in her class. got caught by her for not listening in class juz nw. argh! i reckon tht she muz haf got some mind-reader in her head and a pair of BULL'S eyes to actually noe im not listening. =/
The ulcer in my mouth is killing me. and pls stop asking me to use the "salt method"! ahhh.. PAINNN!! damnit!! juz hope it recovers by saturday. PRESENTATION!! ahhh shit, goin to sch tmr for a trial run. sigh sianz.
JESSE MCCARTNEY IS HOT! (christine agrees wif me..ha)
Saturday, July 09, 2005
12:26 PM
I juz got back frm Energy concert. the 70 bucks seat! so i was somehow quite near the stage. much nearer than the one at avril's. not too bad eh. nv expected to see two of their concerts. but the fans at my section are SO NOT sporting. damn! compared to the section tht i sat during avril's concert, so disappointing. totally uncomparable! avril's one were MUCH MUCH more sporting. i dont understand why some Energy fans spent 70 bucks juz to sit there like some living dead corpse! might as well buy the cheapest 28 bucks rite? c'mon fans! SCREAM FOR ENERGY! Energy came all the way here to perform for us, show abit of appreciation at least! sigh. so disppointing! make me seem like some idiot screaming for Energy most of the time. the sections infront of us were much more sporting than ours i reckon. sigh.Energy sang alot of fast songs for the opening. love their dance chereography for 'Tui Mo Lu'. so cool pls. they all look terrifically cool today. awwies..esp my Kunda. <33 all of the members each sang a song, except Ah Di..he sang two..one by Faye Wong and the one Jackie Cheung. two thumbs up for his singing. =) too bad babyface ure not there if not ull sure be very touched by his singing de. lolx. i like Niu Nai's performance, he stripped =x so sexy baby =p then Shuwei sang out of tune bcoz he was too nervous playing the piano but gd effort. =) the song Shuwei wrote is SO nice and touching! <3
I think tis cld be Energy's "last concert" alrdy. am so sad. but Energy is still Energy. they love the fans juz like hw we love them. Yong Yuan Bu Shuo Zai Jian! Energy! we miss u!
I think im becoming like a kind of narcissist who loves taking pics nw. ahahas. who cares.
Friday, July 08, 2005
11:45 PM
I dislike her!! shes getting ON my nerves! chill! im gonna be oright. i juz gotta bear wif her for another week or so. i dont understand why she ALWAYS like to pick on me. if u think im nice to bully, then u better THINK TWICE! im juz giving u face since i treat u like one human, biatch! get a life and fricking GET LOST! DDD class was ok despite KY taking over Dr Seow's lesson (isnt tht a gd thing? hahas =p). josh pang seh us again. tht MIA king! =x today was my first time in KY's lesson (believe it or not), am so not used to his style of facilitating at first tho bcoz we always need to noe 'extra extra' info during his lesson. sometimes juz so difficult to absorb so many concepts in one day. stressed! T_T but we had quite alot of fun in the afternoon..the class played the 'sms game' wif KY, its sth like a quiz. teamwork. so whoever noes the correct ans to his qns will hafta SMS him the ans. first time i played a game wif a teacher thts so high-tech. using SMS wor! hahas. then my team got second highest in points..hmm, not too bad eh.
My Mr Cool looks so stylish today! his new pants and bag are so nice. oh and hes one of those guys out there who dont use the ez-link card! omg! lolx! wads an ez-link card for! but thts one of those things tht make him so cute. and he also dont litter. ahahahs. so cute. <333
Thursday, July 07, 2005
6:29 PM
Hi guyz! im back!! Skipped tis morning's class and did some touching up to my grp's graphs for fyp. stayed at the sch lib for the frickin' whole day. then did my blog revamping business tis afternoon. cant believe i actually used up 3hrs choosing a proper blogskin! wth rite! those blogskins are so horrible lookin pls. SO yah, finally settled wif tis skin even tho it isnt the best. the navigations are abit messy but wadeverr! i alrdy tried my best to fix it and finally retrieved back my archives..ITS ALIVE FINALLY!
Ian Thorpe and Raul are in Sg! those who watch the recent news shld noe tht they are here for the IOC session and thts like a real "big thing" for Sg bcoz we dont usually host such a big event and big shots coming to Sg. tho im still abit unhappy abt the fact tht i din get the chance to meet em. all thanks to my busy schedule and i dunno if theres any chance of seeing them again. sigh. think chances are frickin' slim. so be it.
My life is BORING nw! no high, no low..juz hanging in the air like some string. thts how sad my life is rite now. 3 tests and an fyp presentation next week. sad isnt it? sigh..pls pray for me. im jaded and scared.
I think im addicted to Lifehouse's 'You and Me' which is my current blogsong nw. simply love the lyrics alot. a song for everyone whos in love or having a crush nw. *lost for words*
*I love the boy who sells candy in my dream.
please dont ever let my dream end here. never.*
Saturday, July 02, 2005
3:34 PM
Class was stressful and tiring yesterday. its a chem topic on chirality and i can really tell u i suck at the topic. enantiomer and all the isomer shit. practically forgot most of it. but somehow i still be able to grab some of my concepts rite. thanks kc for explaining to me the differences. im kinda brain dead at tht. need to read up more. so caught up wif kc yesterday. both of us haf been busy wif our own stuff recently. i got proj and he got exam. so nice catching up wif him coz i wont feel much stress after talking to him. hahas. in fact miss all his lame jokes although half the time is very qian bian(u noe wad tht means..hurhur). rmb to get the sa shirt frm ur junior next yr for me k? *touched* thanks pal for adding colors to my life tho u still owe me one whole list of things not done. HA..machinegun laughter! =XMy sister actually digged up her ntps prefect tie, rgs, sajc tie and pe shorts last nite even tho i only wanted the sajc uniform and tie but she cldnt find her uniform. no luck there. =( so i only wore her sa tie. im so act saint. lolx!
Can finally relax today and tmr. really getting jaded wif my proj and schwork. *lack of slp* hope to continue my last 2 episodes of Smallville later. hehheh..
I miss him. my candy boy. heart him!
