Saturday, September 25, 2004
8:16 AM
Im pissed!!!...fcuking unhappy abt what had happened this morning!!! damnation! wanna noe how i got cheated? yea. it goes like tis: last night, person A called me and ask me to go to tht freakin company tht i got interviewed last week, yea so she asked me to go wif her..i asked "for wad?" since i alrdy decided not to enter the marketing side. then she was like "oh Mr Lincoln(director of the company) wans to talk to u abt some stuff" then i was like "huh? abt wad? dont tell me its regarding the job and products again?" then she said "NO" i stressed the word 'NO'...she actually said no to me ok! and she said i better come cos its impt. damnit shldnt hav place so much trust on her then. I went this morning..i actually did bcos i trust her soo much! i met up wif Person B and reached there early and waited until Person A came. Then saw the lady who interviewed me the other time and she was like "eh..xy..u finally came!" like so friggingly fake! Person A din mention anything either. So i went breakfast wif Person A, B, tht lady and 2 guys...guess wad? after breakfast tht lady asked Person A and B to go up first and she will talk to me abt some stuff...Person A even smiled happily at me to say "bye"...damnit baby. i knew i felt sth not right then..after they left, the lady was trying to persuade me into this marketing line. like wad kinda of crap! i SAID MANY TIMES i've no interest in marketing and u're still asking me back! nonsense!! and i nv even agree tht im gonna work wif her! never did i agree oright! plus the fact tht i alrdy felt betrayed by my frien, u think i'll still listen to her! they can even buy my frien juz to get me in, cunning ppl!....
oh man! is this a joke? can u imagine ur own close frien doin tis to u? nv did i expect tht either...im so damn disappointed so much so tht im pissed! and of cos i wouldnt tell her straight in the face tht i felt betrayed..anyway whats the point? what has happened alrdy happened! it happen now, it may happen again rite? wads the point rite? i juz got to be street smart i guess.
- mood: confused and disappointed
