Wednesday, November 23, 2005
5:04 PM
Im torned and shattered to pieces.Story-telling time:
Is there ever a time when u found out tht u like someone, but didnt dare to say?
When u saw this special someone appear, even though u guys haf never knew each other as a frien. God knows why U juz feels kinda attracted to him/her...? like wad they call it love at first sight.
I tot it will nv happen to me. BUT it did.
Tht process of liking someone is miraculously undescrib-able. its wondrous hw liking somebody can make such an impact to me. Be it juz a crush or not. Seriously, i dont even noe the ans myself.
I cant explain tis...its like when u see him/her, u'll automatically go on a cloud 9.
Every morning, not every but almost. i will always sit on the same bus wif him to sch, but noe wad, i juz dont haf tht courage to approach him or wadsoever. Even my friends gave me tht courage but it still didnt work. Im sucha freak! Anyway, i juz found out sth abt him. he HAS a gf and i guessed tht they juz got tog recently. haii..i reallie dunno how to feel towards tis news. Sham was rambling to me juz now. Initially, i was ok wif it (the news of him being attached). but after awhile, i realized tht i do care. If i said i dont, thts juz probably self-denial.
In terms of alot of things, we are always so close but fate is juz lacking somewhere.
Its proven.
Judging frm his profile, hes definitely a nice guy. I cant say hes the best of all. but judging frm everything, hes definitely a gd catch and a rare kind.
Abel, his name.
Ull haf my blessing.
Im so suay recently.
alot of mishap.
I stepped on a live snail tdy.
Poor snail. wo bu shi ku yi de. =(
Missed my medication juz now. oops.
haii..actually no mood to blog lah. wadeverr..
If u hopped by my friendster page, ull eventually found out tht i deleted most of the profile.
I did it outta of impulse coz i see it too wordy. Its shorter and easier to read now anyway.
damnit.
Im juz so emo now. Not sad. arrghh..actuallie wads the diff?
I dont feel like meeting anyone else for now.
Haii..
theoneiwillnevergetandwillneverbemine.
