Wednesday, January 05, 2005
4:09 PM
Aint feeling tht sick anymore but still can still feel abit of cramp inside my stomach. luckily i've no class today. stomach cramp since yesterday until really cannot walk..cant even sing also =(
Damn paranoid recently. damn fcuk-up bcoz of some personal probs, cant really say it here coz its the World Wide Web. everybody can see. but im gonna pray tht everything will be ok and gonna enjoy my Chinese New Year tis month. Yesterday's entry is really depressing, aint gonna let it affect me anymore.
Thnx mel..ur words kinda make me smile yesterday. really..ure being such a sweetie. yeps! =) Thnx iylia for reminding me abt my piority for tis month, im behaving like some biatch yesterday and im not being 'me'. so yeaps.
Been listening to avril lavigne's songs yesterday. feeling much better ever since then. her songs can rawk my world. totally rawks man! dunno why i can juz relate really well wif her songs.
Someone make me really pissed last nite. really pissed tht i complained to ie wern and iylia. am i such a burden? i wonder. i still dont noe whts zach's intention of snapping back at me when im trying to be nice to him last nite. it doesnt matter anymore i guessed. thnx for apologizing to me at 1am plus and asking brandon to ask if im ok or not. i accepted tht. but things tht said cannot be unsaid. i hope zach's mum will be okay coz shes now in icu and im really worried for his mum's condition. prayed for his mum tis morning. yeps everythings gonna be alright,hope for best. he has gotta be strong somehow.
**listening to: Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down (rawks my sox!)**
