Thursday, June 08, 2006
12:00 AM
Im getting so disoriented of the things i do recently.Work, relationships wif people for both guys and girls are on my top 2 'most troubled' list.
I shldnt be ranting much abt work since im alrd counting down the days to quiting. yeah.
and next, the relationship problem.
I realized tht i can relate more to the guys than to my fellow species, girls.
I can click wif CERTAIN type of girls only.
the girls whom i like to hang out wif now. they are the ones (:
i can accept girls wif acceptable level of bitchiness and thts abt it. i can accept ppl who are loud though. loud people does not equate to bitchiness. guys often got mixed up by loud and bitchy. they actually isnt quite like the same.
Ok as for guys, i can click wif almost any kind, unless he's the atypical kind. hahas.
thts why i haf more closer guy friends than female friends.
AND THAT DOES NOT MEAN IMA BITCH OR A BIG FLIRT!
my frens shld noe tht alrd by now. im not. juz how ppl see it.
mayb thts due to my bo-chap character thts y i can relate more to the guys.
but then again, it wld be hard to find a bf coz i prefer a more mysterious relationship wif my guy rather than being wif someone whom i treated him like a brudder before. cant really accept tht. =/ i like the process of courtship and at the same time getting to know each other. mysterious! =D Or i can even say i prefer excitment being put into a relationship.
So, i really really dunno how to go abt finding a bf next time.
mayb i'll juz shave my head bald and be vegetarian one day. HAII...!! >.<"
anyway, take care traviss!
time to serve the nation starting tmr.
