♥ freedom writer

Thursday, December 09, 2004
7:39 PM

Came back frm clementi..went all the way there hoping tht at least i can change the disk wif the shopkeeper but the shop din open..shucks! =/ bot my fav. belgium choc juz nw..to cheer me up a lil at least. Chocolates rawk!! =)
Dunno why i've been thinking abt sec sch life ever since last nite..ever since i heard tht jap song on 933fm. true true~ the title. mayb i heard alot of tht song when i was in sec sch, where j-pop started. haha. used to follow jap dramas, animes then but korean stuffs seem to be more popular now. =/ i dont give a damn abt those korean stars except kangta =X okay..and i love mashimaro, thts all =)
In tis entry, im gonna talk abt MY LIFE IN SEC SCH! dont snooze! mayb theres some top secret in it. u nv noe rite? here it goes.....

Sec 1:
Super guai during tht time. mayb juz came into a new sch. teacher ask me do wad, i do wad tht kind. no backbone at all. sound more like a dog =X in fact i hate the Sec 1 Me! bahh..YEAH! i hate myself when i was in sec 1 mann. as usual got rumours tht i like tis guy, tht guy..but actual fact only one of them is real. thts PS, my 1 yr senior..tho hes abit short tht time but i like his dreamy eyes and wah his tanness..very dark! =X but after 2 months, i realized tht hes a big flirt! =/ haiz..frm then on, i decided to forget him. yah i did. =) then theres tis guy (cannot say his name) tot i like him -_- and got my phone no. frm my best frien. he called once or twice only. asking me weird qns. "where u live", "whats ur pri sch?" ect., how lame was tht! -.- cannot forget tht incident man. then during sec 1, i love all the teachers who teaches me. mr ben, the lit-cum-pe teacher likes to disturb me, esther, soo yee and wenting..meisi always the one who will fight back when kena bully, can say the strongest of all la. always go meisi's hse..say go do proj but in the end go there and play. =X

Sec 2:
Sudden change in me tht time. like scolding bad word in class..think got influenced by pam..=X even tho i scold bad word, im not an ah lian, not till tht extent yet. =) abit rebelious tho. thts the time i started tuggin out and folding in my shirt outside and inside sch. once caught by the Disciple Master, Mr chua for not tuggin in and always caught by the Discipline Mistress bcoz of my long fringe. #@$! My class was known to be the mischievous lot but we are fun-loving..we are nt as studious as class 204..=X but we still do pass our exam la. like DUH! started bringing the comb wif the sharp pointed edges(u noe wad)and got confiscated by my geog teacher, ms preetha, like as if im goin to hurt anyone wif tht. =/ Started liking *ahem*(QS is his initial)..my 1 yr senior also, happens to be in PS class. my cca seniors were his classmates as well, so i always kena 'suan-ed' by them. then during cca, due to the fact tht im in chinese dance. =X ALL GIRLS! @!#$@ we will go ard bitching abt other stuff. always wait for QS to walk past my class b4, recess and after sch. haha. sound abit sick here but heck la! =X then i miraculously became the swimming captain for my hse. i got sabotaged juz like tht. like wht the heck k! i cant even swim a lap! =X

Sec 3:
New class. New classmates. there are 5 classes altogether after BVSS merged wif our sch. was squeezed to the 3rd class. hw pathetic was tht? i cant get into pure bio class. =( coz my sec 2 sci grade pulled me down. =( my science is still abit shaky when i was in sec 2. but came to sec 3, CHEMISTRY RAWKS! besides maths, its the only subj tht i listened whole-heartedly to the teacher. PHYSICS SUX BIG TIME! forever dont understand a thing! so wht i do is to chat wif huimin and sometimes day-dreaming abit. dont understand hw ppl who say physics sux can even score for it. so weird huh? but i noe ppl like ailan can do it. BUT NT MEEE! -shakes head- nv understand! first time participated in SYF chinese dance. we went to The Chinese High Sch to perform. whoa..no cute guys, only nerds! =X and whoaa..the girls sch dance team was gd mann! seriously gd!..but we still managed to get our bronze. like thank God! =)first time gotten the report card, my result isnt tht bad! but im one of them who went to meet the principal, parents were even asked to meet my form teacher. like wad a damn thing!..ever since then, my results improved like mad. seriously LIKE MAD! got 4th in class at the end of e yr. HEH! got all my motivation frm HIM! but hes having his Os tht time. quite sad tht i din get the chance to see him for MONTHS. think he injured his leg or sth =( and ++ the O level break..sci practicals..preparation blah blah..its MONTHS! lost touch..

Sec 4:
HOHO! the O level yr and im the most slack during tht yr. been playing the yr thruout. hahaha. QS graduated. waited for the day for the O level result to be released to see him back in sch. i rmb-ed he was late tht day, i even tot tht hes nt coming anymore until i saw tis really tall and sporty guy walking in. OMG! i almost cried when i saw him. at least he still bother to come back. =D oh btw hes 1.82m..sch band percussion grp. loves playing basketball, his fav. is to slam. waaaahhh..so cool mann! haha. oright. enuff description..after the announcement of the result, i purposely went to his class to look for my seniors..actually its not purposely =P juz tryin to exaggerate. heh..then started to miss him ever since tht day. longing for his presence again. =X lost abit of motivation for studying coz all along hes the one giving me the motivation for studying. my role-model. but ever since he left, nth is left. got elected again tht yr, but tis time is for mass dance hse captain. haha. u'll nv believe! forever slping in class. best known for failing elective geog T_T..prelims results sux! failed 2 subjs horribly. english and comb.humanities..the killer subjs! agg too high for me to enter 1st 3 months of jc. got scolded for nuts frm my family. said i did even worse than mid-yr. @!#$ sis even pushed me to study, set schedule for me to study somemore and of coz i did as the actual O's are coming..cant really play wif it mann. studied till morning 2am tht kind. it wasnt tht tough afterall. i enjoyed. =X i passed everything..tho nt very fantastic but at least tis time round i can appeal to go for jc(arts) course..actually i tot of appealing, but sis asked me to go for some science course in poly since i like it. jc may nt be my cup of tea. hmm..well. i still doubt tht line until nw. is jc really nt my cup of tea? hw would i noe if i haven try?

Okay. so u ppl whose interested in my sec sch life, haf fun reading! its long tho! =P

p/s: i didnt included ALL my feelings inside. the above are juz part of it..theres more drama to it. haha =X


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