Tuesday, December 14, 2004
7:02 PM
Back frm heeren..went there alone. juz needed some space..ALONE! dunno why, i juz dont feel like socialising at tis point in time. too tired i guess. need some space to think abt some stuff. went hmv and along the way, received lotsa of sms-es, then kept on replying. haha. crapz. received an "hi..so how are u?" msg..my heart skipped a beat for a moment, i tot who at first bcoz its some private no. then replied and asked. and realised its jian ming. haiz. chey! i tot who! =X
So yeah..i confronted him yesterday..and i mean tht him. yeah. so things are abit screwed right now. coz mayb i really wanted to see him tht much. yeah. juz let me see him right in front of me its enuff. i dont ask for more. i feel like singing tis to him, 'i dont want to fall to pieces~ i just want to sit and stare at u~ i dont want to talk abt it~ i dont want a conversation~ i just want to cry infront of u~ i dont want to talk abt it~ cause im in love wif u~~' - avril lavigne (Fall To Pieces). okay..i noe i may seem abit out of my mind now, but pls let me be. T_T
Sly is on the Cleo cover page! hahaha. tho theres only 1 small pathetic section abt him. =/ well well. check tht out! so yea..i saw justin...tht egoistic creep! =Xx *shh*..din bother to say hi to him as usual. anyway hes wif his other frien. making so much noise outside juz nw. yeah crapz. dunno why..sometimes i really wanna be nice to him but whenever hes ard, i will pretend like he dont exist. =/ okay. can say im being mean or wad. i dont care, thts juz ME! talk abt hw he treats me bahh..CRAPZ!
**so hard to understand guys**
