Wednesday, September 22, 2004
8:24 AM
My Imagination
Awful Me
The mirror reflects
Catastrophe
My private thoughts
Vogue magazine
Human perfection
Imperfect teen
Unsaid truth
Homecoming scene
Everyone envies
The Beauty Queen
Silent secrets
My heart's a stone
If im not beautiful
I'll be alone
My thoughts feel ugly
I say good-bye
If i can't be perfect
I'll surely die
Until i learn
a truth more pure
Within is where true
beauty does endure
I'm lookin up
There is no storm
I'll trust my heart
To keep me warm
Mirror, mirror
Show me how
To love myself
Starting now
- leslie hendrickson
Nice poem...love this one! =)
Nowadays, i find ppl juz dont love themselves as much and yet claims tht they love someone alot alot and willing to die for tht particular person. thts wad i call pile of sh**! hw to love others when u dont even love urself! boo!....yes, ppl may think so and so who said "im willing to die for u" is such a romantic thing to do..think abt it, why would u wan someone u love to suffer the pain of living w/o u? thts so selfish rite?..well. i nv thot of tht until months ago someone said he wanna live longer than me, i was wondering why he wanna say tht, but when he told me tht he dowan me to suffer the pain living w/o him, i felt tht it make sense somehow. tho i dont think he rmbs wad he said tht day but i'll rmb it, always. =) p/s to him: thankew! for u are the one who taught me the meaning of love..
Trying so much to be like tht particular person tht u adore, so unprofessional! no uniqueness either.
Channel 5 is goin to show Titanic once again. as usual, im goin to watch Part 2 cos thts the part tht i find is most touching for me.
Contradicting thots goin thru my head nw, i think i dont even understand myself, or mayb i'll never understand.
::my childish thots::my wishful thinking::
