Friday, January 25, 2008
7:34 PM
From 1st-21st Feb are going to be the very important dates. In other words, a crucial period for me. the decision i make will make a difference in my life. Few days back, i've been telling people tht i might be giving up the idea of studying in local uni coz ah ching's sister said the science in NUS emphasize more on theory and doesnt really triggers u the interest to work for it after graduation. Come to think of it, tht might be abit subjective but i think it did affect me a little. Many of you been telling me to go for local uni coz its cheaper compared to private. Its also my "dream" to study at NUS. why shld i give tht up since its a "dream" i wanna pursue all along?! i'll be applying on the tentatively after CNY coz i have yet to prepare my relevant documents and im so freaking busy with work, meet-ups wif frens and catching up wif my rest now. i need to manage my time, seriously! i'll be crossing my fingers, hoping to get my butt in NUS wif the stupid grades! =)Today's a damn bloody "suay" day for me.
First i was pretty stone in the morning, superior found out i didnt place the insulin tdy into the ice-box(i purposely din want to coz i tend to forget to put back by end of the day when auntie lam's on leave!) then kena "shoot" by a colleague of mine(i muz be kiddg if im not affected by the remarks), irritated by a patient who seriously cant wait patiently for her num to call and she who die die wants single-item charging for her medicine. Before i could settle the problem, another auntie came over after she made her payment saying tht she cant take the antibiotic due to some allergy. N lucky Fizah's there to help coz i cant multi-task TWO patients at a time.
Even till now, im still feeling very disorientated.
What the heck is wrong with me! Im pissed with myself. =.="
