Im getting abit indifferent towards him. I guess waiting isnt a terrific thing to do, esp in the long run. Gets me rather weary and tired. Im treating him more like a fren now although i get people telling me "no, u shldnt give up", "u dont even know how he feels, u wanna give up first", "u gotta fight for him". there are some parts u guys aint aware of and thts the part which got me thinkin tht giving up is probably the best choice. Think Fizah knows the most here so therefore, shes the one who always say i shldnt think of him alr. N i can sense he still cant get over the girl. WHY HER?! Sometimes i feel tht if its other girls on his list i'll feel whole lot better coz at least i lost to someone with substance. but of all people, HER.
Watched L the movie last week. me and my sis both thinks tht it shldnt be called 'shen tan, L'(detective L in chinese) coz it makes it sounds super corny, cliche and old fashioned. Think the show is good. not as brain-racking as Death Note. But still nice overall. I cant take the fact tht L died. i juz got teary when he said he wished he cld haf live longer at the last part. I love L and, I love the song too. 'I'll be waiting" by Lenny Kravitz <33.
Came to work earlier shift the whole week. Surprisingly met Steph near my house coz shes on the way to work. so cool i haf a fren who works so near my hse but she get to go home much earlier than i do. sigh =x
Went to Joanne's hse for eyebrow. Haven been seeing her for 2 freaking mths! I miss talking to her and she juz likes to tease me alot when she sees me. always ask when im getting a bf and even jokingly wants to intro his cousin to me once =.=" i found out the truth yesterday tht female dogs do have their period. and they get extremely tired to bark when their period comes. Her dog loves to bark at me whenever she see me but did not bark yesterday coz of tht. new discovery for me. i nv tot abt tht in the past. pardon my ignorance, can.
I went to buy this white knitted crop-top yesterday. Wanted to buy this type of top long ago but cldnt find. Found it somewhere near Joanne hse, which actually cost abt 24 and with 20% discount. Good buy!
Slayer's gg off on the 7th and i tot its tdy. he cheated my feelings!! but then im juz glad its not tdy coz i haven been talkin to him the past few days and hes leaving for 2 freaking mths training. TSK!
Last but not least, congrats someone on passing his driving ! Juz so glad u did it =)
the writer
"im not cool. i just think that being cool is so uncool."
miss attitude
23
18th July 1986
UWA student frm PSB academy
biomedical science grad from rp
pharmacy tech
txy25@hotmail.com
<3 family
<3 friends
<3 rock, emo, rnb and soul music
<3 fashion sense
<3 shopping
<3 eye makeups
<3 accessories
<3 my zen nano
<3 my canon ixus 70
<3 my idols
<3 to laugh
<3 to stone and;
<3 my bed
im blessed with love :)
wishes
good health
balance of life
save enough money for studies
pass all my exams with flying colors