Tuesday, September 07, 2004
5:49 AM
Guess wad....only 13 peeps out of 24 ppl came for class todae. oh man! seems like everyone are clearing their leave b4 the semester ends on the 15th. haha. well..im clearing my leave for genetics next monday..yipee!! goin to watch 'The Cinderella Story' tht day! cant wait anymore. heh..my last understanding test tmr...ahhhh...cant believe the semester is ending. next semester comes my specialization tracks n i haven told my sis tht im in pharmaceutical sciences! crapz! shes sure gonna nag at me for getting tht specialization...WADEVER! i wanna be a pharmacist next time! bleah...i dont care wad u think! i juz wanna be myself..Have been thinkin abt the pasts these few daes. crapz! i dont understand why i have to think back again since its alrdy the past. qns like: "will my life be much diff if i chose jc instead of poly?", "so wad im in jc, i'll juz be another arts student struggling for As now", "if only i study harder for my prelims", "i wanted so much to enter sajc", "i wanna get into nus after my poly, but not easy to get into top 5% for my course"..yeah..can u imagine...after 1 and a half yrs in poly, im still thinkin abt all the crap pasts! too late right? sometimes i wonder whether i've made the right choice afterall.
*sigh. hard to pls myself!!
