17th Feb 2005, Thurs Im freaking sad and pissed nw. i dunno whts wif the ppl ard me nowadays. when is it gonna end? juz 3 sms-es frm tis person can place so much an effect on me. i juz gotten tht msg-es after i woke up. i dunno why tht person had to mention abt stuff, reminding me abt stuff when things are not EXACTLY goin rite and worse it had to remind me of wad happened in the past. i feel like i've put down to the lowest pt nw. i dont like ppl not appreciating my efforts and listening to my advice, instead they hafta say things to hurt u. i helped coz ure my frien, not some rubbish. i wan to tell my friens tht they are not alone, there are ppl ard who are having or been thru such probs b4. i hate to say the cliche 'Time Heals..' but its true. time proves them all. i've tried forgetting, it took me years. thts alrdy the past. if things tht i can do, i dont believe why my friens cant do it. yes..it maybe difficult, but after u've tried letting it heal, u urself wont feel tht way anymore instead u'll be telling urself 'its helping me'..dont tell me ure different. we are all human beings, whats so different? girls can understand girls better i shld say. I feel so much better after writing tis. sense of satisfaction =) im goin down to meet enxuan and ie wern later on for proj..orights gonna go scan my com for virus nw. ciaoz! Love is not all abt possessing tht person. Its abt sacrificing. Putting a smile on the face of the person i love is also called Love.
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the writer
"im not cool. i just think that being cool is so uncool."
miss attitude
23
18th July 1986
UWA student frm PSB academy
biomedical science grad from rp
pharmacy tech
txy25@hotmail.com
<3 family
<3 friends
<3 rock, emo, rnb and soul music
<3 fashion sense
<3 shopping
<3 eye makeups
<3 accessories
<3 my zen nano
<3 my canon ixus 70
<3 my idols
<3 to laugh
<3 to stone and;
<3 my bed
im blessed with love :)
wishes
good health
balance of life
save enough money for studies
pass all my exams with flying colors