Im thinking if i shld attend lab session tmr. lab never triggers any interest in me. well, i mean im juz not the type who can stay in the lab for more than 8 hrs doing experiment or research. its juz awfully boring. duncha think so? Counselling is so difficult. i wonder if im fit to be a pharmacist next time. or probably not. =/ probably next time ull see being in a totally different profession to wad im currently studying rite now. mayb i can go become a nurse. who noes? hahas. My life is simple. i juz wan a stable job wif a good income. buy my own apartment and start building 'my dream home' -> my own 'bar counter' wif dim lightings, a dolby digital surround sound system. to me, its enuff. thts LIFE! hopefully thts not an unrealistic target : ) hmmm..maybe go get myself a rich husband. wahaha..nah jk! i still wan a guy who loves and cares for me whole-heartedly than someone whos rich but throws me aside. guys wld normally think girls are materialistic because we always say we wan to marry a rich husband. of coz who wldnt wan to rite? its nature. but tht doesnt mean we are material. theres no such thing as guys being always superior than girls now. Girls are getting more independent than guys nowadays in fact. dont cha think so?
I saw him a couple of days on the bus. I was SO near him. Ain was juz standing in btw us. So me and Ain were talkin, i keep having this feeling tht hes eavesdropping our conversation or sth. anyway, fine. theres tis point when we both turned our heads to one another and eyes MET. tht part was super embarassing. omg >.< can u imagine tht tension? wanted to smile at him but failed to. im such a failure eh! -.- then afterwhich, he also alighted at the same stop as us, rite behind us xD! his new pair of nike shoes is SO striking. <333 the color combi =D Ain and Shamima added me into their conversation juz now. So Ain told me she saw him at 7+..she took the lift whereas, he came out of the lift. o.O! so-desu! my friens are always luckier than i DO! for me, its SO NEAR YET SO FAR! you yuan wu fen ah! Why God always love to play such tricks on me? haiss...
Tested my eyeliner yesterday. Followed Tara's instructions and apply it at the rim of my eyes. Its weird. I dont look like xy at all. but i like it. lol. Im so affected by makeups nowadays. I wanna get a haircut to accompany wif it. SOON =D
I so love Joel. Benji and Billy.
the writer
"im not cool. i just think that being cool is so uncool."
miss attitude
23
18th July 1986
UWA student frm PSB academy
biomedical science grad from rp
pharmacy tech
txy25@hotmail.com
<3 family
<3 friends
<3 rock, emo, rnb and soul music
<3 fashion sense
<3 shopping
<3 eye makeups
<3 accessories
<3 my zen nano
<3 my canon ixus 70
<3 my idols
<3 to laugh
<3 to stone and;
<3 my bed
im blessed with love :)
wishes
good health
balance of life
save enough money for studies
pass all my exams with flying colors