Sunday, June 25, 2006
12:46 AM
I cried for nearly 2 hrs last nite.cldnt help it. was hurt to the max.
im not sure if what they say its true or whether they are juz prejudice against me.
mayb im juz aint gd enuff for anyone. enuff said.
i accepted it.
im gg to self-groom myself frm now.
presenting gd. isnt tht what everyone likes to see?
character wise, i still need to work harder on tht. too nice? probably i am.
trying to be a not-so gd girl now.
Talked to dear boss on friday.
had a bad customer complain abt me.
im totally saddened and i nv felt so bad in my whole life.
i didnt mean to be "rude" to the customer or whatsoever. ohwell.
dear boss still needs me to improve more. i told him i needed 1 more month to brush up and keeping up wif his high expectation. i understand how bosses feel at times. at least i told him how i felt over the months, the misunderstandings he had on me (i have to clarify, some of it isnt true) and he promised tht if i haf any problems, i can go to him anytime. he's making me like and hate this work now. i dont hate this work as much now after talkin to him. in fact, i felt abit motivated. this is miracle. he wld be out of town the whole week. he said he will buy me shampoo. =
Went 2 places tdy. Chinatown and TBP. yes, again.
Went Chan Brother's at Chinatown. booked air tickets for my family's trip to HK in Aug.
hoping tht dear boss wld approve my leave. subjected to my performance la.
hoping can save more money nxt time for japan trip! (:
Bot La Bi Xiao Xin and jesse mccartney's album on the way back. Chinatown's stuff is always so cheap. lol. then at TBP, i bot shoes frm URS inc. love the shoes big time man and wif sista's UOB card. 20% discount. so damn worth! hahas.
Im out early in the morning tmr once again.
this time im gg to saloon. yes, im not satisfied wif my hair again!
think im gg to yess this time. the chemicals shld be stronger ba.
and i dunno if i shld pluck my eyebrow again or wait for my sista to go wif me next week.
Gg out for dinner with Kc later on. shld be nydc ba.
and slayer booked out juz tdy!
miss him like hell la. im sure im not the only one. heh.
he complained tht he booked out for shit tdy coz noone jio him out.
he's trying to hint us sth. get tht? lol.
Im out for now.
