Friday, September 17, 2004
10:11 AM
Once again, im feeling very sick!! stomach cramp....every month is bound to hav torture like tis. damn! hate tis idea man! but then its part of my life cycle.
Went to tis pharmaceutical site in the morning for tis so-called "excursion" but we are supposed to do a report on it which will be dued 2 weeks time..die! so many things to do, and im still think abt working! ahhh..talkin abt workin! sux! i think im getting really guilty abt all these damn thing i did....went to tis interview thingy todae..they actually accepted me and enxuan...kaoz! i tot it wont be tht easy. but wad. gave me nonsense! said we are in! =/ i feel guilty...guilty inside me. it sux! i lied to my parents to go for tis thing...din even discuss wif them. argh! tis is one stupidest thing tht i ever did! problem is how to tell my parents now? and if let say they goin to stop me and willing to give me pocket money, then hw am i gonna tell those peeps who had alrdy accepted me to tis part-time thingy? i think i suck!! normally i think b4 i act but tis time im not...i really feel bad inside out now. and plus the fact tht im sick now. argh! shitttt...i need comments frm u guys!! pls pls..tell me wad to do b4 monday comes!!!
So erm. the pharmaceutical site tht i went to for my excursion was erm.....ok i guess? slept on the sch bus all the way till i reach there. haha. the place was like sooo clean! tot some health freak would wanna work there =X cos u cant even see a single dirt on the floor or e walls. it sounds unbelievable, but its true! they showed us hw to make drugs and all tht, everything are all done wif machines..people are so lucky now. juz operate the machine and everything's done for them. hah...
Erm yeah..sound dead now. dont feel like blogging now. shall stop here. juz so stressed-up abt everything! everything! everything!.......urgh!
