Thursday, March 13, 2008
6:35 PM
Sometimes i wonder why im always in such a sorry state when comes to the subj of love. The feeling of loving someone is juz unbearable sometimes when u dont get what u want and disappointments. No wonder people always say its better to be loved than to loved. when will we ever get the best of both worlds? Thts y i chose not to start. at least not now.Been very tired the past few days. Im juz tired of thinking.
And i wonder whens the time i'll ever stop worrying. like paranoid.
Whats wrong? im juz hoping for the best of everything.
Stock take is this weekend.
bad news is im gonna stay back after work to count the tablets. and im in-charge of counting pharmacy-only med, the whole column of eyedrops, some of the non-standard item and loose tablets. like alot seh. =.= hope patients "eat" up the loose tablets so tht me and fizah wont hafta count like crazy on sat. MP3 is a must this sat. Good news is i dont hafta go back for stock take on sun! woohooo. means i can meet up wif steph again for movie!
MJ replied me on friendster yesterday.
"haha.... no prob... u take care... may pop by jurong when i get posted back for relief..." he still rmb me. hahahs =) how i wish i can bump into him again at Borders. I'll make sure the next time i see him, i'll smile. its a deal.
Im giving myself time to be quiet this few days.
I really need to sort out what i really want.
Its all in a mess now. Gonna clear this up once and for all.
