Thursday, December 02, 2004
11:34 PM
Sian Sian Sian! life sux to the max!! =/
Haven been blogging, problem now is i dunno where to start. ok. wadever. been thinking alot and i mean really ALOT! yeah. sometimes im wondering if i really think too much. =/
Owells..the first Sg Idol is taufik..actually i alrdy expected the result even b4 they announce. somehow i got tis strong intuition tellin me its him. so many pp i noe planned to vote for him and stuff, even when u heard wht the judges comment, its so blardy obvious. Sylvester juz got tht 'Clay Aiken' fate la. both came frm wild card and both came in as 1st runner up. Whats now? clay is even more popular than ruben. so here it shows sth, doesnt mean u win, u can last long in the industry. well. im not being biased or anything, im really happy for taufik. really really. but i juz got tht feeling tht taufik wont last long in tis industry..coz wad? he can only sing english songs..thts alrdy the minus pt for him alrdy. he cant be compared to those global acts like usher. there are juz too many gd r&b singers ard. for sure. at least sly can still venture into the chinese market. and really, i got tis feeling tht sly's gonna make it big tis time round. he got potential mann. x- factor! not saying tht taufik is not gd, he got vocals..but sad to say..to survive in tis kind of industry, luck is impt. the packaging..and the way u connect wif the audience..and ur fan base..are all impt. frm wad i see, sly has more of tht.
I've read todae's new paper juz nw, it says World Idol may be scrap off. wth rite? if its cfm tht World Idol is scrapped, i think it will be so unfair for taufik and fans. i dont think a mere 'Singapore Idol' title is tht great if we dont show it to the World.
Abt myself, i cant say much coz I juz got too much things bottling up, but i cant release them out thts the prob. sad to say tht. =( im feeling more and more 'pek cek'(frustrated) as time goes by. luckily i got my sis and sly's voice to keep me company nw. i got almost all the songs he sang in the competition! mostly are frm forums. thnx to those ppl who made tht mann. i got sly's version of 'i dream'! i find tht the song suits him so much..listen to the lyrics. i find it sad. the more i listen, the more i wanna cry =/ dont ask why. he sang too emotionally last nite. alot of ppl asking me to send them the song and they agreed tht sly's version is much nicer than taufik's, as in its really touching.
Tmr's my last day of class. i hope i wont feel as 'pek cek' as today! im tired..i feel like swearing. im sad. i wanna cry.
**listening to: Sylvester Sim - An Jing** ^^
