Monday, August 23, 2004
8:20 AM
Been thinking juz now. thinkin abt what i said last nite. said the wrong things to the wrong person. BAD! too tired to think whether wad i've said is appropriate or not. so inconsiderate n so insensitive of me. guess i shldnt have talked when im sooo tired, but partly its bcos i miss tht someone so badly tht i cant help it. try my best to keep awake. really think i sounded dead last nite. n its not tht im really sian talkin to him. juz tht im really tired. went out the whole day + not enough slp. bleah. but wadever it is, had back all my slp todae. slept till 2pm in the afternoon. hw "pig" i can get. bleah. wadever.
I better remind myself to copy the song "My Happy Ending" to my laptop later. wenyan keep askin me for it. haiyO. zhen ma fan! =X *shh* ^.^ heh..
self thought:
I think im sooo blessed to have him. damnit xy. ure realli lucky this time.
