Friday, July 22, 2005
7:43 PM
Happy 19th Birthday to Slayer!! AH WENG AHHH! =x hope all ur wishes come true and may u graduate frm tp wif flying colors, enjoy ur ns next yr! boohoo! uh oh! see..im bullshitting again. sorry ah, no whole entry dedicated to u..one para enuff lahs hoh? =x thnx for "listening" to my problems yesterday. im feeling real sad and u shld noe tht. sigh =x i dont understand wad GUYS are thinking nowadays!! aRgh! driving me crazy now! but i'll try to follow ur advice not to think abt it. Im taking things for granted in the past and i hate it!! i hate to say tht i miss him now. i HATE IT! i HATE IT TO THE CORE coz i noe i can nv be wif him. why is she in the picture? why is she sticking to him like some superglue? why is he always on my mind now? =( mayb wad ****** said was right, i shldnt be afraid of her. i shld be truthful abt my feelings!
Had the most "horrifying" lesson today and thts DDD. TERRIFYING i tell u! i think i got the gut feel tht im most prolly gonna screw tis module up at the end of the semester. am praying for some miracle now. sigh. boring semester i haf huh!
